AUTHOR: TheGothicWeaver
EMAIL:
CATEGORY: Kim & Kerry
RATING: PG (Possible NC- 17 sequel)
SPOILERS: none
DISCLAIMER: Ya'll know how it goes. They aren't mine, and neither are the songs. The song, From the Bottom of My Broken Heart, belongs to Britney Spears and Open Arms belongs to Collin Raye. Kim & Kerry belong to NBC, Amblin entertainment, Constant C productions, Warner Brothers television, Michael Chrichton, and John Wells (Thank them folks, cause without them, Kim, Kerry, nor ER would exist!)
SUMMARY: The words crossing through Kerry's head after those elevator doors closed. Now this isn't how it actually went, but it's how I would've written it. Curse that storyline!
The doors close, Kim is gone. Kerry is left standing there, broken, scared, and completely alone. This is what is crossing through her mind as she walks into the psych lounge, slumps against the wall, and cries.
Never look back we said.
How was I supposed to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind, where do I go
and you didn't hear all my joy through my tears
all my harms through my fears, did you know?
Still I miss you somehow
'I miss Kim, I am lonely, I don't know where to go, I am scared out of my wits, and I might have just lost the love of my life for good. What do I do now? Think Weaver, think.'
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know?
You were my first love.
You were my true love.
From the first kisses,
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love
I never knew love.
Till there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
'I will not let my heart break again? I am strong. Strong, but hopelessly in love with a woman who just walked away from me.'
Baby I said please stay?
Give our love a chance for one more day.
We could have worked things out?
Taking time is what love's all about.
'Yes Kim, please stay, please give me more time. We can work this out, just give it some time? please.'
But you put a dart,
through my dreams, through my heart?
And I'm back where I started again.
Never thought it would end?
'It's not going to end, and I won't go back to where I started. Not if I can help it.'
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know?
You were my first love.
You were my true love.
From the first kisses,
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love
I never knew love.
Till there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
'Broken hearted is an understatement.'
You promised yourself,
But to somebody else?
And you made it so perfectly clear.
Still I wish you were here?
'Yes, why aren't you here Kim? I want you here. I want to be safe in your arms again.'
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know?
You were my first love.
You were my true love.
From the first kisses,
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love
I never knew love.
Till there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
'My heart is broken, and it'll stay that way for every second my beloved Kim is gone'
Never look back we said?
How was I supposed to know I'd miss you so?
'I miss her already. I am not going to lose another love to my damn selfishness. I am going after her? End of story.'
EMAIL:
CATEGORY: Kim & Kerry
RATING: PG (Possible NC- 17 sequel)
SPOILERS: none
DISCLAIMER: Ya'll know how it goes. They aren't mine, and neither are the songs. The song, From the Bottom of My Broken Heart, belongs to Britney Spears and Open Arms belongs to Collin Raye. Kim & Kerry belong to NBC, Amblin entertainment, Constant C productions, Warner Brothers television, Michael Chrichton, and John Wells (Thank them folks, cause without them, Kim, Kerry, nor ER would exist!)
SUMMARY: The words crossing through Kerry's head after those elevator doors closed. Now this isn't how it actually went, but it's how I would've written it. Curse that storyline!
The doors close, Kim is gone. Kerry is left standing there, broken, scared, and completely alone. This is what is crossing through her mind as she walks into the psych lounge, slumps against the wall, and cries.
Never look back we said.
How was I supposed to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind, where do I go
and you didn't hear all my joy through my tears
all my harms through my fears, did you know?
Still I miss you somehow
'I miss Kim, I am lonely, I don't know where to go, I am scared out of my wits, and I might have just lost the love of my life for good. What do I do now? Think Weaver, think.'
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know?
You were my first love.
You were my true love.
From the first kisses,
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love
I never knew love.
Till there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
'I will not let my heart break again? I am strong. Strong, but hopelessly in love with a woman who just walked away from me.'
Baby I said please stay?
Give our love a chance for one more day.
We could have worked things out?
Taking time is what love's all about.
'Yes Kim, please stay, please give me more time. We can work this out, just give it some time? please.'
But you put a dart,
through my dreams, through my heart?
And I'm back where I started again.
Never thought it would end?
'It's not going to end, and I won't go back to where I started. Not if I can help it.'
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know?
You were my first love.
You were my true love.
From the first kisses,
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love
I never knew love.
Till there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
'Broken hearted is an understatement.'
You promised yourself,
But to somebody else?
And you made it so perfectly clear.
Still I wish you were here?
'Yes, why aren't you here Kim? I want you here. I want to be safe in your arms again.'
From the bottom of my broken heart
there's just a thing or two I'd like you to know?
You were my first love.
You were my true love.
From the first kisses,
to the very last rose
from the bottom of my broken heart
even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love
I never knew love.
Till there was you
from the bottom of my broken heart
'My heart is broken, and it'll stay that way for every second my beloved Kim is gone'
Never look back we said?
How was I supposed to know I'd miss you so?
'I miss her already. I am not going to lose another love to my damn selfishness. I am going after her? End of story.'