Songs used in this fiction (In order) by Sarah McLachlan

- Angel

- Sweet Surrender

- Trainwreck

- I Will Remember You

Spend all your time waiting

For that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

There's always one reason

To feel not good enough

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

Oh beautiful release

Memory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty

And weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from here

From this dark cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage

Of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line

And everywhere you turn

There are vultures and thieves at your back

And the storm keeps on twisting

You keep on building the lie

That you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference

Escaping one last time

It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh

This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from here

From this dark cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage

Of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort there

You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here

Kerry had swallowed pills. Not just a few, but too many for her to count. She had fallen to the floor, still clutching her picture of Kim, and was found by her neighbor who heard the glass, containing her vodka break. Luka has just seen Kerry come rolling in on a gurney and decides to call Kim, he felt like doing some good with Kerry's situation.

Kim sat on her couch staring blankly at the TV screen. Kim loved TV, more since Kerry and she had ended. Just as she was nodding off, the phone rang. "Hello?" "Kim, its Luka. Kerry was just rolled in here on a gurney, she tried to kill herself. A picture of you was in her hand, I saw it. Can you come in? I think we might need your help." Kim sighed and said "Luka, Kerry left me for dead, I really don't care anymore. We aren't involved, at least not anymore." Luka couldn't believe his ears. "Kim if you don't get your ass down here right now I will drag it out of that apartment of yours whether you like it or not. I do know where you live." Luka shouted into the phone fuming. Not caring much about who heard him." "If it makes you happy, Luka."

Kim got dressed and plopped herself into the seat of her car. As soon as she put it into gear the voice of Sarah McLachlan sweetly filled her ears.

It doesn't mean much

It doesn't mean anything at all

The life I've left behind me

Is a cold room

I've crossed the last line

From where I can't return

Where every step I took in faith

Betrayed me

And led me from my home

And sweet

Sweet surrender

Is all that I have to give

You take me in

No questions asked

You strip away the ugliness

That surrounds me

Are you an angel

Am I already that gone

I only hope

That I won't disappoint you

When I'm down here

On my knees

And sweet

Sweet

Sweet surrender

Is all that I have to give

Sweet

Sweet

Sweet surrender

Is all that I have to give

And I don't understand

By the touch of your hand

I would be the one to fall

I miss the little things

Oh I miss everything

It doesn't mean much

It doesn't mean anything at all

The life I left behind me

Is a cold room

Don't let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories