Luka was sitting at the admit desk waiting for Kim. He had gotten the news
that Kerry was alive, but on a vent and sedated after a seizure. Kim son
strolled in and laid eyes on Luka, immediately sowing him she was pissed.
"Hi Kim" "What do you want from me Luka? She broke my heart, and now you
want me to feel sorry for her." Kim said as she followed him to the doors
of trauma two where Kerry lay. "Kim look at her." Kim didn't budge. "Damn
it all Kim, look at her. She is lying there half dead. She tried to kill
herself over you. Over you, not me, Not Romano, you! Just look at her Kim.
Then look me in the eye and tell me that an act like that doesn't deserve a
second chance, at the least." Luka said with his hand on Kim's arm. "She
was trying to reach out to me, and I pushed her away. I just ignored her. I
ignored everything, even the suicidal wording of her letter, what the hell
have I done? Oh, god what did I do this time?" Kim said as she fell to the
floor and cried. Her eyes, never leaving Kerry's body.
After Kim had calmed Luka let her into trauma two. Kim sat there with Kerry's hand in hers. The tear of hers that had fallen there earlier, barely dried. The noise of the doors opening startled her, until she looked and saw that it was Abby. "Abby." Kim said softly. "Hey, how are you holding up?" Abby said, walking over to Weaver, and jotting down her vitals, they were normal, even after the tube being taken out. "I am a wreck Abby. This was never supposed to happen. It was supposed to be easy." "Kim, you are a train wreck. We all get that way sometimes. Kerry was bound to break eventually and you two breaking up was the last straw. Shit happens, Dr. Legs. You are talking to an expert in that area." Abby said as she walked out the doors and over to Luka who was absorbed in a few x-rays.
Would your love in all its finery
tear at the darkness all around me
until I can feel again
until I can breathe again
Cause I'm a train wreck waiting to happen
waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks
a wild fire born of frustration
born of the one love that gets me so high
I've no fear at all
Would your eyes like midnight fireflies
light up the trenches where my heart lies
until I can see again
to find my way back again
To fall so deep into you
lose myself completely
in your sweet embrace
all my pains erased
From your mouth its all that I wish
the mercy of your lips just one kiss
until I can breathe again
so that I can sing again
To fall so deep into you
lose myself completely
in your sweet embrace
all my pains erased
Kerry was coming out of her coma, not intentionally. She wanted to be dead. As her eyes fluttered open, she glanced up to see Kim, intently staring down at her, their hands still joined. "Kim?" Kerry questioned the reality of it all. "Yes babe, it's me." Kim said, stroking Kerry's cheek. "What are you doing here? I thought you wanted nothing to do with me." Kerry said. "Well, Luka forced me to come here, and then basically killed all of my defenses. Then I realized if we both still love each other, than why do we hate each other at the same time. I still love you Kerry, I always have. And knowing that you did this over me... killed me."
Kerry was crying quite hard by now. "I am so sorry Kim. I don't know how many times I have to say it. I just needed more time. I wasn't ready for all this. I wanted things to calm down a bit, maybe me find a creative way to come out. I was just so confused Kim. I needed more time, I needed you to listen. "I know baby, I know. I'm sorry I didn't listen. I let the big monster of frustration get to me. I know I'm sorry too." Kim hugged Kerry in her arms and rocked her, whispered sweet nothings into her ear. She lulled Kerry by singing their favorite song.
"I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
So afraid to love you more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Where once there was darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had oh you gave me life
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories"
Falling asleep in Kim's arms... It wasn't a true first for Kerry, just the first time in a long time.
The feeling of Kerry asleep in her arms... Kim was in heaven. A place she dreamt that she could return to. She was there, at last. The love of her life, there with her...
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had
Let them slip away from us when things got bad
Clearly I first saw you smiling in the sun
Want to feel your warmth upon me
I want to be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired that I can't sleep
Standing on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how I feel so much yet cannot say a word
We are screaming inside oh we can't be heard
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
So afraid to love you more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Where once there was darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had oh you gave me life
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
After Kim had calmed Luka let her into trauma two. Kim sat there with Kerry's hand in hers. The tear of hers that had fallen there earlier, barely dried. The noise of the doors opening startled her, until she looked and saw that it was Abby. "Abby." Kim said softly. "Hey, how are you holding up?" Abby said, walking over to Weaver, and jotting down her vitals, they were normal, even after the tube being taken out. "I am a wreck Abby. This was never supposed to happen. It was supposed to be easy." "Kim, you are a train wreck. We all get that way sometimes. Kerry was bound to break eventually and you two breaking up was the last straw. Shit happens, Dr. Legs. You are talking to an expert in that area." Abby said as she walked out the doors and over to Luka who was absorbed in a few x-rays.
Would your love in all its finery
tear at the darkness all around me
until I can feel again
until I can breathe again
Cause I'm a train wreck waiting to happen
waiting for someone to come pick me up off the tracks
a wild fire born of frustration
born of the one love that gets me so high
I've no fear at all
Would your eyes like midnight fireflies
light up the trenches where my heart lies
until I can see again
to find my way back again
To fall so deep into you
lose myself completely
in your sweet embrace
all my pains erased
From your mouth its all that I wish
the mercy of your lips just one kiss
until I can breathe again
so that I can sing again
To fall so deep into you
lose myself completely
in your sweet embrace
all my pains erased
Kerry was coming out of her coma, not intentionally. She wanted to be dead. As her eyes fluttered open, she glanced up to see Kim, intently staring down at her, their hands still joined. "Kim?" Kerry questioned the reality of it all. "Yes babe, it's me." Kim said, stroking Kerry's cheek. "What are you doing here? I thought you wanted nothing to do with me." Kerry said. "Well, Luka forced me to come here, and then basically killed all of my defenses. Then I realized if we both still love each other, than why do we hate each other at the same time. I still love you Kerry, I always have. And knowing that you did this over me... killed me."
Kerry was crying quite hard by now. "I am so sorry Kim. I don't know how many times I have to say it. I just needed more time. I wasn't ready for all this. I wanted things to calm down a bit, maybe me find a creative way to come out. I was just so confused Kim. I needed more time, I needed you to listen. "I know baby, I know. I'm sorry I didn't listen. I let the big monster of frustration get to me. I know I'm sorry too." Kim hugged Kerry in her arms and rocked her, whispered sweet nothings into her ear. She lulled Kerry by singing their favorite song.
"I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
So afraid to love you more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Where once there was darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had oh you gave me life
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories"
Falling asleep in Kim's arms... It wasn't a true first for Kerry, just the first time in a long time.
The feeling of Kerry asleep in her arms... Kim was in heaven. A place she dreamt that she could return to. She was there, at last. The love of her life, there with her...
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had
Let them slip away from us when things got bad
Clearly I first saw you smiling in the sun
Want to feel your warmth upon me
I want to be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired that I can't sleep
Standing on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how I feel so much yet cannot say a word
We are screaming inside oh we can't be heard
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
So afraid to love you more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Where once there was darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had oh you gave me life
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories