CHLOE'S POV
"What do you do,When you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go."
I can't believe he just ended it, as if what we were meant nothing to him. I pull the bandages out of the cabinet. And I slowly rub the steam off the mirror. I feel the tears coming to me, when I see what I look like. My brown hair is everywhere and my eyes are puffy red from the crying. I really do look as bad as I feel. I start rapping the bandage over my hand and walk in the living room. I haven't had this place for long, It still has the new feel. Thats how the relationship felt, It felt new. And now its over. I can feel the tears clogging up my throat. I can't cry though ... I don't want to cry. I feel like I've cried enough. I feel so stupid though. Why did I stay with him? Dom was no good. But there where those times, when he made me feel unique. Special.
"I was naive.
Your love was like candy.
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping.
Got caught in your web
And I learned how to bleed. I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely"
I can see him, in my mind's eye. When I first saw him. He had this smile on his face. He looked different from the guys.... he looked beautiful. I slowly sit down on the floor, as the pain starts consuming me. It hurts so much. Why did he have to leave? I..I love him. And he hurt me so badly. I finally let the tears go. As I feel the pounding of my heart. But even though the pain feels so bad, and even though he left me. I still can't let him go.
Oh and it hurts my soul
'Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've
Lost control 'cause I
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need
To walk away from, yeah
As the tears slide down my face, I lay down on the floor. My chest is heaving. My bottom lip is wobbling. and my hands are shaking, as I try to rub away to tears off my face. I can feel him inside of me. I can feel him touching me. Why is this happening to me? .... I loved him so much. I just want him back. But he left me. For her. I hate her.... for what she's done to me. For some strange reason, I... I can't hate him . I wanna hate him though. I want to so badly.
Oh I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
And I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need, oh
I slide my mobile out of my pocket. And with shakey hands. I dial the number, to the only person who I can trust. I raise it to my ear. And wait for him to pick up on the other end.
I just want these feeling to end.
"Hello?"
Its him. He sounds like his just woke up.
"I...I.. I need your help."
"Alright. I'll be down as soon as I can."
With that I put the phone down. And roll myself in a ball. And I cry.
I said
I need to get away from you
I need to walk away from you
Get away, walk away, walk away