Disclaimer: I don't own the characters just borrowing them for my own amusement. Content rated R. Basically, this is total smut. If that offends you stop right here. I see Lucius as being in total control always.
LOSS OF CONTROL
Chapter Six
First thing the next morning, Gwen arranged to meet Stephen. She felt she owed it to him to end things in person. They met at a small restaurant close to the office where they both worked. Once they were seated at a table, Gwen found it difficult to look Stephen directly in the eye. She knew she would have to lie to him, and lying did not come easily to her.
"Stephen," she said softly, 'things between us are not really working and I feel we should stop seeing each other."
"What are you talking about, things are working fine between us," he said incredulously.
"Not really, neither of us is happy with the way things are and they aren't going to change, so we might as well end it here while we can still be friends."
"Why do you think I'm not happy?" he asked.
"You have to admit you expected to be much further along in this relationship by now, didn't you?"
"You think I'm not happy because we aren't having sex, is that it? Because I'm willing to wait as long as it takes for you to be ready."
Gwen sighed knowing she was going to have to explain, "Stephen, I'll never be ready. There's someone else, there has been all along, we just stopped seeing each other for a while."
"Someone else, who? And why didn't I know about him from the beginning?" He was getting very upset.
"I thought we were through. I would never have gotten involved with you or anyone else for that matter, if I had any idea he still wanted me."
"Are you in love with him?"
Gwen looked at Stephen, startled that he would make such a suggestion, and then she realized that was the best thing to tell him, "Yes I am. I didn't realize it until he came back, then I knew."
"Who is it? Someone I know? How long have you known him? What makes you think he won't leave you again?" questions poured out of him uncontrolled.
"I don't think you know him," she hated lying but knew she must continue, "I've known him almost a year now, and I don't know that he won't leave me again, it's a chance I have to take."
Stephen looked at her unable to believe what she was telling him, "I care for you, Gwen; I can't just turn off all those feelings. You go and find out if this is for real, if not, I'll be waiting for you."
"Stephen, you can't, just get on with your life, please, don't wait for me." Gwen stood and walked away before she completely broke down in front of the whole restaurant. She hoped Lucius appreciated the pain he was causing, not just her, but, Stephen too.
When she arrived home Lucius was waiting for her. "Wow," she said, "two days in a row. What did I do to deserve this?"
"Got rid of the little boyfriend, I see." Lucius replied.
"How do you know?"
"I know everything."
Gwen looked at him startled that he knew where she had been. "Had me followed, did you?"
"Not even close," Lucius snorted.
"Does this visit have a point other than checking up on me?"
"Of course." Lucius pulled her into his arms and kissed her deeply, running his hands over her breasts and down around her behind, grinding his hips against hers, totally taking her breath away. Gwen put her arms around him dragging her fingers through his hair, and sliding her hands down around his shoulders, clinging to him. Lucius broke the kiss and taking her by the hand led her down the hallway to the bedroom, "You made a good point yesterday about being comfortable."
Slowly he started taking off her clothes, caressing and kissing her body as he uncovered it, until she was totally naked in front of him. Gwen reached for the buttons on his shirt intending to do the same to him, but he stopped her by picking her up and laying her on the bed. He joined her, still fully clothed except for his shoes, which he kicked off before stretching out on top of her, allowing his full weight to rest on her. Once again she reached for the buttons on his shirt, this time he let her, watching as she pulled the shirt out of his pants. As she opened each button, she spread the fabric as far as she could reaching up to press light kisses on his chest, once she had it completely open she slid it down his arms and tossed it on the floor next to the bed. Gwen pushed gently on Lucius' chest turning him slightly so she could roll them over putting her on top of him. She spread his hair out on the pillow around his head and kissed his forehead, she feathered small light kisses across his brow and down the side of his face, nuzzling behind his ear. She continued to work her way down to his chest licking and biting his nipples, wanting to make sure she had the taste and scent of him committed to memory.
As she reached his waist and the remaining clothing there, he pulled her back up so her mouth was even with his and as he kissed her he rolled so she was once again pinned beneath him. As their tongues danced he stroked her breasts using his fingers to tease her nipples to full hardness. She slid her hands between their bodies and unbuckled his belt, and just got the zipper completely opened when his abruptly ended the kiss so he could cover her breast with his mouth, his tongue and teeth torturing her straining nipple. Gwen moaned and arched her body against him wrapping her legs around his thighs and pumping her hips against him. She was sure she felt him smile as he started the same treatment on her other breast. Twisting as far as she could she managed to remove the rest of his clothes, with both of them naked she wrapped her legs around him holding on as tight as she could, wanting him like this where she could see his face and any emotions that might cross it, looking for some small clue as to how he felt about her.
Lucius realizing that all it would take was one twist of her hips and he would be inside her, moved so he was laying at her side instead of on top of her, as he kissed further down her body Gwen didn't even care that she had lost the chance to actually get him where she wanted him, he was now licking and sucking her clit as he thrust first one then two fingers slowly inside of her. With his hair trailing over her stomach and the slight stubble on his face tantalizing her thighs Gwen was beyond caring about anything but the sensation of his tongue and the now three fingers sliding in and out of her, she grasped his head, holding him in place as she pumped her hips to meet his thrusting hand. As her orgasm overtook her, she lost the ability to form words instead gasping for breath and moaning as her body bucked uncontrollably against him. When the spasms passed she slumped down on the bed struggling for breath.
Some minutes later, when she had her breathing under control and was able to open her eyes, she found Lucius looking intently down at her. "Ready to do me now, or should I just take care of it myself," he said with a sneer.
Gwen sat up and pushed on his shoulders to lay him back on the bed, as she flung one leg over him and placed her hands on his shoulders she smiled. "You know I'll take care of you." With that she kissed him, licking her own juices from his mouth, and proceeding down his body biting harder than he might have liked. Lucius allowed her to continue, curious as to what she had in mind this time. She rolled him from palm to fingertips as if she were starting a fire with a stick, he moaned deep in his throat and pushed against her hands as she repositioned them grasping him at the base of his hard cock, lifting it so she could run her tongue along the underside pressing her teeth against him hard enough to make him grab onto her head in an effort to control her. Gwen licked the length of him taking him into her mouth and sucking while she teased the tip of her tongue along the underside of the swollen head. Then abruptly she removed her mouth, sat up and looked at him. "Lucius, what would you do if I just ...." she said as she straddled him and thrust the tip of his rock hard penis into her slippery wet channel.
Lucius grasped her around the waist and flung her off him throwing her face down on the bed; he climbed over her and spread her legs by pushing his knees between her legs as he held her arms over her head. "Immobilize". Gwen found herself unable to move as he used the spell to hold her in place freeing his hands.
Gwen cried out as she felt the tip of his cock pressing against the spread cheeks of her behind. "Lucius...don't... I've never....please Lucius...I'll do anything you want...but not that." She was crying as she pleaded with him.
Lucius mumbled something she couldn't quite hear, then she felt a slippery- ness fill her anal passage and she screamed as he thrust into her. The spell keeping her from moving only meant he had to thrust harder to get fully inside of her. Once he was completely sheathed within he stopped and leaning over her shoulder he whispered in her ear, "Don't ever try to get the upper hand with me. Now you might as well relax and enjoy this because I find your tightness quite pleasurable and I intend to take full advantage of it." With that he pulled almost all the way out only to thrust back in again. His breathing matched his thrusts as with each exhalation he pushed fully into her. Harder and faster he thrust, his balls slamming against her cheeks as he ravished her.
Gwen knew she could do nothing to break the spell. He was much to strong a wizard for her to resist any magic he used on her, so she prayed for it to be over quickly. She tried to control her crying, not wanting to give him that satisfaction as well. Thankfully because he had been so fully aroused and she was so tight, he couldn't last too long, and soon she felt his body stiffen as he came inside her. Lucius collapsed on top of her pushing her body further into the bed. She was still unable to move and had to endure him softening before he finally pulled out of her and rolled onto his back at her side. As he did, she realized she could move again and she jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom slamming and locking the door behind her. She turned the water on full blast in the shower and stood under the spray and cried. No matter how much she scrubbed, she still felt dirty.
It took her almost half an hour to regain enough composure to return to the bedroom, only to find Lucius sound asleep on the bed. As she stood looking at him thinking to herself, 'how can someone so gorgeous be so evil.' Gwen knew she would eventually forgive him for this, not because he deserved to be forgiven, but, because she could not let herself be with someone so vile. And despite all he had done, she still wanted to be with him.
As she lay down next to him, he shifted in his sleep turning toward her he put an arm around her waist and threw his leg across both of hers, resting his head on her shoulder he tightened his hold on her so she could not move. Strangely enough she found this comforting and she as she lay there in his warm embrace she thought about how she had walked away from Stephen, who was perfect for her, to come back to Lucius and his total disregard for her feelings. What was it about him that made her put up with all the abuse? Why did she crave his touch, even as he was hurting her? Gwen knew that once Lucius got whatever it was he wanted from her that would be it; he would be gone from her life without regret. She curled her sore, abused body into him, determined to hold on to him while she could, still finding great comfort being in his arms, feeling safe and protected by him, yet dreading what would come. Eventually, she fell into a troubled sleep.
When she awoke several hours later, she found herself alone. There was a small vial of pinkish liquid on the nightstand with a note that read, 'This is a healing potion. Drink it and all your aches and pains should disappear. I'll see you soon. Lucius.' Gwen opened the vial and holding it under her nose sniffed to see if she could tell what the ingredients were. Unfortunately it did not smell like anything she had encountered before. 'Oh well, it can't hurt me any more than I already am,' she thought as she tossed back the contents of the vial. Within minutes she felt much better, all her bruises faded and the aches and pains subsided. She actually felt better than she had in days. "Gotta remember to ask Lucius for more of that," she muttered to herself as she went into the kitchen to find something to eat.
LOSS OF CONTROL
Chapter Six
First thing the next morning, Gwen arranged to meet Stephen. She felt she owed it to him to end things in person. They met at a small restaurant close to the office where they both worked. Once they were seated at a table, Gwen found it difficult to look Stephen directly in the eye. She knew she would have to lie to him, and lying did not come easily to her.
"Stephen," she said softly, 'things between us are not really working and I feel we should stop seeing each other."
"What are you talking about, things are working fine between us," he said incredulously.
"Not really, neither of us is happy with the way things are and they aren't going to change, so we might as well end it here while we can still be friends."
"Why do you think I'm not happy?" he asked.
"You have to admit you expected to be much further along in this relationship by now, didn't you?"
"You think I'm not happy because we aren't having sex, is that it? Because I'm willing to wait as long as it takes for you to be ready."
Gwen sighed knowing she was going to have to explain, "Stephen, I'll never be ready. There's someone else, there has been all along, we just stopped seeing each other for a while."
"Someone else, who? And why didn't I know about him from the beginning?" He was getting very upset.
"I thought we were through. I would never have gotten involved with you or anyone else for that matter, if I had any idea he still wanted me."
"Are you in love with him?"
Gwen looked at Stephen, startled that he would make such a suggestion, and then she realized that was the best thing to tell him, "Yes I am. I didn't realize it until he came back, then I knew."
"Who is it? Someone I know? How long have you known him? What makes you think he won't leave you again?" questions poured out of him uncontrolled.
"I don't think you know him," she hated lying but knew she must continue, "I've known him almost a year now, and I don't know that he won't leave me again, it's a chance I have to take."
Stephen looked at her unable to believe what she was telling him, "I care for you, Gwen; I can't just turn off all those feelings. You go and find out if this is for real, if not, I'll be waiting for you."
"Stephen, you can't, just get on with your life, please, don't wait for me." Gwen stood and walked away before she completely broke down in front of the whole restaurant. She hoped Lucius appreciated the pain he was causing, not just her, but, Stephen too.
When she arrived home Lucius was waiting for her. "Wow," she said, "two days in a row. What did I do to deserve this?"
"Got rid of the little boyfriend, I see." Lucius replied.
"How do you know?"
"I know everything."
Gwen looked at him startled that he knew where she had been. "Had me followed, did you?"
"Not even close," Lucius snorted.
"Does this visit have a point other than checking up on me?"
"Of course." Lucius pulled her into his arms and kissed her deeply, running his hands over her breasts and down around her behind, grinding his hips against hers, totally taking her breath away. Gwen put her arms around him dragging her fingers through his hair, and sliding her hands down around his shoulders, clinging to him. Lucius broke the kiss and taking her by the hand led her down the hallway to the bedroom, "You made a good point yesterday about being comfortable."
Slowly he started taking off her clothes, caressing and kissing her body as he uncovered it, until she was totally naked in front of him. Gwen reached for the buttons on his shirt intending to do the same to him, but he stopped her by picking her up and laying her on the bed. He joined her, still fully clothed except for his shoes, which he kicked off before stretching out on top of her, allowing his full weight to rest on her. Once again she reached for the buttons on his shirt, this time he let her, watching as she pulled the shirt out of his pants. As she opened each button, she spread the fabric as far as she could reaching up to press light kisses on his chest, once she had it completely open she slid it down his arms and tossed it on the floor next to the bed. Gwen pushed gently on Lucius' chest turning him slightly so she could roll them over putting her on top of him. She spread his hair out on the pillow around his head and kissed his forehead, she feathered small light kisses across his brow and down the side of his face, nuzzling behind his ear. She continued to work her way down to his chest licking and biting his nipples, wanting to make sure she had the taste and scent of him committed to memory.
As she reached his waist and the remaining clothing there, he pulled her back up so her mouth was even with his and as he kissed her he rolled so she was once again pinned beneath him. As their tongues danced he stroked her breasts using his fingers to tease her nipples to full hardness. She slid her hands between their bodies and unbuckled his belt, and just got the zipper completely opened when his abruptly ended the kiss so he could cover her breast with his mouth, his tongue and teeth torturing her straining nipple. Gwen moaned and arched her body against him wrapping her legs around his thighs and pumping her hips against him. She was sure she felt him smile as he started the same treatment on her other breast. Twisting as far as she could she managed to remove the rest of his clothes, with both of them naked she wrapped her legs around him holding on as tight as she could, wanting him like this where she could see his face and any emotions that might cross it, looking for some small clue as to how he felt about her.
Lucius realizing that all it would take was one twist of her hips and he would be inside her, moved so he was laying at her side instead of on top of her, as he kissed further down her body Gwen didn't even care that she had lost the chance to actually get him where she wanted him, he was now licking and sucking her clit as he thrust first one then two fingers slowly inside of her. With his hair trailing over her stomach and the slight stubble on his face tantalizing her thighs Gwen was beyond caring about anything but the sensation of his tongue and the now three fingers sliding in and out of her, she grasped his head, holding him in place as she pumped her hips to meet his thrusting hand. As her orgasm overtook her, she lost the ability to form words instead gasping for breath and moaning as her body bucked uncontrollably against him. When the spasms passed she slumped down on the bed struggling for breath.
Some minutes later, when she had her breathing under control and was able to open her eyes, she found Lucius looking intently down at her. "Ready to do me now, or should I just take care of it myself," he said with a sneer.
Gwen sat up and pushed on his shoulders to lay him back on the bed, as she flung one leg over him and placed her hands on his shoulders she smiled. "You know I'll take care of you." With that she kissed him, licking her own juices from his mouth, and proceeding down his body biting harder than he might have liked. Lucius allowed her to continue, curious as to what she had in mind this time. She rolled him from palm to fingertips as if she were starting a fire with a stick, he moaned deep in his throat and pushed against her hands as she repositioned them grasping him at the base of his hard cock, lifting it so she could run her tongue along the underside pressing her teeth against him hard enough to make him grab onto her head in an effort to control her. Gwen licked the length of him taking him into her mouth and sucking while she teased the tip of her tongue along the underside of the swollen head. Then abruptly she removed her mouth, sat up and looked at him. "Lucius, what would you do if I just ...." she said as she straddled him and thrust the tip of his rock hard penis into her slippery wet channel.
Lucius grasped her around the waist and flung her off him throwing her face down on the bed; he climbed over her and spread her legs by pushing his knees between her legs as he held her arms over her head. "Immobilize". Gwen found herself unable to move as he used the spell to hold her in place freeing his hands.
Gwen cried out as she felt the tip of his cock pressing against the spread cheeks of her behind. "Lucius...don't... I've never....please Lucius...I'll do anything you want...but not that." She was crying as she pleaded with him.
Lucius mumbled something she couldn't quite hear, then she felt a slippery- ness fill her anal passage and she screamed as he thrust into her. The spell keeping her from moving only meant he had to thrust harder to get fully inside of her. Once he was completely sheathed within he stopped and leaning over her shoulder he whispered in her ear, "Don't ever try to get the upper hand with me. Now you might as well relax and enjoy this because I find your tightness quite pleasurable and I intend to take full advantage of it." With that he pulled almost all the way out only to thrust back in again. His breathing matched his thrusts as with each exhalation he pushed fully into her. Harder and faster he thrust, his balls slamming against her cheeks as he ravished her.
Gwen knew she could do nothing to break the spell. He was much to strong a wizard for her to resist any magic he used on her, so she prayed for it to be over quickly. She tried to control her crying, not wanting to give him that satisfaction as well. Thankfully because he had been so fully aroused and she was so tight, he couldn't last too long, and soon she felt his body stiffen as he came inside her. Lucius collapsed on top of her pushing her body further into the bed. She was still unable to move and had to endure him softening before he finally pulled out of her and rolled onto his back at her side. As he did, she realized she could move again and she jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom slamming and locking the door behind her. She turned the water on full blast in the shower and stood under the spray and cried. No matter how much she scrubbed, she still felt dirty.
It took her almost half an hour to regain enough composure to return to the bedroom, only to find Lucius sound asleep on the bed. As she stood looking at him thinking to herself, 'how can someone so gorgeous be so evil.' Gwen knew she would eventually forgive him for this, not because he deserved to be forgiven, but, because she could not let herself be with someone so vile. And despite all he had done, she still wanted to be with him.
As she lay down next to him, he shifted in his sleep turning toward her he put an arm around her waist and threw his leg across both of hers, resting his head on her shoulder he tightened his hold on her so she could not move. Strangely enough she found this comforting and she as she lay there in his warm embrace she thought about how she had walked away from Stephen, who was perfect for her, to come back to Lucius and his total disregard for her feelings. What was it about him that made her put up with all the abuse? Why did she crave his touch, even as he was hurting her? Gwen knew that once Lucius got whatever it was he wanted from her that would be it; he would be gone from her life without regret. She curled her sore, abused body into him, determined to hold on to him while she could, still finding great comfort being in his arms, feeling safe and protected by him, yet dreading what would come. Eventually, she fell into a troubled sleep.
When she awoke several hours later, she found herself alone. There was a small vial of pinkish liquid on the nightstand with a note that read, 'This is a healing potion. Drink it and all your aches and pains should disappear. I'll see you soon. Lucius.' Gwen opened the vial and holding it under her nose sniffed to see if she could tell what the ingredients were. Unfortunately it did not smell like anything she had encountered before. 'Oh well, it can't hurt me any more than I already am,' she thought as she tossed back the contents of the vial. Within minutes she felt much better, all her bruises faded and the aches and pains subsided. She actually felt better than she had in days. "Gotta remember to ask Lucius for more of that," she muttered to herself as she went into the kitchen to find something to eat.
