Disclaimer: I don't own the characters just borrowing them for my own amusement. Content rated R. Basically, this is total smut. If that offends you stop right here. I see Lucius as being in total control always.
LOSS OF CONTROL
Chapter Eleven
As it turned out, Draco was given a trip to Paris as a graduation from Hogwarts present; he asked his parents if he could take a friend, never mentioning that the friend was Gwen.
While they were in Paris, Draco realized that Gwen was perfect for him; she would be able to stand up to whatever difficulties a relationship with him would involve. She would also be a perfect mother to his children, and there would have to be children, he had to carry on the family name after all.
One evening after a full day of sightseeing, while they were having dinner Gwen sensed that Draco was troubled by something. "Draco, what's bothering you?"
"Gwen I'm really enjoying this trip, spending time alone with you...I can't imagine not having you in my life. I love you, will you marry me?"
"Draco, I didn't realize that you felt that way. I...you know how I feel about Lucius; I can't promise that my feelings for him will change. Do you think you can live with that?"
"I can't say that I'm happy that you and my father had a past....association, but I may never have met you if not for that. I can only hope that what you feel for me is stronger than what you've felt for him."
Gwen was very conflicted about what to do, she did have strong feelings for Draco, but was afraid those feelings were tied to her feelings for Lucius, whom she still thought about daily, it was impossible not to with Draco as a constant reminder. On the other hand, Draco was an intelligent and fun companion; he could be very charming when it suited his purposes. "Well, it's not like we would we have to see your parents all the time. I don't think my feelings for your father would get in the way."
"Gwen, we would have to live at Malfoy Manor, it's been family tradition since time began. The heir always brings his bride to the family home. Any children we have would be raised there. I can't change tradition. But, the place is huge, we would have our own suite of rooms, you would only have to see my parents at dinner each evening."
"We would have to have dinner with them every evening?" Gwen was barely audible.
"Dinner is formal each evening, and all adult members in the household must attend. Actually, it is a nice tradition, when you think about it."
Gwen thought long and hard, she did love Draco, more than anyone she had known, except for Lucius. Was she being unrealistic to think Lucius would let her live her life with his son? She also knew it would bother Lucius that they were married, and she did want to hurt him as badly as he had hurt her. Not that revenge was a reason for marriage. In the end she decided that she would be a good match for Draco, and they could be happy. "Yes, Draco, I will marry you."
Draco thought they should marry before they returned home. That way neither set of parents could try to talk them out of it. He was sure both of his parents would object, but Gwen was of pure wizard stock and met every other requirement for a Malfoy bride.
When Gwen and Draco returned home they broke the news to everyone. Gwen's parents were thrilled. The same could not be said for the Malfoys. Draco and Gwen were informed that they would be living at Malfoy Manor. There was to be no argument about it.
To say the situation was uncomfortable for Gwen was an understatement. Everywhere she turned in the Manor she was reminded of her past with Lucius. Gwen was determined to get beyond her feelings for Lucius, only it seemed impossible with him there every day. She and Draco were expected to have their meals with his parents so there was no escaping Lucius.
Gwen eventually settled into her new life as a Malfoy, Draco insisted she no longer work, so her days were free to do as she wished. She spent most of her time in one or the other of the enormous libraries that were available to her. Reading text after text on all sorts of things like, potions and spells and charms, most of which she had never heard of before.
Draco had been appointed an entry level position at the Ministry of Magic, and was gone during the day. When he returned in the evenings there was dinner with his parents and then he and Gwen would retire to their rooms to spend the little time left in the day together.
After a month of the same routine, Gwen and Draco were finally settling into living together, when he was sent to Romania on Ministry business. He was only to be gone two days, so there was no real reason to justify Gwen accompanying him. Draco made the decision for her to remain at home.
"You'll be fine, Gwen, my mother loves you like you were her own daughter, despite all that has happened. She won't let anything happen to you."
"I know that, I just don't like being here without you. I'll miss you."
"It's only one night," he said, pulling her into his arms, "I'll miss you, too."
Early the next morning Gwen followed Draco to one of the many drawing rooms in the Manor, where he would be able to apparate away. After a long drawn out goodbye filled with much kissing and hugging, Draco left. Gwen thinking she was alone in the room sighed loudly, and was startled to hear Lucius' laughter coming from behind her. She spun around to face him, face flushed knowing that he had witnessed her and Draco's embrace.
"Well, well. Finally we find ourselves alone." Lucius smirked at Gwen.
"Not for long," she said as she attempted to slide past him out of the room.
Reaching out to block the doorway with his arm, Lucius said, "From that little display one would think you really cared about Draco."
"I do care about him." Gwen replied indignantly.
"I notice you didn't say you loved him."
"Lucius, this is not a discussion I want to have with you, or anyone for that matter."
"But, my dear daughter-in-law, I only have my son's best interests at heart."
"Spare me your concern, and let me out of this room right now, or I'll scream so loud they will hear me in London." Gwen was furious.
Dropping his arm from the doorway, Lucius replied with icy calm, "We will continue this conversation later."
Gwen gave no indication that she had heard him as she made her way back to her rooms, worrying that Lucius would follow.
That evening after dinner, Gwen returned to her rooms intending to read until she fell asleep. She was lying in bed reading when Lucius appeared, startling her. She dropped the book she was reading on the floor and was throwing back the blankets to get up when he pounced on her, pinning her to the bed.
"Don't get up on my account." He drawled.
Looking up into his icy stare Gwen decided not to fight, hoping that he was just here to verbally torture her and nothing else. She relaxed in his grip.
"That's much better, I wouldn't want to hurt you inadvertently." He did not relinquish his hold on her. "Now tell me Gwen, is Draco a satisfactory lover? How does he compare to me?"
"Why Lucius, I'm surprised at you. Don't you remember? You and I never made love, so I have no way to compare the two of you." Gwen's smile did not cover the contempt in her voice.
"But surely he is not as good a kisser as I am," he covered her mouth with his. Gwen struggled to free herself from Lucius' lips, but the same overwhelming desire she always felt for him was impossible for her to fight. She returned his kiss with growing passion. Lucius took full advantage of her desire and plunged his tongue into her welcoming mouth.
"Well, my darling daughter-in-law, it seems we have a bit of a dilemma here," Lucius pulled away from her, leaning to one side, "you claim you have no basis for comparison,.... Hmmm.... I will just have to remedy that, won't I?"
Gwen turned her head to avoid his lips and said, "You wouldn't really rape your daughter-in-law would you?"
"It's only rape if I force myself on you, my dear." Lucius laughed, "and I don't see you fighting very hard to avoid me, now do I?"
"Lucius don't do this, have some respect for Draco if not for me," Gwen pleaded.
He laughed again, shaking his head as he pulled the blankets the rest of the way down the bed, totally uncovering Gwen's body. Running his eyes and then his hands over her nakedness. Savoring the smooth silkiness of her skin. Then following his hands with his lips as he kissed her all over again and again.
Gwen knew it was useless to fight, her body craved his attentions, and damn him, he was right, Draco was nowhere near the lover his father was. She started pulling at Lucius' clothes wanting him as naked as she was. Lucius stopped kissing her long enough to remove what was left of his clothing, lying above her, pressing skin to skin. His hands and lips seemed to be everywhere, her body on fire with wanting him she wrapped her arms and legs around him holding him to her.
"Now Gwen," he said pulling out of her embrace, "what have I told you before, I control what we do." Sliding down her body he spread her legs and gently kissed her upper thighs, licking his way to her center where he concentrated on bringing her to the brink of orgasm with his mouth. Pulling away, he crawled back up her body, and was once again kissing her on the mouth while she pushed her lower body against his desperate for contact. Lucius kissed his way from her mouth to her ear biting on the lobe before saying, "Gwen, I want you to tell me what you want."
Gwen opened desire glazed eyes to look at him. "You know what I want."
"I want to hear you say it." He placed the tip of his throbbing erection at her slippery wet entrance, with just enough pressure for her to feel he might possibly, actually, enter her.
"Oh....Lucius....now" she moaned.
He rotated his hips rubbing the tip of his penis around her opening. "Say it!"
"Lucius, ...I want you inside me...now!" Gwen was literally panting for him.
"Okay...maybe just a little." Lucius chuckled as he pushed slightly allowing a scant quarter inch of himself slide into her. Before she could react he pulled completely out causing her to groan and buck her hips up against his. "Relax, if you're good and tell me what I want to hear I'll let you have it again."
"What do you want me to say?" she gasped.
"Just tell me what you want."
"I want you inside me....all of you...now" Gwen was whimpering.
Lucius slid inside, this time a full inch, before pulling out again. "Come on, Gwen, tell me what I want to hear and you can have all of me."
"You.... are better than Draco....much better..."
This time he gave her two inches before pulling out. "You can do better than that Gwen."
Gwen closed her eyes and thought hard for a second, trying to figure out just what he wanted from her. Lucius grasped her head in his hands, "Don't close your eyes, Gwen, I want to see the need in them." Gwen opened her eyes and forced herself to meet his icy gaze.
"That's right, now beg for it"
Gwen fought the need to have him inside her as best she could. She didn't want to beg, even though that was what she had been doing all along, she didn't want to say the words, that would be admitting he had total control of her. Lucius reached between their bodies and stroked her clitoris, which was all it took to make her give in. "Lucius..." she panted, "please...I want...I need you inside me...please."
Lucius threw his head back and laughed, "I knew you couldn't live without me." He thrust into her, stopping short of total penetration. "One more thing I want you to beg for, Gwen," he was still torturing her.
"What....what?"
"Beg me to make you come." He pulled all the way out again.
Gwen looked deep into his eyes, that icy cold stare was still there as always; even though he was sweating with the effort it was taking not to thrust totally into her. That was enough to make her understand the amount of control he had, that he would never give in to her. "Please...fuck me....make me scream." She was beyond caring who gave in to whom at this point. "Please"
Lucius looked down into her desire filled face, and with a groan he plunged all the way into her, causing her to buck up against him, grinding her hips against his. He started thrusting slowly and she met his thrusts with her own. "Wrap your legs around me." He commanded.
Gwen didn't need to be told twice, this was exactly what she had wanted from the first time she had seen him. She wrapped herself around him meeting his thrusts so hard she lifted the lower part of their bodies off the bed. Never breaking eye contact the whole time, "Oh....yes...harder...ahhh.....," even as the most intense orgasm she had ever had took her, still she stared into his eyes.
Lucius continued pumping into her until moments later he came with a fierce growl shooting his seed deep into her.
Knowing he wouldn't stay in her arms once he was through, Gwen relaxed her hold on him and he pulled out and rolled away from her. Lucius was standing and dressing even before her breathing returned to normal. Looking down on her with a smirk he said, "Now, who's the better lover?"
Gwen knew when she had been beaten, "You are Lucius, and you always were."
Lucius smiled that cold calculating smile of his at her, "Sleep well, my darling daughter-in-law." And he was gone.
LOSS OF CONTROL
Chapter Eleven
As it turned out, Draco was given a trip to Paris as a graduation from Hogwarts present; he asked his parents if he could take a friend, never mentioning that the friend was Gwen.
While they were in Paris, Draco realized that Gwen was perfect for him; she would be able to stand up to whatever difficulties a relationship with him would involve. She would also be a perfect mother to his children, and there would have to be children, he had to carry on the family name after all.
One evening after a full day of sightseeing, while they were having dinner Gwen sensed that Draco was troubled by something. "Draco, what's bothering you?"
"Gwen I'm really enjoying this trip, spending time alone with you...I can't imagine not having you in my life. I love you, will you marry me?"
"Draco, I didn't realize that you felt that way. I...you know how I feel about Lucius; I can't promise that my feelings for him will change. Do you think you can live with that?"
"I can't say that I'm happy that you and my father had a past....association, but I may never have met you if not for that. I can only hope that what you feel for me is stronger than what you've felt for him."
Gwen was very conflicted about what to do, she did have strong feelings for Draco, but was afraid those feelings were tied to her feelings for Lucius, whom she still thought about daily, it was impossible not to with Draco as a constant reminder. On the other hand, Draco was an intelligent and fun companion; he could be very charming when it suited his purposes. "Well, it's not like we would we have to see your parents all the time. I don't think my feelings for your father would get in the way."
"Gwen, we would have to live at Malfoy Manor, it's been family tradition since time began. The heir always brings his bride to the family home. Any children we have would be raised there. I can't change tradition. But, the place is huge, we would have our own suite of rooms, you would only have to see my parents at dinner each evening."
"We would have to have dinner with them every evening?" Gwen was barely audible.
"Dinner is formal each evening, and all adult members in the household must attend. Actually, it is a nice tradition, when you think about it."
Gwen thought long and hard, she did love Draco, more than anyone she had known, except for Lucius. Was she being unrealistic to think Lucius would let her live her life with his son? She also knew it would bother Lucius that they were married, and she did want to hurt him as badly as he had hurt her. Not that revenge was a reason for marriage. In the end she decided that she would be a good match for Draco, and they could be happy. "Yes, Draco, I will marry you."
Draco thought they should marry before they returned home. That way neither set of parents could try to talk them out of it. He was sure both of his parents would object, but Gwen was of pure wizard stock and met every other requirement for a Malfoy bride.
When Gwen and Draco returned home they broke the news to everyone. Gwen's parents were thrilled. The same could not be said for the Malfoys. Draco and Gwen were informed that they would be living at Malfoy Manor. There was to be no argument about it.
To say the situation was uncomfortable for Gwen was an understatement. Everywhere she turned in the Manor she was reminded of her past with Lucius. Gwen was determined to get beyond her feelings for Lucius, only it seemed impossible with him there every day. She and Draco were expected to have their meals with his parents so there was no escaping Lucius.
Gwen eventually settled into her new life as a Malfoy, Draco insisted she no longer work, so her days were free to do as she wished. She spent most of her time in one or the other of the enormous libraries that were available to her. Reading text after text on all sorts of things like, potions and spells and charms, most of which she had never heard of before.
Draco had been appointed an entry level position at the Ministry of Magic, and was gone during the day. When he returned in the evenings there was dinner with his parents and then he and Gwen would retire to their rooms to spend the little time left in the day together.
After a month of the same routine, Gwen and Draco were finally settling into living together, when he was sent to Romania on Ministry business. He was only to be gone two days, so there was no real reason to justify Gwen accompanying him. Draco made the decision for her to remain at home.
"You'll be fine, Gwen, my mother loves you like you were her own daughter, despite all that has happened. She won't let anything happen to you."
"I know that, I just don't like being here without you. I'll miss you."
"It's only one night," he said, pulling her into his arms, "I'll miss you, too."
Early the next morning Gwen followed Draco to one of the many drawing rooms in the Manor, where he would be able to apparate away. After a long drawn out goodbye filled with much kissing and hugging, Draco left. Gwen thinking she was alone in the room sighed loudly, and was startled to hear Lucius' laughter coming from behind her. She spun around to face him, face flushed knowing that he had witnessed her and Draco's embrace.
"Well, well. Finally we find ourselves alone." Lucius smirked at Gwen.
"Not for long," she said as she attempted to slide past him out of the room.
Reaching out to block the doorway with his arm, Lucius said, "From that little display one would think you really cared about Draco."
"I do care about him." Gwen replied indignantly.
"I notice you didn't say you loved him."
"Lucius, this is not a discussion I want to have with you, or anyone for that matter."
"But, my dear daughter-in-law, I only have my son's best interests at heart."
"Spare me your concern, and let me out of this room right now, or I'll scream so loud they will hear me in London." Gwen was furious.
Dropping his arm from the doorway, Lucius replied with icy calm, "We will continue this conversation later."
Gwen gave no indication that she had heard him as she made her way back to her rooms, worrying that Lucius would follow.
That evening after dinner, Gwen returned to her rooms intending to read until she fell asleep. She was lying in bed reading when Lucius appeared, startling her. She dropped the book she was reading on the floor and was throwing back the blankets to get up when he pounced on her, pinning her to the bed.
"Don't get up on my account." He drawled.
Looking up into his icy stare Gwen decided not to fight, hoping that he was just here to verbally torture her and nothing else. She relaxed in his grip.
"That's much better, I wouldn't want to hurt you inadvertently." He did not relinquish his hold on her. "Now tell me Gwen, is Draco a satisfactory lover? How does he compare to me?"
"Why Lucius, I'm surprised at you. Don't you remember? You and I never made love, so I have no way to compare the two of you." Gwen's smile did not cover the contempt in her voice.
"But surely he is not as good a kisser as I am," he covered her mouth with his. Gwen struggled to free herself from Lucius' lips, but the same overwhelming desire she always felt for him was impossible for her to fight. She returned his kiss with growing passion. Lucius took full advantage of her desire and plunged his tongue into her welcoming mouth.
"Well, my darling daughter-in-law, it seems we have a bit of a dilemma here," Lucius pulled away from her, leaning to one side, "you claim you have no basis for comparison,.... Hmmm.... I will just have to remedy that, won't I?"
Gwen turned her head to avoid his lips and said, "You wouldn't really rape your daughter-in-law would you?"
"It's only rape if I force myself on you, my dear." Lucius laughed, "and I don't see you fighting very hard to avoid me, now do I?"
"Lucius don't do this, have some respect for Draco if not for me," Gwen pleaded.
He laughed again, shaking his head as he pulled the blankets the rest of the way down the bed, totally uncovering Gwen's body. Running his eyes and then his hands over her nakedness. Savoring the smooth silkiness of her skin. Then following his hands with his lips as he kissed her all over again and again.
Gwen knew it was useless to fight, her body craved his attentions, and damn him, he was right, Draco was nowhere near the lover his father was. She started pulling at Lucius' clothes wanting him as naked as she was. Lucius stopped kissing her long enough to remove what was left of his clothing, lying above her, pressing skin to skin. His hands and lips seemed to be everywhere, her body on fire with wanting him she wrapped her arms and legs around him holding him to her.
"Now Gwen," he said pulling out of her embrace, "what have I told you before, I control what we do." Sliding down her body he spread her legs and gently kissed her upper thighs, licking his way to her center where he concentrated on bringing her to the brink of orgasm with his mouth. Pulling away, he crawled back up her body, and was once again kissing her on the mouth while she pushed her lower body against his desperate for contact. Lucius kissed his way from her mouth to her ear biting on the lobe before saying, "Gwen, I want you to tell me what you want."
Gwen opened desire glazed eyes to look at him. "You know what I want."
"I want to hear you say it." He placed the tip of his throbbing erection at her slippery wet entrance, with just enough pressure for her to feel he might possibly, actually, enter her.
"Oh....Lucius....now" she moaned.
He rotated his hips rubbing the tip of his penis around her opening. "Say it!"
"Lucius, ...I want you inside me...now!" Gwen was literally panting for him.
"Okay...maybe just a little." Lucius chuckled as he pushed slightly allowing a scant quarter inch of himself slide into her. Before she could react he pulled completely out causing her to groan and buck her hips up against his. "Relax, if you're good and tell me what I want to hear I'll let you have it again."
"What do you want me to say?" she gasped.
"Just tell me what you want."
"I want you inside me....all of you...now" Gwen was whimpering.
Lucius slid inside, this time a full inch, before pulling out again. "Come on, Gwen, tell me what I want to hear and you can have all of me."
"You.... are better than Draco....much better..."
This time he gave her two inches before pulling out. "You can do better than that Gwen."
Gwen closed her eyes and thought hard for a second, trying to figure out just what he wanted from her. Lucius grasped her head in his hands, "Don't close your eyes, Gwen, I want to see the need in them." Gwen opened her eyes and forced herself to meet his icy gaze.
"That's right, now beg for it"
Gwen fought the need to have him inside her as best she could. She didn't want to beg, even though that was what she had been doing all along, she didn't want to say the words, that would be admitting he had total control of her. Lucius reached between their bodies and stroked her clitoris, which was all it took to make her give in. "Lucius..." she panted, "please...I want...I need you inside me...please."
Lucius threw his head back and laughed, "I knew you couldn't live without me." He thrust into her, stopping short of total penetration. "One more thing I want you to beg for, Gwen," he was still torturing her.
"What....what?"
"Beg me to make you come." He pulled all the way out again.
Gwen looked deep into his eyes, that icy cold stare was still there as always; even though he was sweating with the effort it was taking not to thrust totally into her. That was enough to make her understand the amount of control he had, that he would never give in to her. "Please...fuck me....make me scream." She was beyond caring who gave in to whom at this point. "Please"
Lucius looked down into her desire filled face, and with a groan he plunged all the way into her, causing her to buck up against him, grinding her hips against his. He started thrusting slowly and she met his thrusts with her own. "Wrap your legs around me." He commanded.
Gwen didn't need to be told twice, this was exactly what she had wanted from the first time she had seen him. She wrapped herself around him meeting his thrusts so hard she lifted the lower part of their bodies off the bed. Never breaking eye contact the whole time, "Oh....yes...harder...ahhh.....," even as the most intense orgasm she had ever had took her, still she stared into his eyes.
Lucius continued pumping into her until moments later he came with a fierce growl shooting his seed deep into her.
Knowing he wouldn't stay in her arms once he was through, Gwen relaxed her hold on him and he pulled out and rolled away from her. Lucius was standing and dressing even before her breathing returned to normal. Looking down on her with a smirk he said, "Now, who's the better lover?"
Gwen knew when she had been beaten, "You are Lucius, and you always were."
Lucius smiled that cold calculating smile of his at her, "Sleep well, my darling daughter-in-law." And he was gone.