Title: Realisation

Summary: Mindless longish drabble. Inspired by a "Missing" episode. Joan realises who it is that she really wants.

Genre: Romance/None

Rating: PG

Disclaimer: I don't own Joan of Arcadia. Don't sue me… I'm broke anyway.

Pairings: J/CBG, J/A reference

"I have a boyfriend," Joan whispered as she lay her head on his shoulder.

"I know." He answered surrounding her in his touch.

"You should go."

"Yeah." He agreed, opening his arms to let her walk away, but she tightened her grip on him.

"In a minute." She said closing her eyes, smiling softly.

She knew that her feelings weren't entirely normal, and she knew she shouldn't be having them, but, at that very moment in time, she didn't care.

It was then, as they stood, wrapped in each other's embrace, that she understood completely; she didn't love Adam. As much as she wanted to, she just didn't. True, her feelings for 'Him' weren't as logical as her feelings for Adam, but they were real.

She did love 'Him'.

Her eyes rose to meet his slowly, staring into their depths, she got completely lost in their beauty. She closed this distance between them, capturing his lips with her own.

There was no denying it, she thought as he bought his hand up to stroke her cheek tenderly with his thumb, his lips caressing hers, she was in love with God.

No matter how complicated, or unnatural it was primarily.

However, at that moment it was perfectly simple;

She loved him, and he loved her.

Oooooh, that was the shortest fic I've ever done!

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