[Asteric] You thought u were there to guide me You were only in my way Your wrong if u think that ill be Just like you

The brush, as always, ran thru Jamie's hair softly when she brushed it. There were never any knots. As she wished her life to be; smooth with no knots or bumps. Her hair was the perfect color. Natural highlights, a beautiful virgin hair with no color treatment or any shit like that. Getting up to get ready for school, Jamie got dressed, places the soft long sleeve shirt over her head, which landed, perfectly on her curves. And glided a pair of jeans on. She walked down the hall and knocked on her dad's door on the way by to wake him up. She walked into the bathroom and got ready, making sure her eyeliner was perfect. No one could look in her eyes.

She fell into the world inside her head; leave me alone she says... I only want to go about my day. I'm not going to let you take me prisoner as you did my mother. Its my mind, I control what goes on. "No you don't Jamie" a voice replied.

More scared then ever Jamie rushed downstairs to eat breakfast, out of her world of which had a mind of its own. She knew that it couldn't happen to her? They did test. They made sure. She kissed her dad on the cheek and ran out the door, hugging her books close to her chest trying to think about other things, like her car and her feet walking and then...

"Ouch." A tall skinny guy with broad shoulders said. He had short hair and strong arms. He was someone Jamie had known since they were young. Except he looked a lot different now, 17 years of age, then he did when he was 4 years of age. His eyes were blue. He looked concerned as he said; "Oh my god, are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine." Jamie said while looking at her feet. She was surprised that he talked to her. All the years that she has known him. He never even cared to give her a passing glace. No one did. No one even thought that maybe she had something to say, or a thought to share. "I'm really, really, really, sorry for running into you like that."
"Its ok... where are you going in such a rush."
"Just to school."
"I'm Landon."
"I'm Jamie."
"Nice to meet you Jamie. I think I've seen you around school."
"Yeah. Well I have to be going."
"Do you need a ride?" Landon asked.
"Actually, yeah. I have A LOT on my mind. I don't think it would be safe for me to drive today."

Together they sat silently in the car without a word. Jamie ran her fingers a long the interior of the car. She wondered if he would say anything. She played with her hair. As she did when she was overwhelmed. She wrapped her finger gently in her hair. She looked out the window as it started to rain. She watched the raindrops glisten down the window slowly as she followed them with her eyes.

[asteric] "just like you" - 3 days grace