I need sugar!! Im so so so....... argh i dunno. This is a result from a
quote in a film that will be nothing like the film so there XP any way this
is going to be a CloudXZax fict so if you don't like this couple turn away
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. Ok is it safe to begin yet?? Ow well , read review or ill send Sephy after
you!!!!
Disclaimer: I own a PS2 all Final Fantasy games, Kingdom Hearts game a few other games a TV a bed a few stuffed animals and Anime DVDs. I DO NOT own
Square Soft or Final Fantasy 7. OK this took me days to write, i kept adding to it and stuff and then i got writers block, then it was too short, argh!!! Youd better review... please?
(Version 2, i edited this chapter a bit )
(vesion 3, more editing and stuff whoot!)
The way you looked at me.
The boy next door. Not the normal beginning to a story, and this story has the strangest beginning ever. It all began when i saw the boy next door. Really saw him, he'd been there for about a week, house sitting or something, renting. I still don't know. But he was sitting there, watching the sky, he looked like a child, vulnerable and carefree, he wasn't smiling, like you would expect someone too, as the sun shone down on them. The chilly breze tuged and pushed at his hair playfuly. He looked....... lost. The sun that dazzled his blond locks making him look like an angel. My breath caught in my throat at that sight. He looked so......... beautiful. But his eyes, held a maturity beyond his years and commanded complete obedience and respect. Thoughs eyes looked....... fearful, it chilled me, and when he turn though orbs on me, i was ......... frightened. They looked so angry. But more than that, they were lifeless, they held so soul no emotion other than anger. They were frozen pools. No soul, as if it had gone to sleep behind thought blue eyes. Forever. I ran in door then, ashamed at my behaviour. It was stupid. I had been so foolish. How could anyone's eyes frighten someone? It was ridiculous. But every story has a beginning, and this one starts with the boy next door.
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Zax leaned against the door, heart pounding like the pistons of a steam train. He deepened his breathing to slow his heart, it was like a run away train, not slowing down, only able to go were the tracks took it.
"For crying out loud!!! Don't be suck a dumb ass Zax!!" he walked into the kitchen and dropped the bags onto the counter. A little to forcefully in his anger, causing the contents to spill and the milk to crash in a glorious splash all over the floor.
"SHIT!!"
"Welcome home hunny." Zax nearly did have a heart attack then when he saw that his mother was sitting at the counter and had been since he got in. The milk lapped around her feet like a mini sea but she didn't seem to notice, or didn't care and she simple shone a sunshine smile on her son.
"Hi mom." he reached over and gave her a peak on the cheek.
"Looks like we need milk." she got the her feet.
"I'll go." She, she danced to her feet and skipped out the door grabbed her purse on the way.
Zax laughed loudly, his mother was like a little girl sometimes. Full of boundless energy and a look of not having a care in the world. Nothing it seemed could upset her, she'd just beat her troubles away by flashing a blinding smile. She was so laid back, alot like him he supposed. She sometimes scared him too. Always happy and smiling. He often wondered what she would look like mad. She always seemed so young too. She seemed to full of energy to be a mother. He often joked that he was adopted. He looked out the window at the boy, still sitting there as if he hadn't moved. He probably hadn't. He looked like some carving, there was no emotion on his face, he just stared blankly. Thoughs eyes just blank. Zax wondered if the boy ever smiled. What would he look like if he smiled? That look vanishing from his eyes, to be replace by glowing laughter. How would it feel to know it had been him that made him laugh? Who was this boy anyway? Zax had never seen him before. Why was he in the house next door? The boy looked to be about 15, 16 at the most. Maybe he would be going to that same school as Zax, who was leaving that year.
He watched the wind play with the boys hair. He must be freezing, it was a cold day, just turning spring. The sun may be shining, dazzling but it was windy and chilly. Zax shuddered at the thought of going out without a jacket yet the blond boy just sat there. Not a shiver touched him. He must be realy tough not to be affected by the cold like that.
Zax didn't notice the time go by as he continued to watch the boy. He saw his mother then, nearing the house. She stopped by the stranger and smiled. Zax couldn't hear the conversation but the boy was actually speaking with his mother. How did his voice sound? He watched as the boy got to his feet and followed his mother. The door opened and his mother stood still smiling the milk in her hand. Forgotten and pointless, she was always the social type, and a bit scatter brained.
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The woman hummed lightly the bottle of milk swinging like a pendulum in her hand, she skipped lightly adn smiled. She looked like a little girl and if she didn't have a son most would think she was just a very tall old looking 10 year old. Well manybe not but you get the idea. Her bright eyes dashing this way and that drinking in her surroundings, not wanting to miss one detail. Then she saw the blond stranger. Her smile widened as she walked over to were he sat.
"Hello." she chirpped beightly, "who are you, i haven't seen you here before." she smiled at him a smile brighter than the sun.
The boy turnd the icy pools on her but still she smiled. And she didn't seem to be going even though the boy had said nothing.
"Well?" the blond inwardly sighed.
'Im Cloud, the murderer, i wounder what she'll say to that.' the blond continued to stare, 'well i can't give my real name, maybe if i give a fake name she'll go away.' the blond stared at the sky.
'Now to think of a name' he thought, 'great nothing' he inwardly sighed again, but then he saw the sky.
"Sora, my name is Sora." the woman smiled and to Cloud dismay made no move to go.
"I know," she smiled as she somehow manage to clap her hands together with the milk in her hand.
"Why don't you come round for dinner? I have a son around you're age, he can help you around the town. Come on i only live next door." she streched a warm inviting hand to him.
Cloud looked at it as if her hand would jump up and bite him.
'She's only being kind to you, don't be such a fool'
'But i don't deservekindness.'
'Dont just stang there do sometrhing' his brain shouted many things at him and argued with its self. He took her hand and let her (she was surprizingly strong) pull him to his feet.
She stared at him for a moment.
"Are you feeling ok? you look a bit pale."
"Im always pale." the womans smiled a motherly smile. She gripped his hand tighter.
"Just tell me if you fell sick, now follow me!" she sang brightly. Cloud followed, eye brow raise. "My sons name is Zax by the way." she smiled at him.
'What have i got my self into?' Cloud asked himself.
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"Zax, we have a guest." she pointed the boy to the living room , "please take a seat, we'll be there in a mo." she went to find her son who was still in the kitchen.
"Zax, go talk to our guest while i get dinner ready. His name is Sora." Sora, such a strange name.
"Sora." he liked the feeling of it as it rolled off his tongue. Sora. He walked to the living room and sat opposite the boy who now stared at the wall.
"So.... you new here?"
"I would have thought that was obvious." the boy, Cloud, now turned his cold stare on Zax, Zax just smiled. Though eyes still bore into him, but they were just eyes.
"So were you from?"
".........................." ok so talking wasn't a strong point of Soras, Zax decided "your mother invited me for dinner." he said this in a way suggesting he'd rather be anywhere but in a strangers house being invited to dinner. Or more likely interrogated by some crazy grinning loony toon with mad hair.
"Well i warn you now, my mother isn't the best cook." Cloud raised one gold eyebrow and Zax smile growed.
"Come on," he grabbed Cloud's arm and dragged him to the door. The boy stiffened at the touch, though mad eye turned up full blast but Zax ignored it. Seeing that Zax wouldn't let go he decided to let himself be dragged along.
"Mum, going out. Don't worry about dinner."
"Ok." came the same calm voice from the kitchen, "don't be late."
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They sat in the diner in an uncomfortable silence. It sliced through the air, chilling the air. Cloud sat at the window staring out at the darkening sky. Zax watched him, eating without realising or tasting. The blond hadn't touched his food. Zax wondered if he was sick or just not hungry.
"So...........," What now, he had to say something or else he feel stupid.
"Why did you came here?" he instantly wished he hadn't spoken as though eyes were turned on him.
"I came to escape. And....... to forget." he said simply, without much emotion, but Zax could sense this was a subject that the blond didn't want to talk about.
Zax was used to talking, he was a social person, only happy around people. But he was lost for words. Cloud on the other hand seemed quite happy to just sit in silence.
He was staring out the window again. Zax rolled his eye, a lone wolf, great, just great. He stared at the boy for a while hoping to unnerve him into talking, but the blond took no notice. Zax was board, he'd never sat this silent for so long in all his life. It was very uncomfortable.
"So, what's so interesting?" thoughs cold eyes turned on him again. Zax concentrated on not flinching, and thoughs eyes, for a brief second, looked confused.
"Nothing."
He began to pick at his food that was probably cold by now, it seemed Cloud would do anything to avoid talking to Zax. Zax chuckled at first, softly, then louder until it became a roaring laugh that shattered the hustle and bustle of the dinner. The blond raise one gold silk eye brow. No, he knew this guy was crazy.
"I have to go," he stood to leave and Zax tried to take control of himself.
"No dont go," he said with tears in his eyes and a giggle between each word. "Its just...... just...." and the roaring started again.
Cloud just raised a perfect eye brow again and walked away, hoping never to see the loon that lived next door again.
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Version 3 already! Well im always thinking of stuff to add and noting something wrong with it, but i think this sould be the final draft, yup, i hope so anyway.
AIEEE!!!!!!!!!!! That sucked!!!!! bleh!!! IT WILL GET BETTER!!! I promise, remember review and the next chapter (might) come quicker!!! Ok bye bye now, remember to reeeeeeeeeeeviiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!!
Press the review button please feed me!
now!!! ............................................................................
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. Ok is it safe to begin yet?? Ow well , read review or ill send Sephy after
you!!!!
Disclaimer: I own a PS2 all Final Fantasy games, Kingdom Hearts game a few other games a TV a bed a few stuffed animals and Anime DVDs. I DO NOT own
Square Soft or Final Fantasy 7. OK this took me days to write, i kept adding to it and stuff and then i got writers block, then it was too short, argh!!! Youd better review... please?
(Version 2, i edited this chapter a bit )
(vesion 3, more editing and stuff whoot!)
The way you looked at me.
The boy next door. Not the normal beginning to a story, and this story has the strangest beginning ever. It all began when i saw the boy next door. Really saw him, he'd been there for about a week, house sitting or something, renting. I still don't know. But he was sitting there, watching the sky, he looked like a child, vulnerable and carefree, he wasn't smiling, like you would expect someone too, as the sun shone down on them. The chilly breze tuged and pushed at his hair playfuly. He looked....... lost. The sun that dazzled his blond locks making him look like an angel. My breath caught in my throat at that sight. He looked so......... beautiful. But his eyes, held a maturity beyond his years and commanded complete obedience and respect. Thoughs eyes looked....... fearful, it chilled me, and when he turn though orbs on me, i was ......... frightened. They looked so angry. But more than that, they were lifeless, they held so soul no emotion other than anger. They were frozen pools. No soul, as if it had gone to sleep behind thought blue eyes. Forever. I ran in door then, ashamed at my behaviour. It was stupid. I had been so foolish. How could anyone's eyes frighten someone? It was ridiculous. But every story has a beginning, and this one starts with the boy next door.
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Zax leaned against the door, heart pounding like the pistons of a steam train. He deepened his breathing to slow his heart, it was like a run away train, not slowing down, only able to go were the tracks took it.
"For crying out loud!!! Don't be suck a dumb ass Zax!!" he walked into the kitchen and dropped the bags onto the counter. A little to forcefully in his anger, causing the contents to spill and the milk to crash in a glorious splash all over the floor.
"SHIT!!"
"Welcome home hunny." Zax nearly did have a heart attack then when he saw that his mother was sitting at the counter and had been since he got in. The milk lapped around her feet like a mini sea but she didn't seem to notice, or didn't care and she simple shone a sunshine smile on her son.
"Hi mom." he reached over and gave her a peak on the cheek.
"Looks like we need milk." she got the her feet.
"I'll go." She, she danced to her feet and skipped out the door grabbed her purse on the way.
Zax laughed loudly, his mother was like a little girl sometimes. Full of boundless energy and a look of not having a care in the world. Nothing it seemed could upset her, she'd just beat her troubles away by flashing a blinding smile. She was so laid back, alot like him he supposed. She sometimes scared him too. Always happy and smiling. He often wondered what she would look like mad. She always seemed so young too. She seemed to full of energy to be a mother. He often joked that he was adopted. He looked out the window at the boy, still sitting there as if he hadn't moved. He probably hadn't. He looked like some carving, there was no emotion on his face, he just stared blankly. Thoughs eyes just blank. Zax wondered if the boy ever smiled. What would he look like if he smiled? That look vanishing from his eyes, to be replace by glowing laughter. How would it feel to know it had been him that made him laugh? Who was this boy anyway? Zax had never seen him before. Why was he in the house next door? The boy looked to be about 15, 16 at the most. Maybe he would be going to that same school as Zax, who was leaving that year.
He watched the wind play with the boys hair. He must be freezing, it was a cold day, just turning spring. The sun may be shining, dazzling but it was windy and chilly. Zax shuddered at the thought of going out without a jacket yet the blond boy just sat there. Not a shiver touched him. He must be realy tough not to be affected by the cold like that.
Zax didn't notice the time go by as he continued to watch the boy. He saw his mother then, nearing the house. She stopped by the stranger and smiled. Zax couldn't hear the conversation but the boy was actually speaking with his mother. How did his voice sound? He watched as the boy got to his feet and followed his mother. The door opened and his mother stood still smiling the milk in her hand. Forgotten and pointless, she was always the social type, and a bit scatter brained.
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The woman hummed lightly the bottle of milk swinging like a pendulum in her hand, she skipped lightly adn smiled. She looked like a little girl and if she didn't have a son most would think she was just a very tall old looking 10 year old. Well manybe not but you get the idea. Her bright eyes dashing this way and that drinking in her surroundings, not wanting to miss one detail. Then she saw the blond stranger. Her smile widened as she walked over to were he sat.
"Hello." she chirpped beightly, "who are you, i haven't seen you here before." she smiled at him a smile brighter than the sun.
The boy turnd the icy pools on her but still she smiled. And she didn't seem to be going even though the boy had said nothing.
"Well?" the blond inwardly sighed.
'Im Cloud, the murderer, i wounder what she'll say to that.' the blond continued to stare, 'well i can't give my real name, maybe if i give a fake name she'll go away.' the blond stared at the sky.
'Now to think of a name' he thought, 'great nothing' he inwardly sighed again, but then he saw the sky.
"Sora, my name is Sora." the woman smiled and to Cloud dismay made no move to go.
"I know," she smiled as she somehow manage to clap her hands together with the milk in her hand.
"Why don't you come round for dinner? I have a son around you're age, he can help you around the town. Come on i only live next door." she streched a warm inviting hand to him.
Cloud looked at it as if her hand would jump up and bite him.
'She's only being kind to you, don't be such a fool'
'But i don't deservekindness.'
'Dont just stang there do sometrhing' his brain shouted many things at him and argued with its self. He took her hand and let her (she was surprizingly strong) pull him to his feet.
She stared at him for a moment.
"Are you feeling ok? you look a bit pale."
"Im always pale." the womans smiled a motherly smile. She gripped his hand tighter.
"Just tell me if you fell sick, now follow me!" she sang brightly. Cloud followed, eye brow raise. "My sons name is Zax by the way." she smiled at him.
'What have i got my self into?' Cloud asked himself.
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"Zax, we have a guest." she pointed the boy to the living room , "please take a seat, we'll be there in a mo." she went to find her son who was still in the kitchen.
"Zax, go talk to our guest while i get dinner ready. His name is Sora." Sora, such a strange name.
"Sora." he liked the feeling of it as it rolled off his tongue. Sora. He walked to the living room and sat opposite the boy who now stared at the wall.
"So.... you new here?"
"I would have thought that was obvious." the boy, Cloud, now turned his cold stare on Zax, Zax just smiled. Though eyes still bore into him, but they were just eyes.
"So were you from?"
".........................." ok so talking wasn't a strong point of Soras, Zax decided "your mother invited me for dinner." he said this in a way suggesting he'd rather be anywhere but in a strangers house being invited to dinner. Or more likely interrogated by some crazy grinning loony toon with mad hair.
"Well i warn you now, my mother isn't the best cook." Cloud raised one gold eyebrow and Zax smile growed.
"Come on," he grabbed Cloud's arm and dragged him to the door. The boy stiffened at the touch, though mad eye turned up full blast but Zax ignored it. Seeing that Zax wouldn't let go he decided to let himself be dragged along.
"Mum, going out. Don't worry about dinner."
"Ok." came the same calm voice from the kitchen, "don't be late."
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They sat in the diner in an uncomfortable silence. It sliced through the air, chilling the air. Cloud sat at the window staring out at the darkening sky. Zax watched him, eating without realising or tasting. The blond hadn't touched his food. Zax wondered if he was sick or just not hungry.
"So...........," What now, he had to say something or else he feel stupid.
"Why did you came here?" he instantly wished he hadn't spoken as though eyes were turned on him.
"I came to escape. And....... to forget." he said simply, without much emotion, but Zax could sense this was a subject that the blond didn't want to talk about.
Zax was used to talking, he was a social person, only happy around people. But he was lost for words. Cloud on the other hand seemed quite happy to just sit in silence.
He was staring out the window again. Zax rolled his eye, a lone wolf, great, just great. He stared at the boy for a while hoping to unnerve him into talking, but the blond took no notice. Zax was board, he'd never sat this silent for so long in all his life. It was very uncomfortable.
"So, what's so interesting?" thoughs cold eyes turned on him again. Zax concentrated on not flinching, and thoughs eyes, for a brief second, looked confused.
"Nothing."
He began to pick at his food that was probably cold by now, it seemed Cloud would do anything to avoid talking to Zax. Zax chuckled at first, softly, then louder until it became a roaring laugh that shattered the hustle and bustle of the dinner. The blond raise one gold silk eye brow. No, he knew this guy was crazy.
"I have to go," he stood to leave and Zax tried to take control of himself.
"No dont go," he said with tears in his eyes and a giggle between each word. "Its just...... just...." and the roaring started again.
Cloud just raised a perfect eye brow again and walked away, hoping never to see the loon that lived next door again.
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Version 3 already! Well im always thinking of stuff to add and noting something wrong with it, but i think this sould be the final draft, yup, i hope so anyway.
AIEEE!!!!!!!!!!! That sucked!!!!! bleh!!! IT WILL GET BETTER!!! I promise, remember review and the next chapter (might) come quicker!!! Ok bye bye now, remember to reeeeeeeeeeeviiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! GO GO GO!!!!!!
Press the review button please feed me!