Hacker: Heh, I'm back. I got off my lazy ass, yeah I've had some down days that I didn't tell you about, but overall I'll sum it.

I'm still smiling, through the jealous plot, misery...I'm still smiling. But through the cracks you still see a sad girl. To bring you up to date a lot of things happened.

I stopped talking to Ozuma, there was nothing left for us to speak about. After he admitted he'd actually consider going out with me. I took it to through, and staked it out for him. Heh, for you ladies out there who are lovin' Ozuma take into consideration He doesn't like complicated girls. Ahem, me being one of them, we ended as crushes [I sorta liked him] to strangers.

Oh I guessed you'd want to know what happened between me and Kai too, right? Well we went our separate ways, he found a sanctuary of older guys to hang with, namely Tala and Spencer. Spencer's kinda of weird thought, Tala just doesn't know me to well to ask me.

"Do you need a boyfriend? Cause you look miserable"

Hah, I told him that's not the only thing wrong with me. I don't need a boy to make me happy and neither should you. To all the ladies out there, happiness starts with you. Yeah, sounds corny and something off a Hallmark card but hell! It's only true, materials don't make people happy. If you think I'm wrong then so it is.

Yeah, I didn't kill Hillary, yet. I've gotten along with her somewhat, she's okay. I guess she was meant to get all the attention from the boys. I'm happy for her, I keep smiling in front of her. I try not to let it bother me in many ways, I figure out what good it does me that only went to leaving to a dead end.

But inside I'm dying, and you can tell by that. No I'm not those types of girls of walk around dressed in black and moping around or the preppy girls. I'm kinda normal [yeah right] in some ways. A close friend says ' I'm relaxed'. I believe her, I don't let her feel sorry for me, and it'll only bring her down.
Overall a shout out to all you ladies, don't make the same mistake I did. Don't try to fall for a guy like Kai, trust me you'll get now where. And if you do get him to fall for you, then good luck in your relationship. For the girls who are shy, don't' worry there's nothing to be ashamed, you're a somebody in this world and you'll be known for the sweet, innocent people you are. For the tomboy's and the rebels, don't try to be something your not [take it from me] if you really are and rebel than go for it! Live out your dreams just don't crush people to get there. You'll miss out on a lot.

I'll leave with a quote, as always:

"Conquer what you're going for. Don't let anyone, especially a man, tell you otherwise. Your special and be who you are, not what others want to see you as."End

Hacker: There's nothing much to say. But later Read and Review