No One Could Have Guessed
A/N: Thanx to all who review. It keeps me writing. And yes there's a little more to come, including Manny. And Sean and Christine spending 'some' of a night together.
9- Jessica and Sean, The Bad
Later that day Sean came home to find Jessica on the porch hurriedly putting out a cigarette. Sean knew she smoked but refused to let her around him. He had no idea how to control her. He tried being her friend but she abused that, he tried controlling her every move but that made her rebel more. Sean was ready to give up. Just let her do whatever the hell she wanted. He walked up to the porch and sat down next to her. His plan to stay calm, was not happening.
"What the hell were you thinking?" he said it in the most intimidating tone he has ever used with Jess.
Before she could even think of something to say he continued.
"I trusted you." Sean looked away ashamed of her. And of himself for letting her get this way. This time she got as far as opening her mouth to say anything.
"If your mother was here she would kill me for letting you do this." he didn't want to say it but he couldn't stop himself.
"If she saw what I've let you become. She would never raise you like this. I can't keep doing this." Sean looked up at her to see what she had to say.
"I'm sorry." was all she could manage. "I wasn't thinking."
He couldn't control his anger and started pacing back and forth.
"YOUR SORRY?!" he screamed "YOU WEREN'T THINKING?! What is wrong with you?"
"Sean I messed up ok." Jessica was crying at this point.
"No it's not ok. I've been doing this for two years and I don't think I can do it any more." he didn't mean it, he loved her living with him, and he loved being a part of her life. But right now he was fed up.
"You don't mean I have to go live with Grandpa?" Who Jessica should live with had been discussed when Rebecca died and she chose to live with Sean. Although everyone suggested she live with her Grandfather, she refused.
"I think you might. Atleast for a little while. I need to think this over." With that he walked into the house and made a phone call to his uncle.
Jessica couldn't stay there, she couldn't bare to be near Sean at the moment. She had to get away. She wiped the tears off her face and began to run. No idea where she was going she thought who she could call. She couldn't call Christine, she felt bad enough about what she did to her last night. She could not call Adam in fear she would kill him on the spot. And if not kill, stop any chance he might have at one day having kids. So she thought through the rest of her friends. All guys she had hooked up with, girls she had gotten in fights with, or kids she bought weed off of. She was on here own. And she didn't care. She knew she wasn't running away for good. But she had to run. And all she could clearly think was, 'This is bad.'
A/N: Thanx to all who review. It keeps me writing. And yes there's a little more to come, including Manny. And Sean and Christine spending 'some' of a night together.
9- Jessica and Sean, The Bad
Later that day Sean came home to find Jessica on the porch hurriedly putting out a cigarette. Sean knew she smoked but refused to let her around him. He had no idea how to control her. He tried being her friend but she abused that, he tried controlling her every move but that made her rebel more. Sean was ready to give up. Just let her do whatever the hell she wanted. He walked up to the porch and sat down next to her. His plan to stay calm, was not happening.
"What the hell were you thinking?" he said it in the most intimidating tone he has ever used with Jess.
Before she could even think of something to say he continued.
"I trusted you." Sean looked away ashamed of her. And of himself for letting her get this way. This time she got as far as opening her mouth to say anything.
"If your mother was here she would kill me for letting you do this." he didn't want to say it but he couldn't stop himself.
"If she saw what I've let you become. She would never raise you like this. I can't keep doing this." Sean looked up at her to see what she had to say.
"I'm sorry." was all she could manage. "I wasn't thinking."
He couldn't control his anger and started pacing back and forth.
"YOUR SORRY?!" he screamed "YOU WEREN'T THINKING?! What is wrong with you?"
"Sean I messed up ok." Jessica was crying at this point.
"No it's not ok. I've been doing this for two years and I don't think I can do it any more." he didn't mean it, he loved her living with him, and he loved being a part of her life. But right now he was fed up.
"You don't mean I have to go live with Grandpa?" Who Jessica should live with had been discussed when Rebecca died and she chose to live with Sean. Although everyone suggested she live with her Grandfather, she refused.
"I think you might. Atleast for a little while. I need to think this over." With that he walked into the house and made a phone call to his uncle.
Jessica couldn't stay there, she couldn't bare to be near Sean at the moment. She had to get away. She wiped the tears off her face and began to run. No idea where she was going she thought who she could call. She couldn't call Christine, she felt bad enough about what she did to her last night. She could not call Adam in fear she would kill him on the spot. And if not kill, stop any chance he might have at one day having kids. So she thought through the rest of her friends. All guys she had hooked up with, girls she had gotten in fights with, or kids she bought weed off of. She was on here own. And she didn't care. She knew she wasn't running away for good. But she had to run. And all she could clearly think was, 'This is bad.'