Kadsuki's Sonnet

Sleight of hand is my game,
For it gives me pleasure and fame
With a touch on you I achieve,
Fancy items I wanted to receive
But still, I feel no contentment
I wanted joy and excitement
This I did to make me smile
Bloodshed in the green long mile
To my realization, it was not like me
To harm people, to disturb thee
I think to myself that I wanted to
Help others in a mission to do
That I assume will quench it
Do it now or so be it...