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Chapter 7 (Miss You Today) Darien woke up in the morning all too happy to go to school. He had never felt this happy before and was too occupied with his content to even worry about anything else. He got ready for school in record time. He was hoping that he would see Serena this morning, he couldn't rip himself away from her nor did he want to anymore. Now he was finding himself trying to be with her rather than her always trying to get him.
Darien walked to the library nobody was there. He felt disappointed at first them realized that is was only seven fifteen. He came earlier than last time 'Maybe she will come at seven thirty... I'll just wait.' Darien waited there until seven forty-five before he had to run to school. 'She knows where I go to school she'll probably come see me like she did last time... I hope.' Darien ran at a faster pace barely making it to homeroom and took his seat next to an overly chipper Andrew. Darien was in a bad mood over not seeing her when he wanted to now he was easily becoming annoyed with Andrew's happiness while he was struggling to find some.
"You were late to school today I see you had a little rendezvous." Andrew whispered mischievously across to Darien. Darien grunted he tried to swat Andrew away from him Andrew just dodged and started laughing. The teacher looked their way and they both suddenly sat straight in their seats until she turned her attention back to the chalk board. Darien chuckled.
"Now you stop bothering me. What's wrong? Did the teacher scare you?" Darien whispered to Andrew in a mocking tone and he chuckled some more. Andrew didn't say a thing he just grabbed a piece of paper and began to doodle, but not before he gave Darien one more mischievous glance. Darien brushed it off and stared at the clock on the wall wondering whether he would see her not and if it would be sometime soon, he felt a very annoying emptiness in his chest... It wasn't painful or anything it just felt like on of his organs were missing he was finding it hard to breath every time he thought about her, longing to see her only made it worse. He was distracted when a note landed on his desk. He could clearly hear Andrew chuckling quite loudly to himself.
Darien rolled his eyes sardonically and opened the paper. He jaw completely open, it could not be father away from his mouth. Andrew couldn't hold it he was laughing a little louder. On the paper was a will thought out drawing of two people kissing. The girl had her legs wrapped around the guy's waist and he held her. They barely had any clothes on. There were two arrows pointing to pointing to each one stated 'SERENA' and the other 'DARIEN'. Darien crumbled the note with in a tight ball with in his fist squeezing the hell out of it glaring at the clock trying to calm himself down. Andrew cried out in laughter at the sight of how red Darien had gotten the whole class, yes including the teacher looked at him questionably thinking.' This boy is really fcking crazy,' yes including the teacher. Darien couldn't take his impetuous stood up and began to yell as he threw the ball of paper at him.
"Shut up, before I pound you! This is not accurate and you know it!" Andrew fell to the floor hysterically laughing and trying to wipe off tears. "It's not funny you dumb ass! Stop laughing! I MEAN IT!" Darien tried to no avail to pick him up off the floor and pull him in his seat, trying to settle down the scene they were causing only making it worse. The teacher was mad as hell. Andrew wouldn't move an inch off the floor as he curled up into a ball and wouldn't stop laughing, and the students were either chuckling themselves at the sight or eying curiously.
"DARIEN, ANDREW, WHY DON'T THE TWO OF YOU TAKE THIS PRIVATE JOKE ALL THE WAY TO THE PRINICPAL'S OFFICE? RIGHT NOW," The teacher screamed over Andrew's laughter. Ironically he immediately sat up and stopped laughing causing Darien to stumble a little at the sudden action.
"I've never been sent to the principal's office before." Andrew's last words were sent between break outs of laughter and he himself had no idea was he was still laughing. Darien glares at him angrily as does their teacher. Darien hit him on the side of his head pretty hard. Andrew was to distracted to feel the pain.
"Stupid idiot stop laughing we are getting in trouble now's not the time to make it worse" Darien stated shaking Andrew.
"Darien, why don't you take your friend over here and leave my class room. THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE NOW!" She said simple turning away. Darien had no idea how he was going to get this idiot of the floor then had an idea. Darien kneels down next to him and slips one arm under is legs and the other arm around his back he picked him up princess style. Ironically he stops laughing and blushes deeply. He's being carried like a princess by another guy who wouldn't blush. Darien wants to laugh now at how the tables have turn, but hold it in he doesn't want to seek trouble. The make it out the door and Darien drops him to the ground. Andrew yelps in pain but Darien ignores it and walks to the principal's office alone.
Andrew runs after. The both walk now side by side in silence realizing that they are now going into unknown territory... a very scary place... the principle's office. The both shudder as if they heard eerie musical play in the back round.
The end up having to wait until the principal has enough free time to take them in. Darien and Andrew both contemplate what could happen to them. Darien happens to imagine the principal's stern lecture and how hard it is for him to obtain a poker face when he calls his father... Andrew's images of were more eccentric than Darien's. Andrew was envisioning a brutal troll like man chasing the two around his desk. Andrew has long blonde hair and pointy ears while Darien's just ugly. The brutal troll takes something away from Darien and with an unusual voice says, "MY PRECIOUS." Andrew shakes his head and thinks, 'I've been watching one too many, Lord of the Rings, movies. It's starting to affect my brain...
They were soon called into the large office. They both stayed silent as the principal sternly lectured them and gave them a warning considering the fact that they were good students and co captains of the basketball team he was surprisingly lenient. They left quietly being sure not to upset him in anyway the closed the door quietly. Once the door was closed they grinned to each other and ran out of the office.
They began to tire near the ending of the locker hall way. Darien pushes Andrew playfully. "You know you acted like a real idiot back there in class." Darien said chuckling slightly.
"Yeah but it worked out for the best." Andrew replied between pants.
"Huh... How?"
"Well one you're not so tense anymore... earlier you were looking at the clock like you were going to break it. And second we got out of class and who says we have to go back." Andrew looked up to Darien with a maniacal smile imprinted on his face. "We have to hurry before the school guard passes by. If we can get out side we are home free!"
"Are you sure we can do this... We just got out of trouble getting back in it doesn't sound that appealing to me."
"Come on it'll be fun. We could go to my mom's house today and I could introduce you to her before her boyfriend comes home for lunch." Andrew says expectantly. Darien stares into his eyes for a couple of moments. 'Damn he really is pent up on me meeting her... but what if Serena stops by and I am not here... I don't want to let any of them down, sht. I guess it wouldn't hurt if we went for a while we'll be back before lunch hour...'
"Okay Andrew let's go but if I get in any type of trouble for this, I will personally kick you ass." Darien said while trying to maintain his poker, but can't help but let out a small smirk on his face. Darien and Andrew nod to each other and dash to the door trying to be as fast and quiet as possible, in case the school guard should be near. They thankfully made it out side and jumped the school gate efficiently and then start to walk calmly regaining their breath as they walk.
Andrew's mother's home wasn't far from the school which is probably why it made it so convenient to leave Lillyann there. The house was a small one story building. The outside paint was a nice shade of mahogany. The house looked so warm from the outside as if there was a lot of love put into it. Darien expected the interior to be just as nice but was sadly mistaken. The walls were painted with a thin coat of off white the cement was slightly visible in the back round. He tightened the muscles in his jaw struggling to keep it from dropping. The house had basically no furniture it was worse than his apartment. He walked into the living room as was relieve to finally see some color although they were children's toys. Andrew didn't seem too pleased with the looks either but immediately brushed it off when Lillyann came running up to him.
Andrew lifted her high in the air swinging her from side to side. He squealed each time from the he threw her in the air pretending to fly. Darien watched on and felt warm inside. This girl really was his world. Although he wasn't her biological father Darien felt that Andrew possessed the qualities to be a great father to her. Darien felt a slight effusive sensation run though his vanes while watching but was unfortunately distracted by an aging woman's voice. "ANDREW! What are you doing here? You are supposed to be at school, and stop tossing her in the air like that you'll drop her." Darien turned to face the woman. Her auburn hair falling of her shoulders she had several silver streaks lighting up the darkness in them. Most women who possessed grey streaks made their hair look as old as they were, but hers we different they were complimenting her hair and her delicate skin color she didn't look young but she didn't look as old as she should look either. She had deep green eyes, much darker than Andrew's, years of experience and knowledge imbued them. She glared at Darien and Andrew through those hard easy but for some reason Darien felt comforted in them. He felt as if she was telling him she knew pain and would never inflict anyone him. With that he immediately trusted her
"DARIEN MADE ME DO IT!" Andrew says and he tries to hide behind Lillyann afraid that his mother might back hand him.
"LAIR! YOU were the one who made ME skip school and come here. You are such a bad influence on me."
"Awe Darien this is mother don't know she can see through you. You know this was so all your idea. You were just taking advantage of me." Andrew pauses and holds his clutches his shirt tightly to himself as if he was trying to protect himself. "I feel so used...mommy" he sniffles Darien is astonished by his lying skills. "Mommy I think I need to lay down I've never felt so dirty in my life." 'This is why I thought he was gay in the beginning' Darien though to himself deciding to keep quiet continuing this dispute was useless. Darien was surprised when he heard the woman snickering to herself. The snickering turns in to heavier chuckles and in no time full on laughter. The woman grasps her stomach trying to soothe the pain Andrew only smiles.
"Awe honey you just know how to make your mama laugh. I love it when you come to entertain me." She bellowed controlling her laughter 'What? I was the one being used... involved in a stupid joke just to entertain his mother... why do I suddenly feel dirty. Stop that remember poker face.' Darien just brushes everything off and leans against a wall, and listens as Andrew and his mother talk. Darien found himself doing this a lot with Andrew. Always watching him and how he acts with his family. Darien longed for that a family again. He once had that two years ago when he was with his poor mother. Watching made him miss it more, he felt pain watching it but couldn't tears his eyes away trying to absorb their happiness and convert it to his own.
Soon they were all sitting on the floor talking Andrew kept a watchful eye one Lillyann as he always did. He watched as if she was going to slip away from him as most of his loved ones did. Darien noticed his fear but said nothing about it. Darien converse with Andrew's mother although his missed his own very much he felt very much at home talking to this woman. He pondered on how she could be hopelessly in love with some one so abusive. 'I guess she is too blinded by love to see the abuse in it.' Darien think as he listens to her speak cheerfully. They both manage to bagger her enough to make excuses for them just in case the teacher asked about their absences and they left. Andrew more reluctant due to Lillyann's pleas for him to stay, the pain Andrew felt was evident for Darien to notice but Andrew but on a great mask for him they were finally able to break her grip as she was holding tightly to his neck.
Andrew sighed heavily as they walked away. "She knows exactly how to break my heart." Andrew mumbles out under his breath. Darien stares at him pure sympathy in his eyes until Andrew let out a small smile. "Girls for ya huh..." They walked back to school and heard the lunch bell ring. The jump the gate and walk into the court yard nonchalant as if they were there the whole time. Darien thanks Andrew mentally he got him to stop thinking about Serena so much during the day. If he hadn't left the school the tense might have killed him.
He missed her so much now as they walked. 'Why, how, How come I am so infatuated with her. No it's more than an infatuation. God can this really happen... how can feelings this strong develop like this for some one I hardly know. Oh but I want to know her. I want to know her so bad, her likes her dislikes, her secrets. I find this too inescapable for my own good. This is too much torture. Please Serena just show yourself to me now I need to see you feel you so bad, and god damn it that cat too.' Suddenly he looked up in his anguish and saw blonde her that resembled hers in the distant. With out thinking he ran to it with all his energy left. He ran to the golden light hoping it could fill the empty spot that lies in his chest.
Chapter 7 (Miss You Today) Darien woke up in the morning all too happy to go to school. He had never felt this happy before and was too occupied with his content to even worry about anything else. He got ready for school in record time. He was hoping that he would see Serena this morning, he couldn't rip himself away from her nor did he want to anymore. Now he was finding himself trying to be with her rather than her always trying to get him.
Darien walked to the library nobody was there. He felt disappointed at first them realized that is was only seven fifteen. He came earlier than last time 'Maybe she will come at seven thirty... I'll just wait.' Darien waited there until seven forty-five before he had to run to school. 'She knows where I go to school she'll probably come see me like she did last time... I hope.' Darien ran at a faster pace barely making it to homeroom and took his seat next to an overly chipper Andrew. Darien was in a bad mood over not seeing her when he wanted to now he was easily becoming annoyed with Andrew's happiness while he was struggling to find some.
"You were late to school today I see you had a little rendezvous." Andrew whispered mischievously across to Darien. Darien grunted he tried to swat Andrew away from him Andrew just dodged and started laughing. The teacher looked their way and they both suddenly sat straight in their seats until she turned her attention back to the chalk board. Darien chuckled.
"Now you stop bothering me. What's wrong? Did the teacher scare you?" Darien whispered to Andrew in a mocking tone and he chuckled some more. Andrew didn't say a thing he just grabbed a piece of paper and began to doodle, but not before he gave Darien one more mischievous glance. Darien brushed it off and stared at the clock on the wall wondering whether he would see her not and if it would be sometime soon, he felt a very annoying emptiness in his chest... It wasn't painful or anything it just felt like on of his organs were missing he was finding it hard to breath every time he thought about her, longing to see her only made it worse. He was distracted when a note landed on his desk. He could clearly hear Andrew chuckling quite loudly to himself.
Darien rolled his eyes sardonically and opened the paper. He jaw completely open, it could not be father away from his mouth. Andrew couldn't hold it he was laughing a little louder. On the paper was a will thought out drawing of two people kissing. The girl had her legs wrapped around the guy's waist and he held her. They barely had any clothes on. There were two arrows pointing to pointing to each one stated 'SERENA' and the other 'DARIEN'. Darien crumbled the note with in a tight ball with in his fist squeezing the hell out of it glaring at the clock trying to calm himself down. Andrew cried out in laughter at the sight of how red Darien had gotten the whole class, yes including the teacher looked at him questionably thinking.' This boy is really fcking crazy,' yes including the teacher. Darien couldn't take his impetuous stood up and began to yell as he threw the ball of paper at him.
"Shut up, before I pound you! This is not accurate and you know it!" Andrew fell to the floor hysterically laughing and trying to wipe off tears. "It's not funny you dumb ass! Stop laughing! I MEAN IT!" Darien tried to no avail to pick him up off the floor and pull him in his seat, trying to settle down the scene they were causing only making it worse. The teacher was mad as hell. Andrew wouldn't move an inch off the floor as he curled up into a ball and wouldn't stop laughing, and the students were either chuckling themselves at the sight or eying curiously.
"DARIEN, ANDREW, WHY DON'T THE TWO OF YOU TAKE THIS PRIVATE JOKE ALL THE WAY TO THE PRINICPAL'S OFFICE? RIGHT NOW," The teacher screamed over Andrew's laughter. Ironically he immediately sat up and stopped laughing causing Darien to stumble a little at the sudden action.
"I've never been sent to the principal's office before." Andrew's last words were sent between break outs of laughter and he himself had no idea was he was still laughing. Darien glares at him angrily as does their teacher. Darien hit him on the side of his head pretty hard. Andrew was to distracted to feel the pain.
"Stupid idiot stop laughing we are getting in trouble now's not the time to make it worse" Darien stated shaking Andrew.
"Darien, why don't you take your friend over here and leave my class room. THE PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE NOW!" She said simple turning away. Darien had no idea how he was going to get this idiot of the floor then had an idea. Darien kneels down next to him and slips one arm under is legs and the other arm around his back he picked him up princess style. Ironically he stops laughing and blushes deeply. He's being carried like a princess by another guy who wouldn't blush. Darien wants to laugh now at how the tables have turn, but hold it in he doesn't want to seek trouble. The make it out the door and Darien drops him to the ground. Andrew yelps in pain but Darien ignores it and walks to the principal's office alone.
Andrew runs after. The both walk now side by side in silence realizing that they are now going into unknown territory... a very scary place... the principle's office. The both shudder as if they heard eerie musical play in the back round.
The end up having to wait until the principal has enough free time to take them in. Darien and Andrew both contemplate what could happen to them. Darien happens to imagine the principal's stern lecture and how hard it is for him to obtain a poker face when he calls his father... Andrew's images of were more eccentric than Darien's. Andrew was envisioning a brutal troll like man chasing the two around his desk. Andrew has long blonde hair and pointy ears while Darien's just ugly. The brutal troll takes something away from Darien and with an unusual voice says, "MY PRECIOUS." Andrew shakes his head and thinks, 'I've been watching one too many, Lord of the Rings, movies. It's starting to affect my brain...
They were soon called into the large office. They both stayed silent as the principal sternly lectured them and gave them a warning considering the fact that they were good students and co captains of the basketball team he was surprisingly lenient. They left quietly being sure not to upset him in anyway the closed the door quietly. Once the door was closed they grinned to each other and ran out of the office.
They began to tire near the ending of the locker hall way. Darien pushes Andrew playfully. "You know you acted like a real idiot back there in class." Darien said chuckling slightly.
"Yeah but it worked out for the best." Andrew replied between pants.
"Huh... How?"
"Well one you're not so tense anymore... earlier you were looking at the clock like you were going to break it. And second we got out of class and who says we have to go back." Andrew looked up to Darien with a maniacal smile imprinted on his face. "We have to hurry before the school guard passes by. If we can get out side we are home free!"
"Are you sure we can do this... We just got out of trouble getting back in it doesn't sound that appealing to me."
"Come on it'll be fun. We could go to my mom's house today and I could introduce you to her before her boyfriend comes home for lunch." Andrew says expectantly. Darien stares into his eyes for a couple of moments. 'Damn he really is pent up on me meeting her... but what if Serena stops by and I am not here... I don't want to let any of them down, sht. I guess it wouldn't hurt if we went for a while we'll be back before lunch hour...'
"Okay Andrew let's go but if I get in any type of trouble for this, I will personally kick you ass." Darien said while trying to maintain his poker, but can't help but let out a small smirk on his face. Darien and Andrew nod to each other and dash to the door trying to be as fast and quiet as possible, in case the school guard should be near. They thankfully made it out side and jumped the school gate efficiently and then start to walk calmly regaining their breath as they walk.
Andrew's mother's home wasn't far from the school which is probably why it made it so convenient to leave Lillyann there. The house was a small one story building. The outside paint was a nice shade of mahogany. The house looked so warm from the outside as if there was a lot of love put into it. Darien expected the interior to be just as nice but was sadly mistaken. The walls were painted with a thin coat of off white the cement was slightly visible in the back round. He tightened the muscles in his jaw struggling to keep it from dropping. The house had basically no furniture it was worse than his apartment. He walked into the living room as was relieve to finally see some color although they were children's toys. Andrew didn't seem too pleased with the looks either but immediately brushed it off when Lillyann came running up to him.
Andrew lifted her high in the air swinging her from side to side. He squealed each time from the he threw her in the air pretending to fly. Darien watched on and felt warm inside. This girl really was his world. Although he wasn't her biological father Darien felt that Andrew possessed the qualities to be a great father to her. Darien felt a slight effusive sensation run though his vanes while watching but was unfortunately distracted by an aging woman's voice. "ANDREW! What are you doing here? You are supposed to be at school, and stop tossing her in the air like that you'll drop her." Darien turned to face the woman. Her auburn hair falling of her shoulders she had several silver streaks lighting up the darkness in them. Most women who possessed grey streaks made their hair look as old as they were, but hers we different they were complimenting her hair and her delicate skin color she didn't look young but she didn't look as old as she should look either. She had deep green eyes, much darker than Andrew's, years of experience and knowledge imbued them. She glared at Darien and Andrew through those hard easy but for some reason Darien felt comforted in them. He felt as if she was telling him she knew pain and would never inflict anyone him. With that he immediately trusted her
"DARIEN MADE ME DO IT!" Andrew says and he tries to hide behind Lillyann afraid that his mother might back hand him.
"LAIR! YOU were the one who made ME skip school and come here. You are such a bad influence on me."
"Awe Darien this is mother don't know she can see through you. You know this was so all your idea. You were just taking advantage of me." Andrew pauses and holds his clutches his shirt tightly to himself as if he was trying to protect himself. "I feel so used...mommy" he sniffles Darien is astonished by his lying skills. "Mommy I think I need to lay down I've never felt so dirty in my life." 'This is why I thought he was gay in the beginning' Darien though to himself deciding to keep quiet continuing this dispute was useless. Darien was surprised when he heard the woman snickering to herself. The snickering turns in to heavier chuckles and in no time full on laughter. The woman grasps her stomach trying to soothe the pain Andrew only smiles.
"Awe honey you just know how to make your mama laugh. I love it when you come to entertain me." She bellowed controlling her laughter 'What? I was the one being used... involved in a stupid joke just to entertain his mother... why do I suddenly feel dirty. Stop that remember poker face.' Darien just brushes everything off and leans against a wall, and listens as Andrew and his mother talk. Darien found himself doing this a lot with Andrew. Always watching him and how he acts with his family. Darien longed for that a family again. He once had that two years ago when he was with his poor mother. Watching made him miss it more, he felt pain watching it but couldn't tears his eyes away trying to absorb their happiness and convert it to his own.
Soon they were all sitting on the floor talking Andrew kept a watchful eye one Lillyann as he always did. He watched as if she was going to slip away from him as most of his loved ones did. Darien noticed his fear but said nothing about it. Darien converse with Andrew's mother although his missed his own very much he felt very much at home talking to this woman. He pondered on how she could be hopelessly in love with some one so abusive. 'I guess she is too blinded by love to see the abuse in it.' Darien think as he listens to her speak cheerfully. They both manage to bagger her enough to make excuses for them just in case the teacher asked about their absences and they left. Andrew more reluctant due to Lillyann's pleas for him to stay, the pain Andrew felt was evident for Darien to notice but Andrew but on a great mask for him they were finally able to break her grip as she was holding tightly to his neck.
Andrew sighed heavily as they walked away. "She knows exactly how to break my heart." Andrew mumbles out under his breath. Darien stares at him pure sympathy in his eyes until Andrew let out a small smile. "Girls for ya huh..." They walked back to school and heard the lunch bell ring. The jump the gate and walk into the court yard nonchalant as if they were there the whole time. Darien thanks Andrew mentally he got him to stop thinking about Serena so much during the day. If he hadn't left the school the tense might have killed him.
He missed her so much now as they walked. 'Why, how, How come I am so infatuated with her. No it's more than an infatuation. God can this really happen... how can feelings this strong develop like this for some one I hardly know. Oh but I want to know her. I want to know her so bad, her likes her dislikes, her secrets. I find this too inescapable for my own good. This is too much torture. Please Serena just show yourself to me now I need to see you feel you so bad, and god damn it that cat too.' Suddenly he looked up in his anguish and saw blonde her that resembled hers in the distant. With out thinking he ran to it with all his energy left. He ran to the golden light hoping it could fill the empty spot that lies in his chest.