Jun's Journal May 23rd I hate being stuck in a position like this. How can I tell Ren? Or even Mother? And Ryu? I can't even get near the subject. I know I should talk to someone and I did.I spoke to Anna.Who is actually very good at solving problems.If only she knew the half of it though.She wasn't stuck living under En's rule was she?She didn't have to face her own father's killer.She's got Yoh, to support her. I'm alone. Ryu wouldn't understand. I'm dreading the day I have to go back.The day I face my destiny.But can it really be someone's destiny to die with no purpose?What Am I supposed to do..........

May 24th I'm leaving tomorrow.I have to.If he comes here it means trouble.I might as well get it all over with.Otherwise I'm just biding my time waiting for punishment.I should at least go in there with some dignity and do what must be done.I am a Tao and always will be no matter how much I detest it.Wounds heal,scars fade.But memories will always remain.Everytime he hit me,everytime I was thrown into that same wall.I remember his face.That twisted smile.I won't give him the satisfaction of watching me suffer.I won't let him win.Ren was too young to understand,he's still too young to understand.Things happen that we can't change,but we can avenge.And my father's death will not go unavenged. If I go down.I go down fighting.