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Whenever I insulted Sakura in front of my friends it made me feel soo guilty...I liked Sakura but I always drove her away for certain reasons.

"Hey Sakura!You wanna walk to the library with me?" I asked

Why am I walking with her?

"Sure... the more company the better." Sakura said in a gentle voice

"Great!" I said feeling calm

"Why were you acting like a snob at the cafeteria?" Sakura asked

My sweat dropping as I tried to answer

"Um....er...I......"I answered miserably

"It's ok you don't have to answer that question." She said smiling at me

I can't believe she let that go.. Now I feel guilty for even doing that to her..

"Hey waddya know we're here already!" she said

I opened the library door and there I saw all of them! All of my friends! What'll I do if they see me?

"Um.... Sakura you know we could go to my house instead.."I suggested giving her a fake smile

"Don't be silly and anyways we're already here." she said walking towards the direction of where my friends were.

"Well..well...well...If it isn't Ms. Kinomoto." sneered Laura

"Hi Laura!" Sakura said happily

"Syaoran and I are looking for topics here." Sakura said looking at Laura

"Syaoran is here?" Milena asked

"I don't see anybody.."Macy continued

"In your dreams Kinomoto!" Laura laughed

"Let's get out of here!Crazy people like Kinomoto show up here!" yelled Milena

"SHHHHHH!!!"said the librarian

"Whatever!" Laura replied

"Syaoran?Syaoran?" asked a confused looking Sakura

"I'm here." I said looking relieved

"Where were you?" Sakura asked suspicously

"I was in the bathroom." I said lying

"Oh ok." she said

She believed in anything I said to her whether it was a lie or not. Why?

The rest of the day I was at the library looking over topics with Sakura but we didn't choose one yet.

The next day

"Syaoran! That Sakura girl is a total freak don't you think soo?" Milena said running up to me

Just shutup!

"Um.. yeah I guess soo."I said nodding my head

"I mean Syaoran she thought she was at the library with you!" Macy pointed out

Shut up!!!!!!

"What a psycho you think that old school of hers was a school for psychos." Laura said smirking

SHUTUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Yea whatever!" I said

"What's with you?!" Laura asked me

"Yeah you keep giving us an attitude what do you like that Sakura girl??" Milena asked eyeing me suspicously

I don't know maybe......

"No I don't!" I said

"Prove it tell her how you feel about her now!" Macy yelled

"Hey Syaoran!" Sakura said in her innocent tone like always

I couldn't do it! I shouldn't but I had to.

"Sakura, you are a freak!" I yelled

Every word burning......

"What are you talking about?" she asked

hearing her innocent voice made me want to punch myself

"What did you come from an all girls psyco school!" I yelled again faking a laugh

My laugh making me choke......................

"Yeah and where do you get your clothes?" Macy asked glaring at Sakura's clothes

Just be quiet!

"And how about the way she does her hair that is such a baby hairstyle!" Milena yelled laughing hysterically

It looks fine don't listen to them!

"How about your shoes they are like soo yesterday!" Laura yelled

Sakura's eyes welled up with tears before she left she gave me one last look and ran.

My heart felt like a bomb about to explode all theses feelings a guy like me never had.........................................

I always loved the way she would smile at me and turn her emerald green eyes to my direction. She always seemed to be happy almost all the time....

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