Song is Blink 182's 'I Miss You'
All things Harry Potter are JK Rowling's
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The unsuspection victim of darkness
I hated you, and you hated me.
We were never friends.
But, as if you wished to see past everything, you had hope.
You tried to force out friendship.
You held off the taunts of your othere friends,
You tried to give me help,
You tried to help me.
Tried to include me.
But could these things counteract the wounds of the past?
Balance it all out?
In your mind it did...
But to me, It was like adding base to acid...
The thought of you trying to redeam your self to me...
I could not see it.
I don't know how it happened.
We talked,
We joked,
I think you may have smiled.
Why-
Did it mean the same?
With everyone else I was poked for this.
I almost lost the others over this.
They could not understand why I turned on them.
But I saw the world.
T saw what happened-
What was happening.
Our fueds were not as strong as the new chaos.
I do not think the others saw it...
I woner if you saw it..?
But- if you did...
Then that means you just ijnored it all.
I hope you were just stupid.
Sick strange darkness
Comes haunting every time
You tried to stop me.
Show me the right way.
Your way
I am sure you had some other plan.
But I will never know.
You use nice phrases,
Vast, wonderful ideas,
Colorful images,
Things that worked for many others I'm sure.
But I knew you for the liar you were.
I knew all your stories.
You did not appeal to me.
Maybe it could ahve worked...
But I remember all those times too well.
I cannot forget them
You hid your sneaking heart behind smiles and promises of friendship.
The other one hid nothing.
I could see his evil,
And if I could see it.
I could deal with it.
Hear the voice of treason...
Stop this pain tonight
I bared my core,
But you turned away.
I gave you all I could,
I wanted to save you.
Just because you are strong...
Strength will not stop corruption.
The strongest metal will shatter when frozen.
Even moutians collapse.
You knew what you were doing.
I am not sympathetic...
What I feel is coloser to pity.
I will fight you without a thought.
It will be good,
I will do it wil pleasure.
Stopping an old friend from more pain.
I would say I would want the same if reversed...
But I don't know if you would do that naymore.
T do not know you...
Funny how I was sure of how I knew you,
But how mistaken I am.
Even if I did before,
Not now.
I know I caused some of this.
Maybe not all,
But I won't say none.
Everyone who chipped away your trut did this.
How I wish we could have trusted...
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
Haunting thoughts roll back through time.
I remember our last conversation.
How I will never forget it.
That was one thing good you did.
If I...
Well- I would have been different.
Maybe one day we would have been friends,
someday.
But not now.
I betrayed you.
Now I am not opposing you,
but now does not matter.
You do not know me now.
When you went I was still a traiter.
Thinking of the past,
It comes that maybe you were not as bad as I thought.
That maybe it should have balanced.
But now it is loaded to you.
If it was still unbalanced then,
It is now tilted to you.
And I hate this feeling.
So I push these thoughts away.
Forget it all.
Forget you as the truth.
I stick to what I know-
Crule,
Mean,
Hateful.
But one day I will make it up.
But until then I won't remember
...and I'm so sorry...