a.n.: I'm sorry that the last two chapters were sooooo short. This will be longer…I'm gone on vacation for 9 days so keep reviewing and I'll up date ASAP. Thanks to star2421 for the review it helps me write.
Buffy sat in her room just staring at the wall; Spike did not need any more of her bull shit. That is what she realized while lying with him in the cabin…she had treated so bad that a normal man would have never forgave her. She used him, she hurt him, beat him when life didn't go her way. The funny thing is that she always thought of her self as better than him…but in truth he was better in so many ways. She didn't disserve him.
Spike ran until he reached the house and without a thought he knocked. He was tempted to just barge in uninvited…but that didn't work to well with vampires. Too bad if she chose Angel over me! She needed to know exactly what happened last summer in Africa. He pounded on the door he knew someone was there he could hear them. The door finally opened Xander stepped outside. Oh great!
"Spike what are you doing here? She doesn't want to see you."
"I don't care I need to see her."
"Well she doesn't need to see you, I don't know what happened between you two yesterday but you need to go."
"I'm not leaving until I see her," Xander shut the door, "BUFFY! Buffy, I love you, and I don't care who knows. I went to Africa to get my soul for you, so I can be the man you deserve! Buffy please, if Angel is there with you I don't give a shit! He had a chance with you and he left, I'm here…I love you!" he shouted to the window that was her bedroom. "Buffy," he quieted down; "I know I'm not perfect, no one is, but I know one thing for cretin…I need you, you make me want to try to be better. Please Buffy, please."
The house was silent; no one spoke in or out. Spike had lost, he turned away in defeat "you know what…I don't care" he said to him self, a lie "I don't need her."
"Oh…ok if that's what you want." Her spun around seeing her, she had red puffy eyes.
"Buffy," he ran to her and lifted her in a hug, then kissed her with all the built up passion that had been withheld for so long.
"Spike," she whispered into his ear "I chose you, not him you."
He held her tighter than before tears in his eyes, I love you my slayer. "I love you." He broke the kiss for a second, but a second too long Buffy groaned in longing. They reattached and there tongs battled for dominance.
"I love you too" They kissed again not ever wishing to break it again; they hadn't noticed the audience that had formed. Xander, Anaya, Willow and Dawn all watched from the door. The two, without breaking the kiss, walked away.
"Thank God!" Dawn said relieved, "Took long enough."
Spike held her so close that God himself could not part them, their bodies pressed together. Buffy felt her heart pounding inside her love the taste of him in her mouth. She searched for it making the kiss deeper than ever, Spike trembled beneath her kiss, their bodies longed for each other and it showed. They had to walk back to the cabin; the crypt had been taken over.
They reached the room with the couch, Spike lifted Buffy down onto it never once breaking the kiss. He hovered over her her lifting her shirt over her head, revealing her breasts. He ran a cool finger over the smooth skin feeling the desire pulsate off of her. She lifted his shirt and reached down for his pants her hands ran across his bulge.
He quivered with the pleasure of her touch. She slowly released him; she looked into his eyes and gasped. Those eyes held so much love. He looked at her she looked at him both naked both very in love.
Spike woke afraid to find that last night had been a dream. But there she was, with her green eyes wide and a smile on her face. "You ready to tell the world?" he asked.
"Yes, I want the world to know that your mine," she ran warm hands through his hair. She kissed his forehead "the friends know probably, you weren't exactly secret about it."
"I know but what does the Bit think, I love her Buffy, and I don't want to keep her in the dark."
"We will just have to talk to her than."
"We?"
"Yep," she laughed and kissed him, he soon relaxed in the kiss and she followed her tong along his teeth. She heard his stomach growl. "When was the last time you feed?" She asked worried.
"I don't know, couple of days," spike felt the hunger rise as he thought about it.
"Days, Spike you didn't eat after the accident, oh my God, are you ok." She was not happy
"I'm fine Pet, Ill eat when we leave" he smiled at her, but she did not return it. Instead she exposed her neck to him offering. He starred at her in awe, "No, I'm not taking you." He pushed her off of him, but she stood resolute. He felt the hunger it was calling her to him, he started to feel weak he should have eaten before, and then this would have been so hard to refuse.
"Spike, drink, Please." She asked him to his dead heart leaped to his throat. The trust was there he felt it and was honored; he looked at her neck seeing the scars from other previous bites. The demon rose and her held her close, the need to mark and claim this woman was great. He kissed her softly along her collarbone she took a breath to steady her heart. He shifted his face and bit into her neck.
It did not hurt like the others had; this was a very different feeling than she had ever felt before. She felt a pull on her neck and she wanted to cry out not in pain or fear but in ecstasy. He took another sip from her and she shook with pleasure. After two more sips Spike pulled away, she gave a little whine of protest but was too tired to argue, she laid on the bed next to him.
He smiled and kissed her head, maybe one day he could finish the claim.
They woke up at 8pm Buffy was ready to go home, Spike wasn't as sure. "They hate me"
"Not all of them, Dawn love you."
"Yeah, but Xander does and he has a lot of influence over the group"
"Not me, other wise I wouldn't be here would I?"
"I guess not" he sounded like a whiny child that couldn't get his way.
"Besides, weren't you the one telling me that I needed to tell Dawn so she wasn't left out of the loop?"
"Yeah but I meant you go and talk to her, let them get used to it and then I talk."
"Oh no," she had gotten dressed and was waiting for him to you go and talk to her, let them get used to it and then I talk."
"Oh no," she had gotten dressed and was waiting for him, "your coming, so get dressed." She through his pants at him hitting him in the face with the buckle still attached.
On there way out the door he stopped her. Leaning his head down to the puncture marks he made that afternoon he licked up the remaining blood. She gave him better access by tilting her head. She wanted him to take her and knew he wanted her also. He snapped out of it first and stopped cleaning kissed her once promising more to come. And they left the cabin heading home.
Dawn waited all night for a call form Buffy, not that she expected one but it gave her a chance to stay up late. She had only slept three hours and felt groggy while playing Go Fish with Anya Willow and Xander. "Xander got any threes."
"Yes, you cheat."
She laughed because it was true she could see all of his cards in the window behind him. Willow looked at Dawn "Hey Dawnie, how do you feel about your sister and Spike?"
"What? I love them; they are great and take good care of me. And I hope they stay together, that's the best thing that has ever happened to this family for a long time." Dawn smiled, "I just wish I could have little nieces and nephews. To bad he a vamp."
Xander looked annoyed, "That's right, he is a vampire, and he is evil sentenced to an after life in Hell" he shouted unable to control his anger.
"He has always been here…" she snapped back, "I trust him and love him more than my own father, and they are going to make it…" she looked for support in that statement but got none. "You guys don't think they'll make it…do you? You think that this is just a fling like last year, well what the hell do you know?" She stormed out of the room up stairs the game forgotten.
"I'm sorry!" he tried to yell after the teen. Xander looked at Willow, maybe they could make it.