Chapter Ten

(Yo! How am I doing? Let me know what I could improve! Plz!;©)

Faith's POV

I'm at work, riding around with Gusler. Bosco took some time off to be with Cruz, so I'm

partnerless for a bit. Maybe forever. Maybe we won't be partners anymore. When

Cruz wakes up, and tells what happened, they'll lock me up. But it was an accident! I

never meant to shoot her! Okay, I did MEAN to, but not in the way they'll see it. I

thought she was threatening Bosco. Why didn't I stop to think?

You know this usually isn't a conversation I have with myself. I'm USUALLY the

calm,unimpulsive one. Bosco's the one who does things on the spur of the moment.

I haven't had much contact with Bosco lately. I've tried talking to him at the hospital,

but he doesn't seem to want to talk. He also looks like he's losing weight. ARGH! I'm

doing it again! Fred was right! I do mother Boz. When I asked Bosco, he said it was

just my nature.

But maybe, that's why his relationship with Cruz bothers me. Because I care about

him so much I want to protect him, like I do my own kids. Because I don't want to lose

him. I feel like a mother hen, trying to herd all my chicks in underneath me to protect

them.

And I can't protect them from everything. Look at Emily, and her OD,Bosco with Cruz.

Somethings you can't control. I wish.....I want.........I'm not sure.