Disclaimer: Cenz Konomi??Hahahah!!joudan joudan,not mine.

Warning:Shoune-ai/yaoi.Don't read it if you hate it.

A/N: Konichiwa mina!!I'm back again!Yeah!!!This is about the story how homosexual people feels. They were cast aside from the community. Please read it with your heart and understand them.

Chapter 1 of The Lost Soul

A light-brown haired man was locking his apartment door when 2 middle age woman who was his neighbors is gossiping.

"Ah!Ohayo Kunimitsu-kun." One of the woman greeted him.

"Aaa..............Ohayo....." the stoic man bowed a little and walked away. His hand is holding an office bag, it's clear that he's going to work. As the tall man turned his body he can heard his neighbors started to gossip again, and this time it's about him.

"Nee........Kawanara-san,Who is he? He's so handsome!"

"Aa.....Tezuka Kunimitsu.Yeah...sure........he's handsome but................." The older woman's body came closer and whispered something.

//Here they goes......................// Tezuka closed his eyes //It's about us again.............//

"HEE!!!!SONA!!!!!Hountouni?!" The whispered obaasan yelled.

"SSSTT!!" Kawanara-san hissed, asking her friend to lower his voice.

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"Tezuka-kun,would you handle this for me?" a man put a bunch files on Tezuka's desk. "I've a date today, but boss ask me to finish this before tomorrow.

"Ok......I'll put it on your desk when it's ready."

"Ah!Arigatou!" the man walked back to his desk.

Tezuka sighed as he see the bunch of files. He has to work overtime again today, and no one gonna stay to accompany him. They're scared.....they always get scared when they're too close to him....they even avoid to be in one room alone with him......they feel disgusted...

Tezuka changed his glance from his worksheet to a framed picture.

//I wish you were here.................//

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Tezuka's hand loosed the tie of his necktie, he finally finished it all. The office was dark, the only light was from his table lamp. He looked at his watch.

//10 o'clock.//

He stacked the files and put it on his friend's desk. Well........it's not suitable to use the words 'friend', he just using Tezuka...

'Please............promise me....you'll live happily even without me by your side........promise me Tezuka...please.....'

That sound suddenly echoed at his mind. A tear dropped on the files followed by the other tears.

"Gomenasai................I couldn't fulfill my promise......gomen......gomene......" He clenched his fist.

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The sound of closed door was heard, a man turn on the light.Tezuka laid his exhausted body on the sofa. He didn't feel hungry although he hasn't eat anything whole day. His body lost his appetite, in the other hand, his heart lose his warmth. He lifted his left hand and gazed at the silver ring on his middle finger.

"Fuji....................................." he kissed it, and the clear liquid rolled. "Come back to me Fuji...............please.........."

*TBC*

A/N: HAAAAA!!! Cliffhanger! I just love it!!!Are you curious about the next chapter now?HAHAHA!!If you are, I win!!!!YEAHHH!!!!This is the longest story I've ever made with Fuji x tezuka.Usually I just leave it to be one chapter. ^_____^ ;

Anyway, please review.

*Thanks for reading*