Warnings: Shounen ai, angst
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(Kaiba Inner Monologue)--- by darkmus
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I think the moment I fell in love with you was the exact same one where you started to hate me.
It was at Duelist Kingdom, when I cornered you, made you use my first dueling disk and defeated you easily. So easily.
I can remember the exact moment that I fell, too. The way you looked, the way the air smelled--- you, beautiful in your helpless, and the air, heavy with musk of some exotic flower Pegasus had imported onto his island. I can see the darkness of the surrounding trees, the shine of my Blue Eyes towering over us.
I think it was that moment of superiority when I saw you, on your hands and knees cowering like a dog. I must have some delusions of grandeur, because I loved it so much.
I'm not sure, but it must have been all those times I saw you, defiant and strong and then... you were mine. My weak captive.
And I fell in love with you.
Or maybe it wasn't you, per say, that I loved so much. But your submission.
Whatever it was, it sparked... something.
It was so invigorating seeing you like that. It made my heart expand and I could feel that smug smile tugging at my lips.
It was...
Delicious.
I craved that feeling after seeing that. But the only way I really knew to go about it was to insult you.
... It didn't work, did it?
It only made you hate and resent me more. I should've seen that---
Lately though, I've finally gotten some sense knocked into me... that I should treat you better. It's not like I don't think of you as human--- But it's just easier to treat you like I always did. A habit, of sorts. A rather perverse one, and one I'd rather have not started.
And now... I realize that it's not just the submission any more. I can see your strength, and it isn't just some mask to show how tough you are. Well, no--- there is that strength, which I don't care for. But there is also another kind... it's deeper and I can see the way it's reflected into the people you care about.
I long for that now. To be one of those few that you truly and deeply care for.
Amazing how much those five minutes changed me.
I want to show you---
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~Owari~
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Comments and criticism are welcome.
Contact information:
Email: darkmus@yahoo.com
AIM: mousie1x2
URL: www.geocities.com/darkmus
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(Kaiba Inner Monologue)--- by darkmus
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I think the moment I fell in love with you was the exact same one where you started to hate me.
It was at Duelist Kingdom, when I cornered you, made you use my first dueling disk and defeated you easily. So easily.
I can remember the exact moment that I fell, too. The way you looked, the way the air smelled--- you, beautiful in your helpless, and the air, heavy with musk of some exotic flower Pegasus had imported onto his island. I can see the darkness of the surrounding trees, the shine of my Blue Eyes towering over us.
I think it was that moment of superiority when I saw you, on your hands and knees cowering like a dog. I must have some delusions of grandeur, because I loved it so much.
I'm not sure, but it must have been all those times I saw you, defiant and strong and then... you were mine. My weak captive.
And I fell in love with you.
Or maybe it wasn't you, per say, that I loved so much. But your submission.
Whatever it was, it sparked... something.
It was so invigorating seeing you like that. It made my heart expand and I could feel that smug smile tugging at my lips.
It was...
Delicious.
I craved that feeling after seeing that. But the only way I really knew to go about it was to insult you.
... It didn't work, did it?
It only made you hate and resent me more. I should've seen that---
Lately though, I've finally gotten some sense knocked into me... that I should treat you better. It's not like I don't think of you as human--- But it's just easier to treat you like I always did. A habit, of sorts. A rather perverse one, and one I'd rather have not started.
And now... I realize that it's not just the submission any more. I can see your strength, and it isn't just some mask to show how tough you are. Well, no--- there is that strength, which I don't care for. But there is also another kind... it's deeper and I can see the way it's reflected into the people you care about.
I long for that now. To be one of those few that you truly and deeply care for.
Amazing how much those five minutes changed me.
I want to show you---
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~Owari~
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Comments and criticism are welcome.
Contact information:
Email: darkmus@yahoo.com
AIM: mousie1x2
URL: www.geocities.com/darkmus