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This took a bit longer to post...gomen nasai...I'm going through a bad break- up, but hey, good material...right? Anyway...here's chapter five.
------------------ Yuki's POV
"Yuki, Rin and I are back together." Hatsuharu said brokenly. I stared at him in shock, horror even. We had just had sex and I said I loved him; he and Rin?...No, I couldn't believe it...
"Wh...at?" I hated how weak my sounded, but I couldn't bring myself to be strong...
"Yuki I am so sorry..." he murmured, pulling back. I just stared at him, I could tears welling up in my eyes, but I just couldn't cry... I just sat there, paying no attention to the world around me. He got dressed and told me something, but I couldn't make it out. He left and once again, I, Yuki Sohma was alone. I did the only thing I could thing of... I opened my dresser drawer, yanked the make-shift bandage off my arm, and dug that knife deep into my skin. I dug it deeper than I had before, cutting open several veins and the blood just kept gushing out. The room started spinning around me...I fought to keep my eyes open...
Miss Tohru...
Haru...
...goodbye...
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"It's all my fault Hatori I'm so sorry!"
"Quiet Hatsuharu...dry your tears. He'll be fine."
"I agree with Ha'ri. Haru, just go home to Rin, I'll stay with Yuki tonight."
"Iie, Shigure you go home too. You'll need to watch Kyo as well. We don't want him doing this too."
"Aw fine Ha'ri..."
A door shut. A single person walked across the room and I felt a cool cloth on my forehead.
Was I dead...?
Iie...that was Hatsuharu, Hatori, and Shigure talking...
I was alive...how humiliating.
"Damnit Yuki...why?" Hatori swore softly and I felt him leaning against my bed. I kept my eyes closed still.
"Baka...Tohru would not have wanted you like this," he continued quietly, fiddling with some machines by my bedside. "She would've wanted to move on...be happy...damnit this is so unlike me. Why am I so...hurt? Kyo is depressed, I think even worse off now that you've gone and done this. Haru feels so guilty, he told me what happened...the little bastard...how dare he hurt you like that."
I was so startled by the fierceness in Hatori's voice, that my heartrate bumped up and set off a little alarm. I could hear him scramble to see if everything was all right and then there was his penlight, shining in my eyes. I groaned and winced.
"Hatori put that away..." I growled weakly. He looked at me in surprise and then there was the same Hatori from before, a man with an iron mask to hide his feelings.
"Well Yuki," he said flatly. "You've got some explaining to do."
"I don't have to tell you anything," I heard myself say, but god I wanted to tell him everything! I wanted to tell him how much it hurt, how hard I would cry and how finally I just used the knife to ease the pain...
"Fine." For the briefest moment, I swear I saw pain in those eyes. I shook my head.
"Just leave me alone Hatori."
"As you wish, but Yuki...you're not alone in this..." Hatori stopped in the doorway for a second. "I'm here to talk...if you ever want to."
And then he was gone. I stared at the spot where he once stood and I felt so bad. Turning my head away, I shut my eyes tightly and let out a shaky whimper. He'd only wanted to help...why did I push him away?...
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Kyo Sohma walked down the street silently, heading for the market. He was supposed to get groceries for Shigure. He had his hands jammed in his pockets and his head down, staring at his feet as he walked. He barely noticed as he bumped into a person.
"Gomen nasai," a girl apologized. Kyo just kept walking slowly.
"Ite...a quiet one." she muttered. Her long jet-black hair was pulled back into a spiky bun and her eyes were a swirling blue-gray. She wore a long olive green peasant skirt and a white bell sleeve top with light brown sandals.
Kyo's ears picked up the insult and he froze, he swore he could hear his heart stop beating. He quickly turned around and looked at her in amazement.
"You're...a girl?" he whispered, bewildered as to why he hadn't changed. She didn't hear him and continued to walk past him, heading to the curb.
"How is that possible?" he muttered to himself under his breath. She stepped off the sidewalk and into the street, heading for the other side.
"Girl, look out!!" someone cried. The girl looked up and paled upon seeing a semi headed her way. Kyo's eyes widened and in his mind, he saw the day that Tohru died. He couldn't lose her, not again...
She started to scream, the semi whizzed by as a blur, but there was no body. Kyo knelt on the other side of the road, holding her unconscious body against him tightly, protectively. Her head hung to one side limply and her expression was pained. Kyo quickly checked her over and couldn't find anything wrong with her, but decided to take her back to Shigure's just in case. He stood up and walked off briskly, hoping to get home fast. It was going to be dark soon.
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Short, dark. There'll probably be a lot more like it. Review it if you read it.
-Ami
This took a bit longer to post...gomen nasai...I'm going through a bad break- up, but hey, good material...right? Anyway...here's chapter five.
------------------ Yuki's POV
"Yuki, Rin and I are back together." Hatsuharu said brokenly. I stared at him in shock, horror even. We had just had sex and I said I loved him; he and Rin?...No, I couldn't believe it...
"Wh...at?" I hated how weak my sounded, but I couldn't bring myself to be strong...
"Yuki I am so sorry..." he murmured, pulling back. I just stared at him, I could tears welling up in my eyes, but I just couldn't cry... I just sat there, paying no attention to the world around me. He got dressed and told me something, but I couldn't make it out. He left and once again, I, Yuki Sohma was alone. I did the only thing I could thing of... I opened my dresser drawer, yanked the make-shift bandage off my arm, and dug that knife deep into my skin. I dug it deeper than I had before, cutting open several veins and the blood just kept gushing out. The room started spinning around me...I fought to keep my eyes open...
Miss Tohru...
Haru...
...goodbye...
------------------
"It's all my fault Hatori I'm so sorry!"
"Quiet Hatsuharu...dry your tears. He'll be fine."
"I agree with Ha'ri. Haru, just go home to Rin, I'll stay with Yuki tonight."
"Iie, Shigure you go home too. You'll need to watch Kyo as well. We don't want him doing this too."
"Aw fine Ha'ri..."
A door shut. A single person walked across the room and I felt a cool cloth on my forehead.
Was I dead...?
Iie...that was Hatsuharu, Hatori, and Shigure talking...
I was alive...how humiliating.
"Damnit Yuki...why?" Hatori swore softly and I felt him leaning against my bed. I kept my eyes closed still.
"Baka...Tohru would not have wanted you like this," he continued quietly, fiddling with some machines by my bedside. "She would've wanted to move on...be happy...damnit this is so unlike me. Why am I so...hurt? Kyo is depressed, I think even worse off now that you've gone and done this. Haru feels so guilty, he told me what happened...the little bastard...how dare he hurt you like that."
I was so startled by the fierceness in Hatori's voice, that my heartrate bumped up and set off a little alarm. I could hear him scramble to see if everything was all right and then there was his penlight, shining in my eyes. I groaned and winced.
"Hatori put that away..." I growled weakly. He looked at me in surprise and then there was the same Hatori from before, a man with an iron mask to hide his feelings.
"Well Yuki," he said flatly. "You've got some explaining to do."
"I don't have to tell you anything," I heard myself say, but god I wanted to tell him everything! I wanted to tell him how much it hurt, how hard I would cry and how finally I just used the knife to ease the pain...
"Fine." For the briefest moment, I swear I saw pain in those eyes. I shook my head.
"Just leave me alone Hatori."
"As you wish, but Yuki...you're not alone in this..." Hatori stopped in the doorway for a second. "I'm here to talk...if you ever want to."
And then he was gone. I stared at the spot where he once stood and I felt so bad. Turning my head away, I shut my eyes tightly and let out a shaky whimper. He'd only wanted to help...why did I push him away?...
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Kyo Sohma walked down the street silently, heading for the market. He was supposed to get groceries for Shigure. He had his hands jammed in his pockets and his head down, staring at his feet as he walked. He barely noticed as he bumped into a person.
"Gomen nasai," a girl apologized. Kyo just kept walking slowly.
"Ite...a quiet one." she muttered. Her long jet-black hair was pulled back into a spiky bun and her eyes were a swirling blue-gray. She wore a long olive green peasant skirt and a white bell sleeve top with light brown sandals.
Kyo's ears picked up the insult and he froze, he swore he could hear his heart stop beating. He quickly turned around and looked at her in amazement.
"You're...a girl?" he whispered, bewildered as to why he hadn't changed. She didn't hear him and continued to walk past him, heading to the curb.
"How is that possible?" he muttered to himself under his breath. She stepped off the sidewalk and into the street, heading for the other side.
"Girl, look out!!" someone cried. The girl looked up and paled upon seeing a semi headed her way. Kyo's eyes widened and in his mind, he saw the day that Tohru died. He couldn't lose her, not again...
She started to scream, the semi whizzed by as a blur, but there was no body. Kyo knelt on the other side of the road, holding her unconscious body against him tightly, protectively. Her head hung to one side limply and her expression was pained. Kyo quickly checked her over and couldn't find anything wrong with her, but decided to take her back to Shigure's just in case. He stood up and walked off briskly, hoping to get home fast. It was going to be dark soon.
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Short, dark. There'll probably be a lot more like it. Review it if you read it.
-Ami
