Raistlin's Blood

by Koukei-Hime

Lying in the abyss, Raistlin looks at the failure, the anguish, all the love he failed to see, he thinks of the pain and the torture that’s has been his life. A depressing poem about Raistlin.

Every were I turn
Darkness is there
Death is waiting
Hatred is running towards me

I look at the sky
See the stars
See my goddess
See my enemy

I loath seeing her in my dreams
I loath worshiping her
I loathe her power

I'm all alone
I only have my power
My magic

All I see is death
My hour glass eyes rot everything before me
My bloodstained lips are proof of the price I paid for my magic
My gold-tinted skin is my only warmth

My red robes were too stained with blood
Too stained with hatred
As they fade to black I feel loathing
Not at her
At my self

So may faces cloud my mind
So many feelings have evaporated from my soul
I see the love in their smiles
I see the mistrust in their eyes
I see the fear in there souls

I have no one to love
For the only woman who gave me her heart
I burned her mind
I broke her heart
I shredded her soul
I pushed her away from me

I didn't believe she would love me
And now the price I pay tortures my spirit every moment of my life