CH12
Ellie reached her room and put her Evanescence CD in. She placed the song Haunted continuously while trying to get to sleep.
Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there
Watching me Wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing me Loving me
Hunting you I can smell you - Alive Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me Wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me Raping me Watching me.
By the 6th time she heard the song, she was fast asleep in her bed at 6:30 pm.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ellie arose out of bed when her father violently shook her, "What is it dad?"
"You said you wanted to go to the doctors, well get ready."
"Why so early?"
"They close after 4 pm pumpkin."
Ellie got dressed into her normal skirt, and fishnet covered shirt, with the knee-high boots. She put her make-up on and followed her dad into the car.
*~*
"I went to the hospital yesterday."
"Why?"
"I was going to try to get an abortion."
He pulled the car over, "Eleanor, I love you with my whole world, but I can't deal with this all at one time. I want you to know that I don't approve with this pregnancy."
"I know."
"So, do you want the abortion? I kind of liked the idea of being a Grandfather, even at my age. I'm still pretty young."
"And so am I. But, I've decided, and I'm not going to have it." She gave her dad a hug.
"Just one question before we start driving again. Don't mind me asking, but, who is the father?"
"I actually do mind you asking. I'll tell you some other time."
"Alright."
Mr. Nash drove back onto the road and continued their voyage to the hospital.
*~*~*~*
"Ms. Nash come, nice to see you again. Please come in here."
Ellie sat down on that bed looking things in one of the rooms. She felt cold and scared, "So what are you going to do?"
"Just going to examine you, just to make sure you're 100% pregnant. And you will be having these lately, these examines."
"Oh joy."
"You know, I had a patient about a year younger then you, she was pregnant. She was just the happiest when she found out, but sadly she had a miscarriage. That crushed her, but that took off some stress."
"That's sad."
"Yes, well let's get started......."
*~*~*~*~*
Ellie stepped out of the room and walked to her father, "I will never do that again."
He laughed and patted her on the back, "Get used to it, it will be going on for the next 9 months, and ya know what. It only gets worse. Trust me, you have the same feelings and expressions as your mother did when she was pregnant with you.
Ellie smiled, "I never imagined what women go through when they get pregnant."
From a distance, Ellie saw Manny getting out of the car with her mom. Ellie turned to her dad, "Can I take the bus home? I have someone to talk to, it's important."
"Alright, I'll see you at home." He kissed Ellie on the forehead and let her go.
Ellie quickly ran to Manny, "Manny, I've decided to keep the baby."
"I'm happy for you." Manny gave Ellie a hug. "I decided that I want to keep mine, but my mom is like forcing me to do this."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be."
"So Manny, are we friends?"
"I've never hated you El. You just gave me a rough time ever since you found out about Craig and me. So let's say that was a bump in our friendship."
Ellie gave Manny another hug, "I couldn't have gone through with all of this without you."
"El, it's not over. Just stay strong. And if Sean doesn't come to see you while you're giving birth, then he's not for you."
"Don't worry about that, I don't want Sean there seeing all what's going on in the first place."
"Trust me. You do. Listen, I got to go, today is that day."
"Hang in there."
"I'll try." Manny wiped the small tears out of her eyes as she left Ellie.
Ellie walked over and sat on the bench at the bus stop waiting for the bus. Craig plopped down beside her, "So Ellie, what's up?"
"Nothing."
"You look. bummed."
"I'm not."
"Really?"
Ellie turned and faced Craig, "What do you want?"
"I over heard Sean telling Ashley about you and Manny carrying his babies. Is that for real?"
"Obviously Sean wishes." Ellie stood up and got on the bus. "Ouch." Craig said as he caught up with Spinner who was working at the Dot Grill. ~*~*~
Ellie watched out the window as the scenes changed. She looked around the bus and saw Sean in the very back seat. Ellie slouched down some and turned her face to the window as much as she can, but not good enough.
"Hey Ellie."
"Hey."
"Trying to ignore me?"
"Why would I want to do that?"
"Let's not pretend nothing happened."
"How come? It's easier to pretend nothing happened."
Sean grabbed Ellie's shoulders, "Look into my eyes and tell me that you don't want me there while you're giving birth."
Ellie had her relaxed, casual look on her face and stared into Sean's eyes, "I don't want you there while I'm giving birth."
Sean turned the other direction and had a tear fall from his face, "Ok. Whatever."
The bus came to a stop, and even though it wasn't Sean's stop, he couldn't stay on the bus any longer. He felt embarrassed letting Ellie see a soft side of him. Ellie put on a sad, yet 'whatever' look on her face and watched Sean as the bus go farther and farther away from him.
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Hey guys, when the doctor was telling Ellie about a girl having a miscarriage, which was based on my friend. I wanted to include that in the chapter. Well I hope and want you guys to keep on reading and keep on reviewing. Laterz! LiL SnoopY
Ellie reached her room and put her Evanescence CD in. She placed the song Haunted continuously while trying to get to sleep.
Long lost words whisper slowly to me
Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there
Watching me Wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing me Loving me
Hunting you I can smell you - Alive Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me Wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me Raping me Watching me.
By the 6th time she heard the song, she was fast asleep in her bed at 6:30 pm.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Ellie arose out of bed when her father violently shook her, "What is it dad?"
"You said you wanted to go to the doctors, well get ready."
"Why so early?"
"They close after 4 pm pumpkin."
Ellie got dressed into her normal skirt, and fishnet covered shirt, with the knee-high boots. She put her make-up on and followed her dad into the car.
*~*
"I went to the hospital yesterday."
"Why?"
"I was going to try to get an abortion."
He pulled the car over, "Eleanor, I love you with my whole world, but I can't deal with this all at one time. I want you to know that I don't approve with this pregnancy."
"I know."
"So, do you want the abortion? I kind of liked the idea of being a Grandfather, even at my age. I'm still pretty young."
"And so am I. But, I've decided, and I'm not going to have it." She gave her dad a hug.
"Just one question before we start driving again. Don't mind me asking, but, who is the father?"
"I actually do mind you asking. I'll tell you some other time."
"Alright."
Mr. Nash drove back onto the road and continued their voyage to the hospital.
*~*~*~*
"Ms. Nash come, nice to see you again. Please come in here."
Ellie sat down on that bed looking things in one of the rooms. She felt cold and scared, "So what are you going to do?"
"Just going to examine you, just to make sure you're 100% pregnant. And you will be having these lately, these examines."
"Oh joy."
"You know, I had a patient about a year younger then you, she was pregnant. She was just the happiest when she found out, but sadly she had a miscarriage. That crushed her, but that took off some stress."
"That's sad."
"Yes, well let's get started......."
*~*~*~*~*
Ellie stepped out of the room and walked to her father, "I will never do that again."
He laughed and patted her on the back, "Get used to it, it will be going on for the next 9 months, and ya know what. It only gets worse. Trust me, you have the same feelings and expressions as your mother did when she was pregnant with you.
Ellie smiled, "I never imagined what women go through when they get pregnant."
From a distance, Ellie saw Manny getting out of the car with her mom. Ellie turned to her dad, "Can I take the bus home? I have someone to talk to, it's important."
"Alright, I'll see you at home." He kissed Ellie on the forehead and let her go.
Ellie quickly ran to Manny, "Manny, I've decided to keep the baby."
"I'm happy for you." Manny gave Ellie a hug. "I decided that I want to keep mine, but my mom is like forcing me to do this."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be."
"So Manny, are we friends?"
"I've never hated you El. You just gave me a rough time ever since you found out about Craig and me. So let's say that was a bump in our friendship."
Ellie gave Manny another hug, "I couldn't have gone through with all of this without you."
"El, it's not over. Just stay strong. And if Sean doesn't come to see you while you're giving birth, then he's not for you."
"Don't worry about that, I don't want Sean there seeing all what's going on in the first place."
"Trust me. You do. Listen, I got to go, today is that day."
"Hang in there."
"I'll try." Manny wiped the small tears out of her eyes as she left Ellie.
Ellie walked over and sat on the bench at the bus stop waiting for the bus. Craig plopped down beside her, "So Ellie, what's up?"
"Nothing."
"You look. bummed."
"I'm not."
"Really?"
Ellie turned and faced Craig, "What do you want?"
"I over heard Sean telling Ashley about you and Manny carrying his babies. Is that for real?"
"Obviously Sean wishes." Ellie stood up and got on the bus. "Ouch." Craig said as he caught up with Spinner who was working at the Dot Grill. ~*~*~
Ellie watched out the window as the scenes changed. She looked around the bus and saw Sean in the very back seat. Ellie slouched down some and turned her face to the window as much as she can, but not good enough.
"Hey Ellie."
"Hey."
"Trying to ignore me?"
"Why would I want to do that?"
"Let's not pretend nothing happened."
"How come? It's easier to pretend nothing happened."
Sean grabbed Ellie's shoulders, "Look into my eyes and tell me that you don't want me there while you're giving birth."
Ellie had her relaxed, casual look on her face and stared into Sean's eyes, "I don't want you there while I'm giving birth."
Sean turned the other direction and had a tear fall from his face, "Ok. Whatever."
The bus came to a stop, and even though it wasn't Sean's stop, he couldn't stay on the bus any longer. He felt embarrassed letting Ellie see a soft side of him. Ellie put on a sad, yet 'whatever' look on her face and watched Sean as the bus go farther and farther away from him.
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Hey guys, when the doctor was telling Ellie about a girl having a miscarriage, which was based on my friend. I wanted to include that in the chapter. Well I hope and want you guys to keep on reading and keep on reviewing. Laterz! LiL SnoopY