Mariposa

Save me from the loneliness. Spare me an eternity of solitude and stay with me. Share with me the pains of life, for I can't bear it anymore. My mind is a vast space of nothingness because of my longing for your presence. Don't you know how hard it is to stay alone? Don't you know how hard it is to long for you?

Endless nights have I spent for you, thinking what it would be like to be with you? How will it feel if I was there by your side? How am I to feel? I am not sure because you were never there with me.

I have only reserved my thoughts for you. My time is only for you. How can you not notice it? You own me but you never did. Oh how it pains me to be alone while you are away from my arms. How would you feel?

My nights have always been memorable. The only time you spend with me. The loving reign of Serenity has always been and will always be my eternity. I am always with you. Your delicate fingers are entwined to mine. Your immaculate face never ceased to amaze me. Your radiance made me love you more. But all of these are my dreams. And in that time I was never alone because you never left me.

I always dread the morning rays because I know you will soon fade from my sight. You always leave me without saying goodbye. You leave me without anything to sustain this pathetic life I have. You were always the first one to leave. And for nth time I cry.

I don't want to be alone! I want you to be here! Come to me. For once hear me my love. Hear my longing for you. Stay.

And as I wake up, knowing you wouldn't be here I started to reflect. How long is life for me? And I laughed.

Such a lovely place. Peaceful. Beautiful. It is just like the one I've always dreamed. The perfect place for silence. The perfect place for me. And now I am sure I wouldn't be alone anymore .