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Would He Notice- Chapter 1: Intro
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Would he notice, or would he even care. Every day that passed she didn't want to go on. Everything made it worse. Seeing him, thinking him, breathing him. He was unbelievable. Words could not describe.
He made her crazy. Did he know he'd be hurt? Did he know it wasn't worth it? Why couldn't he see? She wanted to give it all up to him, to catch his fall, to be there. He never gave her the chance. She knew he would break. So she would break too.
So long he had loved, he never expected things to change. He thought he was living in a fairy tale. Life couldn't get better. Nothing would ever be different. Everything went his way, and he would never have to face reality. He never wanted to. He never had to before.
Why would all of this change now? Why would his heart break. She didn't want to see it, but she had to be there. She couldn't. He had no idea of what he was doing to her.
She cried for him. She cried in front of him and he had no idea it was because of him. He didn't know he was making everything worse. He tried... He tried to make it all better. He tried to make it all go away.
Her make up was dark and smudged around her eyes from crying so hard. She had to find a way out, but there was no where to turn. No where to run away. Running away would only make things ten times as bad.
She tried to calm down, but every time his innocent presence entered her waking, she tumbled and fell again. She couldn't look at him.
He wouldn't back down, and he took her hand. He was being her friend. He was being there, like he had to be.
Finally, he led her away from her dwelling and swept her away. He moved her about and gently swayed to soft music, letting his actions flow with the beautiful ballad. He looked for something in her eyes.
She wouldn't lock his gaze, she kept her face hidden, her hair falling in front of her features. She tried to move away but he held her firmly. There was no running now. No escaping.
He was being nice, and kind, she knew. He always was. He looked out for his friends, he hated seeing them in such states.
He couldn't be more perfect. Perfect in her eyes. She loved him with all her heart. She didn't think anything would ever change that. She wouldn't let anything change that. She needed, and wanted him.
Why was he so oblivious?
She broke away, after all was too awkward. She gave in and ran again. The tears came too quickly, and she was hiding just like before. She seemed to be good at it.
He didn't understand all of this. He didn't know why or what was causing his friend to cry. He figured he never would. He gave up, just like she did. He walked away from everything.
He would never know her tears were for him, and he would never know that her heart was stolen away, and he was the one who took it apart.
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A/N: This isn't really a chapter. Just the beginning, the intro, the confusion. You know you love it. Please Review, loves 3
-Dani
