I'm Serena and for me it was all about the game, always had been. Guys
played
games with us only wanting one thing and saying anything to get
it.
(AN; GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER HONESTLY IS THAT ALL
YOU PPL
EVER THINK ABOUT!!!) Throws hands in air in frustration ... though in this
case you would be right... sorry ignore me... carry on) so why shouldn't girls
play a bit too? Perhaps I'm just cynical though. But then I came to play, and I
am good, or at least I was. I've never actually dated a guy; gotten them all hot
and bother, hell yes. But dated them... no. And then everything fell apart; my
best friend Ray's half brother came to live with her and their mother. Shit I fell
and fell hard, I was good at the game he was better, not that I'd ever let him
know
it. But let me start at the beginning.
"So
your brother's coming to live with you? I thought you two didn't
get
alone that well."
"Honey that was when I was
what, four? Who gets alone with their brother when
they're
four? And though I haven't seen him in like forever, we've been
talking
on the net."
"Well that's cool then, it'd
be nice to finally meet him. If he's related to
you he can't
be that bad. But I got to go mom's calling me for dinner."
She
said goodbye and I hung up and hurried. I don't said bye
on the phone, never
have. My mother had already set the table
and sat down by the time I got
there. She smiled at me as I
sat down and I opened to conversation with the
fact that Ray's
brother was movie here. That was one of the many things
that
Ray and I had in common, we both lived with our mothers. There was
a
difference though she'd known her father, her parents had
stayed married till
she was four, and her brother had been
seven. He'd gone to live with their
father in England I'd
never really learned the specifics nor had I cared to.
Now he
was moving back to go to university here, the same university in fact
as
Ray
and me, which sadly started in three days. Don't get me wrong I
was
definitely looking forward to university. The classes the
boys... I was just
mourning the end of my summer vacation.
Unfortunately Ray and I didn't get
much of a chance to hang
out before school started and though classes started
Tuesday,
she was busy helping her brother move in.
Finally
on Thursday I met Ray in the main entrance, we both had a
lecture
at ten, which thank god was the earliest class on my schedule.
Hers
was a hour and forty-five minutes where as mine was two
hours. But after that
we were going to meet up for lunch. We
wandered around the school a bit before
class, I was giving
Ray the 10 cent tour and she was as impressed buy the
cafeteria
as I was. Some of you, well most of you probably don't' think
it's a
big deal but one of the things I'd hated most about
high school was the
cafeteria, the food was disgusting and
there was a sad lack of choice in said
food. But here well
there was a Harvey's that also served breakfast a Mr. Sub
and
a Pizza Pizza. If any of those didn't tickle you fancy there was
a
McDonald's and a Taco bell dawn the street it was haven.
Or as close as you
could get in school.
"So you
looking forward to this?" Ray asked eyes bright.
"Hell
yeah did you see those hot guys we passed?"
"Yes hon I did
but that wasn't what I was talking about and you know it. So
are
you going to actually date any of them?"
"I haven't
decided yet, but this is my class. See you in a couple of
hours."
"Yup later." She smiled and waved as we parted
ways and I headed to meet my
fate alone.
I
was one of the first ones in the class, not that I minded being
early.
It gave me a chance to check everyone out as they
walked in. And that's when I
saw him, tall dark and sexy. I
mean shit people like this just never went to
high school and
if they had I'd of said it should be illegal, hell it should
be
illegal now! Looking that good just isn't fair to the
opposite sex. But there
he was walking into the room tall
broad shouldered and so beautiful it was
almost painful. His
face was full of clean angles and very masculine despite
his
beauty. The hair that fell messily into his eyes was the deepest
ebony, his
skin had a beautiful golden tan and his eyes were stormy grayish-blue of the
ocean
before a storm, sliding into a bleu that was nearly black.
He
was dressed in a pair of jeans that looked almost painted on, a
perfect
blood red sweater clinging tightly to his body,
showing just a hint of the
muscle it hide. He scanned the room
slowly as he sauntered in his eyes settled
on me and he
smiled. His smile softened his face into something less
model
perfect, but for some reason much sexier. I turned
around in my seat and
started to study the table with great
intensity, slightly embarrasses that I'd
been caught
staring.
"Hi." I could barley see him standing right in
front of the table I currently
found such amazing interest in
watching. I didn't have much choice I had to
look up. I took
a deep breath and slowly raised my eyes reminding myself all
the
while of the game. This was just a much hotter quarry. Or so I though
at
the time.
"Mind if I sit here?"
"Not at
all. I'm Serena."
"Darien." I certainly wasn't in
love but lust was a definite possibility. The
rest of the
class was filing in and taking seats and considering I didn't
quiet
know what to say... I said nothing. I was just happy to
have him as eye candy
through that oh so boring lecture. To be
quite honest I've no idea what the
teacher said, can't
even remember his name.
"Hey didn't you take any notes?"
Darien woke me from my little trip in la la
land.
"No
um I kinda zoned out."
"So your already off in dream land
and it's only the first day. Great idea
bunny."
"Excuse
me? What was that you called me?"
"Bunny, or were you
zoned out during that too." I rolled my eyes. "Whatever
hon."
I stood and sauntered towards the door, with and over exaggerated
sway
to my hips. I imagined I could feel him watching as I
walked away, but the
only way to know was too look back, and I
definitely wasn't about to do that.
Ray
was waiting for me just outside the door and I smiled as I saw
her,
impatient to tell her about the new sexy yet impertinent boy in my
class.
I never got the chance though.
"Kat!" She
called with a wave. "Darien!" I slowed for a moment, you have
got
to be kidding me.
"Hey have you tow meet?" She
asked as we reached her.
"Yeah." I answered
listlessly.
"Now bunny you don't have to sound so
despondent."
"Don't call me that." Really I didn't
mind too much but I couldn't have him
know that.
"But
it suites you."
"Just as Jackass suites you." I smiled
sweetly. He laughed. His laugh was
deep and charming like
velvet and my breath caught in my throat. Would you
believe
Darien's voice was the best thing about him? I didn't think so
but it
is. I have left something out though and feel it is of
the utmost importance
to mention. You may find this fact of
no import what so ever but Darien grew
up in England and there
for has an oh so sex English accent. Have I mention
I'm a
sucker for a man with an accent? Well I am. I watched motionless as
he
leaned towards me.
"I love a challenge bunny."
He whispered in my ear, then he was gone.
"What was that
about?" Ray asked.
"A game." I smiled though it had
something feral to it.
"I'm not sure I like the look in
you eyes." Ray said shaking her head and
turning towards the
cafeteria.
I
was so caught up in my plotting for the next day I didn't even
notice
him standing there till I ran right in to him. He
grabbed me around the waist
to keep me from falling and pulled
me close.
"You should really watch where your going bunny."
He drawled. I met his
eyes.
"Maybe I was." I said
with a saucy smile.
"So you meant to run into me?"
"Why
not your such a lovely thing to run into?" He looked at me a moment
then
trough his head back and laughed.
"Imp." He
whispered as he placed a kiss on my forehead and continued down
the
hall. He was truly a lovely thing and I found my eyes
fallowing him as he
walked away. My eyes drifted somewhat
lower and I pondered the
question of whether he looked better
walking towards me.... Or away. I sighed
and shook my head,
turned and started down the hall once more continuing with
my
previous thoughts.
The
next day I was ready for him, I didn't know if we even had and
classes
together but if we did he wouldn't know what hit
him. I knew there were guys
turning to watch me as I sauntered
down the hall, and I had to smile when I
hear one guy whisper
to his friend "Why weren't there any girls like that, here
when
we were in first year?" I almost laughed but I wasn't sure I'd
be able to
stop. Darien was in for quite a surprise today,
though just wait till he saw
me going out. I was wearing my
favorite extremely low hip huggers that clung
to every curve,
and my faux baby blue leather thing. I'm not quite sure what
to
call it, it's not really a shirt, it covers me from neck to navel
but has no
back just strings. Just as I had the day before I'd
pulled my hair into a half
bun half ponytail, but today it was
to show my outfit to better advantage.
That and the fact that
my hair was so long it bugged the shit out of me when
left
down.
I was
late to my first class, and was starting to feel a little
frustrated
at the thought that I wouldn't see Darien today
by the time I was heading to
the cafeteria to meet Ray. He
might not have any classes today at all. I
looked at the clock
as I walked passes Harvey's intending to take a seat by
the
window. And that was when I spotted my prey. At least now
I'd have something
to occupy my time for the next little
while. I crossed the room purposefully
going over things in my
mind. I knew what I'd said, no idea about him though
and
that is where the best laid plans fall apart you never really know
how your
opponents going to react. I grabbed the chair across
from him and after
spinning it around straddled it crossing my
arms over the back.
"Darien." I smiled, all his friend
were gawking, it was rather amusing.
"Bunny, how are you?"
He beamed, and I have one word for that smile. Damn.
"I'm
pretty good, how about you?"
"Much better now." He
answered, I simply raised a brow. We were both being
overly
cautious trying to get a feel for the other, like wolves circling
before
attack. I guess it was up to me to make the first
move.
"Could you possibly be wearing any less?" Or he
could make the first move,
that was just fine with
me.
"Actually I could." I smiled and cock my head to the
side. "I take it you
disapprove of my outfit."
"Not
at all if your trying to provoke the entire male population."
"Not
the entire male population." I was still smiling this was more fun
then
I'd had in a while. Too bad I never got to hear his
response.
"Hey guys what's up?" Ray took a seat beside
me and beamed at us both.
"Nothing much just... getting to
know one another." I smiled over at her brother
as he stood
with his friends.
"As fun as it's been we have class." I
nodded and smiled.
"Hey your still sleeping over tonight
right?" Ray asked looking over at
me. I could have fallen
over laughing how perfect was this! All I managed was
a huge
grin and a nodded as I watched Darien wipe the startled expression
from
his chiseled face.
The
best word too sum up Ray's house was huge and I knew it like
the
back of my hand. Though I imagined it's changed
somewhat, with her brother
moving in and all. Her brother was
already home, when we got there seeing as
his classes ended
before ours did but that was just fine with us. We were
going
to have a girls weekend, well sort of, Darien could certainly join us
should
he wish too. But it was just going to be the three of us for the entire weekend,
cuz her mom was on a business trip till next Saturday. We were doing some
homework
in her room when the pizza arrived and she hurried downstairs to
get
it. I was still reading over my notes when I noticed Darien in the
hall with
only a towel wrapped loosely around his waist. It
seemed like a very small
towel but then again I wasn't the
best of judges at the moment. Beads of water
still clung to
his skin and he'd combed his gorgeous hair back from his face.
I
placed my hands firmly in my lap not quite sure a trusted myself. My
eyes
fallowed the path of a single bead of water in
fascination as it made it's way
down his torso to be caught
by the towel that hung far to low on his hips.
"See
something you like?" He asked flippantly and heading into the room.
I
could taste pulse in my throat and had to swallow before
answering.
"Just admiring the view." My voice was a little
choked and it was becoming
difficult to breath but I'd like
to think I made a good show of appearing
unaffected. I looked
at him boldly as he glided towards me.
"And is it a nice
view? Bunny." He asked quietly.
"It's absolutely
gorgeous and you know it." I answered leaning back on my
elbows,
the movement strained the cloth of my shirt, pulling the material
taunt
over
all the right places. I was not going to let him know I lusted after
him. But I
wasn't about to back down either this was the
game. Who would crumble? I'd be
damned if it was me but shit
he was making it hard. Oh well two could play
dirty... now I
just had to come up with a plan, unfortunately coherent thought
was
particularly difficult as he stopped right in front of the bed
towering
over me so close the edge of his towel brushed my
knees and if I stood our
bodies would touch. I decide to stay sitting down. My eyes traveled down his
muscular chest which I longed to run my hand over, down his slender waist and
somewhat lower. He put an arm on each side of me and lowered himself till his
lips
nearly brushed mine in a soft chaste kiss.
"Don't you
think you should put some cloths on and get the hell out of
your
sisters room before she comes back." I asked softly. He
moved back slightly.
"We could always go to my room." He
suggested eyes searching mine. I simply
raised a brow not
quite trusting my voice. He laughed and shoved off the bed.
"Your
not going to give in are you?"
"I hadn't planed on
it."
"We'll see bunny." He said with a chuckled then
he was gone, and already I
missed his warmth.
"What
did he want?" Ray asked entering the room.
"Just had a
question about... inter personal communications." I
shrugged.
Technically he you could say we were discussing
inter personal communications.
Body language in
particular.
"Well the pizza's here, we should go eat it
while it's hot." I nodded and
stood my mind already racing
for a way to even the score once more.
"Is there enough left
for breakfast?" Ray nodded as I fallowed her out of
the room
and down the stairs. It might be weird but I love pizza
for
breakfast. The pizza was delicious and I savored ever
bite, have I mention I
love pizza?
"Hey why don't
you go and see if Darien wants any pizza and if he's going
to
watch the movie with us while I grab us some snacks?" Ray
asked already
getting up and heading to the cupboards. I said
yes and headed to the stairs a
plan formulating in my mind. I
stopped outside his door knowing I ought a
knock but, since
when do I do what I should? I opened the door and walked
in
un-invited letting my gaze wander over the room before
settling on the
occupant. Who turned from the computer and was
wearing only a pair of boxers.
"Do you always barge into
peoples rooms unexpected?"
"Nope." Was all I said as I
crossed the room.
"Got anywhere to sit?" I looked around
for a place besides the bed, which was
covered in half
unpacked boxes. It seemed he occupied the only chair.
"Nope."
I had to smile at that.
"Well then I'll just have to sit
where ever I can." I promptly straddled his
lap. He rested
his hands on my thighs and I had to rethink the wisdom of
my
plan.
"So you gonna have some pizza with us and
watch the movie?" I asked from
inches
away.
"You gonna let me get dressed?"
"Where's
the fun in that?" I pouted shifting just a little and watching as
his
eyes deepened in color.
"You coming guys?" Ray
shouted from downstairs.
"Yeah." I turned and shouted over
my shoulder, shifting a little more.
"You little cock
tease." Darien growled as I stood up, his hands sliding down
my
thighs. I placed my hands on the desk behind him and leaned over,
just as
he had before.
"Not if I follow through." I
whispered in his ear. Then I was on my way out
of his room,
not waiting for a reply, not looking back.
Darien
joined us in the living room right as the movie started, pizza
in
one hand pop in the other. Ray had decided to rent (insert
scariest horror
movie you can think of... I can't think of
any real scary ones ) which I
wasn't particularly happy
with. I hate scary movies, ok hate is too strong a
word their
fine on sunny afternoons when I'm going to sleep in my own bed.
But
there was already a storm brewing out side and I was going
to spend the night
on the couch, in the living room, too which
there were three entrances. I
admit it I'm paranoid, too
many horror movies as a child. Ray loved horror
movies though
and she loved scaring me. Ray and I each occupied one end of
the
couch so Darien sat between us. It was a little tight but none of
us
minded. I found the close proximity rather comforting. When
he finished his
pizza he draped his arm along the back of the
couch and rather then object I
moved just a little closer.
Soon enough I was burring my face in his chest and
pressing
close to that amazing body... which both he and Ray found
extremely
amusing. I was the first to fall asleep watching T.V after the
movie
curled up against an arm rest Ray leaned against the
other and Darien was
sprawled in the arm chair.
I woke with a start, bolting strait up from the worst nightmare I'd ever had. I
almost panicked to find the room utterly dark and myself alone on the couch. I
sat breathing hard trying to convince myself not to panic. In my dream I'd been
asleep here on this couch and someone had come in though the sliding patio
doors and slit my throat. I looked over towards the door and could faintly make
out the outline of the open door. My hart jump and I fought the urge to run
screaming from the house. Had the door been open during the movie. I couldn't
remember. I could almost taste my pulse as my hart speed, the rush of blood in
my ears almost defining. Then strong hands grabbed my shoulders and I
screamed.
"Shhh
shhh it's just me." I allowed Darien's voice to calm me and
collapsed
against his chest shaking.
"It's all
right I'm here I won't let anything happen too you." Isn't
that what
the boyfriend always said right before he got
killed.
"The lights please." I whispered I didn't want
him to leave but I needed to be
able to see. He moved quickly
to do as I asked and the sudden light made me
blink. Then he
was there sitting beside me on the couch and pulling me into a
warm
embrace.
"You want to tell me about it?" He asked quietly
and I shivered just
remembering the dream and cold chill
passing down my spine. It had been so
vivid, I could still see
every detail of the mans face.
"Not now." I said and
snuggled closer. For now it was enough to be held in
the light
of day I would speak of the dream and let it go. For now I'd
sleep
warm and safe, terror has a way of leaving you
exhausted.
"Leave the light on." I murmured as I fell
asleep cradled in his arms.
I
awoke the next morning still wrapped in strong arms, Darien's
head
rested against the back of the couch. I watched him for a
moment chin resting
on his chest the I carefully extracted
myself without waking him and made for
the kitchen which held
two of my favorite things... coffee and cold pizza. I
could
feel him watching me as I finished my breakfast and turned in my
chair
too find him leaning against the doorframe.
"Hungry?"
I asked gesturing towards the pizza. He just watched me and
I
started to fidget feeling a little uneasy under that gaze.
He crossed the room
with a feline grace and I felt quite like
his intended pray. Suddenly Darien
stood in front of me and
pulled me roughly to my feet so I fell against his
chest.
"What
are you doing?" I asked quietly breathing heard.
"Breaking
the stale mate." He answered, as he bent down to claim my lips.
I kissed him back swaying, my hands sliding around his neck as his wrapped
around my waist fingers kneading upwards over my ribs and along my spine.
He pulled back and I too a deep shuddering breath.
"Your not wearing anything under your shirt."
"Mmm."
The he pulled my closer and there was no need for more words.
Some
might think first kisses should be slow and gentle, I think your
wrong and
Darien would agree. Kissing him was anything but
slow and gentle, it was
almost violent filled with sexual
tension.
