DISCLAIMER: Ultra Maniac is not mine. They belong to their respective owners. But Ayu-chan is mine...Mine y'hear?!!! Ayu-chan...kawaii...
Ah, yes. I'm one of the few who wants a Nina-Yuta pairing, however, you know what happened. Hope y'all like this. BTW, this is my first one-shot! Yay! (Chibi Lee-kun jumps around in ecstasy)
Nina...will you ever look at me the same way I look at you? I guess brains and looks don't matter to someone like you.
Yuta was sitting alone on the roof of Magic Kingdom's main palace, staring blankly into space. If it would jeopardize our relationship, I would rather keep this pure friendship with you. Heh, maybe I'm just tad bit too sentimental for a childhood friend like me.
Sigh...
You don't see it yet, do you? For a long time, I have been mastering my gift in order to impress you, and yet...I can never replace Tsujiai in your heart...I have tried to distance myself from you so that I can heal my heart...and yet...
He was getting teary-eyed, and a faint smile appeared on his lips.
Not even for a second can I forget about you. It was always my fault that you gaze at me that way without the paradise that I feel when I look at you...Nina...the only compliment that I hear from you is that I'm a genius and all, but words are empty without proof. Call me intelligent or good-looking or what, but I know that I am weak.
He closed his eyes and bowed his head, knowing the futility of his situation.
I can't even tell you a hint of my love for you...
Maybe someday, you'll know the truth, the burden that I must carry as you experience your own heaven in the arms of the one you love who I know is not me...someday for sure...
Slowly, he wiped away his tears knowing that the mere sight of him weeping might ruin his image.
I'll probably never know how you feel about me then. Though the important thing to me is to be able to relay to you my emotions without the use of magic. It's funny that a genius like me cannot think of a way for me to do this. Ironic, isn't it?
If ever I die and my memories will go along with it, I hope that I could be able to live as myself again, because that way, I'll fall for you all over again. But this time, I promise I'll be the one deserving of your love, for you, Nina, are the paradise of my infinite solitude.
Yuta stood from his position and stared at the endless sea of clouds below the Magical Kingdom. He stepped closer to the edge of the roof and fixed his eyes upon the limit of where he was standing.
Nina...will you miss me if I'm gone? Your expression does not show the slightest concern towards me...
Both his feet were on the periphery.
I wish that you were right here beside me to stop me from being on the brink of death. I don't fear death...I fear the uncertainty that lies ahead when I die, and...
It was only for a moment that his train of thought was halted, and then he backed away from the edge.
I fear the distance between you and me...
Yuta sat down again and held close between his arms his folded knee.
Maybe it's time for me to move on...another life, another love. Though it's extremely difficult, it's my personal sacrifice to you. Be happy in your love life, Nina. I'm glad if you're enjoying yourself. I won't forget my love for you; instead, I will cherish it as the memories that I felt in paradise. Sleep tight, Yuta, for you will never worry about her again.
Chibi Lee-kun: Ayu-chan...Yuta-kun's sad...
Ayu-chan: well, duh!
Chibi Lee-kun: You're sad too...where's Kaji-kun?
Ayu-chan: ...
Chibi Lee-kun: Ayu-chan?
Ayu-chan: Waahh...he didn't like my cake...
Chibi Lee-kun: oO hehe...okaaay...(moves away)
Ayu-chan: (grabs Chibi Lee-kun and hugs him for comfort) You won't go away, won't you?
Chibi Lee-kun: -bliss- now why would I do that...ja ne! Aah...