"Love can be divided for many but my heart will only belong to one. If given to two it will break apart and that broken heart's love will be of no more use."

[A/N A new story of mine... Expect many chapters I've been working on this plot for a while. I hope it's okay... Review and tell me if I should continue, k?]

Chapter 1: Introduction

Sighing like I had just battled a thousand sorceresses, I put down my book.

I needed company. Quistis Trepe did not want to spend all her days alone. I wanted to socialize as well. I may be an Ice Queen but I am no loner. Or at least I didn't want to be. Maybe I was and just didn't realize it.

Sitting up, I placed my book on the table next to my bed.

I stood up and searched my pockets for the clip I had placed in there earlier.

Finally finding it I tied my hair and tried to make myself look decent for him. I had already known who I wanted to find and talk to.

I guess it was because he was the one I always looked for and hung out with. That's what couples do.

Surprising? I don't blame you. It was for me. Very.

I was so accustomed to being independent. I was so used to walking along the halls of the Garden with no one next to me. Just Squall and Rinoa behind me, Selphie and Irvine on my left and sometimes even Zell and Michele, the library girl, on my right.

I really don't know how I ended up like this. With him. I certainly wasn't expecting it. It happened a while back, after the death of Ultimecia. How quick it seemed to be.

The battle for the world felt so fast but the battle to understand my emotions took forever. Until now, I am unsure of how I feel. Everyday, when I wake up I feel confused and my feelings are unclear and blurred. Unlike a dream or a hit I cannot just shake this off and stand up once more.

Was it supposed to end up this way? I may never know the answer. Why, why, why? Everyday I ask this question but it as well, remains unanswered. For now, I will just go wherever the emotions of the day will lead me.

Forever I am confused of how to feel, I know though that I love him. But it my love the kind we assume it is? Maybe and yet maybe not.

Emotions are confusing, they make people a whole lot more complicated but also a lot more interesting.

Maybe the world would be better without feelings or love, happiness, sorrow... you think? Probably not. It's so unlikely, so improbable. I don't think I could last a day without those feelings much less my life.

These days, I feel sorrow, happiness and anger... Sometimes all at once. To sum it all up, I am one confused girl.

I got out of my dorm and searched the halls for his comforting face. I passed by Selphie and Irvine, they were always together, Xu and a few Trepies.

I could tell they were Trepies by the way they stared and whispered as I passed by, not to mention the 'I Love Quistis' on one of their t-shirts. I've been seeing some of those on Trepies lately. I figure someone made them and that someone already selling them.

I kept looking until I heard familiar footsteps behind me and the sound of a gunblade clanging against his body.

"Hi, Quisty." He said. I could practically hear the smile in his voice. His voice was soothing and sweet to my ears. Already I felt happier just at hearing him say my name.

I turned around, a trace of a smile already on my lips. I gave him a quick kiss in greeting. Then, I stood there in front of him and smiled a true one, forgetting my problems and concepts on emotions for a moment at the least.

"Hello, Squall."