A/N: Just a few things before we get started:
*. . . * means mental dialogue.
That's all.
Sadness - Chapter 3 - Lost
Kitty didn't have a clue of where she was. Everything was white and boring, but yet strangely beautiful.
Snow fell on her nose. She twitched it and looked up to the sky allowing the snow to fall all over her face.
The ice was burning it, but she didn't care, all she wanted was to snap out of that little world she had been living in.
She wanted to see what the world was like through her own eyes, feel everything with her own soul.
'Fall in love with anyone I want!' she thought bitterly.
Since she had started to date Lance, almost an year ago, she had stop living and allowed him to rule her own life.
Where to go, what to do, what to speak . . . She had been acting like a mere parasite. And above all, she wasn't in love with him anymore.
Her mind was on a turmoil. Things were uncertain.
"Love? What the heck is love?" she spoke out loud.
She thought what she felt for Lance was love, but if that was love, she didn't know what hate was. Her life with him was a living hell.
Kitty sat on a low branch covered with snow and started to feel herself soaked, but she didn't care. Right now, she didn't even know why she was there, in the middle of nowhere, wet to the bones already.
She got up and stared at the white landscape. A panicked thought took over her.
"Where am I?" she said out loud to herself.
Her tears of despair were turning into ice. She tried to concentrate and got in touch with Professor Xavier at the mansion.
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*Kitty? Where are you, please? We are so worried!* Professor X put his fingers on his forehead when a rather loud voice spoke up in his mind, causing him a pang on the brain.
*That's the problem-* through Kitty's voice, Professor could tell that she was very nervous.
*Kitty, please. Calm down. Take a few deep breathes and tell me where do you think you are.*
*I'm in a white place and I can't see anything before my eyes. I'm in the middle of a snow storm. I'm so afraid. Please help me.*
*I'll try to find you with Cerebro again. Keep in touch. Do not desconcentrate.*
*Fine I'll try! * Kitty answered biting her lower lip.
Then Kitty's voice died after this and Professor wheeled back to Cerebro as fast as he could.
Cerebro was already trying to track her down. But nothing came to the screen. The best thing Professor thought to tell Kitty was this:
*Kitty, I'll be totally honest with you. Cerebro is not being able to track you down. What you can do for us right now is to stay calm because we are going to find you on a way or another.* Professor sighed. Kitty didn't answer but he was quite sure that she was going to follow his advice to keep her cool.
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'Keep my cool? Well, I'm in the snow, I'm sure I'll keep my cool. It's really easy to say it. He is not the one who's lost.' Kitty thought bitterly blocking her mind away from the mansion and the Professor.
There was nothing left for her to do, except sitting down and looking at nothing in special.
The branch she was sat on was getting uncomfortable and the first symptom of hypothermia was getting to her. Her legs were freezing, as is her bones had turned to icicles. It burned and ached, but there's was nothing she could do.
"Now I know how Bobby feels when he freezes himself." Kitty spoke out loud to nobody.
*. . . * means mental dialogue.
That's all.
Sadness - Chapter 3 - Lost
Kitty didn't have a clue of where she was. Everything was white and boring, but yet strangely beautiful.
Snow fell on her nose. She twitched it and looked up to the sky allowing the snow to fall all over her face.
The ice was burning it, but she didn't care, all she wanted was to snap out of that little world she had been living in.
She wanted to see what the world was like through her own eyes, feel everything with her own soul.
'Fall in love with anyone I want!' she thought bitterly.
Since she had started to date Lance, almost an year ago, she had stop living and allowed him to rule her own life.
Where to go, what to do, what to speak . . . She had been acting like a mere parasite. And above all, she wasn't in love with him anymore.
Her mind was on a turmoil. Things were uncertain.
"Love? What the heck is love?" she spoke out loud.
She thought what she felt for Lance was love, but if that was love, she didn't know what hate was. Her life with him was a living hell.
Kitty sat on a low branch covered with snow and started to feel herself soaked, but she didn't care. Right now, she didn't even know why she was there, in the middle of nowhere, wet to the bones already.
She got up and stared at the white landscape. A panicked thought took over her.
"Where am I?" she said out loud to herself.
Her tears of despair were turning into ice. She tried to concentrate and got in touch with Professor Xavier at the mansion.
***********************
*Kitty? Where are you, please? We are so worried!* Professor X put his fingers on his forehead when a rather loud voice spoke up in his mind, causing him a pang on the brain.
*That's the problem-* through Kitty's voice, Professor could tell that she was very nervous.
*Kitty, please. Calm down. Take a few deep breathes and tell me where do you think you are.*
*I'm in a white place and I can't see anything before my eyes. I'm in the middle of a snow storm. I'm so afraid. Please help me.*
*I'll try to find you with Cerebro again. Keep in touch. Do not desconcentrate.*
*Fine I'll try! * Kitty answered biting her lower lip.
Then Kitty's voice died after this and Professor wheeled back to Cerebro as fast as he could.
Cerebro was already trying to track her down. But nothing came to the screen. The best thing Professor thought to tell Kitty was this:
*Kitty, I'll be totally honest with you. Cerebro is not being able to track you down. What you can do for us right now is to stay calm because we are going to find you on a way or another.* Professor sighed. Kitty didn't answer but he was quite sure that she was going to follow his advice to keep her cool.
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'Keep my cool? Well, I'm in the snow, I'm sure I'll keep my cool. It's really easy to say it. He is not the one who's lost.' Kitty thought bitterly blocking her mind away from the mansion and the Professor.
There was nothing left for her to do, except sitting down and looking at nothing in special.
The branch she was sat on was getting uncomfortable and the first symptom of hypothermia was getting to her. Her legs were freezing, as is her bones had turned to icicles. It burned and ached, but there's was nothing she could do.
"Now I know how Bobby feels when he freezes himself." Kitty spoke out loud to nobody.