The mini Journal –5- Sad memories and a harsh goodbye

Note - this chapter is a little bit... P.G. 13...

Ohopeless Oramtnci – Shego – "Well, I see that I had to quit... but don't worry I am going with my love!" Glad you liked it, I showed Shego what you said and that is her response.

Alan is my friend – Thanks for both reviews, on here and on email, here is the new update! :D

AshLDragon – lol yes Shego was being a butthead in the last chapter, so happy you are reading it! I shall get on your monkey fist story very soon!

Shegal92 – Thank you very much, that makes me feel good to know you like my work. Much more to come!

Junroses – hahaha thanks a million Suzanne, your reviews are so helpful! Yes I have been proofreading...scary isn't it? Lol. Sorry to hear that you aren't enjoying Camp, hope you have a great fourth of July though! I am, enjoy!

Aleego – Hey gurl, yes you reviewed! So happy you like it and its great you joined the crib message board! Keep you the good work!

LovlyLila - Shego is a bit touchy in this episode, ask her a question if you like and ill give you back your answer! enjoy!!!!

"But Shego!" Drakken called after her now on the verge of tears. "Don't leave please... I'm sorry! I am sorry!" He cried.
"Its to late for that Dr. D! I have had it up to here!" She roared putting her hand up above her head.
Drakken was now on his knees and looked to be begging for forgiveness.
"Oh get up you lazy pig!" Shego said wanting to kick him as she zipped up her suitcases and walked down the rugged stairs and towards the door.
"Give me one more chance... please." Drakken then pleaded as he held onto her leg like a child.
"You are sick, and gross and I don't like you! Now get off me before I make you chopped liver!" Shego hissed as she kicked him away and waved evilly as she slammed the door in his face... and Shego was gone.
The sky seemed dark and angry as Shego opened her cell phone and called for a cab. Standing out side she swore she heard Drakken cry and go upstairs but she just laughed and rolled her eyes.
Dr. Drakken was crying but he didn't show it. He furiously ran upstairs and stormed into his bedroom. Sitting on the bed, he then knew he loved Shego very much, and he blew it. She was gone, and wasn't coming back. Lying down on his back he then searched for a picture he looked at often and it made him feel good when he saw it.
Pulling out a crumpled and dusty picture, it was Shego and Drakken goofing off. She had her arms crossed but was laughing and he was behind her making faces.
He then remembered that day so well, so he closed his eyes, and then put the picture to where his heart was and started to dream back...

:: PAST ::

"Dr. D, I can't believe we just beat Kim Possible!" Shego said twirling around the living room holding a scarf in her hand and entertaining Drakken who was drinking. "I know," He burped looking at how beautiful Shego was.
"I feel like a gypsy!" She giggled and then fell on her butt and laughed. 'You are the prettiest gypsy I have ever seen.' He thought as she held his hand and smiled. They both had been drinking since they got home, and Drakken was more drunk then he had been in his life. "I like your hair." He burped again and Shego giggled crawling up on the sofa closer to him. Drakken then saw the look in Shego's eyes and started to have urges that he had never felt before to any girl or woman. When he was young, no one ever dated him so he didn't know what its like to be loved by the opposite gender. Shego was then coming closer to him... and their lips were going to touch when one of the henchmen walked in. "Yo boss, where do you want the new painting you stole?" The cubby man asked in a red and black jumpsuit asked.
"Oh, ah, put that in the lounge, and ill deal with it later." He said as he pulled Shego closer and she leaned on his body.
"I never felt this way before." He whispered slowly spreading his legs.
"Neither have I," Shego coed and then she felt like she wanted to be sick and she dropped her head and fainted on Drakken's chest. Looking then up at the ceiling he knew she had passed out and he rubbed her back gently. After a few moments' of peace, Dr. Drakken then weakly picked up Shego and her head fell back as he carried her to her room. As he carried her, he felt like they had just got married he was carrying his new wife into their new home to start a family.
Shego's room was very large and was draped with black and green things. Many paintings hung on her walls and she had perfume and black makeup on her dresser. Drakken then took her to her bed and laid her down and smiled.
"I'm proud of you Shego." Drakken then whispered as he kissed her hand and she moaned and he left her alone.
That night Drakken was asleep and he heard Shego scream. He sat up straight in his bed and was in a cold sweat. "Shego!" Drakken called as if she was being attacked as he rushed down the hall and bumped into her and when they touched they both screamed.
"Drakken?"
"Shego?"
"Oh thank god its you... I-I had a horrible nightmare!" Shego said burying her head in his chest and he hugged her tightly.
"What was it about?" He asked leading her into his bedroom where they both sat on his messed up bed.
"I dreamt... that you were hanging off the end of a cliff... and I was there to save you... but when I looked down you were falling and called out my name, and you feel into hot lava, and died!" Shego cried grabbing onto him and holding her hands around his waste.
"Aw, Shego, don't think like that, I'm here... and I'm safe, and so are you. And if I was ever to fall I would always be back to haunt you." He teased and she laughed whipping the tears from her eyes.
"Its funny, I actually felt that I had feelings for you. Like I loved you." Shego laughed knowing that was crazy.
"Oh... I see." He said feeling all of a sudden down.
"I still feel drunk, maybe I am!" Shego said starting to dance around the room and wanted to dance all night but Drakken rubbed his eyes and lay back down on the bed.
Shego then did something that put Drakken in a state of shock. Climbing up on the bed she sat down on him and started to unbutton his shirt.
"Shego, whoa, whoa, whoa, what are you doing?" He asked stopping her.
"I want to have a little fun with my boss." She purred as she then ripped off his whole shirt and kissed and licked his chest, making him moan and close his eyes.

Drakken then knew that he didn't want her to go any further because if she woke up the next morning under his arms in bed, she would accuse him of rapping her!
Running her hands up and down his heavy breathing chest she giggled and so did he.
"I'm getting tired." Shego then yawned and then collapsed on Drakken who was pinned to the bed. Struggling to get up he took her back to bed and saw that the sun was coming up, so he decided their was no use to go back to sleep, he went and took a shower instead....

::End of Past::

Dr. Drakken apparently didn't know it was raining at the time, so he quickly got up, and rushed to the window.
"My picture!" he screamed, "Where did my picture go!?" Drakken cried and looked around for it. He was now in a panic because it was the only picture of Shego and he treated it like a child. "Oh no... it's gone" By the time Drakken had, had his pleasurerful dream Shego was in a cab and was driving, to Jr.'s house! Flipping on her cell phone she called his number and waited for it to ring.
"Hello?" Jr. said as he picked up the phone and Shego was pleased it wasn't his father.
"Hey baby, its me!" Shego said excitedly forgetting all about poor Drakken.
"Shego! Hi, how are you doing? Where are you?" Jr. asked as he pored himself a smoothie and sat down in his father's lair.
"Long story, but I need to stay with you for a while, is that alright?"
"Yes of coarse! But, are you hurt? Are you ok!?" Jr. asked concerned,
"Its just... Dr. Drakken put me under mind control again, with out asking me... and I am a little mad about that I guess."
"He is such a blue freak!" Jr. growled protecting Shego who chuckled

"I don't know about," Shego said feeling sorry for him and then
snapped out of It, "Wait a second what in the world am I saying?!
Drakken is a blue freak, he is a blue moron!" Shego said getting in a
hissy.
"Well, I miss you and I lover you... ill see you in a bit ok?" Shego said in a sexy voice as they hung up and the cab drove some faster.
"Later gator."

It didn't take long for Dr. Drakken to miss Shego, pacing around the house and staring at her nicely made bed, made him want her so badly. No woman had ever stayed with Drakken that long, and in Drakken's eyes, he had become attached to her. After a while of being him, sulking and holding in his arms some of her black and green scarf's that he smelled and they reminded him of her like 'THAT'! He went to get something to eat when he heard a loud knock on the door.
Rushing downstairs to see whom it was, he had this supper hard happy feeling in his heart it was Shego. Coming to see, him, and jump into his arms telling him she was sorry and throwing him down on the floor and making out to him. Opening the door, he dropped the glass that he held in his hand... it was the lest person he expected...