AN: It's exactly three o'clock in the morning, and what am I doing?
Updating this ficcy of course. Now, don't you know how much I care about
you, the reader. I decide to type up chappy nine for you all and post it so
that you won't be lonely for the next three to four days.it's short, but
keep in mind that it's 3:01 am now and I just want to let you know what
happens..
Chapter Nine
"He's a werewolf. Cayte listen you can't-" Sirius was interrupted by Cayte's overjoyed comments.
"That is SO great! I can't believe I am friends with a werewolf. Ohhh, I get it now. The whole animagi thing. You want to keep Remus company when he's changed and you can't do that in human form."
"Always knew you were smart. Quick too, that's one of the reasons I like you..did I just say that out loud?" Sirius asked, his face turning a bit red.
"Yeah, you said it out loud, but that's okay. It's a reason I like you. You speak your mind, there is proof of that in what you just said." Cayte laughed at Sirius' face. He was so embarrassed about what he had just said. "Oh, Siri. Stop, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. I've known that you like me, you've known that I like you, it's just that neither of us wants to be a couple. Stop going red. Back to the animagi thing. I do plan on becoming one with you. I want to se-"
"Uhh, no you aren't. James, Peter and I are the only ones becoming animagi when we do. Lily looked up all the stuff but she's not asking James to be one too. That just doesn't make sense!"
"No, Sirius Black, what doesn't make sense is how embarrassed you were about what you said before, but yet, you compare the two of us to James and Lily? The two of them will get married and have kids and a family and stuff. We all know that. But us? And where do you get off comparing me to Lily? She and I are totally different and.and." Cayte sighed heavily. She was infuriated. 'Why does he care if im can change into an animal whenever the hell I feel like it? And what's with the schizophrenia? I can't take it."
Sirius tried to stop her from running off. It wasn't that he didn't want her to become an animagus with him, it was just that he didn't want her to become and animagus with him and James and Peter. They most definitely wouldn't like the idea.
~*~
"Dude! That would be so great!" James said when Sirius told him about Cayte wanting to be an animagus. (AN: 'nuff said)
~*~
Sirius,
Your mother and I have reasons to believe that this year you and your so-called friends will plan on doing something totally out of the ordinary. We ask that you behave yourself. Find a nice girl and don't do anything that might cause you to get into trouble. Please. Ryan needs you there. He's so wonderful and * he* never steps out of bounds. Sometimes I wish you were more like him. Or-Cassie.
Your father, Mereb ~*~
Sirius read the letter and his day got a little bit worse. First, Cayte gets mad at him for some unbeknownst reason, then James actually WANTS her to become and animagus with them, and now this. His parents, once again, don't trust him. And WHY do they think I will do something that is not 'right'? He sighed wishing he knew all the answers and had parents that trusted him. 'Great,' he thought to himself, ' now I want to be like James..'
~*~
Cayte,
WOW! That guy you told me about sounds GREAT! And so sweet too. Everything's cool up here. I moved to Connecticut recently and so I see a lot of shows with Nicole and Chenna. We all miss you so much. They even got you some stuff at the shows! I think you have a lapel pin from every GD show that runs on Broadway! You did always say that you wanted pins to cover your camera case, so I guess that helps.
Don't stress about that stuff. And don't worry about not ever seeing me. We'll see each other soon enough. How can you live over there, not seeing anyone you know? Wait, I know the answer. Serious. Isn't that his name.no wait. Siri? No, Sirius. That's it. You'll be fine. Maybe he has some friends that..
Cayte was crying after reading the first paragraph of her letter from Alyson. She couldn't stand reading the second. Sirius was horrible and who wanted to talk to him? She could make it without him AND his stupid friends. 'Wait.why am I mad at him?' she thought, 'Oh, who cares why. I am. He tried to restrict me from doing something I wanted to do. That's why. But, maybe he had a good reason, and had you listened to him instead of running off, you would have understood.'
Cayte ran up to the girls' dorms, then ran to her bed, leaping onto it she closed the curtains and buried her head in the pillow. 'Why is life so hard? Why do I have to like him so much? And WHY is it that my mind tells me one thing, then follows it up with a contradicting thought?' She thought about writing to Alyson, but knew that it would be no help. She sat there all day, sleeping with her head forced down in her pillow. She skipped all her classes without realizing it.
Lily ran in after dinner and shook Cayte awake. "You slept throughout the day! You missed all your classes too. Cayte? What's wrong?" Lily asked, still amazed at what was going on.
"Huh? What time is it?" Cayte said, still trying to wake up.
"It's roughly seven PM. You disappeared in the middle of breakfast and we assumed you'd come down. It was only in Transfigurations, which we had last today, that I realized you had been gone the whole day. Don't worry Sirius and James took down notes.though with their handwriting, maybe you should worry." Lily said, trailing off.
"Thanks," was all Cayte could mumble. She realized why she was so stressed out, and why she had slept all day when Lily mentioned Sirius. Alyson's letter. Wow. It was strange how one thing could make your world change so drastically.
Sirius suddenly burst into the room. "Cayte? What's going on?" Cayte didn't answer though. Instead she turned her face away from the reason she was so upset. 'Don't think about it,' she said to herself.
"Lily? Do you know?" Sirius asked. He was getting a bit worried now.
"Nope, can't say that I do, and even if I did, it doesn't look as if she wants to talk to you anyway." Lily said, walking off, expecting Sirius to follow her.
But he didn't. Instead he sat down on her bed, and stroked her hair. "Cayte? Listen to me. I know you're mad about the animagus thing, but I don't want you to be. Please, will you just hear me out?" He asked desperately.
"Likely chance.." she scoffed.
"Ok then," Sirius said, a little bit disheartened. "How about this? I hear you out, listening to why you want to become and animagus, and you hear me out on why I don't want you to. Does that work?"
"In thought yes. In all actuality? No," Cayte said turning over. Maybe she would forgive and forget. 'I'll just drop the issue for now,' she thought to herself, 'for now.'
"Why is that?"
"Because I'm willing to drop the issue for now. Don't want to hear about it again, Don't want to discuss it for fear of another fight and-" She was interrupted by McGonagall's voice.
"Cayte?" They could hear her coming up the staircase.
"Quick! Under the bed!" whispered Cayte.
"Oh, there you are. Now why weren't you in any of your classes today? Are you feeling alright?"
"Better than before, ma'am. I was sleeping because I didn't feel that well, am I in a terrible amount of trouble?"
"In that case no. But please refrain from doing it again. If you don't feel well, go se Madame Pomfrey (SP?)." with that she left.
Sirius crawled out from under the bed and hugged Cayte tightly. He had reason to celebrate. He had gotten away with being in a girls dorm, and she was no longer mad at him. 'For now.' her words lingered on in his mind. 'What could she mean by that?'
"Tomorrows a Hogsmead day. Have you got a dress to wear to the dance yet? We can go and pick one up," Sirius said.
" Well, no I don't have one, but Lily and I are going to look for them. I told her I was going alone. I kept our little secret. You and your guy friends get to have a day away from Lily and me. Aren't you excited?"
"Hell yeah. You guys can be such a pain!" Sirius said, jokingly. He and Cayte got up and walked off towards the kitchens. Cayte hadn't eaten a thing all day.
AN: WOW! Longer than I thought it would be. Its now 4:51 am. I typed that long. I kept having to backspace stuff. Crazy. Hope you enjoy. I will not be updating until Monday most probably, but if you have any questions you can reach me at: Beccablack57@yahoo.com Bye!!!
Chapter Nine
"He's a werewolf. Cayte listen you can't-" Sirius was interrupted by Cayte's overjoyed comments.
"That is SO great! I can't believe I am friends with a werewolf. Ohhh, I get it now. The whole animagi thing. You want to keep Remus company when he's changed and you can't do that in human form."
"Always knew you were smart. Quick too, that's one of the reasons I like you..did I just say that out loud?" Sirius asked, his face turning a bit red.
"Yeah, you said it out loud, but that's okay. It's a reason I like you. You speak your mind, there is proof of that in what you just said." Cayte laughed at Sirius' face. He was so embarrassed about what he had just said. "Oh, Siri. Stop, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. I've known that you like me, you've known that I like you, it's just that neither of us wants to be a couple. Stop going red. Back to the animagi thing. I do plan on becoming one with you. I want to se-"
"Uhh, no you aren't. James, Peter and I are the only ones becoming animagi when we do. Lily looked up all the stuff but she's not asking James to be one too. That just doesn't make sense!"
"No, Sirius Black, what doesn't make sense is how embarrassed you were about what you said before, but yet, you compare the two of us to James and Lily? The two of them will get married and have kids and a family and stuff. We all know that. But us? And where do you get off comparing me to Lily? She and I are totally different and.and." Cayte sighed heavily. She was infuriated. 'Why does he care if im can change into an animal whenever the hell I feel like it? And what's with the schizophrenia? I can't take it."
Sirius tried to stop her from running off. It wasn't that he didn't want her to become an animagus with him, it was just that he didn't want her to become and animagus with him and James and Peter. They most definitely wouldn't like the idea.
~*~
"Dude! That would be so great!" James said when Sirius told him about Cayte wanting to be an animagus. (AN: 'nuff said)
~*~
Sirius,
Your mother and I have reasons to believe that this year you and your so-called friends will plan on doing something totally out of the ordinary. We ask that you behave yourself. Find a nice girl and don't do anything that might cause you to get into trouble. Please. Ryan needs you there. He's so wonderful and * he* never steps out of bounds. Sometimes I wish you were more like him. Or-Cassie.
Your father, Mereb ~*~
Sirius read the letter and his day got a little bit worse. First, Cayte gets mad at him for some unbeknownst reason, then James actually WANTS her to become and animagus with them, and now this. His parents, once again, don't trust him. And WHY do they think I will do something that is not 'right'? He sighed wishing he knew all the answers and had parents that trusted him. 'Great,' he thought to himself, ' now I want to be like James..'
~*~
Cayte,
WOW! That guy you told me about sounds GREAT! And so sweet too. Everything's cool up here. I moved to Connecticut recently and so I see a lot of shows with Nicole and Chenna. We all miss you so much. They even got you some stuff at the shows! I think you have a lapel pin from every GD show that runs on Broadway! You did always say that you wanted pins to cover your camera case, so I guess that helps.
Don't stress about that stuff. And don't worry about not ever seeing me. We'll see each other soon enough. How can you live over there, not seeing anyone you know? Wait, I know the answer. Serious. Isn't that his name.no wait. Siri? No, Sirius. That's it. You'll be fine. Maybe he has some friends that..
Cayte was crying after reading the first paragraph of her letter from Alyson. She couldn't stand reading the second. Sirius was horrible and who wanted to talk to him? She could make it without him AND his stupid friends. 'Wait.why am I mad at him?' she thought, 'Oh, who cares why. I am. He tried to restrict me from doing something I wanted to do. That's why. But, maybe he had a good reason, and had you listened to him instead of running off, you would have understood.'
Cayte ran up to the girls' dorms, then ran to her bed, leaping onto it she closed the curtains and buried her head in the pillow. 'Why is life so hard? Why do I have to like him so much? And WHY is it that my mind tells me one thing, then follows it up with a contradicting thought?' She thought about writing to Alyson, but knew that it would be no help. She sat there all day, sleeping with her head forced down in her pillow. She skipped all her classes without realizing it.
Lily ran in after dinner and shook Cayte awake. "You slept throughout the day! You missed all your classes too. Cayte? What's wrong?" Lily asked, still amazed at what was going on.
"Huh? What time is it?" Cayte said, still trying to wake up.
"It's roughly seven PM. You disappeared in the middle of breakfast and we assumed you'd come down. It was only in Transfigurations, which we had last today, that I realized you had been gone the whole day. Don't worry Sirius and James took down notes.though with their handwriting, maybe you should worry." Lily said, trailing off.
"Thanks," was all Cayte could mumble. She realized why she was so stressed out, and why she had slept all day when Lily mentioned Sirius. Alyson's letter. Wow. It was strange how one thing could make your world change so drastically.
Sirius suddenly burst into the room. "Cayte? What's going on?" Cayte didn't answer though. Instead she turned her face away from the reason she was so upset. 'Don't think about it,' she said to herself.
"Lily? Do you know?" Sirius asked. He was getting a bit worried now.
"Nope, can't say that I do, and even if I did, it doesn't look as if she wants to talk to you anyway." Lily said, walking off, expecting Sirius to follow her.
But he didn't. Instead he sat down on her bed, and stroked her hair. "Cayte? Listen to me. I know you're mad about the animagus thing, but I don't want you to be. Please, will you just hear me out?" He asked desperately.
"Likely chance.." she scoffed.
"Ok then," Sirius said, a little bit disheartened. "How about this? I hear you out, listening to why you want to become and animagus, and you hear me out on why I don't want you to. Does that work?"
"In thought yes. In all actuality? No," Cayte said turning over. Maybe she would forgive and forget. 'I'll just drop the issue for now,' she thought to herself, 'for now.'
"Why is that?"
"Because I'm willing to drop the issue for now. Don't want to hear about it again, Don't want to discuss it for fear of another fight and-" She was interrupted by McGonagall's voice.
"Cayte?" They could hear her coming up the staircase.
"Quick! Under the bed!" whispered Cayte.
"Oh, there you are. Now why weren't you in any of your classes today? Are you feeling alright?"
"Better than before, ma'am. I was sleeping because I didn't feel that well, am I in a terrible amount of trouble?"
"In that case no. But please refrain from doing it again. If you don't feel well, go se Madame Pomfrey (SP?)." with that she left.
Sirius crawled out from under the bed and hugged Cayte tightly. He had reason to celebrate. He had gotten away with being in a girls dorm, and she was no longer mad at him. 'For now.' her words lingered on in his mind. 'What could she mean by that?'
"Tomorrows a Hogsmead day. Have you got a dress to wear to the dance yet? We can go and pick one up," Sirius said.
" Well, no I don't have one, but Lily and I are going to look for them. I told her I was going alone. I kept our little secret. You and your guy friends get to have a day away from Lily and me. Aren't you excited?"
"Hell yeah. You guys can be such a pain!" Sirius said, jokingly. He and Cayte got up and walked off towards the kitchens. Cayte hadn't eaten a thing all day.
AN: WOW! Longer than I thought it would be. Its now 4:51 am. I typed that long. I kept having to backspace stuff. Crazy. Hope you enjoy. I will not be updating until Monday most probably, but if you have any questions you can reach me at: Beccablack57@yahoo.com Bye!!!