~ Rains
Murderings ~
It was like.....the world..was rotating backwards...Sakura..had never..ever before in her life...felt so...so misunderstood....she was a princess after all...kingdom and all...with everythign she ever wanted, right? wrong..and no thsi is nto a simpel story of wanting and needing a freind...no this story..is mroe complicated..much..more complicated...murder..suicide..love...
And the farther...the love goes..the more pian it causes..fro everyone...what can they do? well thsi si where it begins..with our dear princess sakura...as she listens to her father..
SaKuRa
My head...was spinning...spinning and i felt.sick..I looked to touya..my brother..he was just watchign with sad eyes..."I don't want to give you up.." He whispered...so ym father woudln;t hear...he wouldn't hear..but i heard my father...
I watched...as my fathers mouth moved..speaking words i could not hear..all i heard was "fiance" and i was out of it. No..i would nto get married to soemone i never met. Eriol Hirigaziwa. He didn'ty love me. I didn't love him. It was so simple. So misunderstood. I looked up into my fathers eyes...tears brimming my own.
"Father..please.." The tears casscaded down my face. "Please...no...god no..i hate you!"I screamed. "No wonder mother left the kingdom...AGHH!' I ran otu the door with my brother calling after me. "Sakura...Skaura!!"
But they will never understand. How i cry. How i slowly die. Dreamign of a better life for myself. Just to be different not "Princess Sakura!! Princess Saku!!" NO..I wanted to be the rain...drifting down my window..falling with no emotion..just doing its job...falling everywhere..touching peoples faces..Rain..yes that was what Syaoran called me.
But Syaoran..hah..we hated each other...btu when we met..tehre was rain..so he told me...rain...thats what suits you..ah..syaoran..feh..he was just bothersome..Therwe to protect me..i don't need protection..btu his sister..ah his sister..she was my favorite of them all...my very best friend..a slave..
I walked ot my room..where i found Tomyo...I looked up at her ans smiled.."Hello.." I said..tearilly..SHe frowned.."Hes making you get married..isn't he.." I nodded.."oh that hroprible!! OH!!!" TOmyo looked up angrily..when my father arrived at the room.."SAKURA!! No tlaking slave..my father smacked tomyo..adn i coudln't take it..she was my bets friend..my very best friend..
That would be sad...to my father..if he ever found out..btu to touya..no...he was in love with a slave after all...but lets just say..thats our little secret. Every time my feet hit the ground my heart thumped.."thump..thump..thump"This was just to much..for me..to take...it was horrific..my thoughts and feelign swriled in ym head...i wa so dizzy.. and i looked up to see beautiful amber eyes..before "SMASH"
SyOaRaN
"aghh..Rain..watch where your going..jeez..and you call yourself a princess.." I smriked and looked down at the princess in my arms. I looked for anger but instead received pain from ym lovely Rain...Tears fell down her rosy cheeks.."aa..eh..um..whats wrong?" MY brows furrowed in worry as i looked into her eyes..searchign for soemthign more..
She cried.."My father..he..he.." Sakura sobbed ahrder.."Go cry on Tomyo...I dont; need this right now.." ":what was I saying? She needed em..o god i was so bad at this' I felt so horrible and guilty.."Go..go on now.." I yelled.
She looked up at me with those beautiful eyes..and i was entranced fro a second before,,"Oh..Syaoran..you bastard.." She cried ahrder and pulled away from me.."Shut up!" I yelled.."I was only trying to help.." I yelled angrily..She pulled away..and i turned.."I ahte you.." She whispered.."hah..and you think i don't.." I chuckled nervously..My mind screamed 'LYER!! NOW LOOK WHAT YOU"VE DOEN..she hates you...she hates you...' O dear lord i was angry with myself..
I walked away...lowering my head..but when Rain truned to go..I watched her carefully..making sure i hadn't hurt her...After..seh was gone..i returned to my courters..to find Tomoyo...my sister..(yes in this fic..seh is his sister) "Shaoran-kun..whats wrong?" She asked worriedly..
I lowered my head farther and blushed.."None of your buisiness!" I snapped angrily and lept inot my bed. She looked hurtfully into my eyes..."Now go to sleep Tomo you need your rest..." I whispered patting her head..She nuzzled her cheek against mine..and held into me for a second.."Your so kind my dear brother..thats why i love you.if your sure your alright..." She smiled thoguthfully and fell asleep.."If only you knew.." I whispered.."If only you knew.."
SaKuRa
"Hoe.." That jerk!! Hwo coudl he be so mean! Damn...I ahte him..he's so...so emotionless..why shoudl i care anyway..he's just a..slave..everything i want to be..I sighed..then my mind reminded me.."btu hes always there for you to protect you.." Thats because its his job! I screamed back..He has to...or he dies..."ok ok.." my mind backed off..
"Oh god.." I said."I'm talkign to myself.." I groaned loudly.."You know talking to yourslef..can cause insanity..." Taht voice...it was so fluttery and yet deep..I turned to see Syaoran peeking into my bedroom.."What you have no one else to bother.." I hised.."no...maybve..well actually..yes..ion fact..thast completely true.." He smirked.."Now you on the toehr hand..are so lonely that your talking to yourself..so id otn think im the weird one here.." He chuckled..
"SYAORAN!!!" Is creamed nad i threw a pillow at his head. "Just go away..you'd never understand." i slammed the dooor in his face..and i heard him fall.."I'm sorry.." He whispered before i heard him walk away...silently..aww...maybe i shouldn't have been so ahrd on him.."HARD ON HIM??? HE'S BEEN TORMENTING YOU FROEVER NOW!!" Oh yea..aheehehee..I made a fist and glared at the floor..
SyAoRaN
The door slammed and hti my face...I coudl feel the redness of the makr left by it..I fell back..and lowered my head..Why?? Why did I tease her so much..why? because if i didn't I'd wrap my arms aroudn her and hold her tight..and whisper "aishiteru" abotu a thousand times..AND WHAT DO YA THINK SHE'D DO THEN? HUH? I looked down and whispered "I'm sorry." To the door...hoping she hadn't heard me..
I walked back to my room..to find tomoyo sleeping contently..I sighed and sat on my bed.."hmm.." What shoudl i do? AHahh...I have an idea...I'll go visit Hirigaziwa-san..my best friend..
How did i meet a oprince liek hirigaziwa and becoem his best friend? Wel...I became his servant...and wel...he had rpoblems..and he asked me for ehlp..and then..there was that nigth...that he told me...
"Heres you tea Hirigaziwa.." Tomoyo whispered before hjurrying out of the room..
I looked over at my best friend...to see him blushing madley...red faced...
"Hirigazowa? WHy are you blushign liek a mad man?" I smirked..
"Listen...I..Syaoran,..?" Hiragaziwa..looked awfully sad...so i decided to take it easy..
I patted his shoulder..."Uh..what is it Eriol?" I looked up confused.."Are you alright..?"
His sad eyes looked uo at em.."No Syaoran..I'm so much worse then that.."
"Well." I said wating.."Tell em already! I am your best friend, ne?"
"But...yes but..I..I..."
"But Syaoran..I'm in lovwe with..your sister..Tomoyo.." A tear crept down hsi face..."That love is forbidden.." MY eyes widened..and i nodded.."WOw...."
I lept out of bed and put on my cloak...in a ruish..i tiptoed downt hye stairs..to HIrigaziwas couters...I knocked slowly on the door..and waited....and waited...and waited..and finally.."AHHHH!!!!!" Could be heard from his room.."SHUT UP...stupid hirigaziwa..." I snapped quietly.."IS that you Syaoran?" Hirigaziwa whispered.."DUh..nwo let em in.." I said..
The door opened revealing a smiling face.."Don't look so happy Hirigaziwa.." I snapped again.."I'm sorry..I forgot you hated smiling...Puh-lease Syaoran...atleatse by now..you hsould knwo to call me eriol not hirigaziwa..." He shook his head smiling..."Rain..ahtes me.." I whispered softly.."Syaoran...she couldn't hate anyoen and you knwo it.."
"Yeah..I know she hates me...she screams and yells..and its all because of me...because I'm in love wiht her..and she's a dam,n princess.." A tear actually fell downt he little wolfs cheek..He wiped it away quickly though.."Syaoran..I'm so sorry..I ahve....even worse news...though.." Eriol sighed.."What is it.." Syaoran replied..sadly..
"My mother..and Sakuras father..they..tehy want us to gte engaged...." Eriol whispered a tear rolling down his cheek...
"NANI???!!!" Syaoran screamed..."ssshhhh" Eriol whispered.."I'm sos orry syaoran.."
But Syaoran said nothing..He jumped up..and said.."I'm sorry too hirigaziwa..im sorry too...im so soprry..that i fell in love her...and im soprry for beuing such a nuisance...im really just a nuisance..thats all...i dotn deserve to live..i don't.." Syoran slammed the dooor and ran to his room..nto hearing eriols yells..
He ran to Sakuras room..and loooked at her sleeping form.."Rain.." "rain" hw whispered..she looked up startled..to see his beautiful eyes.."syaoran what are you doing in ym room!' She creamed softly..rememberign her father was asleep.."I..I came to say i was sorry..for everything I've ever dopnw..ya know? I didn't mean..a lto of the stuff I've said.." HE whispered confidently..."Uh...yeah right.." Skaura mimicked him sarcastically.."Your the worst person I've ever met...When I first met you...you were so cold..so uncaring...whenever i tried to talk to you..youd scream i ahte you..or hit me..but i never told..and as you grew...the mor ei ahted oyu...you are the worst person lving..I tried to make you happier..and you repayed me..by yelliong at me..I HATE YOU!!! I HOEP YOU BURN IN HELL!!" Skaura screamed crying..
Syaoran pulled back in shock..she really.......seh hated him.."oh...I...I understand.." Syaoran's eyes widened in shock and he stood there fopr a few seconds.."what are you still doing here..GET OPUT!! YOU HEAR ME GET OUT!!!" Skaura screamed...
Syaoran..rain otu of her room..tears streaming down his face...fats and quick..splashign all ove the ground..He'd make his death secret...no one woudl ever know....
SyAoRaN
GODDAMNNIT!! Teh pain in his heart...it pushed farther as he ran...his heart lurched in pain..he ran to his room and shut the door...there ;ay tomoyo sleeping peacefully..he smiled and wiped away a few tears...I love you my dear sister..your my only family..im so sorry..he carefully removed the clip in her hair..attatched to it..was a pin..he smiled almost sleepily...as he took the pin..and slowly began to cut his wrists..and arms..and legs..and chest......adn then...blood streamed accross the floor...abnd the lasdt thing he heard was a scream..before the worl;d went black...
SaKura
Uhgg...that Syaoran how coudl that..that bastard..wake her up leikt hat..he was so cruel...oh eh didn't knwo the pain he caused her..he really did deserve to burn in hell...ahh..i hate him so much..oen day..ill have him prosicuted..nah..ill just..ahh i hate him
Sakura was deep in thoguht abotu how cruel syaoran was..and how she really hoped he died soemday..when she heard a peircing scream...huh? she followed the scream which came from tomoyos room..she ran and ran until she arribved at the LI's courters...She opened the door...to see io screamign crying tomoyo."whats worng!" I screamed..worriedly..Then she pointed at the floor..and i i saw it blood..everywhere.."SYAORAN!!" Tomoyo screamed painfully..I looked at his body covered with scars..covered with blood..and there was a sad smile in his face and paper in hsi hand.."syaoran" i whsipered..no..i did nto want him to die..no..please god no..."syaoran.." the blood was everywhere..everywhere...and i coudln't stand the sight...everywhere...it screamed..murder..it screamed suicide...and the words stayed ringing in my head..
"Syaoran...owari"
to be continued.........
It was like.....the world..was rotating backwards...Sakura..had never..ever before in her life...felt so...so misunderstood....she was a princess after all...kingdom and all...with everythign she ever wanted, right? wrong..and no thsi is nto a simpel story of wanting and needing a freind...no this story..is mroe complicated..much..more complicated...murder..suicide..love...
And the farther...the love goes..the more pian it causes..fro everyone...what can they do? well thsi si where it begins..with our dear princess sakura...as she listens to her father..
SaKuRa
My head...was spinning...spinning and i felt.sick..I looked to touya..my brother..he was just watchign with sad eyes..."I don't want to give you up.." He whispered...so ym father woudln;t hear...he wouldn't hear..but i heard my father...
I watched...as my fathers mouth moved..speaking words i could not hear..all i heard was "fiance" and i was out of it. No..i would nto get married to soemone i never met. Eriol Hirigaziwa. He didn'ty love me. I didn't love him. It was so simple. So misunderstood. I looked up into my fathers eyes...tears brimming my own.
"Father..please.." The tears casscaded down my face. "Please...no...god no..i hate you!"I screamed. "No wonder mother left the kingdom...AGHH!' I ran otu the door with my brother calling after me. "Sakura...Skaura!!"
But they will never understand. How i cry. How i slowly die. Dreamign of a better life for myself. Just to be different not "Princess Sakura!! Princess Saku!!" NO..I wanted to be the rain...drifting down my window..falling with no emotion..just doing its job...falling everywhere..touching peoples faces..Rain..yes that was what Syaoran called me.
But Syaoran..hah..we hated each other...btu when we met..tehre was rain..so he told me...rain...thats what suits you..ah..syaoran..feh..he was just bothersome..Therwe to protect me..i don't need protection..btu his sister..ah his sister..she was my favorite of them all...my very best friend..a slave..
I walked ot my room..where i found Tomyo...I looked up at her ans smiled.."Hello.." I said..tearilly..SHe frowned.."Hes making you get married..isn't he.." I nodded.."oh that hroprible!! OH!!!" TOmyo looked up angrily..when my father arrived at the room.."SAKURA!! No tlaking slave..my father smacked tomyo..adn i coudln't take it..she was my bets friend..my very best friend..
That would be sad...to my father..if he ever found out..btu to touya..no...he was in love with a slave after all...but lets just say..thats our little secret. Every time my feet hit the ground my heart thumped.."thump..thump..thump"This was just to much..for me..to take...it was horrific..my thoughts and feelign swriled in ym head...i wa so dizzy.. and i looked up to see beautiful amber eyes..before "SMASH"
SyOaRaN
"aghh..Rain..watch where your going..jeez..and you call yourself a princess.." I smriked and looked down at the princess in my arms. I looked for anger but instead received pain from ym lovely Rain...Tears fell down her rosy cheeks.."aa..eh..um..whats wrong?" MY brows furrowed in worry as i looked into her eyes..searchign for soemthign more..
She cried.."My father..he..he.." Sakura sobbed ahrder.."Go cry on Tomyo...I dont; need this right now.." ":what was I saying? She needed em..o god i was so bad at this' I felt so horrible and guilty.."Go..go on now.." I yelled.
She looked up at me with those beautiful eyes..and i was entranced fro a second before,,"Oh..Syaoran..you bastard.." She cried ahrder and pulled away from me.."Shut up!" I yelled.."I was only trying to help.." I yelled angrily..She pulled away..and i turned.."I ahte you.." She whispered.."hah..and you think i don't.." I chuckled nervously..My mind screamed 'LYER!! NOW LOOK WHAT YOU"VE DOEN..she hates you...she hates you...' O dear lord i was angry with myself..
I walked away...lowering my head..but when Rain truned to go..I watched her carefully..making sure i hadn't hurt her...After..seh was gone..i returned to my courters..to find Tomoyo...my sister..(yes in this fic..seh is his sister) "Shaoran-kun..whats wrong?" She asked worriedly..
I lowered my head farther and blushed.."None of your buisiness!" I snapped angrily and lept inot my bed. She looked hurtfully into my eyes..."Now go to sleep Tomo you need your rest..." I whispered patting her head..She nuzzled her cheek against mine..and held into me for a second.."Your so kind my dear brother..thats why i love you.if your sure your alright..." She smiled thoguthfully and fell asleep.."If only you knew.." I whispered.."If only you knew.."
SaKuRa
"Hoe.." That jerk!! Hwo coudl he be so mean! Damn...I ahte him..he's so...so emotionless..why shoudl i care anyway..he's just a..slave..everything i want to be..I sighed..then my mind reminded me.."btu hes always there for you to protect you.." Thats because its his job! I screamed back..He has to...or he dies..."ok ok.." my mind backed off..
"Oh god.." I said."I'm talkign to myself.." I groaned loudly.."You know talking to yourslef..can cause insanity..." Taht voice...it was so fluttery and yet deep..I turned to see Syaoran peeking into my bedroom.."What you have no one else to bother.." I hised.."no...maybve..well actually..yes..ion fact..thast completely true.." He smirked.."Now you on the toehr hand..are so lonely that your talking to yourself..so id otn think im the weird one here.." He chuckled..
"SYAORAN!!!" Is creamed nad i threw a pillow at his head. "Just go away..you'd never understand." i slammed the dooor in his face..and i heard him fall.."I'm sorry.." He whispered before i heard him walk away...silently..aww...maybe i shouldn't have been so ahrd on him.."HARD ON HIM??? HE'S BEEN TORMENTING YOU FROEVER NOW!!" Oh yea..aheehehee..I made a fist and glared at the floor..
SyAoRaN
The door slammed and hti my face...I coudl feel the redness of the makr left by it..I fell back..and lowered my head..Why?? Why did I tease her so much..why? because if i didn't I'd wrap my arms aroudn her and hold her tight..and whisper "aishiteru" abotu a thousand times..AND WHAT DO YA THINK SHE'D DO THEN? HUH? I looked down and whispered "I'm sorry." To the door...hoping she hadn't heard me..
I walked back to my room..to find tomoyo sleeping contently..I sighed and sat on my bed.."hmm.." What shoudl i do? AHahh...I have an idea...I'll go visit Hirigaziwa-san..my best friend..
How did i meet a oprince liek hirigaziwa and becoem his best friend? Wel...I became his servant...and wel...he had rpoblems..and he asked me for ehlp..and then..there was that nigth...that he told me...
"Heres you tea Hirigaziwa.." Tomoyo whispered before hjurrying out of the room..
I looked over at my best friend...to see him blushing madley...red faced...
"Hirigazowa? WHy are you blushign liek a mad man?" I smirked..
"Listen...I..Syaoran,..?" Hiragaziwa..looked awfully sad...so i decided to take it easy..
I patted his shoulder..."Uh..what is it Eriol?" I looked up confused.."Are you alright..?"
His sad eyes looked uo at em.."No Syaoran..I'm so much worse then that.."
"Well." I said wating.."Tell em already! I am your best friend, ne?"
"But...yes but..I..I..."
"But Syaoran..I'm in lovwe with..your sister..Tomoyo.." A tear crept down hsi face..."That love is forbidden.." MY eyes widened..and i nodded.."WOw...."
I lept out of bed and put on my cloak...in a ruish..i tiptoed downt hye stairs..to HIrigaziwas couters...I knocked slowly on the door..and waited....and waited...and waited..and finally.."AHHHH!!!!!" Could be heard from his room.."SHUT UP...stupid hirigaziwa..." I snapped quietly.."IS that you Syaoran?" Hirigaziwa whispered.."DUh..nwo let em in.." I said..
The door opened revealing a smiling face.."Don't look so happy Hirigaziwa.." I snapped again.."I'm sorry..I forgot you hated smiling...Puh-lease Syaoran...atleatse by now..you hsould knwo to call me eriol not hirigaziwa..." He shook his head smiling..."Rain..ahtes me.." I whispered softly.."Syaoran...she couldn't hate anyoen and you knwo it.."
"Yeah..I know she hates me...she screams and yells..and its all because of me...because I'm in love wiht her..and she's a dam,n princess.." A tear actually fell downt he little wolfs cheek..He wiped it away quickly though.."Syaoran..I'm so sorry..I ahve....even worse news...though.." Eriol sighed.."What is it.." Syaoran replied..sadly..
"My mother..and Sakuras father..they..tehy want us to gte engaged...." Eriol whispered a tear rolling down his cheek...
"NANI???!!!" Syaoran screamed..."ssshhhh" Eriol whispered.."I'm sos orry syaoran.."
But Syaoran said nothing..He jumped up..and said.."I'm sorry too hirigaziwa..im sorry too...im so soprry..that i fell in love her...and im soprry for beuing such a nuisance...im really just a nuisance..thats all...i dotn deserve to live..i don't.." Syoran slammed the dooor and ran to his room..nto hearing eriols yells..
He ran to Sakuras room..and loooked at her sleeping form.."Rain.." "rain" hw whispered..she looked up startled..to see his beautiful eyes.."syaoran what are you doing in ym room!' She creamed softly..rememberign her father was asleep.."I..I came to say i was sorry..for everything I've ever dopnw..ya know? I didn't mean..a lto of the stuff I've said.." HE whispered confidently..."Uh...yeah right.." Skaura mimicked him sarcastically.."Your the worst person I've ever met...When I first met you...you were so cold..so uncaring...whenever i tried to talk to you..youd scream i ahte you..or hit me..but i never told..and as you grew...the mor ei ahted oyu...you are the worst person lving..I tried to make you happier..and you repayed me..by yelliong at me..I HATE YOU!!! I HOEP YOU BURN IN HELL!!" Skaura screamed crying..
Syaoran pulled back in shock..she really.......seh hated him.."oh...I...I understand.." Syaoran's eyes widened in shock and he stood there fopr a few seconds.."what are you still doing here..GET OPUT!! YOU HEAR ME GET OUT!!!" Skaura screamed...
Syaoran..rain otu of her room..tears streaming down his face...fats and quick..splashign all ove the ground..He'd make his death secret...no one woudl ever know....
SyAoRaN
GODDAMNNIT!! Teh pain in his heart...it pushed farther as he ran...his heart lurched in pain..he ran to his room and shut the door...there ;ay tomoyo sleeping peacefully..he smiled and wiped away a few tears...I love you my dear sister..your my only family..im so sorry..he carefully removed the clip in her hair..attatched to it..was a pin..he smiled almost sleepily...as he took the pin..and slowly began to cut his wrists..and arms..and legs..and chest......adn then...blood streamed accross the floor...abnd the lasdt thing he heard was a scream..before the worl;d went black...
SaKura
Uhgg...that Syaoran how coudl that..that bastard..wake her up leikt hat..he was so cruel...oh eh didn't knwo the pain he caused her..he really did deserve to burn in hell...ahh..i hate him so much..oen day..ill have him prosicuted..nah..ill just..ahh i hate him
Sakura was deep in thoguht abotu how cruel syaoran was..and how she really hoped he died soemday..when she heard a peircing scream...huh? she followed the scream which came from tomoyos room..she ran and ran until she arribved at the LI's courters...She opened the door...to see io screamign crying tomoyo."whats worng!" I screamed..worriedly..Then she pointed at the floor..and i i saw it blood..everywhere.."SYAORAN!!" Tomoyo screamed painfully..I looked at his body covered with scars..covered with blood..and there was a sad smile in his face and paper in hsi hand.."syaoran" i whsipered..no..i did nto want him to die..no..please god no..."syaoran.." the blood was everywhere..everywhere...and i coudln't stand the sight...everywhere...it screamed..murder..it screamed suicide...and the words stayed ringing in my head..
"Syaoran...owari"
to be continued.........