I can't believe him.

After all we've been through he can just give up on us and get married.

And on top of that I've just lost two years of my life. How am I supposed to get over that?

I have no one in my life right now.

Weiss has been great but his not the one I'm in love with, all I want from him is to be good friends he could never give me the sought of comfort and love that Vaughn and I shared.

I know I should get over him and more on with my life but I can't there's too much of a connection between us.

I know he still loves me, he still looks at me like he did when we were dating but when I look at his wife Lauren I see coldness she couldn't and never will love him the way I do, the way we love each other.

I miss him so much, why can't he just come to his senses and see I'm pinning for him. That I'm still in love with him.