Marriage To The Pervert
Happi Hippi :
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"" = talking
'' = thinking
[ Chapter 10 : Find Me Miroku ]
Miroku walked as quickly as he can up his sidewalk. Sango was waiting for him at home for dinner. As much as he love her, he didn't trust her alone at home for more than five minutes. She had a hack for getting in trouble as he had found out in the last few weeks.
"Sango! Look how much food I bought! We're going to have a feast tonight." Miroku announced when he entered the house carrying three bags of Chinese food. He frowned when no one responded. "Sango? What are you up to now?" Miroku's voice echo throughout the house.
When he continued to hear no answer, Miroku feel a hint of panic. "Sango, I don't feel like playing hide and seek right now. Come out or else I won't give you your Christmas present." The house was completely quiet except for the sound of his heartbeat. Miroku let the food onto the floor and ran around the house, searching for her in the kitchen ... dinning room ... restroom. 'She must be in the bedroom.' Miroku thought with a lump in his throat. 'She has to be."
Miroku felt cold when he opened the bedroom door. Sango was nowhere to be seen. "Sango? Are you hiding somewhere?" No answer. As Miroku turned to leave, his eyes caught on a piece of paper left on the top of the cabinet. On it was Sango's handwriting with two simple sentences.
I am lost. Find me.
Miroku finger formed a tight grip on the paper. "Where could she be?"
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Sango closed her eyes and took a deep breath. It was cold, the worst time in the year to be here. She bit her bottom lips. She could feel it as she look around the area. This was where they were right before the accident. A little girl with her hair up in a pony tail approached her.
"Hello!" The little girl said happily to her. "My name is Sango. That is my family." The girl pointed to her father, mother, and little brother. "Who are you?"
Sango stared at the happy family. "I ... I don't know."
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Miroku drove faster into the night. "Where could she be?" He had hit all the places that she loved to go. He griped onto the handles if as it would keep him from falling. Miroku's head pounded with the words I am lost. Find me ... Find me. "I'm coming Sango."
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Sango walked with the girl and her family out the of park and into the sidewalk. "Excuse us," she said to an old man in their way. "I'm sorry, but my family and I are in a hurry to get home." Sango chatted happily with her family as she walked toward her childhood house ... a house that no longer exist. "Hurry mommy, I'm getting hungry."
The old man looked at Sango with a strange expression. "Who is that woman talking to?"
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"I'm going in circles." Miroku groaned. "Where are you Sango? How can I find you if you always lock me out? You kept me from your past, you keep hiding from me in the present ... but I will be in your future Sango. I can't let you go that easily. Please, give me a hint. A sign. Anything."
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Sango stopped at the intersect of the street, singing herself a Christmas carol. Her voice fade as she stared at the passing cars.
[Flashback]
"Daddy, watch out!" Sango screamed as a trucked dived into their direction.
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"Watch out!" Sango screamed into the open road.
[Flashback]
Sango cried as the nurse explained what had happened. "I'm sorry, Sango." The nurse wiped a tear from the child's eye. "Death is just a part of life."
"No!" Sango screamed. "It should have been me. Why did I live when they all die? It not fair!"
[/Flashback]
"It should have been me." Sango whispered quietly.
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Miroku felt a jerk in his heart. He blinked to make sure that his vision was not an illusion. Sango was walking straight into a street of speeding cars.
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Sango closed her eyes and lost track of her present surrounding. "It should had been me." Sango repeated softly to herself as she took a step closer to the speeding cars. And then another step. And another. If she just reached out, she could touch on of them. Her family was just on the other side of the street. She just had to cross it.
As she took another step forward, she could hear the car honk wildly for her to get out of the way. "I'm almost there." She deep a deep breath and walked another step forward when a strong pair of arms yanked her back.
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Sango's eyes snapped open in shock, and she begin to struggle in his arm. "Let me go! I have to join them! I have to be with my family!"
"Your family is dead Sango. You have to let go! You have to move on!" Miroku shook the girl furiously.
Sango slapped him hard across the face as tears stream down her eyes. "It should had been me. Not them. This is my chance ... to join them. Let go!"
"No." Miroku answered quietly. "Not now, not ever. I can't do this without you."
"What?" Sango whispered.
"I know you felt like you should had died along with them, but maybe ... maybe there is a reason you didn't Sango. Had your ever thought of that? Maybe you have a destiny here to fulfill. It's not your time Sango."
"What do you want me to do Miroku? Everyday, I live with the images. Everyday, I live with these thoughts. They haunt me. Can you understand that? Do you know how it feels to wake up every morning knowing that you don't deserve it."
"Yes, but I'm thankful for it ... because I had someone to share it with. I had you ... and that was my reason for waking up everyday."
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[Author's Note] I know that came late, lol, but at least I made it, right? I hope it wasn't confusing to read. I wrote a brief summary just below this for you guys. I guessing another chapter is needed, right? Tell me what you guys think. -
Brief Summary : Sango loses her mind and gets caught in between the past and present. She attempts to create suicide. Miroku saves her.
Review! Review! -
Author's Reponses To Reviews For Chp. 10 [this is will be updated if more people review] :
Nami : Thanks for being the very first post! Yay! -
artemis347 : hehe, I'll never tell, but thanks for reviewing! -
Lil-Sun-Rie : Thanks for the warning, - No worries though. My fic will just blend in with the others. Besides, I like responding to you guys too much, hehe.
LiL psYch0 : In school again? tsk tsk hehe
alexis : Awww, I thought this chapter was medium, not short, . Oh wells, maybe next chapter will be long.
Irasuto : Don't worry, there will be a chapter 11, no fear! -
Humor Queen Merc : Wow, thanks from reading since the beginning! I will post up Ch. 11 soon. Thanks again! -
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Just an Inu fan : Wow close reader, hehe. Ok, let me explain. At the time of Sango's accident with her family, they were in a car. Both car had hit each other, and Sango will the only one who survived. In chapter 10, she was having flashbacks of her childhood. The street only represent life and death. If she cross the streets with speeding car, she will be on the other side on the road (dead) with the rest of her family. As for the other question, Miroku knew something was wrong when he found the note. I hope that clears up some things. I know, Ch. 10 is confusing .
sugar-sweet-anime-fan : Yeps, I'm updating soon! -
lil-angel-asian-girl : I went to your username, but I can't find your story! .
isasimstories : Yeps, Sango went crazy ... but at least Miroku gets to be the hero, hehe.
Aamalie : Second read, hehe. Ehhh, it must had been confusing . Thanks for the review as always! -
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