A Slice From The Life of Duo Maxwell
By jedi knight

September 4, AC 195
Dear Diary,

Here I am again! I haven't written for days. Sorry 'bout that but 02's working double-time these days. Deathscythe and I are poofed, you know.
Nothing much happened today. Blown some buildings here. Kicked some OZ butt there. The same old boring stuff, you know. But you might be asking why I'm writing to you now. If the guys ever know 'bout this, they'll surely laugh their asses off. I can see it now. Wufei would rant about braided-onna wannabes and their stupid diaries. Quatre would just smile at me and say he understands. Trowa? He'll just look at me with that one-eyed gaze of his. Creepy, you think? And Heero... sigh He'll point that gun of his at me, utter out the infamous "Omae wo korosu", then finally shoots me, 'nuff said. Let's go on with the story.
Why I really am writing to you today is that I'm having these weird feelings. I don't know when this started but it just happened. You get what I'm saying, I mean, writing here, ne? It's like this, man. Everytime I see 'him' (yes it's a HE), I get this tingling feeling in my tummy (I, myself, don't know why there. I thought it should be in my heart. But... what the hell! It's just there, okay?). cough Moving on... You should have known 'him' by now, right? I've hinted enough stuff for you to guess. To continue, I just can't explain it, you know. Whenever I go on a mission and fate decides to play a little trick on me that our paths cross, I can't help but feel something stir inside me. When 'he' looks at me with those piercing blue eyes, I can feel myself drowning in its depths. Even when he threatens me (weird as it is), I feel thrill coursing through me with his words.
I know I'm crazy at times. After, all, blowing up things and piloting a gundam aren't things teens do, ne? But this is just too crazy for me, you know. I've denied these feelings millions of times before. I tried all sorts of stuff, man. I tried to forget 'him', immersing myself in my missions, hanging out with Hilde most of the time and even quit cutting classes! (I'm really that desperate, dude!) See? I told you I'm goin' mad! And it's all 'coz of 'him'!
And you know what Hilde diagnosed? She told me that I'm in love! She must be nuts, I tell ya! Shinigami, the Fallen Angel (That's me!), can never fall in love. Duo Maxwell must never fall in love...
....for everyone's sake....
...since everyone that I love will fall into Death's cold eternal embrace.
Solo...
Father Maxwell...
Sister Helen...
Him...

DM 195

OWARI

Elana-chan: Meep!!!! Iie!!! Onegai! turns to readers Gotta go now! See ya, guys! Ja! Thanks to the following:

The MY family (Maxwell-Yuy). I luv ya, Mommy, Daddy and my very beautiful twin sis, Sai-chan!!! Thanks and I luv ya!!!! My cousins and friends!

The BW triplets: Aya-chan, Nozi-chan and Sumi-chan.

Po-Chang peeps: Shirushi-chan and Anna-chan.

And the numerous peeps I have in this circle! I just luv ya, guys!!!!! Thanks!!!!

My love, Millie-koi! grins I luv ya! Thanks for the inspiration! sweatdrops

Darl: who keeps on pestering me to be my daughter. I still young, for Pete's sake! But still, thanks!!!

And special mention to my parents, Duo and Heero: for showing me that love hath no boundaries and its true meaning!