Chapter
4: Redemption
We look before and after,
And pine for what is
not;
Out sincerest laughter with some pain is fraught
Our
sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought.
Percy
Bysshe Shelley "To a Skylark"
Severus looked for Astra on the
school grounds and could not see her. He guessed she must still be in
the Gryffindor tower. He had thought of the best way to apologize to
his little girl, he would get her a pet. Something she would like
more than anything, she had her eye on this cat in Hogsmead for a
while now and he had decided to get it for her. He was, now, carrying
the box that contained the small creature and headed toward
Gryffindor common room. Once he got to the portrait he suddenly
realized that he had no clue what the password was. He decided to
wait for a Gryffindor to show up and persuade them to help them get
the gift to his daughter. The one person he had not expected to show
up on a weekend came up behind him.
"And what do you think
you're doing here, Severus?" McGonagall said sternly tapping her
foot impatiently.
"I. . ." He faltered then cleared his
throat. "I came here to give something to my daughter, Minerva. Not
that it is any of your concern." He said coolly.
"She is a
Gryffindor and my student therefore it is my concern." Minerva shot
back at him.
"Look," Severus growled through gritted teeth "If
I can't get in will you at least give this to her?"
"Very
well. . .no curses on it?" Minerva asked eyeing him
suspiciously.
"Why in Merlin would I curse my own daughter?"
Severus shouted. "And why in the hell would you think I could?
She's my baby Minerva, my blood, I would never hurt her."
"Very
well, Severus. I will give her your gift." Minerva said taking the
box from him and heading to the portrait
hole.
Minerva noticed
as soon as she walked into the common room that everyone was huddled
around a very tearful Astra. Thinking they were attacking her Minerva
quickly started to make her way over to her students. As soon as she
got within earshot she heard exactly what everyone was saying and she
sighed with relief. Every one of the Gryffindors had apologized to
Astra and was now making friends with her. When the group finally
started to break apart and do their own things Minerva made her move.
"Astra?" Minerva called to the young girl.
"Yes, Professor?"
Astra said as she approached.
"The headmaster would like a word
with you. Also, your father asked me to give you this." She
explained as she handed Astra the box.
Astra took the box and eyed
it for a moment.
"I made sure there were no curses. It's safe
to open." McGonagall said reading Astra's face.
Astra nodded
and sat down to open the box she got the ribbon and pulled open the
top. Out sprang the Black and white Kitten she had been begging her
father for. Astra squealed with joy as she picked up the kitten and
hugged it to her body. Everyone crowded around her to see what the
commotion was.
"Aww" one boy said "How cute."
Everyone
moved in to pet the animal as Astra looked back in the box, she
notice a note inside. She carefully unfolded the letter and read it
quietly.
My darling Astra,
I cannot express how sorry I am for
hurting you.
Your mother and I feel just awful. We should have
given you some time to adapt to the Idea instead of springing it on
you (even if it was not your decision whether or not he attended) we
hope you accept this apology, we never meant to hurt you.
Your
Father,
Severus Snape
Astra put the letter back in the box and
threw it into her bag. She was still angry at her parents but this
was a start. She took the kitten from the group and cradled it in her
arms.
"Astra, it's time to see the headmaster." McGonagall
said softly.
Astra nodded and followed the headmistress out of the
portrait hole still cradling the cat. When they reached the
headmaster's office McGonagall quietly said the password and
preceded her up the stairs. After knocking on the door she then
pushed Astra in and closed it behind her.
"Ahh-- Astra."
Dumbledore said. "Please have a seat."
Astra went and sat down
in front of the headmaster's desk and began petting her cat.
"I
first must begin by apologizing to you." Dumbledore said. "It was
not my intention to hurt you by letting your brother in early. I
personally thought it was best for him. However, I must confess I did
not foresee it causing so many problems for you, though I should
have. But know it would not have changed my decision and Sarul would
still have entered school early."
Astra just stared. She was
being apologized to by the headmaster. Well some what of an apology,
but she never expected this at all.
"I hope that you will accept
my apology for hurting you but this was necessary i assure you." He
finished gravely.
Astra nodded. "Yes, sir."
The twinkle
came back into the headmaster's eyes, "Glad to hear it. Now, I
see you have brought a friend with you." He looked at the small cat
in her arms and smiled.
"Yes, sir." She said "My father gave
her to me today."
"Ah, and have you given her a name yet?"
"I
was thinking perhaps, Starla."
"A very nice name indeed." He
beamed at her. "Now I will not keep you and Starla here any
longer."
Astra got up and left the headmaster's office. She
headed back to the Gryffindor tower. She just reached the portrait
hole, when she heard a voice.
"Do you like her?"
She
whirled around to see her father leaning against the wall.
"Yes,
I do."
"Good. Honey, I am sorry about the way we sprung this
on you. We should have told you and let you get used to the Idea even
if it wasn't your choice. You are my daughter and I love you." He
said as he took her into his arms.
"I love you too, daddy."
She sobbed into his chest. "I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have
yelled at you like that." She finished looking up into his
eyes.
"Well, we can't change it, but you can learn from it.
Maybe the next time something happens that you don't like or
approve of you will be able to remain cool and logical about it."
Severus looked down sternly at his daughter before stroking her hair,
"I do, however, understand how easy it is to loose your temper. It
takes a lot of practice and even I have yet to be able to keep my
temper in some situations."
"So does this mean you'll drop
the detention?" She asked hopefully.
"Not a chance."
Severus frowned.
"Ok, can't blame me for tying." she
grinned sheepishly. "well I have to be getting back, Daddy; but
thank you for Starla." Astra said as she pulled away
gently.
"Starla?" Severus blinked.
"Mm-hmm." Astra
nodded. "That's what I named her"
"Ah, well, you are
welcome." He watched her enter the portrait hole with a big smile
on her face.
His heart lightened considerably as he heard everyone
in the common room great her with cheers and laughter. He knew she
would be alright.
Once
classes resumed and her life went some what back to normal Astra
began to drop her guard. With her brother in free reign of school and
not in their parent's rooms, she should have realized that dropping
her guard was a very bad idea.
She was walking down the corridor
to potions when she heard snickering behind her. She was about to
turn around to tell the person off when she was hit with a rush of
ice cold water.
Astra shrieked as the water hit her. Her shriek
was so loud that all of the teachers and students along the corridor
rushed out to see what was wrong.
"What in the..." a boy
started but Astra turned her glare on him and he paled. Others could
be heard snickering as she stormed toward the potions class muttering
a quick drying spell at her self. Vowing vengeance on whoever had
humiliated her. She had a pretty good idea who it was that had dumped
the water on her. Sarulan would be the focus of her retaliation. She
had formulated a plan while in potions class but to put it into
motion she would need help. She remembered Harry telling the others
about using an invisibility cloak. She was sure that she was not
really meant to hear that particular bit but now she would use it to
her advantage.
Astra walked up to Harry with intent. "Harry?"
she said in a barely audible whisper. "Yes?"
"Can I speak
with you privately?" Harry looked suspicious.
"Look, I'm not
going to hit on you! I need your help!" she growled so only he
could hear. "Although . . . if it would help the cause." She
added wiggling her eyebrows at him.
Harry blushed furiously.
"Uh...no. we can speak over here." He said as he led her to a
private part of the common room. "Harry, how would you like to get
back at Draco Malfoy?" she said bluntly as they sat down.
Harry
looked at her skeptically. "Why?"
"What would you say if I
could humiliate him in front of the whole school?"
Harry raised
his eyebrows. "How?"
"You'll just have to trust me, but I
need to borrow your invisibility cloak."
Harry sat back in his
chair and watched her with interest. "Why should I trust you?" he
said after a moment of pause. "How do you know about my
invisibility cloak and how do I know you won't go to your
father?"
"What? You honestly think I don't have my own
reasons for doing any of this? Draco is simply to make it worth your
while." She grinned evilly. "And as for how I know about the
cloak, I over heard you talking about it with Ron and Hermione."
"I
think I'm going to like you." Harry said getting up. He headed
for the boy's dorm and stopped briefly at the stairs to raise his
eyebrows at her. Then he proceeded to climb.
Astra rose and
followed.
Astra had
the cloak and was ready to begin, except for one small detail. She
had no clue as to the where a bout's of the Slytherin common room.
But she knew where she could get that information. But persuading her
father to tell her where it is? That would be a miracle if she could
pull it off. She made her way to her father's potions classroom and
hoped he would be there alone.
She took a deep breath and knocked
on the door. "Yes?" Severus growled.
"Daddy?" Astra
squeaked, opening the door.
"Yes Astra, what is it?"
"I
need to talk to Sarul."
"Well. He should be in the great hall
later."
"No daddy."
"No?" he muttered in
surprise.
"I need to talk to him alone. Can you tell me where to
find the door to Slytherin common room?"
"Why?" Snape
looked at his daughter suspiciously.
"I can't tell you that
daddy." She said bluntly.
"Well, if you can't tell me then
you don't need to talk to him that badly."
'I can't tell
him yet.' She thought. 'Got to string him along a bit
more'
"Daddy, I need to talk with him but it's between him
and me. Now if I tell you then you could ruin the surprise and that
just wouldn't be fair."
"Astra." Severus sighed. "Look.
I know your brother pranked you. I also know that you are more than
likely looking for a way to get back at him. I cannot give you the
information you seek because that would give you a way to get him
close to home and I will not do that."
"Well daddy. To tell
you the truth..." She stopped for a moment and blushed as she
reached into her pocket and pulled out a box of chocolate frogs which
was Sarul's favorite candy. "I wanted to give him an apology
gift. It's not much but I can't have you or anyone else do it. It
has to be me."
"All right Astra. I'll tell you where to find
the Slytherin's door." He then proceeded to tell her the
instructions on how to get to the common room door. "But." He
concluded. "I will personally hold you responsible for any pranks
pulled on any of my Slytherin's."
"Daddy. I assure you that
my intentions are nothing but good." Astra smiled sweetly. 'But
then your version of good differs from mine.' She thought
amused.
"Well. Let me say that I am not assured." He said to
his daughters retreating
back.
Astra left her
father's classroom feeling quite proud of her self. She headed to
the Gryffindor tower to retrieve the cloak and check on the potion
she had been brewing. This of course was another advantage of being
the only girl first year in Gryffindor. She didn't have to hide
from other students that would have shared her room. The potion was
done when she checked it last night so she knew she needed to get on
with the plan. She put the invisibility cloak on and peaked out the
door. No one was coming so she quickly slipped out of the room
closing the door behind her. She went down the stairs, carefully to
avoid bumping into anyone and made her way to the common room door.
The portrait swung open and Harry muttered "good luck" as she
passed him. She made her way down to the Slytherin common room and
waited for a Slytherin to come by so she could hear the password. She
didn't have to wait too long because just as she settled her self
for a long wait Draco Malfoy came down the corridor with his two
goons in tow. She was glad it was them because she could figure out
how to include Crabbe and Goyle in this little plan of hers. She
would throw them in for fun. She listened intently as Malfoy said the
password. "Basilisk."
'Basilisk?' she thought. What in
bloody hell kind of password was that? Oh well. No point in trying to
ponder a Slytherin, your head would explode for lack of oxygen.
Astra
quickly followed them in and went exploring to find the rooms she
would need to locate. She went up the boy's stairs and found
Sarul's room. Then Upon exploring further she found the other
three's rooms. At least two of them shared a room so it would be a
bit easier for her to get this done. She went back down into the
common room and waited for the door to swing open again. The moment
it did she snuck out past the two incoming Slytherin girls. She made
her way back to the Gryffindor common room. The portrait swung open
just as she reached it and she snuck in passed Ron and Hermione
leaving.
'Probably going some where to snog in private.' She
thought while smothering a giggle. She went up to her room and
proceeded to bottle up the potion. She shrunk the bottle and put it
in her pocket. Then gathering up the cloak and placing it in her
school bag she once again left out the portrait hole. This time she
made her way out onto the grounds and went to the Quidditch field.
When she got there she went into the Gryffindor's tent and found
four of the robes. She then generously applied the potion to the
robes and left before anyone could see her there. She went back in
just as the dinner bell rang.
It was time. While everyone was
heading to dinner, Astra made her way to the Slytherin common room
door. She was grateful that there wasn't a portrait covering this
door to betray that she had been there. She had entered an empty room
on the way and slipped on the cloak. Then she slipped back out
without anyone noticing. As she approached the door she said the
password. The door swung open. She went to Sarul's room first and
found all of his robes. She quickly applied the potion to all of his
robes so that no matter which one he chose he would still be pranked.
Then she put the robes back where she got them and went to the other
boy's rooms and did the same. She left the rooms exactly as she
found them so that no one would suspect anything was wrong. She then
left the Slytherin's common room and ducked into a different
classroom and took off the cloak, then the one she had put it on in.
this was so no one could say they saw her enter and leave the same
room. When the cloak was safely in her bag she made her way to the
great hall. She got there just as Dumbledore was finishing making his
announcements. She sat down next to Harry.
"Where have you
been?" he whispered in her ear.
"You'll see." Astra
beamed. "Oh and by the way, thanks." She said as she handed Harry
the bag she had stuffed his cloak into.
He looked at her for a
moment, then shrugged and began to eat his dinner.
Severus had watched
his daughter enter the hall. She was glowing and grinning from ear to
ear.
"Oh Merlin!" He said under his breath. "What has she
done now?"
"What dear?" Serena said looking at him.
"Oh
nothing. Just mumbling is all." He said quickly. Serena gave him an
odd look. "You seem to be doing that a lot lately." She mumbled
then continued to eat her dinner.
Astra went to bed
excited for what the morning would bring. She rose bright and early
and made her way cheerfully to the common room.
Harry was already
there. "Morning!" She sang as she entered.
"Why are you so
cheery?" Harry asked her. "You'll see." Was all she said as
she headed out the portrait hole.
She practically skipped the way
to the great hall and sat down at the table. She sat there watching
intently as the other students began piling in. as Malfoy, Crabbe and
Goyle entered the hall she followed them with her eyes but never
moving her head. Then Sarul entered the room with Harry, Ron and
Hermione right behind him. Sarul made his way to the Slytherin table
while Harry and the others sat beside her.
"It's time." She
whispered to Harry. And as if that was the key word there was a rush
of red and gold that flew past everyone and made its way to the
Slytherin table. There was an audible smack as the red and gold
attached itself to the four chosen Slytherin's. Malfoy, Crabbe,
Goyle and Sarul jumped all at once and looked around to see what had
hit them. Attached to their robes were the Gryffindor Quidditch
robes.
The whole hall broke into laughter. Snape came into the
hall expecting a normal morning. He was sadly mistaken as he heard a
rush of wind and saw red and gold fly past him. He heard the smack
and saw the Gryffindor Quidditch robes attach themselves to four
Slytherin's.
'Oh for Merlin's sake!' he thought as he
turned his icy glare on his daughter. Astra looked at her father with
a look that plainly said. "And you expected anything less?"
Severus
sighed. No he didn't expect anything less. Hoped maybe but not
expected.
