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To Go or Not To Go
Last time...Okka-san? Could it be the girl? Iie he was calling her Kagome, what have I missed? He left the God Tree and found the girl in the same clearing as the night before. Her unique sent hit him again and he remembered why he went home the night before... to find information on this being. He did find something out at his house as well. He read of a new species, well not so new per say. It was an ancient race not seen for hundreds of years, before even his time. He had new questions for her and she would answer him. He would make her.
"Hello"
(Now...)
.:;Normal POV ;:.
Finally recover,
And the mood is right,
Lookin' up into a neon sky,
Child of me takes over,
Guess it's been too long,
Since the last time that,
I tried to fly...
"Good morning, Fluffy." She said hiding her surprise.
"Again with the disrespect, perhaps I should teach you a lesson." He said dryly.
"Are you going to kill me Sesshoumaru?" She said while still starring into the river and not at him. She barley acknowledged his company and he was getting angry thought no one could tell with his cold exterior.
"Perhaps, or perhaps I will kill your pup." He said while moving behind her and whispering in the ear of the young girl. That set her instincts on high alert. He could see her eyes turned red in her reflection in the water, she almost a lost control.
'How did he know about Shippo? Was he here?' Her thoughts scattered. Her thoughts were lost control was hard for her; she used to be so expressive with every emotion. Now she held everything she could inside, but she was still stubborn, strong willed, she would not give in, not just yet.
"You will not touch him Sesshoumaru!" She said through her teeth, praying to keep her right mind, praying to not change.
"And will it be you that stops me wench?" He said with a small smirk. He watcher her reflection, their eyes met in the water. Her silver eyes stared at his gold ones. She say his smirk. She knew he liked making her loss control and he was doing it. She lost it, all of it. 'Now things are getting interesting.'
"Hai." She growled at the demon in back of her.
Finally I fly,
When I lose control,
Inside my body crumbles,
It's like therapy,
For my broken soul,
Inside my body crumbles
Kagome dug her claws into the ground as her eyes completely turned blood red. Her nails extended and went from just into the ground to into her palm. Small drops of blod formed where her nails were. They stained the tips of her fingers like red nail polish. The demon lord smelt the blood, her blood. He liked it. She loved the smell of blood, especially her blood, yet he did not know why. She was sitting on her knees. She quickly jumped into the air and removed her claws from her hand. Kagome barred her claws. She couldn't stop she tried, and Kami she tried. But this new feeling, the new instincts she had called for her to attack.
'He would hurt Shippo!! That would NOT happen.' Her instincts were taking his words and building the rage inside of her. He was her son, her pup, hers to protect and that is exactly what she was going to do, by any means possible. Absentmindedly she bit her lip. She was angry, more than angry. She was thoroughly pissed! Her fangs went into her bottom lip so hard they drew blood, more blood. She was now bleeding from her palms and her li[. Her blood was affecting Sesshoumaru. He could feel his blood heating and changing. He wanted to change and meet her in battle. It was what his blood wanted. To challenge the one who challenged him, but was that all? His eyes flickered for a second before he regained all decency and stared at the girl in the air, slowing descending behind him. She was to upset to notice any change at all. All she could think or see was Sesshoumaru killing Shippo. She charged. Faster then Inuyasha ever did. This caught the tai youkia by surprise. He had not expected her to be as fast as she was. He dodged but her claws still hit him.
SHE HIT HIM!! His cheek had one small line across it right between his two magenta strips. He could feel the blood move down his face. It was like a red tear, a single bead of blood traveling gracefully down his face before falling to the ground. They watched as the cut grew and started to bleed more. It didn't hurt. He could barely feel it, but he had hit him. He looked over at her.
Kagome couldn't calm her blood. She knew she had hit him. Not hard but she scratched him. He could kill her. She was not strong enough; even if she was she had no control. The smell of his blood made her want to spill more. She was filled with an unsatisfied bloodlust. She loved the sent of his blood. It was the only blood, besides her own, that she had smelt in her new form. Was this common? Who she always feel this way if she spilt the blood of another?
All I need's a moment,
Chance to get away,
From the stressfulness of every day,
Know if i don't question,And I never doubt,
Everything is gonna be okay...
She lifted her hands to her head and tried to calm herself, if not for her then for Shippo. She had to gain control if she ever wanted to take him with her. She screamed. Kagome screamed and started to glow. She was purifying herself. It hurt like hell. Her body burned. Her miko powers were confused as for what to do. Then it stopped the urge to kill, the purifying, and the scream. It all stopped. She stood up. Her face blank as calm as she ever was, as sad, as lonely as real.
Sesshoumaru was more confused then he had ever been. Had this girl just tried to purify herself? Why would she do a stupid thing like that? His mask slipped for a second and was quickly put back on when the girl stood up. She healed her wounds the ones she caused when the light engulfed her, the same light that filled the clearing that healed his arm. That light only confirmed his suspicions. He needed to talk to this being.
When Kagome tried to purify herself she only succeeded in purifying her anger. She eyes went back to their normal silverish-gold color. She turned to look at the youkai lord. "How do you know about my kit, Sesshoumaru?" Kagome said with her stoic mask covering her still present anger.
"I ran in to the little kitsune earlier. He seems quite mad at you. I wonder why little wench." The lord stated emotionlessly covering up his amusement and curiosity.
"Stay away from him and my name is not wench as I have already pointed out." She informed him as she went back to her seat next to the water. She stared kneeling then slid of her knees to the ground and touched the cool water with her pail blood stained fingers. She absentmindedly washed off all of the blood.
"You will come with me wench and you will answer my questions, do you understand?" His words were a statement rather than a question.
"You can not order me around Fluffy so stay out of my way." She said as she stood and looked him in the eyes. The emotionless war continued.
"What did you call me?" Both people present had strong internal emotions but both of their masks were made of an unbreakable stone. They would not she what was felt on the inside yet they continued their small argument. The only thing that brought her emotions to the surface was her kit.
"Fluffy, f-l-u-f-f-y, if you won't call me by my name I will not call you by yours," a cold voice answered then continued, "I tire of this Fluffy and I will not follow you so do not ask, if you know about my kit then you also know I can not leave him. Would you leave Rin near the hanyo?"
"Rin has nothing to do with this wench. Do not speak of her. You will follow this Sesshoumaru if you want to know what you are and if you value the life of the little fox wench."
"You will NOT hurt my kit Lord Fluffy," she said losing her control and showing some of her anger. "You will not!"
Sesshoumaru grabbed the miko by her neck and lifted her off the ground. "Will you not go easily?"
"I believe we have established that." Replied Kagome calmly considering her neck was in the hands of a bloodthirsty youkai lord. Her eyes flashed red and stared into his golden ones. He saw it, she saw it in his eyes she was scared of herself, he didn't know that but he did know there were going to fight again. "Let me go" she told him while averting her eyes to look to the ground. He still did nothing as if he did not here her.
Finally I fly,
When I lose control,
Inside my body crumbles,
It's like therapy,
For my broken soul,
Inside my body crumbles...
"I said let me go Sesshoumaru!" and with that she looked up into his eyes her eyes no longer flashing but completely red. Her claws latched on to the arm of the youkai lord and tore off ten lines on the perfect flesh of him pale arm. He wince in pain for a second, and let go of the young miko's neck, the mere flesh wound who do no damage with his youkai blood, this they both knew.
Sesshoumaru looked up at the figure before him, "It would be wise if you refrained form repeating actions of that nature, Kagome"
"It would also be wise for you to not anger a mother by threatening her kit, Sesshoumaru-sama." The two told each other, both eyes blood red with anger. The first of the two to change their eyes back to the normal color was Sesshoumaru. Kagome still stood in a fighting stance eyes bloods red. Currently, she was fighting with herself on weather to fight to not, weather to attack him or not, weather she could risk dieing by his hand or not. Her inner youkai took over her senses and she leapt in to the air towards Sesshoumaru. She did not expect the attack but that did not stop him from dodging her small fists and sharp claws. He used his boa to wrap around her small form. It encircled her and trapped her hands, arms and legs by her side. He brought her close and whispered in her ear, "Stop girl, I know that you know how. Stop if you would like to save the lie pf your little fox and find out what you are." She had not washed the blood from her lips. He could smell it. It was heating his blood again. It was almost painful. He licked the blood off her lips slowly.
It's okay to be myself..I don't know if I'll be alright,
I don't know if I'll be alright,
I'll never have to hide,
I don't know if I'll be alright,
I don't know if I'll be alright,
Trying to replace...
I don't know if I'll be alright,I don't know if I'll be alright,
At this Kagome stopped struggling, she stopped moving and her heat beat in her ears. Her eyes changed back to there new normal and his words repeated in her head, 'find out what you are' 'And then when he licked my lips, the blood.' She realized as she thought to herself. Her blood, did it do to him what it did to her. If Sesshoumaru's boa hadn't been holding her in place then she would have fallen to then ground in shock. His hand moved under her chin and raised her head. He looking into her eyes and she looked into his.
Now I know...
It's alright
They were silent for a moment, Kagome spoke first, "Are you saying that you know what I am Lord Sesshoumaru?" Her voice was small and lacking her usual confidence. She felt the tears come behind her eyes, they burned begging to be shed but she would not allow it. She quickly regained her composer and stared into Sesshoumaru's golden orbs.
"I believe that I know what you are, Kagome and I will tell you, only, if you come with me. If you are what I think you are I have many questions for you, and you will answer then all," he told the girl currently held in his boa suspended in the air inches from his face.
"Did I not already tell you I will not go? Fact, I could not go. I can not leave my kit Sesshoumaru-sama. Please, do not ask me to, again. You know your brother as well if not better then I do."
"Listen woman!" he said firmly, "Come with me or your kit will be worse off then if you left."
Kagome didn't know what to do, did she follow the ice prince and blood thirsty killer Sesshoumaru, find out what she was and stop him from hurting Shippo, or leave her kit altogether? Iie, she couldn't leave, she did not trust Inuyasha, what would he do to her son. 'He will not harm him.' She thought ad started to growl. Her instincts were wild again. Her maternal possessiveness was taking over. She once again started thrashing trying to free herself from her fluffy bindings.
He was shocked when she stated to lose control again, what had set her off this time? He went inside her mind to see what was wrong. In her mind he was images of this hanyo brother hurting her kit. 'So this is what she is afraid of.'
"No one will harm Shippo, not you or Inuyasha, or any one else, so let go of me you son of a bitch!" She screamed at the youkai that would not let her go.
He was momentarily taken back by her insulting words. He tightened his hold on her and watched as she fought with herself. The images she says of her kit being punched and kicked by his brother appalled him. They seemed so real, they were setting off her maternal instincts her eyes shining there red luster at him. She couldn't control them. He raised his hand slapped her 'gently' across the face. He face was force away upon impact, if she was still ningen her neck might have severed leaving her decapitated but in her new form she was fine.
He looked back at her, her silver depts. Focused on his gold and they stopped for a moment, they stopped and just stared with new understanding. He hit her and turned her back to normal and she could not leave her kit unprotected.
"Gomen, Sesshoumaru-sama, for my rudeness, I am still new to my instincts." She answered with I emotion.
"Of that, I am very aware."
"I will send for another youkai to watch you kit and protect it if necessary and you will come with me to my castle and answer my questions, understand?"
"I will go... ano, onegai Lord Sesshoumaru, may I please say good bye to him?" she started as he released her and his boa enlarged. It expanded in around him encircling him and causing the winds to pick up. His hair flowed and the boa encircled his feet. Kagome was not standing watching the display with her cold mask but inside she was in aw. She had never seen him do that before and she was impressed though on the outside her physical features told everyone that she was more board. He picked her up bridal style and held her close as they rose into the air.
"No"
Finally I fly,
When I lose control,
Inside my body crumbles,
It's like therapy, For my broken soul
Inside my BODY....
Finally I fly,
When I lose control,
Inside my body crumbles,
It's like therapy,
For my broken soul,
Inside my body crumbles...
69
I know this is short but the next one will be longer... Please review!
Vocabulary:
Onegai- please
Okka-san- mother
Dog- Inu
Nani- what
Iie- no
Hai- yes
Arigato- Thank you
Ningen- Human
Youkai- demon
Gomen - I'm sorry/ sorry
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