Chapter III: In Thamasa.
Terra Branford was sitting in a bench outside her house in Mobliz watching the kids play, while she waited for Setzer. The last time they met, a couple of weeks ago, she told him that she wanted to go to Thamasa. Setzer offered to take her, saying that he wanted to see how Strago and Relm were doing. Terra heaved a sigh when she moved her eyes from the kids to the horizon. The sun was starting to hide giving the sky a red and pink tonality. It was a gorgeous panorama, one of the most beautiful Terra had ever seen in her life. She smile sadly. She wished to have someone at her side to look that beautiful view together. But she was. alone. Of course, she had her children and Duane and Katarin, but that was not enough, not anymore. She needed a different type of love in her life. The one that only a man can give, the only one she wanted from someone that was dead.
-Hello, my dear - said the voice of Setzer Gabbiani making her return to reality- Ready to go?
Terra jumped a little and greeting the gambler she said that she just grab her luggage and say goodbye from her kids and then she'll be ready to go. Terra got in the house and grab a bag with clothes and calling the children she said good bye to them, promising to return as soon as she could. She and Setzer boarded the Falcon and departed.
The journey to Thamasa was not a long one. It was going to take 2 or 3 hours, depending on the speed. Terra was in the upper deck looking at the sunset, while Setzer was in the wheel. Setzer realized that Terra wasn't in the mood for talking because he asked him about her kids and she even bothered to answer. She looked upset, and, although he was curious about the reason, he knew he wasn't going to obtain an answer. Besides, the only ones he remembered were capable of making Terra talk when she was upset or sad, were Edgar, Locke and Celes, and none of them were there so he preferred not to make any more questions.
When they arrived to Thamasa it was night already. They abandoned the ship and walked toward the town. The house of Strago was in the north. Setzer looked Terra from the corner of his eye and said:
-I heard that you come here every year. what for?
Terra, that didn't expect that question, jumped a little and blushing she answered in a low voice, almost shyly:
-I came to visit the tomb of general Leo.
Setzer just nodded his head. They kept walking and minutes later they arrived to the house of Strago. Terra knocked on the door and instants later a young female voice asked:
-Who's there?
-It's me, Terra - she said.
-And Setzer - said the gambler.
The door opened almost instantaneously. A fifteen year old Relm appeared smiling with happiness and excitement. Setzer opened his mouth with surprise. How much she've grown in those two years he hadn't seen her! It was impressive how much a person can grow in a short period of time. Relm hugged Terra and Setzer and invited them in.
The house was almost the same according to Setzer memories. The only difference was that the hall that was at the entrance was smaller because there was a pretty cute living room.
-What a surprise, Setzer - said Relm sitting in one of the couches - I was expecting Terra. She always some this time of the year, but I'm glad you came too.
Setzer sat next to her and said smiling: -I'm glad I came too. I hadn't seen you for so long that I missed you, so when I went to visit Terra two weeks ago she told me that she was coming so I offered to bring her in the Falcon. and here I am - and looking around he asked - and Strago?
-He's upstairs. He just received a letter from an old friend of his that says that he's returning tomorrow after almost 30 years. He got all excited and he ran to his room saying that he needed to find something - answered Relm.
-Really? - said Terra - But why his friend was gone for so long?
-He's like an important scientist or something. Gramps told me that he was the one that discovered Hidon in Eboshi Rock - said Relm - I think he told me he was an archeologist.But tell me, for how long are you going to stay?
-Seven or eight days - answered Terra.
-And you? - asked Relm to Setzer.
-A couple of days - and seeing the deception in Relm's eyes he said - It's just I have to return to the casino. I can't leave it in the hands of my assistant for too long.
He didn't finish the sentence. Strago ran all the way down but he stumbled with his robe and fell.
-Are you okay? - asked at the same time Terra and Setzer dashing to help the old mage..
-Of course he is - said Relm instead, shrugging - His head is as hard as a rock.
Strago stood up and rubbed his head. Then he hugged Terra and Setzer.
-I hadn't seen you for so long - said Strago happily - I'm so happy that you're here.But take a sit. There are a lot of things to talk about. Besides it's late to visit the general's grave.
Terra blushed. Relm hit Strago in the head while Setzer smiled. They talk for hours about Terra's children, the casino of Setzer, Relm's painting and Strago's friend.
-Relm told us about a friend of yours that is going to return after a long time - said Setzer.
-Yes, he is the most important archeologist ever. He made a lot of discoveries of all type in the 30 years he was gone. In his letter he wrote that he was tired of traveling and that he wanted to return to his hometown to spent his last days resting.
-And what's his name? - asked Terra.
-Braguin Rugaon. He'll be here tomorrow - said Strago excited then watching the clock in the wall he said - It's late. And I suppose you're tired. Relm, prepare the guest room for Setzer.
-And what about Terra? - asked the gambler.
-She always stays in my room - answered Relm. She went upstairs followed by Terra that said she'll help her. When they disappear from their sight, Strago asked worried:
-Is something wrong with Terra? She looks like something is bothering her.
-I've noticed that too. I've been tempted to ask, but I don't think I'm the one she wants to talk - Setzer said - Maybe she only needs to talk to the general.
-Maybe she needs that - agreed Strago.
*****
Clyde Arrowny stroked Interceptor's head. It was the third day in that ship and the last one. In few minutes he was going to arrive to Thamasa. He was nervous and a little scared. Interceptor seemed to noticed the insecurity in his master because he barked and licked his hand.
-You're right, buddy - said Clyde in a low voice - There's no reason to feel fear.
The captain knocked on Clyde's door announcing that they arrived to Thamasa. Clyde sighed. He took his bag and followed by Interceptor he abandoned the ship. It was a beautiful morning, the sky was blue and the sun was shining in the sky with all it's splendor. He stared at the town for several minute. It barely changed. It was just like he remembered. He smiled nostalgic and whispered:
-The town of the magic.First I'll look for Braguin then I'll talk to Strago - he looked at Interceptor and said to him - I think is better if you hid. Maybe Relm or Strago are in the town and if they see you. - Interceptor nodded his head. Clyde stroked his head and said - I don't think I should walk in from the main entrance, I'll better go trough that group of trees. That's also the perfect spot for you to hid - and he walked toward the trees on the east of Thamasa.
-Interceptor, stay here - said Clyde to his dog as soon as they reached the trees. Interceptor barked. Clyde gave him a piece of meat and after a second of hesitation he walked into the town, but before getting there he heard a familiar voice that came from the tomb in the center of the group of trees.
-I miss you - said the voice. Clyde hid behind a tree to see who was there. A young green haired woman was on her knees in front of the tomb with tears in her eyes.
-Terra. - mumbled Clyde.
-I miss you - kept saying Terra - I know that we only spent a couple of days together but for me that was enough. You told me things that nobody told me before. You made me realize that I was capable to love, because I love my kids but that love is not as fulfilling as it used to be. I need a different love in my life. The one that only a man can give to a woman. The one that Locke and Celes have. The one I wish I could share with you, Leo, because I love you. But you are dead. And I feel so empty. I feel a void in my heart, a hole in my soul. - and she began to cry desperately covering her face with her hands. Then, she uncovered her face and said: -Who's there?
Clyde left his place in the tree and stood next to her.
-Who are you? - asked Terra staring at him.
-I'm Clyde - he answered.
-Did you just hear.? - began to say Terra but Clyde interrupted her.
-Sorry. I never intended to listen but I accidentally overheard, but don't worry Terra, I wont tell anyone what you said.
-How do you know my name? - questioned Terra frowning - I didn't tell you my name. Have we met before?
Clyde made the face of "I screw it". But he knew that eventually she'll know who he was so he said:
-Yes, we met before. But you didn't know me as Clyde. Everyone called me.Shadow.
Terra looked him surprised. She couldn't believe what she just heard.
-If you don't believe me I guess I have to prove what I just said - he whistled and Interceptor appeared between the trees.
-You're Shadow - said Terra with her eyes wide open - But, I don't understand, how could you keep your true identity hidden all this years? Why you did that?
Clyde sat next to her. He told her all the story about his past, how he met Relm's mother, why he abandoned them, why he became Shadow and how Edgar found him and convinced him to go to Thamasa. He also told her about the mysterious golden object and what he and Edgar saw in the cave. When he finished his story, Terra had tears in her eyes. Clyde asked her why she was crying and she answered it was really sad that the greed of certain people cause all those tragedies. Clyde smiled sadly and said he agreed with her. They remained in silence for some minutes when another familiar voice said:
-There she is.
Terra looked in the direction where the voice came and smiled surprised. The voice was no other but the voice of the twin of the king of Figaro, Sabin that was accompanied by Setzer. They noticed the tears in the face of Terra. Setzer noticed Clyde next to her and grabbing him from his clothes he said:
-Who are you? Why you make her cry? What do you do to her ?
-Yeah, what did you do to her? - repeated Sabin hugging Terra.
Terra looked at Clyde that made Interceptor a sign with his hand when he saw his dog was going to attack Setzer. Sabin adopted a threatening attitude and walked towards him. Terra knowing their intentions shouted:
-Wait! Don't do it. You cannot attack a friend.
Sabin returned in his heels, frowning.
-I don't know him - said Sabin - Do you, Setzer?
Setzer shook his head.
-Because he used to wear a mask - said Terra. They kept frowning and Terra realize they hadn't understood so she said - He's Clyde, but we known him as Shadow.
Sabin opened his mouth with surprise, while Setzer raised his eyebrows releasing Clyde.
-This is impossible - said Sabin - Shadow died in Kefka's tower. - he saw Interceptor and shouted - Oh my! Oh my! You're Shadow. You're Shadow.
Setzer examined Clyde's face and said in a low voice:
-You're really Shadow. You're eyes had the same look that the eyes of Shadow had. But.
Clyde interrupted him. He told him the same he said Terra. Sabin heard the whole story with his mouth opened while Setzer raised his eyebrows a couple times.
-And that's what happened - said Clyde - Now I need to find Braguin Rugaon so he can help us to decipher the strange writing in this object - and he took the golden object out of his pocket.
-This is your lucky day - said Setzer smiling.
Clyde frowned.
-What do you mean? - he asked.
-Edgar's right, you're going to kill 2 birds with one shot - said Setzer still smiling - Braguin is now in Strago's house.
Clyde eyes widened with surprise.
-Braguin had just returned today after 30 years of investigations and research - kept saying Setzer - Strago and Braguin are friends since they were youngsters. Why don't you go to Strago's place now? So you can talk to them both.
Clyde looked Terra that nodded agreeing. Sabin also nodded.
-Don't worry about Relm - said Setzer - She got bored and went to the forest to paint. This is the perfect time for you to talk with Strago. Clyde sighed.
-You're right - he said - It's the perfect time - he sighed one more time and after asking them the favor of not letting Relm to go to Strago's until he spoke with him. He left leaving Interceptor with them.
Sabin, as soon as he walked away, said that it was unbelievable that Shadow were Relm's father. Setzer agreed with him. Terra watched Clyde go while she stroke Interceptor's head.
-Good luck - she whispered.
*****
-Really? - asked surprised Strago to Braguin when he told him about a time when he almost got caught by the Empire.
-I narrowly escaped, thanks to my assistant. He was skilled with the sword but not with the head - said Braguin laughing. Strago laughed too.
-I'm glad you're here, Braguin - said the old mage - I missed you.
-I missed you too, Strago - said the archaeologist - That's why I returned. I got tired of traveling and I missed my home and friends. - Braguin sighed and asked curious - By the way, those two young men were the ones that fought with you against Kefka?
-Yes. Relm and I fought with them and with other ten persons.
-Relm fought too? - asked impressed Braguin.
-Of course she fought too - answered Strago proudly - She's my granddaughter.
Braguin smiled and he was going to speak but a knock in the door interrupted him.
-Are you expecting someone? - asked Braguin.
Strago shook his head, but then he said enthusiastic:
-Maybe is Gungho - and he dashed to open the door. But his enthusiasm transform into surprise because all the color from his face disappeared when he saw who was the one who knocked the door.
-Hello, Strago - saluted Clyde nervously and almost shyly when he saw the old mage - It's been a long time.
-You are still alive - said Strago still surprised - I thought you died - and angrily he concluded - And you should remain dead - and tried to close the door but Clyde avoided it an got into the house.
-I'm not going anywhere until I talk to you - said Clyde firmly.
-There's nothing to talk about - said Strago - You abandoned your wife and daughter and for me and my granddaughter your dead, and as I told you before, you better stay like that.
-But I didn't abandon them, Strago. I left because if I didn't they might hurt them - said Clyde with desperation.
-What do you mean by that? - questioned Strago - And who are "they"? I don't understand.
-Then let me explain you, but I beg you not to interrupt me while I talk - said Clyde.
-Okay - said Strago - Talk.
Clyde sighed and for the third time that day he told the story of how he became Shadow and how he returned to be Clyde. Strago heard the story with his eyes closed. He was tempted to interrupt but he remained in silence. When Clyde finished, he examined the expression in Strago's face. But the face of the old mage showed no expression. Strago opened his eyes slowly and stared at him, then he said:
-You want to talk to Relm, don't you? She's in the forest painting. Go, and tell her all what you just told me. She's a mature girl and she'll understand - Strago smiled when he saw the expression of fear in Clyde's face - Don't worry, Clyde. I never told her that you abandoned her and Afra. She thinks you're dead. But as I said, she'll understand you.
Clyde nodded.
-But first - he said - I need to tell you something else.
Strago frowned and asked:
-What is it?
-Do you know where I can found Braguin Rugaon?
Braguin, that was in the living room listening the conversation, stood next to Strago when he heard his name.
-I'm Braguin Rugaon - he said - Nice to meet you Clyde.
Clyde made a little reverence with his head.
-What can I do for you? - asked Braguin.
Clyde took the golden plaque out of his pants.
-I found this strange object in the seventeen years ago. And the King of Figaro found another of this objects in the cave of South Figaro. We also discovered there a strange shrine that had an altar and when I put this thing in the altar it produce a strange blue light. The King made investigations and he found a theory you proposed about Magic, so he sent me to look for you, to see if you can help us to decipher the writing in the plaque.
Braguin stared at the plaque with his mouth opened. He couldn't believe his eyes.
-Finally - he whispered - Finally. Finally I'm able to prove my theory - he raised his voice - Let me see it closer, please.
Clyde gave the plaque to Braguin that stared at it in the way you can stare you're most valuable treasure. Strago was still frowning. He didn't seem to understand.
-Clyde - he said - Why don't you let Braguin examine this object while you go to talk to Relm.
Clyde agreed and left towards the forest. He walked slowly. He was nervous and he needed time to think what he was going to say to his daughter. He was glad that Strago never said something. inappropriate about him. Still, he was worried about her reaction. He arrived at the forest, and he distinguished Relm siting in the ground, painting. Clyde stared at her surprised. She looked just like her mother!
Relm must have felt the look of Clyde, because she left her painting and looked at him, asking:
-Can I help you?
Clyde remained in silence for several minutes and he finally answered:
-I'm looking for Relm Arrowny.
-I'm Relm Arrowny - said Relm frowning then she asked scared - Did something happened to my grandpa?
Clyde shook his head.
-You're grandpa is fine - he said.
Relm sighed relieved.
-Then, who are you? - she asked frowning.
Clyde sighed to calm his nerves.
-My. My name is Clyde. Clyde Arrowny - he answered.
Relm's eyes widened. She stared at Clyde and opened her mouth but she didn't say anything.
-Y. You're. m. my father - she said minutes later - You're . you're . alive. You're not.dead . you're alive. But. Why? Why until now? Why you didn't return before?
-It's a long story - said Clyde sitting next to her - It all began 20 years ago. When I arrived to Thamasa after escaping from Tzen, because I found a valuable treasure, and a group of thieves tried to steal it. I almost die because I spent a long time without water and food. But your mother found me in the shores of the town and helped me. We fell in love and got married. Three years later you were born and we lived happily. But the men from Tzen found me and told me if I didn't return the treasure to them, they will harm you and Afra. I told them that I lost it in the sea, but they told me that I most help them to steal a million GP from a train. I agreed, because they kept threatening me about hurting you and your mother. I left with my dog and a friend of mine named Baram. We did the job but they betrayed us and attacked us. When I woke up I saw my reflection in the water, but I couldn't recognize myself. So I wore a mask since that day. And changed my name to Shadow.
-WHAT!!! - shouted Relm.
-Yes. I was Shadow. That's why Interceptor liked you since the beginning. - he sighed and continued - When the battle in the tower of Kefka was over I began to remember certain things of my past. That's why told Interceptor to go with you. But he abandoned you and looked for me in the ruins of the tower and helped me. After I recovered I began to search for clues about my past. Those clues led me to the object that those men wanted. I kept searching for more clues and I ended up in the cave of South Figaro, where I found a strange shrine and an altar because the object I was carrying began to glow. But when I was going to put the object in the altar, I was attacked by some men. I managed to escape but I fell near the castle of Figaro, where Edgar helped me and nurse my wounds. There was the first time I saw my face since the incident of the train. And I remembered everything. Including that you're my daughter. That's why I came. To explain you and your grandfather what happened.
Relm stared at Clyde with her eyes full of tears. She wasn't sure what to think, because all those years she always thought her father died in an accident. But now she knew the truth. Now she knew her father was alive and he was there sitting next to her with a sad smile in his lips. And with an immense happiness, she threw herself into her father arms, crying. Clyde hugged her tightly.
-I promise you I'll never leave you again - said Clyde - I'll stay hear with you and your grandpa forever.
Relm didn't respond. She just nodded her head smiling through the tears. Clyde smiled back.
-Lets return to the house - he said seconds later - But lets go to the grave of the general first.
And they headed towards the grave, where Terra, Sabin, Setzer and Interceptor were waiting. When they saw them approach, Interceptor ran to them.
-I guess you're happy - said Setzer smiling to Relm that knelt to caress Interceptor.
Relm didn't had to answer. She just smiled and that expressed more than words could. Terra and Sabin watched the scene a little apart. Sabin and Terra were having a serious talk about Terra's strange attitude when the Arrowny's arrived. Setzer told Sabin that Terra was behaving really strange. So he wanted to talk to her about it. But Terra wasn't willing to talk so he gave up, at least for the moment.
Clyde informed that he needed to return to talk to Braguin. They returned to the house. In the way he explained Relm all he knew about the plaque
-Braguin is in the living room - said Strago when he opened the door - He's fascinated with that strange thing you gave him to study.
They went to the living room were Braguin was focused on the golden plaque. He was wearing a strange lens in his right eye while he made notes.
-How's it going? -asked Clyde sitting next to him.
-This is the most impressive thing I've never seen - said Braguin ecstatic - The writing is really antique, primitive I dare to say. But for I've been able to figure out this is related somehow with magic. But I this are only my first impressions. I need more time to decipher it completely.
Clyde nodded. He knew that Braguin will need time to discovered the meaning of the plaque. He'll write to Edgar to inform him about the situation. He was going outside when Strago yelled stopped him:
-Where're you going? - asked the old mage - It's time to eat. Food is ready.
-I have to inform Edgar that I've already found Braguin - answered Clyde.
-That can wait - said Strago putting his arm around Clyde shoulders - After all this is the first meal you're going to share with your daughter.
Clyde smiled and agreed. The letter can wait. As Strago said, there were more important things he had to do.
The meal was something that Clyde hadn't experienced in a very long time. When he was Shadow he used to eat apart from the others. He felt happy and pleased watching his only daughter smiling and laughing with happiness and specially the fact that she called him "daddy". After they ended eating and cleaning up, Braguin returned to study the plaque. Setzer and Sabin decided to play poker. Strago and Clyde went outside to talk with Terra and Relm who said it was a beautiful afternoon to paint. They returned inside to have dinner and after a long chat they went to sleep.
*****
The next day, Terra was the first one to wake up. The sun was starting to shine and the birds were already singing. She stared at the view a long while before she changed up her clothes and went down. She smiled when she saw Braguin asleep in the living room, with the golden plaque resting in his chest. She opened the door carefully and filled her lungs with the mourning air. She sighed and went to the grave of the general. She knelt in front of the tomb and began to speak in a low voice:
-Good morning, Leo. You know? Today I feel strange. I feel happy and sad. I feel happy because Shadow turned out to be Relm's father, and because he had suffered so much that he deserves to have a happy life with his daughter. I guess I'm being selfish thinking I'm the only one that had suffered, because Clyde also had a hard life, but. but I don't know, I don't know why I have to feel the way I feel. I know what makes me feel like this, but I have to know why. Why I have to feel this emptiness, this void. I know it's absurd to feel what I feel about you - tears began to roll over her face - But I can't help it. I can't do nothing about it. I. I. I wished you weren't dead, I wished you were alive. I wished you were here with me. I hate to feel like this. Please, help me, Leo, please. Help me to forget you, help me to let you go, help me to stop feeling like this . - and she covered her face with her hands. She remained like that for about 20 minutes. She stood up and wiped the tears from her eyes. She sighed and returned to the house. They all were awaken, and Relm already made breakfast. When they finished eating, Strago invited all to go to the Elder's house to a ceremony in honor of Braguin. They all agreed and went to the ceremony that began at 11:00. and after the speeches of Strago, Gungho, the Elder and other authorities, they gave Braguin a present, that was a silver commemorative plaque. Braguin gave a small speech and the party began. Everybody seemed to have fun, except for Terra, something that Relm noticed. When the party was over, near 9 in the evening. They returned to the house, except for Setzer and Sabin that went to the pub. Terra went straight to her room, followed by Relm.
-What's wrong with you, Terra? - asked Relm closing the door.
-There's nothing wrong with me - answered Terra sitting in the bed.
-Of course there's something wrong, Terra - said Relm - Because you aren't like yourself since you arrived here. And I'm not the only one who thinks that, the others, even Sabin, had noticed it too - she sat next to her - What is it?
-I don't know since when, but lately I've been feeling. empty - said Terra in a low voice.
-Empty? - repeated Relm - But why? I always think you were satisfied with your life in Mobliz. - she didn't finished the sentence. The voices of Sabin and Setzer shouting interrupted her. They looked at each other confused and decided to go downstairs.
-What happened? - asked Relm when they reached the living room where Setzer and Sabin were trying to tell something to Strago, Clyde and Braguin - Why are you shouting?
Setzer and Sabin began to talk at the same time, and they couldn't understand what they were saying.
-Calm down! - yelled Clyde. They obeyed and Clyde continued - Now. Can one of you tell us what happened?
-Figaro's been attacked - said Setzer fast - We just heard in the pub.
-WHAT?! - they say in unison.
-A guy from South Figaro came to Thamasa for business. He said the castle, first it was sited for three days and then it has been attacked - said Setzer.
-That's unbelievable - muttered Clyde - Edgar never told me he had problems of that type. Did you know something, Sabin?
Sabin shook his head.
-I've been away for almost a month now - he said - But when I left, my bro never told me anything about a possible invasion or war - he passed a hand over his hair - I've to go to Figaro immediately.
-I'll go with you - said Setzer - We can go in the Falcon and arrive there tomorrow morning.
-I'll go too - said Clyde - I don't know why, but I have a bad feeling about this.
Terra also had a bad feeling about it to, so she said with determination:
-I want to go to. Edgar needs our help and support.
-Yeah - said Relm - That's why I'm also going. You're going to, don't you, gramps?
-I have no choice - said Strago - And, you Braguin, you'll go with us or stay here?
-But of course I'm going - said the old archeologist excited - This is my opportunity to study the place that Clyde told me.
-Well then - said Setzer - If no one has any objections, let's go to Figaro!
Terra Branford was sitting in a bench outside her house in Mobliz watching the kids play, while she waited for Setzer. The last time they met, a couple of weeks ago, she told him that she wanted to go to Thamasa. Setzer offered to take her, saying that he wanted to see how Strago and Relm were doing. Terra heaved a sigh when she moved her eyes from the kids to the horizon. The sun was starting to hide giving the sky a red and pink tonality. It was a gorgeous panorama, one of the most beautiful Terra had ever seen in her life. She smile sadly. She wished to have someone at her side to look that beautiful view together. But she was. alone. Of course, she had her children and Duane and Katarin, but that was not enough, not anymore. She needed a different type of love in her life. The one that only a man can give, the only one she wanted from someone that was dead.
-Hello, my dear - said the voice of Setzer Gabbiani making her return to reality- Ready to go?
Terra jumped a little and greeting the gambler she said that she just grab her luggage and say goodbye from her kids and then she'll be ready to go. Terra got in the house and grab a bag with clothes and calling the children she said good bye to them, promising to return as soon as she could. She and Setzer boarded the Falcon and departed.
The journey to Thamasa was not a long one. It was going to take 2 or 3 hours, depending on the speed. Terra was in the upper deck looking at the sunset, while Setzer was in the wheel. Setzer realized that Terra wasn't in the mood for talking because he asked him about her kids and she even bothered to answer. She looked upset, and, although he was curious about the reason, he knew he wasn't going to obtain an answer. Besides, the only ones he remembered were capable of making Terra talk when she was upset or sad, were Edgar, Locke and Celes, and none of them were there so he preferred not to make any more questions.
When they arrived to Thamasa it was night already. They abandoned the ship and walked toward the town. The house of Strago was in the north. Setzer looked Terra from the corner of his eye and said:
-I heard that you come here every year. what for?
Terra, that didn't expect that question, jumped a little and blushing she answered in a low voice, almost shyly:
-I came to visit the tomb of general Leo.
Setzer just nodded his head. They kept walking and minutes later they arrived to the house of Strago. Terra knocked on the door and instants later a young female voice asked:
-Who's there?
-It's me, Terra - she said.
-And Setzer - said the gambler.
The door opened almost instantaneously. A fifteen year old Relm appeared smiling with happiness and excitement. Setzer opened his mouth with surprise. How much she've grown in those two years he hadn't seen her! It was impressive how much a person can grow in a short period of time. Relm hugged Terra and Setzer and invited them in.
The house was almost the same according to Setzer memories. The only difference was that the hall that was at the entrance was smaller because there was a pretty cute living room.
-What a surprise, Setzer - said Relm sitting in one of the couches - I was expecting Terra. She always some this time of the year, but I'm glad you came too.
Setzer sat next to her and said smiling: -I'm glad I came too. I hadn't seen you for so long that I missed you, so when I went to visit Terra two weeks ago she told me that she was coming so I offered to bring her in the Falcon. and here I am - and looking around he asked - and Strago?
-He's upstairs. He just received a letter from an old friend of his that says that he's returning tomorrow after almost 30 years. He got all excited and he ran to his room saying that he needed to find something - answered Relm.
-Really? - said Terra - But why his friend was gone for so long?
-He's like an important scientist or something. Gramps told me that he was the one that discovered Hidon in Eboshi Rock - said Relm - I think he told me he was an archeologist.But tell me, for how long are you going to stay?
-Seven or eight days - answered Terra.
-And you? - asked Relm to Setzer.
-A couple of days - and seeing the deception in Relm's eyes he said - It's just I have to return to the casino. I can't leave it in the hands of my assistant for too long.
He didn't finish the sentence. Strago ran all the way down but he stumbled with his robe and fell.
-Are you okay? - asked at the same time Terra and Setzer dashing to help the old mage..
-Of course he is - said Relm instead, shrugging - His head is as hard as a rock.
Strago stood up and rubbed his head. Then he hugged Terra and Setzer.
-I hadn't seen you for so long - said Strago happily - I'm so happy that you're here.But take a sit. There are a lot of things to talk about. Besides it's late to visit the general's grave.
Terra blushed. Relm hit Strago in the head while Setzer smiled. They talk for hours about Terra's children, the casino of Setzer, Relm's painting and Strago's friend.
-Relm told us about a friend of yours that is going to return after a long time - said Setzer.
-Yes, he is the most important archeologist ever. He made a lot of discoveries of all type in the 30 years he was gone. In his letter he wrote that he was tired of traveling and that he wanted to return to his hometown to spent his last days resting.
-And what's his name? - asked Terra.
-Braguin Rugaon. He'll be here tomorrow - said Strago excited then watching the clock in the wall he said - It's late. And I suppose you're tired. Relm, prepare the guest room for Setzer.
-And what about Terra? - asked the gambler.
-She always stays in my room - answered Relm. She went upstairs followed by Terra that said she'll help her. When they disappear from their sight, Strago asked worried:
-Is something wrong with Terra? She looks like something is bothering her.
-I've noticed that too. I've been tempted to ask, but I don't think I'm the one she wants to talk - Setzer said - Maybe she only needs to talk to the general.
-Maybe she needs that - agreed Strago.
*****
Clyde Arrowny stroked Interceptor's head. It was the third day in that ship and the last one. In few minutes he was going to arrive to Thamasa. He was nervous and a little scared. Interceptor seemed to noticed the insecurity in his master because he barked and licked his hand.
-You're right, buddy - said Clyde in a low voice - There's no reason to feel fear.
The captain knocked on Clyde's door announcing that they arrived to Thamasa. Clyde sighed. He took his bag and followed by Interceptor he abandoned the ship. It was a beautiful morning, the sky was blue and the sun was shining in the sky with all it's splendor. He stared at the town for several minute. It barely changed. It was just like he remembered. He smiled nostalgic and whispered:
-The town of the magic.First I'll look for Braguin then I'll talk to Strago - he looked at Interceptor and said to him - I think is better if you hid. Maybe Relm or Strago are in the town and if they see you. - Interceptor nodded his head. Clyde stroked his head and said - I don't think I should walk in from the main entrance, I'll better go trough that group of trees. That's also the perfect spot for you to hid - and he walked toward the trees on the east of Thamasa.
-Interceptor, stay here - said Clyde to his dog as soon as they reached the trees. Interceptor barked. Clyde gave him a piece of meat and after a second of hesitation he walked into the town, but before getting there he heard a familiar voice that came from the tomb in the center of the group of trees.
-I miss you - said the voice. Clyde hid behind a tree to see who was there. A young green haired woman was on her knees in front of the tomb with tears in her eyes.
-Terra. - mumbled Clyde.
-I miss you - kept saying Terra - I know that we only spent a couple of days together but for me that was enough. You told me things that nobody told me before. You made me realize that I was capable to love, because I love my kids but that love is not as fulfilling as it used to be. I need a different love in my life. The one that only a man can give to a woman. The one that Locke and Celes have. The one I wish I could share with you, Leo, because I love you. But you are dead. And I feel so empty. I feel a void in my heart, a hole in my soul. - and she began to cry desperately covering her face with her hands. Then, she uncovered her face and said: -Who's there?
Clyde left his place in the tree and stood next to her.
-Who are you? - asked Terra staring at him.
-I'm Clyde - he answered.
-Did you just hear.? - began to say Terra but Clyde interrupted her.
-Sorry. I never intended to listen but I accidentally overheard, but don't worry Terra, I wont tell anyone what you said.
-How do you know my name? - questioned Terra frowning - I didn't tell you my name. Have we met before?
Clyde made the face of "I screw it". But he knew that eventually she'll know who he was so he said:
-Yes, we met before. But you didn't know me as Clyde. Everyone called me.Shadow.
Terra looked him surprised. She couldn't believe what she just heard.
-If you don't believe me I guess I have to prove what I just said - he whistled and Interceptor appeared between the trees.
-You're Shadow - said Terra with her eyes wide open - But, I don't understand, how could you keep your true identity hidden all this years? Why you did that?
Clyde sat next to her. He told her all the story about his past, how he met Relm's mother, why he abandoned them, why he became Shadow and how Edgar found him and convinced him to go to Thamasa. He also told her about the mysterious golden object and what he and Edgar saw in the cave. When he finished his story, Terra had tears in her eyes. Clyde asked her why she was crying and she answered it was really sad that the greed of certain people cause all those tragedies. Clyde smiled sadly and said he agreed with her. They remained in silence for some minutes when another familiar voice said:
-There she is.
Terra looked in the direction where the voice came and smiled surprised. The voice was no other but the voice of the twin of the king of Figaro, Sabin that was accompanied by Setzer. They noticed the tears in the face of Terra. Setzer noticed Clyde next to her and grabbing him from his clothes he said:
-Who are you? Why you make her cry? What do you do to her ?
-Yeah, what did you do to her? - repeated Sabin hugging Terra.
Terra looked at Clyde that made Interceptor a sign with his hand when he saw his dog was going to attack Setzer. Sabin adopted a threatening attitude and walked towards him. Terra knowing their intentions shouted:
-Wait! Don't do it. You cannot attack a friend.
Sabin returned in his heels, frowning.
-I don't know him - said Sabin - Do you, Setzer?
Setzer shook his head.
-Because he used to wear a mask - said Terra. They kept frowning and Terra realize they hadn't understood so she said - He's Clyde, but we known him as Shadow.
Sabin opened his mouth with surprise, while Setzer raised his eyebrows releasing Clyde.
-This is impossible - said Sabin - Shadow died in Kefka's tower. - he saw Interceptor and shouted - Oh my! Oh my! You're Shadow. You're Shadow.
Setzer examined Clyde's face and said in a low voice:
-You're really Shadow. You're eyes had the same look that the eyes of Shadow had. But.
Clyde interrupted him. He told him the same he said Terra. Sabin heard the whole story with his mouth opened while Setzer raised his eyebrows a couple times.
-And that's what happened - said Clyde - Now I need to find Braguin Rugaon so he can help us to decipher the strange writing in this object - and he took the golden object out of his pocket.
-This is your lucky day - said Setzer smiling.
Clyde frowned.
-What do you mean? - he asked.
-Edgar's right, you're going to kill 2 birds with one shot - said Setzer still smiling - Braguin is now in Strago's house.
Clyde eyes widened with surprise.
-Braguin had just returned today after 30 years of investigations and research - kept saying Setzer - Strago and Braguin are friends since they were youngsters. Why don't you go to Strago's place now? So you can talk to them both.
Clyde looked Terra that nodded agreeing. Sabin also nodded.
-Don't worry about Relm - said Setzer - She got bored and went to the forest to paint. This is the perfect time for you to talk with Strago. Clyde sighed.
-You're right - he said - It's the perfect time - he sighed one more time and after asking them the favor of not letting Relm to go to Strago's until he spoke with him. He left leaving Interceptor with them.
Sabin, as soon as he walked away, said that it was unbelievable that Shadow were Relm's father. Setzer agreed with him. Terra watched Clyde go while she stroke Interceptor's head.
-Good luck - she whispered.
*****
-Really? - asked surprised Strago to Braguin when he told him about a time when he almost got caught by the Empire.
-I narrowly escaped, thanks to my assistant. He was skilled with the sword but not with the head - said Braguin laughing. Strago laughed too.
-I'm glad you're here, Braguin - said the old mage - I missed you.
-I missed you too, Strago - said the archaeologist - That's why I returned. I got tired of traveling and I missed my home and friends. - Braguin sighed and asked curious - By the way, those two young men were the ones that fought with you against Kefka?
-Yes. Relm and I fought with them and with other ten persons.
-Relm fought too? - asked impressed Braguin.
-Of course she fought too - answered Strago proudly - She's my granddaughter.
Braguin smiled and he was going to speak but a knock in the door interrupted him.
-Are you expecting someone? - asked Braguin.
Strago shook his head, but then he said enthusiastic:
-Maybe is Gungho - and he dashed to open the door. But his enthusiasm transform into surprise because all the color from his face disappeared when he saw who was the one who knocked the door.
-Hello, Strago - saluted Clyde nervously and almost shyly when he saw the old mage - It's been a long time.
-You are still alive - said Strago still surprised - I thought you died - and angrily he concluded - And you should remain dead - and tried to close the door but Clyde avoided it an got into the house.
-I'm not going anywhere until I talk to you - said Clyde firmly.
-There's nothing to talk about - said Strago - You abandoned your wife and daughter and for me and my granddaughter your dead, and as I told you before, you better stay like that.
-But I didn't abandon them, Strago. I left because if I didn't they might hurt them - said Clyde with desperation.
-What do you mean by that? - questioned Strago - And who are "they"? I don't understand.
-Then let me explain you, but I beg you not to interrupt me while I talk - said Clyde.
-Okay - said Strago - Talk.
Clyde sighed and for the third time that day he told the story of how he became Shadow and how he returned to be Clyde. Strago heard the story with his eyes closed. He was tempted to interrupt but he remained in silence. When Clyde finished, he examined the expression in Strago's face. But the face of the old mage showed no expression. Strago opened his eyes slowly and stared at him, then he said:
-You want to talk to Relm, don't you? She's in the forest painting. Go, and tell her all what you just told me. She's a mature girl and she'll understand - Strago smiled when he saw the expression of fear in Clyde's face - Don't worry, Clyde. I never told her that you abandoned her and Afra. She thinks you're dead. But as I said, she'll understand you.
Clyde nodded.
-But first - he said - I need to tell you something else.
Strago frowned and asked:
-What is it?
-Do you know where I can found Braguin Rugaon?
Braguin, that was in the living room listening the conversation, stood next to Strago when he heard his name.
-I'm Braguin Rugaon - he said - Nice to meet you Clyde.
Clyde made a little reverence with his head.
-What can I do for you? - asked Braguin.
Clyde took the golden plaque out of his pants.
-I found this strange object in the seventeen years ago. And the King of Figaro found another of this objects in the cave of South Figaro. We also discovered there a strange shrine that had an altar and when I put this thing in the altar it produce a strange blue light. The King made investigations and he found a theory you proposed about Magic, so he sent me to look for you, to see if you can help us to decipher the writing in the plaque.
Braguin stared at the plaque with his mouth opened. He couldn't believe his eyes.
-Finally - he whispered - Finally. Finally I'm able to prove my theory - he raised his voice - Let me see it closer, please.
Clyde gave the plaque to Braguin that stared at it in the way you can stare you're most valuable treasure. Strago was still frowning. He didn't seem to understand.
-Clyde - he said - Why don't you let Braguin examine this object while you go to talk to Relm.
Clyde agreed and left towards the forest. He walked slowly. He was nervous and he needed time to think what he was going to say to his daughter. He was glad that Strago never said something. inappropriate about him. Still, he was worried about her reaction. He arrived at the forest, and he distinguished Relm siting in the ground, painting. Clyde stared at her surprised. She looked just like her mother!
Relm must have felt the look of Clyde, because she left her painting and looked at him, asking:
-Can I help you?
Clyde remained in silence for several minutes and he finally answered:
-I'm looking for Relm Arrowny.
-I'm Relm Arrowny - said Relm frowning then she asked scared - Did something happened to my grandpa?
Clyde shook his head.
-You're grandpa is fine - he said.
Relm sighed relieved.
-Then, who are you? - she asked frowning.
Clyde sighed to calm his nerves.
-My. My name is Clyde. Clyde Arrowny - he answered.
Relm's eyes widened. She stared at Clyde and opened her mouth but she didn't say anything.
-Y. You're. m. my father - she said minutes later - You're . you're . alive. You're not.dead . you're alive. But. Why? Why until now? Why you didn't return before?
-It's a long story - said Clyde sitting next to her - It all began 20 years ago. When I arrived to Thamasa after escaping from Tzen, because I found a valuable treasure, and a group of thieves tried to steal it. I almost die because I spent a long time without water and food. But your mother found me in the shores of the town and helped me. We fell in love and got married. Three years later you were born and we lived happily. But the men from Tzen found me and told me if I didn't return the treasure to them, they will harm you and Afra. I told them that I lost it in the sea, but they told me that I most help them to steal a million GP from a train. I agreed, because they kept threatening me about hurting you and your mother. I left with my dog and a friend of mine named Baram. We did the job but they betrayed us and attacked us. When I woke up I saw my reflection in the water, but I couldn't recognize myself. So I wore a mask since that day. And changed my name to Shadow.
-WHAT!!! - shouted Relm.
-Yes. I was Shadow. That's why Interceptor liked you since the beginning. - he sighed and continued - When the battle in the tower of Kefka was over I began to remember certain things of my past. That's why told Interceptor to go with you. But he abandoned you and looked for me in the ruins of the tower and helped me. After I recovered I began to search for clues about my past. Those clues led me to the object that those men wanted. I kept searching for more clues and I ended up in the cave of South Figaro, where I found a strange shrine and an altar because the object I was carrying began to glow. But when I was going to put the object in the altar, I was attacked by some men. I managed to escape but I fell near the castle of Figaro, where Edgar helped me and nurse my wounds. There was the first time I saw my face since the incident of the train. And I remembered everything. Including that you're my daughter. That's why I came. To explain you and your grandfather what happened.
Relm stared at Clyde with her eyes full of tears. She wasn't sure what to think, because all those years she always thought her father died in an accident. But now she knew the truth. Now she knew her father was alive and he was there sitting next to her with a sad smile in his lips. And with an immense happiness, she threw herself into her father arms, crying. Clyde hugged her tightly.
-I promise you I'll never leave you again - said Clyde - I'll stay hear with you and your grandpa forever.
Relm didn't respond. She just nodded her head smiling through the tears. Clyde smiled back.
-Lets return to the house - he said seconds later - But lets go to the grave of the general first.
And they headed towards the grave, where Terra, Sabin, Setzer and Interceptor were waiting. When they saw them approach, Interceptor ran to them.
-I guess you're happy - said Setzer smiling to Relm that knelt to caress Interceptor.
Relm didn't had to answer. She just smiled and that expressed more than words could. Terra and Sabin watched the scene a little apart. Sabin and Terra were having a serious talk about Terra's strange attitude when the Arrowny's arrived. Setzer told Sabin that Terra was behaving really strange. So he wanted to talk to her about it. But Terra wasn't willing to talk so he gave up, at least for the moment.
Clyde informed that he needed to return to talk to Braguin. They returned to the house. In the way he explained Relm all he knew about the plaque
-Braguin is in the living room - said Strago when he opened the door - He's fascinated with that strange thing you gave him to study.
They went to the living room were Braguin was focused on the golden plaque. He was wearing a strange lens in his right eye while he made notes.
-How's it going? -asked Clyde sitting next to him.
-This is the most impressive thing I've never seen - said Braguin ecstatic - The writing is really antique, primitive I dare to say. But for I've been able to figure out this is related somehow with magic. But I this are only my first impressions. I need more time to decipher it completely.
Clyde nodded. He knew that Braguin will need time to discovered the meaning of the plaque. He'll write to Edgar to inform him about the situation. He was going outside when Strago yelled stopped him:
-Where're you going? - asked the old mage - It's time to eat. Food is ready.
-I have to inform Edgar that I've already found Braguin - answered Clyde.
-That can wait - said Strago putting his arm around Clyde shoulders - After all this is the first meal you're going to share with your daughter.
Clyde smiled and agreed. The letter can wait. As Strago said, there were more important things he had to do.
The meal was something that Clyde hadn't experienced in a very long time. When he was Shadow he used to eat apart from the others. He felt happy and pleased watching his only daughter smiling and laughing with happiness and specially the fact that she called him "daddy". After they ended eating and cleaning up, Braguin returned to study the plaque. Setzer and Sabin decided to play poker. Strago and Clyde went outside to talk with Terra and Relm who said it was a beautiful afternoon to paint. They returned inside to have dinner and after a long chat they went to sleep.
*****
The next day, Terra was the first one to wake up. The sun was starting to shine and the birds were already singing. She stared at the view a long while before she changed up her clothes and went down. She smiled when she saw Braguin asleep in the living room, with the golden plaque resting in his chest. She opened the door carefully and filled her lungs with the mourning air. She sighed and went to the grave of the general. She knelt in front of the tomb and began to speak in a low voice:
-Good morning, Leo. You know? Today I feel strange. I feel happy and sad. I feel happy because Shadow turned out to be Relm's father, and because he had suffered so much that he deserves to have a happy life with his daughter. I guess I'm being selfish thinking I'm the only one that had suffered, because Clyde also had a hard life, but. but I don't know, I don't know why I have to feel the way I feel. I know what makes me feel like this, but I have to know why. Why I have to feel this emptiness, this void. I know it's absurd to feel what I feel about you - tears began to roll over her face - But I can't help it. I can't do nothing about it. I. I. I wished you weren't dead, I wished you were alive. I wished you were here with me. I hate to feel like this. Please, help me, Leo, please. Help me to forget you, help me to let you go, help me to stop feeling like this . - and she covered her face with her hands. She remained like that for about 20 minutes. She stood up and wiped the tears from her eyes. She sighed and returned to the house. They all were awaken, and Relm already made breakfast. When they finished eating, Strago invited all to go to the Elder's house to a ceremony in honor of Braguin. They all agreed and went to the ceremony that began at 11:00. and after the speeches of Strago, Gungho, the Elder and other authorities, they gave Braguin a present, that was a silver commemorative plaque. Braguin gave a small speech and the party began. Everybody seemed to have fun, except for Terra, something that Relm noticed. When the party was over, near 9 in the evening. They returned to the house, except for Setzer and Sabin that went to the pub. Terra went straight to her room, followed by Relm.
-What's wrong with you, Terra? - asked Relm closing the door.
-There's nothing wrong with me - answered Terra sitting in the bed.
-Of course there's something wrong, Terra - said Relm - Because you aren't like yourself since you arrived here. And I'm not the only one who thinks that, the others, even Sabin, had noticed it too - she sat next to her - What is it?
-I don't know since when, but lately I've been feeling. empty - said Terra in a low voice.
-Empty? - repeated Relm - But why? I always think you were satisfied with your life in Mobliz. - she didn't finished the sentence. The voices of Sabin and Setzer shouting interrupted her. They looked at each other confused and decided to go downstairs.
-What happened? - asked Relm when they reached the living room where Setzer and Sabin were trying to tell something to Strago, Clyde and Braguin - Why are you shouting?
Setzer and Sabin began to talk at the same time, and they couldn't understand what they were saying.
-Calm down! - yelled Clyde. They obeyed and Clyde continued - Now. Can one of you tell us what happened?
-Figaro's been attacked - said Setzer fast - We just heard in the pub.
-WHAT?! - they say in unison.
-A guy from South Figaro came to Thamasa for business. He said the castle, first it was sited for three days and then it has been attacked - said Setzer.
-That's unbelievable - muttered Clyde - Edgar never told me he had problems of that type. Did you know something, Sabin?
Sabin shook his head.
-I've been away for almost a month now - he said - But when I left, my bro never told me anything about a possible invasion or war - he passed a hand over his hair - I've to go to Figaro immediately.
-I'll go with you - said Setzer - We can go in the Falcon and arrive there tomorrow morning.
-I'll go too - said Clyde - I don't know why, but I have a bad feeling about this.
Terra also had a bad feeling about it to, so she said with determination:
-I want to go to. Edgar needs our help and support.
-Yeah - said Relm - That's why I'm also going. You're going to, don't you, gramps?
-I have no choice - said Strago - And, you Braguin, you'll go with us or stay here?
-But of course I'm going - said the old archeologist excited - This is my opportunity to study the place that Clyde told me.
-Well then - said Setzer - If no one has any objections, let's go to Figaro!
