BLACK AND BLUE
CHAPTER 3: THE SECRET WORDS OF SETSUNA.
Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon so don't sue me.
A/N: this is set around the scene that Setsuna was braking down in tears in her room.
There laid Setsuna on the ground of her bedroom floor. Lying on her plush white carpet in tears on the floor. Then She whispers softly "only if they knew the reason why I'm crying. The reason why I'm so stress out. And it doesn't have to do with Ami, or the fact that a solider has broken the bounders that was set by the queen. I have been a sailor scout long before Usagi's mother's birth. My greatest curse being sailor Pluto: the sailor scout of time. Was born and was meant to be lonely. It's hell I say hell I have to live like this for the rest of my life. I loved the fact that I could be in this time instead of the future. I'm not as lonely here as I'm at the door of time. Acting whom ever decides they want to come and play with time. I'm there to show them that I'm not a force to be fucking with. I don't kill useless I have too. And that's when I have to protect that blonde bitch Usagi. Trust me I respect Usagi with every being of me. but. but sometimes. I envy her, because she has it all. A husband, child, kingdom, and loyal protectors But not in this time it seems the trust has die. Has disappear into the dust and floated away. But.but. that's not the reason I'm crying in my sleep every night and having a hard time to work."
In Haruka and Michiru's room.
"Do you know what's up with Setsuna?" Ask Haruka lying down on to the queen size bed. "No I don't Haruka," said Michiru looking at her lover with sad eyes. "Maybe it's because she's mad at Mamoru and Ami like we are?" Said Michiru. "Maybe that's it," said Haruka softly then she thought to herself. I doubt that's the reason there's more to this than we are giving it credited for.
Back in Setsuna's room now she's in the shower.
"The force of this water is how I feel. I feel like flowing down and dying. Like when water flows into the drains and fades away. Like the tears I shed every night and the ones I'm shedding now. I some times question my destiny and how I am and how I go. Unlike Rei and Michiru I see the future a lot clear than they do. And every time I do I feel like dying because some things I really don't want to see, but see always." Then Setsuna turns off the water and walk of the shower in to her room. As she started the dry herself slowly she looks up at the ceiling with tears in her eyes. And softly spoke "why Kami? Why? Is this my life and how I live? How I go? How I move now? There are so many questions. But.but I still haven't said what's killing me inside. It's not Usagi, Ami, or being lonely.it's Mamoru our prince and future king is who killing me." She walk to her closet and puts on her nightgown. Then slowly walks out of her walk in closet and drops down on her bed. "He's the reason why I'm outside of my mind I have always loved Mamoru. I had a huge crush on him way before the princess. I remember seeing him and his generals around the moon once. Falling in love with him wanting him and wishing he turned my way. But I cold as the sailor scout of time I had to protect the gate and could only dream. But now looking back on it.I wish I would say something. So I won't be lonely so I could of Mamoru instead of Usagi. As much as I respect Usagi sometimes I think Mamoru deservers better that Usagi. That's why I didn't mind that much when his eyes started to wonder 9 months ago. But now I only can die in wanting him. Since Ami as holds of him I can't really get to him. I never thought this would happen in the future Mamoru loves Usagi too much cheat on her. But. that's in the future and not in this time. It makes me cry because the many chances I tried to get him and only failed. As much as I care for Chibi-Usagi back when I was starting to get close to her. I was just using her to get to her father. Because I can go visit her all I want and can make my grab for him. But. as time when by I started to respect Chibi-Usagi too much to go and break her happy home. That would make me evil on so many levels I probable couldn't live with myself. So I kept my love for her father secret. As time grew I felt in deep with him more and more time with by. The more and more I feel in love with him. Then one morning I arise from my bed to only find out that I was starting to hate my own queen. The same person that I would die for, I would kill in a heartbeat to get her husband. Strangely enough there was a time pried when I couldn't even look at Chibi-Usagi or small lady as I call her. She looks just like Usagi expect for her pink hair and red eyes. I really don't know how that happens? Because Usagi is blonde hair and Mamoru as black and they both have blue eyes. It would kinda be funny if Mamoru weren't Chibi- Usagi's father ha! Ha! Ha! But sad enough. he is. But now. but now all I can do is just watch and cry watch and cry. Because there's no way in hell him and me are getting together. And I will just have to live with that." Then Setsuna got in her bed, turn the lights off and feel in to a deep sleep.
A/N: I hope you like this chapter. Even if it doesn't fit in to the main circle of the story it is part of it. So chapters in the story might not deal with the main situation. But the character that is seems to hit the hardest besides the main characters. Like this on don't worry it won't be that many. But I put theses in to show that what the character is feeling has a major feel on how they take the situation in general. Well bye and see you next time (when ever that is!!!) P.S.: sorry I chapters one and two you can't see if there thinking or not because they were in italics. And they didn't carry on so instead of italics it's in bold print.
CHAPTER 3: THE SECRET WORDS OF SETSUNA.
Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon so don't sue me.
A/N: this is set around the scene that Setsuna was braking down in tears in her room.
There laid Setsuna on the ground of her bedroom floor. Lying on her plush white carpet in tears on the floor. Then She whispers softly "only if they knew the reason why I'm crying. The reason why I'm so stress out. And it doesn't have to do with Ami, or the fact that a solider has broken the bounders that was set by the queen. I have been a sailor scout long before Usagi's mother's birth. My greatest curse being sailor Pluto: the sailor scout of time. Was born and was meant to be lonely. It's hell I say hell I have to live like this for the rest of my life. I loved the fact that I could be in this time instead of the future. I'm not as lonely here as I'm at the door of time. Acting whom ever decides they want to come and play with time. I'm there to show them that I'm not a force to be fucking with. I don't kill useless I have too. And that's when I have to protect that blonde bitch Usagi. Trust me I respect Usagi with every being of me. but. but sometimes. I envy her, because she has it all. A husband, child, kingdom, and loyal protectors But not in this time it seems the trust has die. Has disappear into the dust and floated away. But.but. that's not the reason I'm crying in my sleep every night and having a hard time to work."
In Haruka and Michiru's room.
"Do you know what's up with Setsuna?" Ask Haruka lying down on to the queen size bed. "No I don't Haruka," said Michiru looking at her lover with sad eyes. "Maybe it's because she's mad at Mamoru and Ami like we are?" Said Michiru. "Maybe that's it," said Haruka softly then she thought to herself. I doubt that's the reason there's more to this than we are giving it credited for.
Back in Setsuna's room now she's in the shower.
"The force of this water is how I feel. I feel like flowing down and dying. Like when water flows into the drains and fades away. Like the tears I shed every night and the ones I'm shedding now. I some times question my destiny and how I am and how I go. Unlike Rei and Michiru I see the future a lot clear than they do. And every time I do I feel like dying because some things I really don't want to see, but see always." Then Setsuna turns off the water and walk of the shower in to her room. As she started the dry herself slowly she looks up at the ceiling with tears in her eyes. And softly spoke "why Kami? Why? Is this my life and how I live? How I go? How I move now? There are so many questions. But.but I still haven't said what's killing me inside. It's not Usagi, Ami, or being lonely.it's Mamoru our prince and future king is who killing me." She walk to her closet and puts on her nightgown. Then slowly walks out of her walk in closet and drops down on her bed. "He's the reason why I'm outside of my mind I have always loved Mamoru. I had a huge crush on him way before the princess. I remember seeing him and his generals around the moon once. Falling in love with him wanting him and wishing he turned my way. But I cold as the sailor scout of time I had to protect the gate and could only dream. But now looking back on it.I wish I would say something. So I won't be lonely so I could of Mamoru instead of Usagi. As much as I respect Usagi sometimes I think Mamoru deservers better that Usagi. That's why I didn't mind that much when his eyes started to wonder 9 months ago. But now I only can die in wanting him. Since Ami as holds of him I can't really get to him. I never thought this would happen in the future Mamoru loves Usagi too much cheat on her. But. that's in the future and not in this time. It makes me cry because the many chances I tried to get him and only failed. As much as I care for Chibi-Usagi back when I was starting to get close to her. I was just using her to get to her father. Because I can go visit her all I want and can make my grab for him. But. as time when by I started to respect Chibi-Usagi too much to go and break her happy home. That would make me evil on so many levels I probable couldn't live with myself. So I kept my love for her father secret. As time grew I felt in deep with him more and more time with by. The more and more I feel in love with him. Then one morning I arise from my bed to only find out that I was starting to hate my own queen. The same person that I would die for, I would kill in a heartbeat to get her husband. Strangely enough there was a time pried when I couldn't even look at Chibi-Usagi or small lady as I call her. She looks just like Usagi expect for her pink hair and red eyes. I really don't know how that happens? Because Usagi is blonde hair and Mamoru as black and they both have blue eyes. It would kinda be funny if Mamoru weren't Chibi- Usagi's father ha! Ha! Ha! But sad enough. he is. But now. but now all I can do is just watch and cry watch and cry. Because there's no way in hell him and me are getting together. And I will just have to live with that." Then Setsuna got in her bed, turn the lights off and feel in to a deep sleep.
A/N: I hope you like this chapter. Even if it doesn't fit in to the main circle of the story it is part of it. So chapters in the story might not deal with the main situation. But the character that is seems to hit the hardest besides the main characters. Like this on don't worry it won't be that many. But I put theses in to show that what the character is feeling has a major feel on how they take the situation in general. Well bye and see you next time (when ever that is!!!) P.S.: sorry I chapters one and two you can't see if there thinking or not because they were in italics. And they didn't carry on so instead of italics it's in bold print.