BLACK AND BLUE

CHAPTER 7: A NOT SO MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon so don't sue me.

A/N: This takes place a couple of weeks after the indents.

"It's 3 days before Christmas and I still don't know what to get her" said Haruka. Haruka, Michiru, and Setsuna are walking in the mall. "Get her an outfit or something," said Setsuna licking on her ice cream. "It's not all that easy," said Haruka. "I want to get her something that says I care." "But you do darling" said Michiru. Putting her head on Haruka shoulder. "That's not it. One of the main reasons I want to give Hotaru something good is, because I'm going to tell her about Ami and Mamoru; and how Chibi- Usagi isn't going to be born." "WHAT!!!" Shouted Michiru and Setsuna. It was so loud that people just stop to look at the two young women. Then Michiru said, "you can not tell her." "Yes I can and I must. This girl as high hopes to see Chibi-Usagi. And the fact that she might not be born is high. She can't just be skipping around town singing. My best friend is coming back to town in a form of a baby," said Haruka. "You know that's something big if you tell Hotaru?" Said Setsuna. "I know," said Haruka. "But in my own way I don't care. Hotaru is an adult now. She can take bad news just like the rest of us." "But that don't mean you just say it right out to her with out remorse" said Michiru. "That's what the gift is for to lean the pain away," said Haruka smiling a bit. "It's still cruel," said Michiru, with an angry look on her face. "Haruka" said Setsuna in a distance voice. Haruka slowly turn around and look at Setsuna. "No matter how you put it, what gifts you buy, how bright your smile is, how tight your hug will be, how you wipe those tears away, or how you remix it to try to put a smile on her face; it's still going to hurt. She's going to hurt and hurt and inventively died from it." Then Setsuna turned around and started for the door of the mall. "Where are you going?" Ask Michiru, with a concern look on her face. "I'm going home," said Setsuna sadly. She still had her back away from them. "Why?" Ask Michiru. "Why? I am not going to stay here and watch y'all get a gift. For a young woman who just lost and friend, and didn't even know about it. I am not just going to stand here. Watch y'all get her a prefect gift, and when y'all do tell her you have to say: OH YEA!!! By the way Chibi-Usagi isn't being born. Then walk away with a smile and pep in your walk." Then Setsuna turn around with her dark red eyes burning like fire. "HELL NO!!! I CAN'T I REALLY CAN'T!!! YOU INCONSIDERATE FOOLS!!!" Shouted Setsuna. Then she turns around and walks away. Haruka looked at Michiru and asked. "When she said that Hotaru is going inventively die from the pain of life with out Chibi-Usagi, Did she mean that Hotaru is going to get sick and die from the pain?' Michiru just looked at her lover and smacked the back of her head.

At Mamoru and Usagi's house.

"What do you mean when you say that we all are going to say here?" Ask Seiya lost. "That it will be great just think. Everyone her on Christmas Eve, We all will have a blast!!! I must call everyone. Says Usagi running out of the room. Seiya thought to himself. I did thought about all of staying here on Christmas Eve. And some bodies death wish starts today. Then Seiya walks out of the living room and into the kitchen, picks up his cell phone and dials Taiki's cell number. "Hello this is Taiki Kou who is this speaking to me?" Said Taiki. "Taiki it's me" said Seiya in a sad voice. "Seiya what's up? Why did you call?" Ask Taiki. "It's about Christmas Eve," said Seiya distraught. "What about it?' Ask Taiki. "Its Usagi she has came up with this so call great idea," said Seiya. "What is the so call great idea?" Ask Taiki. Getting very inpatient. "She wants every body to come over and stay at their house on Christmas Eve; and stay all day Christmas" said Seiya in a fast pace. The other line was quiet there was no voice no hello no what the hell? Just quiet. As Taiki voice appeared on the phone. "That blonde bitch done lost her damn mind." "How can you say that Taiki?" Ask Seiya mad. "Easily THAT BLONDE BITCH DONE LOST HER DAMN MIND!!!" Shouted Taiki from the other line. "How can you blame her?" Ask Seiya mad. "She doesn't know what's going on. She doesn't know about Ami and Mamoru, me and Setsuna's argument, Chibi-Usagi's not is being born, Haruka's real reason for walking out, you and me fight, or anything else. She doesn't know she doesn't. And you are getting on her case how dare you?" "Sorry I forgot," said Taiki. "How can you?" Ask Seiya mad. "I didn't forget about the situation I had forgot about the fact that she didn't know," said Taiki. "Whatever" said Seiya carefree, "just called Yaten and tell him about this." Seiya hung up his cellular phone look up at the ceiling and signed.

On the night of Christmas Eve.

"Come on every body look happy" said Usagi happily. But everyone wasn't well all expect for: Hotaru, Gurio, Unazuki, Yuuichiru, Motoki, Naru, Mr. and Mrs. Tsukino, and Usagi. Everyone else was mad at someone. Ami and Mamoru sat next each other, but they were so close to Usagi that they couldn't do anything. Makoto and Minako was still mad at Rei, Seiya and Taiki wasn't on no talking turns again, Yaten and Setsuna just kept looking at each other and signing, Haruka kept a straight face, Michiru made sure of that, and Rei had one eye brow up because she didn't get the silent treatment as much as the others did. "Look guys" said Hotaru. "It's Christmas Eve and we are sitting her looking like a bunch of logs. We need to have fun do something great. Usagi didn't brought us all her tonight just to sit here and strangely give each other don't talk to me you punk ass bitch look!!! We are here to have fun. So lets sing some and dance and look happy. For once forget what's ever brothering you and HAVE FUN!!!" They all just sat there and looked at Hotaru like she was crazy. Then Ami jump up and said "SHE'S RIGHT!!! We are here to have fun. To look happy and were not so lets just sing a song do a dance and be proud that we did." For once in a couple of weeks since the whole Mamoru and Ami thing broke out. They all smile at each other. Then Seiya broke out in to song: "we wish you a merry Christmas we wish you a merry Christmas we wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new year." Then every one started to sing with him and hold each other hands and sway back and forth. "We wish you a merry Christmas we wish you a merry Christmas we wish you a merry Christmas and a happy new year".

Christmas morning.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS USAGI!!!" They all shouted. "Thank you guys" said Usagi opening her gift from Ami. It was a sweater that was pink with white strips. "Your welcome Usagi" said Ami smiling. "This as been the best Christmas ever," said Hotaru happily. "To bad Chibi-Usagi isn't here." "Don't been sad" said Usagi happily. "She'll be born you.you just got to wait." "I'M TRIED OF WAITING!!!" Shouted Hotaru. "Why can't you and Mamoru mate right here on your living room floor? Hell I will even videotape it just so there will be proof that you two did something." Mamoru and Usagi looked at each other and blush, Ami got mad, Haruka was laughing at Ami because she saw Ami get mad, and everyone else laugh at her comment. "You can wait Hotaru can't you?" Ask Mamoru. "No I can't" says Hotaru mad. As Haruka face went from happy to sad, as she thought to herself. Am mad at myself now. Can't tell this young woman that her best friend in the world isn't going to be born. But I have to. I must. She has to know. She must know. It would be selfish of me to not tell. Unlike Setsuna I wouldn't keep it to myself for the sake of the future 'bull shit.' "Hey Haruka hey Haruka" said hotaru happily. "Yes Hotaru" said Haruka smiling. "Here's your gift from me to you" said Hotaru. Haruka smiled warmly and took the gift from Hotaru and thought herself. I wonder what she got me?

Where Ami and Mamoru was.

"Mamoru-san it's cold out here. Since it did snow last night," said Ami mad. "Yea! Yea! Yea. what did you just called me?" Ask Mamoru lost. "Mamoru- san" said Ami mad. "What happen to Mamo-Chan?" Ask Mamoru lost. "I want to brake apart from that pet name Usagi give you. So your new nickname from me to you is Mamoru-San" said Ami happy. "But you and the girls have already been calling me that out of respect" said Mamoru lost. "But I have said it a more romantic way. Anyways do you want me to call you Mamo-San?" Ask Ami laughing a bit. "Naw I'm straight," said Mamoru. Then he pulled a box out of his pocket. "Anyways I couldn't give you this gift in front of Usagi. Because then she will know some thing is up. But here merry Christmas Ami- Hime" said Mamoru happily. "Thank you Mamoru- San" said Ami. She reach up and give him a big hug. Then she tore open the box with gold wrapping on it. Inside was a sapphire necklace with gold lancing. It was a very pretty necklace. "Here is my gift to you Mamoru-san," said Ami. She had him a box with black wrapping. Inside the back wrapping was a black box. When he opened the box there laid an all gold watch. That had a diamond at every number. Then Ami spoke "Merry Christmas Mamoru-san." "Thank you Ami-Hime" said Mamoru. As Mamoru lean down to hug Ami, he softly whispers into her ear "Aishiteru." Ami's eyes widen at his word. With tears coming down her eyes she whispers back "Aishiteru."

In the front of the yard where Haruka and Hotaru is.

"Why did you bring me out here?" Ask Hotaru lost. "I wanted to give you your gift," said Haruka. "Okay" said Hotaru happily. "Here" said Haruka. Haruka pulled out a picture with an all garnet necklace. "WOW!!! HARUKA!!! THANKS!!!" Shouted Hotaru. In the picture was Chibi-Usagi and Hotaru at the beach. "I had got this picture from Usagi she said you would love it" said Haruka. Looking dead at Hotaru and blushing. Then Haruka thought to herself. Why in the hell am I blushing? Then Hotaru threw herself into Haruka's arms. Then it started to snow again outside. "Your welcome Hotaru" said Haruka smiling and looking down at the happy Hotaru. Then she pulled apart from the very happy young woman. "There's a second part to your gift' said Haruka smiling. "There is?" Ask Hotaru smiling. "Yea!!! But it's more serious than laugher" said Haruka sadly. "What's the problem?" Ask Hotaru with a worried look on her face. Haruka put her hands on Hotaru's shoulders look dead in her face and said. "Chibi-Usagi isn't going to be born." "What?" Ask Hotaru shocked. "Chibi-Usagi isn't going to be born." "BITCH!!! You got to be joking with me?" Ask Hotaru getting mad. "No!!! This isn't a joke," said Haruka. "Why? Why? Why? Isn't Chibi-Usagi being born?" Ask Hotaru. As tears welling up in her eyes. "Well. because.uh." said Haruka. "BITCH JUST SPIT IT OUT!!!" Shouted Hotaru. "Ami and Mamoru are sleeping together. And the worst part is that Ami is pregnant with his child" said Haruka in a fast pace. Hotaru stand there in the snow looking dead staright. Not saying a thing just looking straight. "It's okay," said Haruka bringing her closer to her body. "NO IT ISN'T!!!" Shouted Hotaru. Pulling away from Haruka's body and falling on the wet cold ground. "Hotaru it's going to be okay," said Haruka. Reaching to pull Hotaru from the wet cold ground. Hotaru jumps up and pushed Haruka from her and shouted. "TELL ME HOW IS IT GOING TO BE OKAY? TELL GODDAMMN IT!!! TELL ME?" As she drop back on the cold harsh ground and softly said. "I just lost my best friend and future lover in a matter of minutes." "FUTURE LOVER!!!" Shouted Haruka in shock. "That's right," said Hotaru. As she look up from the cold ground, with tears running down her face with her eyeliner dripping her face. "That's right I said lover. When Chibi-Usagi went back to the future. I didn't realize how I much I was in love with her in till a month after she left." "You know she wants to be with Helios," said Haruka sadly. Hotaru looked away from Haruka turn back at her look dead in her eyes and said. "FUCK HELIOS!!! He can suck my and every one else dick!!!" Said Hotaru. "How can you say that Hotaru? If you really love Chibi-Usagi you would let her be with Helios," said Haruka. Hotaru got up off her knees from the cold wet ground walk up to Haruka look dead in her eyes and said. "How? TELL ME HOW? How am I going to love someone who's not even in this time line? How can I act selfish for someone who is dead and gone in this time line? TELL ME?" Ask Hotaru. "You can always ask Setsuna for key of time" said Haruka smiling weakly. "NO!!! NO!!! NO!!!" Said Hotaru dropping herself on the ground again. "I want her to be here with me. How it should of when. Am not going in time back or forth for anything. In the time line she's in now. She is supposed to be with Helios. But in this time line where she is born this time around. I'm her past, present, and future. ME!!! ME!!! ME!!! AND ONLY ME AND NO ONE ELSE!!!" "Come on Hotaru your being stubborn," said Haruka. "I can be stubborn if I want to" says Hotaru looking away from Haruka. "Come in with me Hotaru it's snowing out here. You'll catch a cold," said Haruka gently. "LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I rather be out here and freeze to death. Than have to go in the house and face Ami and Mamoru," said Hotaru. Sitting Indian style on the ground. "Fine if that's what you want. Oh!!! Yea don't tell anyone about this conversation" said Haruka. Then she turns around and walks away. Hotaru thought to herself. Don't worry I won't.

Back in the house where Michiru was.

"Did you tell her?" Ask Michiru in a rushing matter. "Yes I did," said Haruka "and I regret telling her." Then Haruka drop on to the ground in tears. Michiru drop down to the ground with her lover and confer her. Setsuna who was standing there in the doorway, Looking into the room where Haruka Michiru was. And spoke softly. "You should of listen. You should heed my warning. But you will surfer as much as Hotaru."

Outside where Hotaru is sitting at.

"I will never forgive Ami and Mamoru. As long as I live, As long as their still together. Let them burn in hell. Kami!!! Let them burn," said Hotaru. With tears leaking from her eyes.

A/N: I hope you liked this chapter. May I state that I'm not that much of supporter of Hotaru and Chibi-Usagi. It just goes along with the story like Ami and Mamoru. Also I would like to state I don't hate Helios. It goes with the story. Bye and see you next time (when ever that is!!!) P.S.: another disclaimer I do not own the words of we wish you a merry Christmas. Even, if I don't need to be writing a disclaimer. I don't want to get into any trouble