BLACK AND BLUE
CHAPTER 8: HOW DO YOU SAY GOOD BYE TO SOME ONE YOU LOVE?
Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon so don't sue me.
A/N: another opinion chapter. Ya are looking at me like why so quick? It goes with the story line. And the great part of about this it's about sweet little Hotaru. * UH OH YURI WARNING* some parts in this chapter that are girl on girl. So if ya don't like it. Don't read it. Anyways you are not going to miss much it's opinion chapter.
The room was dark. All of Hotaru's stuff was toss on the ground. There sat a sad Hotaru on her bed as she spoke. "8 years 8 years. 8 years I have been waiting for her return. 8 years I have been dreaming of her. 8 years down the drain, Because Ami and Mamoru wants to step outside of the box. 8 years of wishing trashed. I use to look up to Ami. And now I think of her as that lazy whore who took my dreams and trashed them. Mamoru I use to have great respect for him. Now if he died right now. I would spit on his grave and laugh while doing it. They say life has its ups and downs. But explain to this young woman how am I to live with out Chibi-Usagi. There been many a night when I would dream about her. I would smile to the thought of her. It is sad that I cannot be with her. That I cannot hold her, kiss her, or make love to her. There are many things I could list. But I just not up to it. I can remember my favorite dream about her and me. It's so passionate. I'm her prince charming and she is my princess from up above. It's like a Romeo and Juliet story. We go behind our parents, just to be with each other. It's like a mini heaven. I love her so much. The dreams that I have has never been a mystery to me. I remember the first time that we kissed. It was something that I always wanted to happen. It's the reason why I cherish that picture of us at the beach. That day we all had decided to go to the beach. We had a lot of fun that day. I can remember that moment every well, because Chibi-Usagi and me were laying on a blanket just talking and laughing. The out of the blue she just stops talking to me, now She was just staring at me. Her big red eyes were staring at me. I started to slowly blush. She smiled and put her hand on my face. She said you look pretty in that bathing suit. I said you don't look half bad yourself. Then she leans in and kisses me. The kiss was so soft and warm. It was warm like the sun over our bodies. She put her other hand on my waist and pulled me closer to her. I could feel her hand wonder over my body. Then my hands started to wonder on her body. Then we pulled apart from each other. I remember just looking at her in a dreamy state. But then I also remembering getting up and running away. What was I supposed to do? I was afraid. I was afraid for my feeling for her. I ran to a remote area of the beach. I hide next to a big rock and thought. I was scared I didn't want to step up to the bat at this. This was new. I didn't want it in many ways. But a part of me wanted her to tear off my bathing suit. And make love to me right there on the beach. I was really losing my mind. But then I heard footsteps. I look over turn the corner of the rock. And there was Chibi-Usagi looking down at me. She frown sat next to me and ask why you run away? I said. Because I wanted to, I was lying. I didn't want to tell her why I really ran away. Then she spoke. If I came to quick on to you I'm sorry. But I wanted to show you how I felt. Then she turns and looked at me with her famous smile and kissed me. We fell back on to the sand and made out. That was the best day in my life." Then Hotaru started to wipe the tears from her eyes. "But all that changed we when she came back to the past. She looked different to me. She gives me a hug and everything. But she didn't kiss me. She did tell me how much she missed me. All she said was that she was happy to see and lets hang out. I was crushed. I felt like killing myself right then and there. That's when I also noted. That Helios is the one she wants now. And I had to give her up. But I had hope, Mamoru and Usagi's child in this time frame. Will be the same Chibi-Usagi I knew. I just have to make her love me, The way the future Chibi-Usagi use to love me." Then Hotaru pick up her pillow and threw it on the floor. "But that when all down the drain a couple of days ago. When Haruka told me about Ami and Mamoru. That was the third time in my life that I died. But this time around I don't think I can rebound. I feel so empty. Who am I to love now?" Hotaru slowly looked at the clock on her dresser. "All man!!! I have to go to that New Years Eve party Mako-Chan is throwing. I really don't want to go but I promise Haruka that I go. It's 6 o'clock. Better get going it starts at 8." With that said. Hotaru slowly got out of bed. Turn on one of her many lamps that were still on her dresser, and got dress.
A/N: Hey!!! I hope you liked this chapter. That's to whom ever read it. Anyways bye and see you next time (when ever that is!!!)
CHAPTER 8: HOW DO YOU SAY GOOD BYE TO SOME ONE YOU LOVE?
Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon so don't sue me.
A/N: another opinion chapter. Ya are looking at me like why so quick? It goes with the story line. And the great part of about this it's about sweet little Hotaru. * UH OH YURI WARNING* some parts in this chapter that are girl on girl. So if ya don't like it. Don't read it. Anyways you are not going to miss much it's opinion chapter.
The room was dark. All of Hotaru's stuff was toss on the ground. There sat a sad Hotaru on her bed as she spoke. "8 years 8 years. 8 years I have been waiting for her return. 8 years I have been dreaming of her. 8 years down the drain, Because Ami and Mamoru wants to step outside of the box. 8 years of wishing trashed. I use to look up to Ami. And now I think of her as that lazy whore who took my dreams and trashed them. Mamoru I use to have great respect for him. Now if he died right now. I would spit on his grave and laugh while doing it. They say life has its ups and downs. But explain to this young woman how am I to live with out Chibi-Usagi. There been many a night when I would dream about her. I would smile to the thought of her. It is sad that I cannot be with her. That I cannot hold her, kiss her, or make love to her. There are many things I could list. But I just not up to it. I can remember my favorite dream about her and me. It's so passionate. I'm her prince charming and she is my princess from up above. It's like a Romeo and Juliet story. We go behind our parents, just to be with each other. It's like a mini heaven. I love her so much. The dreams that I have has never been a mystery to me. I remember the first time that we kissed. It was something that I always wanted to happen. It's the reason why I cherish that picture of us at the beach. That day we all had decided to go to the beach. We had a lot of fun that day. I can remember that moment every well, because Chibi-Usagi and me were laying on a blanket just talking and laughing. The out of the blue she just stops talking to me, now She was just staring at me. Her big red eyes were staring at me. I started to slowly blush. She smiled and put her hand on my face. She said you look pretty in that bathing suit. I said you don't look half bad yourself. Then she leans in and kisses me. The kiss was so soft and warm. It was warm like the sun over our bodies. She put her other hand on my waist and pulled me closer to her. I could feel her hand wonder over my body. Then my hands started to wonder on her body. Then we pulled apart from each other. I remember just looking at her in a dreamy state. But then I also remembering getting up and running away. What was I supposed to do? I was afraid. I was afraid for my feeling for her. I ran to a remote area of the beach. I hide next to a big rock and thought. I was scared I didn't want to step up to the bat at this. This was new. I didn't want it in many ways. But a part of me wanted her to tear off my bathing suit. And make love to me right there on the beach. I was really losing my mind. But then I heard footsteps. I look over turn the corner of the rock. And there was Chibi-Usagi looking down at me. She frown sat next to me and ask why you run away? I said. Because I wanted to, I was lying. I didn't want to tell her why I really ran away. Then she spoke. If I came to quick on to you I'm sorry. But I wanted to show you how I felt. Then she turns and looked at me with her famous smile and kissed me. We fell back on to the sand and made out. That was the best day in my life." Then Hotaru started to wipe the tears from her eyes. "But all that changed we when she came back to the past. She looked different to me. She gives me a hug and everything. But she didn't kiss me. She did tell me how much she missed me. All she said was that she was happy to see and lets hang out. I was crushed. I felt like killing myself right then and there. That's when I also noted. That Helios is the one she wants now. And I had to give her up. But I had hope, Mamoru and Usagi's child in this time frame. Will be the same Chibi-Usagi I knew. I just have to make her love me, The way the future Chibi-Usagi use to love me." Then Hotaru pick up her pillow and threw it on the floor. "But that when all down the drain a couple of days ago. When Haruka told me about Ami and Mamoru. That was the third time in my life that I died. But this time around I don't think I can rebound. I feel so empty. Who am I to love now?" Hotaru slowly looked at the clock on her dresser. "All man!!! I have to go to that New Years Eve party Mako-Chan is throwing. I really don't want to go but I promise Haruka that I go. It's 6 o'clock. Better get going it starts at 8." With that said. Hotaru slowly got out of bed. Turn on one of her many lamps that were still on her dresser, and got dress.
A/N: Hey!!! I hope you liked this chapter. That's to whom ever read it. Anyways bye and see you next time (when ever that is!!!)