AN: This is not my first fanfic, it is the first one I have posted on fanfic.net, but I have been here since the digimon cator. was created. I hope you like the story and I know the title is kind of non-original, but tried. Also, anything I wrote in here was my own idea, I am sorry if it is close to anyone else, it was not on purpose.

Why?

By silvermoon13

"Why?" Ruki said out loud.

It was the middle of night and Ruki was on her bed with her arm wrapped around her knees. She slow rocked back and forth, shaking from not being able to cry.

" Why, what?" Reamon appear next to her and walk over to her slow and saw the condition is was in. "What is wrong Ruki, you need to get some sleep it been days"

Ruki snaps her head up and stares coldly at Reamon and replied in a dry tone.

" Nothing is wrong I just can sleep" She paused then yelled "Who said I needed your concern anyways, Go away" with that she put her cover over head giving the impression to Reamon to leave.

" Fine I will go" Reamon disappeared. Leaving Ruki rocking and whisper to her self

" Crying is for weak people, I do not need any one, No care about me anyway, Ruki be strong, No one wants or needs you, so what"

She sits there for the rest of the night and do not go to sleep.

* The next Day *

Ruki was walking down the street like she has for the past couple of days, wandering aimlessly. To her nothing matter any more so what was the point of caring about people. That is what makes her remember the event of the mourning

~ Flashback~

" Happy Birthday Ruki" Ruki hears while half a wake

" What?' she replied with a yawn and open her eyes. See she her mother and grandma staring down at her.

"Happy Birthday" They respond again but more calmly.

"It is not my Birthday" Ruki says while rubbing her eyes

" We know but since I was on a trip on your birthday yesterday, I though we could celebrate today" Her mother respond

" Well, why do even care that you miss it, you did last year, I bet you do not even know how old I am" she with anger

" Yes, you just turned 15"

" No mother, I was already 15, I am 16 now" she pauses and stand up to get her cloths "If you do not even know, do not even try"

"Hey, It not my fault" she respond

" You know what?" Ruki turn toward her "It is, if you ever care and was home for my birthday or maybe a holiday, you would know. And guess what if you did not care before you obvious would not care now and …. " She was irrupted by her grandma

" Ruki, be nice to you mother"

" I will not, What do you need me for now mother to entertain you friend or to clean up the house, I am sick of it I am leaving" and she walk of her room got quickly dress in the bathroom and left the house. She left her mother crying and her grandma to comfort her.

~ End of Flashback ~

" Why did I do that?" she whisper out loud

" Do what, Ruki or should I say Miss Digimon queen?" Ruki know that voice.

" Go away, Ryo" she turns and see him bowing to her, People walk around start is stare at the strange act of the boy

"I Mean it go away" Ruki said responding to his act. Ryo looks up and sees her sad expression and decides to stop.

"Ruki, what wrong?' he questioned

" Why do you think that something is wrong?"

"Because I have been here for about 5min and you have not insulted me, yet"

"I thought I told you to go away" she responds

"That is not an insult, you tell me that all the time' Ryo respond quickly with grin.

" Jeez, will you get a clue go away" she yell at him.

" No, I will not" He looked at her seriously "What is bothering you?"

" Why do you care anyways, Mr. Legendary Tramer you have everything, Stop caring about me, I am nothing" She yelled at him again, still try to get him to leave

" Come out, Ruki I thought we were friend' He smile at her

"Well, I never said that, you thought wrong" she snaps and walked quickly away from him

" Hey, wait up" he walk after her, Ruki starts to run and Ryo follows.

"Ruki please stop" Ryo yelled, running at top speed now.

" Ruki runs though a crowd of people and hopes that she losses him, She get her wish, Ryo stood there for a bit looking in every direction, but he could not see her. So he yelled very loud.

" Ruki, if you want to talk, let me find you." He was unsure if Ruki heard him, but what was for sure the whole street did because everyone was staring at him again, or a very embarrassed Ryo more like it. He walked in a random direction.

Ruki ran down the street to the park and was try her best not to cry or show weakness in her mind. * Don't cry, Don't Cry* was going repeat through her mind. She found a tree away from everyone and sits down hugging her knees again. Shaking from hold her emotion in. * Why do people want to be my friend, I just want then all you go away from me, I would be better off alone. Damn you Ryo, stop caring about me, I can't hate you when you do*. Then it start is rain (Of course) and get dark. * I can't stay out here and I can't go home*

" Reamon" Ruki says in a whisper " Reamon" she repeats.

She appears leaning against the tree. " What is it, Ruki?" She respond in her normal tone

" Reamon, I am sorry for being mean to you"

"It's ok, I understand"

" Will you do me a favor?" Ruki look turn Reamon

" Yes, what is it?"

"Take me to Ryo" She said unsure if it was a good idea.

" Are you sure?"

" I think so," She responds with more confined then the last time

Reamon pick up Ruki and they disappear in the night.



AN: this is any not should how many parts there will be, but I already have the basic idea written out, I just need to type it, Next part more ruki / ryo and will be up hopefully soon maybe even today if I have time. OH yea and please review