Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing. I do own Hikaru, Triton, Solo, Meilan, James, Millardo, and all of my other original characters.

Genre: Romance/ Drama

Rating: PG-13 (to be on the safe side in case of language, violence, etc.)

Warning: YAOI, SHONEN-AI, BOY/BOY PAIRINGS! M-preg.

Pairings: 1/3, 2/4/5, Zechs/ Noin, Hikaru/ Solo, Triton/ James, Meilan/ Millardo.

Notes: Takes place fifteen years after Endless Waltz. The children of the Gundam pilots are the same characters from Harry Potter and the Angels of War but nothing from that story is crossing over to this one.

Meeting You
Interlude:

February 21 AC 197

Today is the first day of spring and Heero Yuy's seventeenth birthday. Heero Yuy... I miss him. I made this date his birthday because he once told me that this is his favorite day of the year. This is the day when winter is officially over and everything is coming to life. He told me that as long as he has this day, he will have hope.
Of course that was before I broke up with him. I don't know why I ever did that. He must hate me now. I mean I left him twice. Not once, but twice. I left him the day the first war ended, and the night we sent our Gundam's into the sun. I haven't seen him since Quatre's wedding a month and a half ago. I wonder how he's doing...
But everyone knows Heero. Always the Perfect Soldier. I couldn't find him if I tried, and I did. That's actually why I broke up with him. He's the Perfect Soldier, the perfect weapon. How could I ever compare to something like that? How am I supposed to help him cope with the fact that there are no more battles to fight when I can't even cope myself? He's not the only one who was raised as a soldier. I've been a soldier as long as I can remember.
Oh well, now I have Catherine. But still... he haunts me. I can remember everything about him. Form the way he stirred his coffee, to the way his entire face would light up when I entered the room. I remember the way he would drop whatever he was doing whenever I wanted to do something with him. The way his skin glowed golden under the sun, as we lay alone together on a beach.
I also remember when I broke up with him the first time. The way his eyes suddenly went dim. The way they became completely dull and dead like they had been before we got together. I remember the way his lips tightened into a straight line and how when he spoke his voice went back to being emotionless and unfeeling. I remember the way I could feel his eyes stick to my back as I turned and walked away.
But what scares me the most is... I can't stop loving him... Every night I lie in bed thinking about him and find myself caressing my half of the locket we broke in half the first day we said we loved each other. I know he hates me now...and I'm too afraid to call him. So I'll tell you this here my love.
I love you Heero Yuy. I love you forever. Maybe one day I can say I love you to your face again. But until then... Happy seventeenth birthday love.

Trowa Barton


February 21 AC 197

Trowa... I wonder where you are Trowa... today is my seventeenth birthday, the day you assigned for me yourself and all I can think about is you. I know that you're doing okay. Did you honestly think that I wouldn't keep an eye on you? Make sure that you are okay?
Right now you're in the L3 colony cluster. You finished your performance three hours ago and are probably sleeping safe and sound in your own bed. You don't even know about the baby. Yes my love, in a few months you're going to be a father, and I can't even bring myself to tell you. I'm a little over three months pregnant right now, I feel too nauseous to try and figure out exactly how many seconds pregnant I am.
I'm beginning to show just a little but not enough to alert anyone to the fact that I'm pregnant. As soon as Quatre found out he forced me to move in with he, Duo, and Wufei. The last time I saw you was a month and a half ago at their wedding. I was too scared to tell you about our baby and you made no effort to come and talk to me. I don't know what to do anymore!
This pregnancy is driving me insane! I can't control my emotions and have been sick at all hours of the day since December! I manage to keep most of my emotions hidden from the others but I can feel my walls starting to crack. It doesn't help that Quatre, Wufei, and Duo are all over each other. They did the whole test tube baby thing and their triplets should be born a month before our baby. But I'm sure you already know this my love.

The pen clattered to the bed as the owner of the pen sprinted to the nearby bathroom and emptied the contents of his stomach into the toilet. After his washing hands and rinsing out his mouth the owner came back to finish up the entry.

I just threw up again Trowa. Our baby definitely has your fighting spirit. Sometimes I can feel he or she moving, and I can tell you that he or she takes after you quite a lot, twisting and turning in my stomach like you do in that circus of yours. It's not uncomfortable, more like feather light touches. I'm not far enough along to be able to feel our child moving too much. I better go. Quatre has been on me to start sleeping more.
He doesn't understand how empty my bed feels without you. It's so cold, like I will never be warm again. Maybe it's my hormones talking. That does seem to happen a lot. Well, good night my love. I miss sharing my birthday with you. I'm finally seventeen so being pregnant at this age doesn't seem as bad. Aishiteru zutto koi, maybe one day I'll be able to tell you that to your face again.

Heero Yuy