chapter 5
drawings
rain pattered against the window of the darkened sky as Inuyasha groggily opened his eyes. His mind
was a drifting blank nothingness untill the sleep weared out of his eyes and he was awear of the other
person in bed with him."Kagome?" Inuyasha questioned slowly."inu..yasha"Kagome whispered."Kagome
, are you alright now? what happened last night?" Inuyasha asked gently. Kagome waited what seemed
forever and Inuyasha doubted that she would answer untill her voice arose above the pattering rain. "I..
I wish I could tell you..but I just can't..."Kagome started "I don't know whats happening to me..I'm changing
and I don't want to..." Kagome sobbed sighlently "Its alright Kagome, you can tell me anything, I mean
you can trust me right?Look at us! were naked in bed and I havent even done anything..uhh..nevermind"
Inuyasha droned on as he hugged Kagome closer to him so she could cry into his chest. "Inuyasha..
I...I..." Kagome sobbed. "Please please don't tell anyone about this Onegai!!" Inuyasha hugged her closer
and whispered "Its all right Kagome, I wont tell anyone" as he rubbed soothing circles on her back.
"arigoto inuyasha....arigoto.."Kagome whispered as they both driffed back to sleep.
Inuyasha awoke alone in his bed. Nervouse he got up and and looked around for Kagome.Her cloths
were gone...It was dark outside but in daylight.A storm was coming.Inuyasha got up and dressed
quickly hopeing that she diddnt leave too long ago.He put his jacket on as he rushed out the door
and into the windy air.
Kagome's head bobbed up and down as she stared at a ball bounce in her head.Yes...she
thought as she sat outside the shrine of her house "I am changing....do ya know why?" she had woken
up in Inuyasha's arms once more but resentfully left the warmth and put cloths back on as she quietly
crept out.She walked back home as wind toussled her hair.."why am I going back?" she had thought as
walked closer and closer to her home, It was still confusing her as she entered
her house and listend for the noises of her father."Not home.." she thought...that was an hour ago.
Kagome listened to the sound of swayng trees as she stared lovingly at the beauty of her earth. "So beautifull..
she thought, "I never realized how pretty outside is....."why did I say that?I dont know...
anymore...Kagome's thought lately were strange ones, about the smallest thing to the most
questioned ones ever asked.'I stare at my reflection and I see sadness"Kagome said outloud
why do you see sadness?" a voice said from behind scaring Kagome as she turned to see
Inuyasha walking up to her."You..would'nt want to know." Kagome sighed turning back around
"But I want to know..."Inuyasha argued back as he sat down next to her. "You'll find out soon...."
"Why cant you just tell me?" Inuyasha asked "Because..Wouldnt you like to see it instead?"
Kagome whispered into the wind "See what?" Inuyasha questioned, "You'll see, you'll see...."
Kagome said with unfocused eyes "you"ll see."
"I'm worried about you Kagome..." Inuyasha said as he turned towards her "Ha! I worry you!" Kagome
yelled smugly "You'd be the first!" "My life is nothing but songs and hate..." "Why hate?" Inuyasha
asked lovingly and concerned "You'll see...the love left along time ago." Inuyasha stared sideways at Kagome
with a look of concearn, Kagome stirred feelings in him that no other girl had, He was slowly admitting something to
himself....about her."Kagome!! Inuyasha!" Sango yelled running up to them with Miroku,Shippou and Kouga hot at her heels.
Kagome turnned her head boredly towards them as they ran up to them. "Hi! Didya hear?" "Hear what?" Inuyasha questioned
"Hah! So much you know dog-breath! Schools been canceled cause of the storm coming, Its gonna be bad, were gonna hafta stay indoors for atleast three days!"Koga said smugly.
Inuyasha stared blankley "Three days?Woah thats a long time WHA WAIT!
WHO YOU CALLING DOG-BREATH WOLF MUTT?!?! as Sango pushed the fueding friends aways she sat down next to Kagome
along with Shippou and Miroku. "So Kagome....you can stay at my house if you want! That way you can have companie throughout those boring three days...You..and me...alone...." Miroku droned on as his hand moved towards her butt."I don't think I could and EEK!" Sango screamed "You pervert! Leave Kagome alone!" as she slapped the back of his head."WHAT! DID YOU DO WHAT I THINK YOU DID HOUSHI?!!!???!! Koga and Inuyasha screamed lunging for Miroku .Miroku let out a girly scream and started to run with Kouga and Inuyasha setting after him. "Kagome?" Shippou asked nicely "yes shippou?" Kagome questioned, he was so cute."Can you be my mom for a couple of days?" He jutted his bottem lip out and gave her puppy dog eyes "Awww!" Sango and Kagome squeeled "Of coarse I will shippou, but why?" "I dunno, I just wanted to see how it would be for having you as my mom." "Okay shippou."Kagome happily agreed.
"Inuyasha smells!" Shippou screamed "WHAT! YOU LITTLE WEASLE GET OVER HERE!" Inuyasha screamed forgetting Miroku and heading for Shippou "Waaaa! Okasan!" Shippou cried jumping into Kagomes lap "What are you doing! Get off of her! dont touch her!" Inuyasha and Koga screamed going for Shippou "Waaaaaa!' Shippou screamed and hooked his arms around Kagomes neck "save me!" he yelled "Stop right there! You don't touch him! " Kagome screamed stopping Inuyasha in his tracks as she put her arms around His head loveingly and hugging his head to her chest(more like her boobs) as a mother would do.Sessho-maru walked up and sat down next to Sango and Miroku to watch the amusing reality tv. "Hey! Why are you protecting that pervert!?" Inuyasha and Koga screamed to Kagome "Shippou is not a pervert!" Kagome yelled as she squished his head closer to her boobs.Koga and Inuyasha watched with firery hate as Shippou smilled into kagome's boobs and stared at them with a look that said "Haha!Imonherboobsandshesprotectingmeandtheresnothingyoucandoaboutit!" =( w )=
Sessho-maru laughed at what his eyes showed him , two angry jelouse people waiting to kill a little pervert who had his head shoved into a beautifull girls breast who was currently protecting him.Shippou stuck his toung out at Inuyasha and Koga and accedentally licked Kagomes boob."KYAAAAAA!" Kagome screamed and threw shippou to Inuyasha and Koga who (now even more mad and jelouse) eagerly attaked shippou.Kagome just sat breathing heavilly at all the comotion going on and Sango tried to sooth her by changing the subject "Kagome! I never got to tell you because you fell asleep at lunch but the Art teacher said that theres a contest for a poem and a picture that goes to it. Want to try it out?" "I guess...I have written some poetry...." "Great! Now all we have to do is finish practicing for the battle of the bands!" Sango exclaimed eagerly. "Wheres rin today?" Kagome asked almost forgeting someone wasent there. "Oh...She had to do ...something?...Lets ask her when we see her -k-?" Kagome sighed heavily " -k-"
"Hey...Look over there.." Sango laughed pointing towards the boys. "Hmm?" Kagome questioned and turned only to bust out laughing, Inuyasha and Koga were chasing Shippou who jumped onto Sessho-maru for help and accidentally spilled his out of nowhere soda on his brand new shirt form Hot Topic , conclution three boys stumbling over each other triyng to catch one smaller boy who screamed like a girl ( while a pervert just sat and watched). suddenly thunder roared out of the grey sky and The rain started to pour heavilly onto the seven startled teens. "INTO THE HOUSE!" Sessho-maru yelled as they piled into Kagomes house. "Looks like were traped" miroku suggested pervertedly and got six bonks on his head. They all gathered in the living room where they stood soaking wet "I'll get some towls for you all and I dont have any guy cloths so You can either wear your towl and wait for your cloths to dry or sit cold and shivering." Kagome talked smoothly "choose" "Dry!" five boys screamed as they shiverd violently. "Wait here...
Kagome dissapeared up the stairs and came back with seven big,fluffy,right out of the dryer white towls. Everyone grabed them and the boys went upstaires to the bathroom to take off their cloths as Kagome and Sango headed up to her room to change into some warm fuzzy pajamas. As Kagome pulled on her soundgarden logo'd nightgown the phone rang and one thought came to mind "dad.."
Uhh..excuse me Sango I gotta take this call" she uneasilly yelled as she ran to the phone "hello?" she asked nervously walking into the undisterbed room of her little brother, somwhere she only went to get comfort, "Kagome you little bitch, why diddnt you tell me there was a storm coming?!" Her father screached into her ear " I diddnt know I swear!" she pleaded "Yeah right whore! Just Like you didd'nt know your mother was going to leave you behind! Now Im Stuck at this damn work for a couple of days and Its all your fault!"
Kagome was stunned at what he first said leave you behind..... "Kagome this is all your fault you fucking little skank! Now I know why your mother left you behind! You were always a fucking problem child! SHE HATED YOU! SOUTA HATED YOU, I HATE YOU!"
Kagome shook her head furiously as tears rolled down her cheeks, he kept on talking " YOU ALWAYS WERE A SHAME TO THE FAMILLY! WHY ELES DID THEY LEAVE YOU BEHIND!? SO YOU COULD LIVE PEACEFULLY WITH ME?! HELL NO! SHE KNEW HOW IT WOULD BE HELL FOR YOU, SHE KNEW THAT AND SHE DIDDNT GIVE A SHIT! SHE DIDDNT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT!" "ohhh noo ohhhhh nooooo..." Kagome whispered as the warm water kept rollng furiously down her face "OH YES BUT SHE DID! SHE HATED YOU KAGOME DONT YOU UNDERSTAND? SHE HAD TIME TO GET YOU OUT OF HERE BUT WHERE ARE YOU KAGOME?! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!? THATS RIGHT! HERE WITH ME! AND YOUR GONNA FUCKING BE HERE WITH ME!" "why....why do I have to stay?You hate me so I should go then....." kagome cried with little hope. "WHY IN THE FUCKING HELL WOULD I DO A THING LIKE THAT?! I NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE MY ANGER OUT ON! TO TAKE MY HATE OUT ON! YOUR PERFECT FOR THAT! JUST FUCKING PERFECT AND YOU KNOW THAT!" the line went dead and the lights went out. "why me...god why me?" Kagome sobbed as she fell to her knees and threw her head up to let out her roar of sorrow and pain.
An earth shadering scream echoed throughout the house and everyone ran to the source.Standing at a foreign door they tried to open the locked room of unkown. Inside Kagome was cradleing her head in a fetal position."maa..mama...god.help..mommy..I want....my mommy..."Kagome cried lowly aware of the people behind the door. Her wails lowered into a shudder of sniffles but the pain was still emerged into her soul."KAGOME!?WHAT HAPPENED?!" they yelled throught the solid wood."kagome....whats wrong?" Inuyasha asked in a loveing voice through the door.That soft protective voice she loved so...but they couldnt find out."She was inable of coherent speech without breaking into a rage of sniffles so she just said real fast before they started up again "Ijustthoughtisawaratbutitwasjustaragdontworry!" "Eww!A rat? I would have freaked too." Sango commented to the boys.when her sniffles settled she said "Hey you guys just go on down stairs and I'll meet you there." she waited to open the door untill she heard feet scurry down the steps to open the door. She put her ear to the door to make sure then opened it."Hey." Inuyasha whispered freaking her outta her skin. She looked up to him and his golden eyes full of love and warmth..(some thing she hadnt felt in years) and he stared at her scared desperat eyes.He took her hand and walked her into her room and sat her on her bed. "Kagome..."Inuyasha started then stopped.He grabbed her arm and enveloped her into his embrace of love.He stoked her back and started up again "Kagome...for some reason your changing...in a way that I feel i'll lose you. Something bothers you dearly and I need to know." Kagome was silent with shock of his embrace but also of the fact he knew something. "why do you care for me? why do you want to know whats wrong?" Kagome asked low with question. "because...kagome..Ive found that...scince i met you..i realised...I love you." Kagomes eyes widened as he kept talking "and I want you to be happy" she gave out a cry and attached her arms around his neck as she whispered into his sholder."I love you too."
Miroku, Shippou, Koga, Sesso-maru, and Sango were sitting on the couch while Sango just blushed at all the guys in towls around her. She had a strange feeling that Inuyasha and Kagome werent coming down for a while so she put in the most boring but interesting movie she could find and sliped it in the VCR . she turned off the lights and gave everyone a blanket and pillow. everyone found a comfortable place to lay and they watched the boring flick and soon fell asleep.
Inuyasha lifted her chin lightly and softly placed there first kiss upon her lips. Kagome tilted her head and returned the kiss completing there action of love. The kiss ended but it wouldnt be the last . Inuyasha stood up and walked over to turn on the radio
, the air was cool and the night had fallen, it created a romantic atmosphere as it was but he decided to add one more thing and turned on the black light.His hair glowed beautifully as He walked over to Kagome and sat down next to her "Before we continue are you sure you dont have any boxers or something? Cause this towl is falling off of me." Kagome looked down and squeeked because it turned out that it really was falling off of him. "I have some guy boxers I use as shorts to sleep in, you can use those." She got up quickly trying to cool her face down and went over to her dresser to get them.She handed Inuyasha a pair of silky silver boxers and to her embarassed but admittingly happy surprize he dropped his towl right in front of her and but the boxers on. She gasped and covered her eyes with her hands but peeked through her fingers."Why'd ya do that?" she asked, her face like as red as a rose."Well I already saw you so I thought we should get even." "Kagome....do you want to talk about it?" Inuyasha asked returning to there first subject. "No" came the automatic reply "I told you before that you would see...do you want to see?" Inuyasha hesitated but thne replied slowly "yes." "Im gonna start off small then go big." Kagome said strangely "what does that mean?" Inuyasha asked "It means that I'll show you the small things first...then when your done looking at those I'll show you the biggest thing." "O..kay?" Inuyasha replied still not sure what she was getting at. She got up and took pappers out of a drawer then handed them to him. Kagome watched his face as he looked over the papers. The radio tuned up and the song created a deppresing aura around the room.
" I wish you loved me and cared for me well
but all you do is make my life a living hell.
I guess thats what happens in a loveless familly
where your hurt by your father and his bride to be"
Inuyasha looked over drawings that were sad and full of pain. One was of a girl dead on the ground, her wrists slit but a smile on her face. The next picture was an angle reaching despretlly for a little girl who looked suspisiously like kagome, The little girl was running in the night forest with tears blinding her eyes, unaware that there was a cliff ahead.
chorus
"I hope you love me soon
or I'll die inside from the pain
Just this once or it wont go away"
end chorus
"I ve been a bad girl from what I can see
I think thats the reason why you hit me
If I change you still wont care
you'll still give me pain to bear"
chorus
Another drawing was of a ghost gracefully floating up from her body, her face of pure joy and happiness. one picture that shocked him was one that was drawn to look like a familly portrait, there was a girl,a boy, a mother and a father. The stange thing about it was that the mother and son were sitting next to each other and smilling broadly, as if not a care in the world. But the father and daughter were sitting away from them, the girl was looking at the mother and son with sadness and longing and the father just looked like he was pissed off to be there.
"Come with me across the land
we'll smooth our worries over the grain sand
Please dont hurt this beautifull sight
then mayabe you'll really know how its like."
chorus
"As we live on our days of young
you'll hear this song I sung
Be reasonable for once, stop and look
just see how much of my happiness you took."
Inuyasha put the pictures down and stared at kagome intently, "Wha...I...i dont understand fully" . Kagome said nothing but then slowly piped up "My..my mom left me when I was younger...she took my brother with her...and left me here.." Inuyasha watched as her eyes slowly watered. "I was..left to live..with my father...and..."
Yes, I can get pissy at times ne?
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rain pattered against the window of the darkened sky as Inuyasha groggily opened his eyes. His mind
was a drifting blank nothingness untill the sleep weared out of his eyes and he was awear of the other
person in bed with him."Kagome?" Inuyasha questioned slowly."inu..yasha"Kagome whispered."Kagome
, are you alright now? what happened last night?" Inuyasha asked gently. Kagome waited what seemed
forever and Inuyasha doubted that she would answer untill her voice arose above the pattering rain. "I..
I wish I could tell you..but I just can't..."Kagome started "I don't know whats happening to me..I'm changing
and I don't want to..." Kagome sobbed sighlently "Its alright Kagome, you can tell me anything, I mean
you can trust me right?Look at us! were naked in bed and I havent even done anything..uhh..nevermind"
Inuyasha droned on as he hugged Kagome closer to him so she could cry into his chest. "Inuyasha..
I...I..." Kagome sobbed. "Please please don't tell anyone about this Onegai!!" Inuyasha hugged her closer
and whispered "Its all right Kagome, I wont tell anyone" as he rubbed soothing circles on her back.
"arigoto inuyasha....arigoto.."Kagome whispered as they both driffed back to sleep.
Inuyasha awoke alone in his bed. Nervouse he got up and and looked around for Kagome.Her cloths
were gone...It was dark outside but in daylight.A storm was coming.Inuyasha got up and dressed
quickly hopeing that she diddnt leave too long ago.He put his jacket on as he rushed out the door
and into the windy air.
Kagome's head bobbed up and down as she stared at a ball bounce in her head.Yes...she
thought as she sat outside the shrine of her house "I am changing....do ya know why?" she had woken
up in Inuyasha's arms once more but resentfully left the warmth and put cloths back on as she quietly
crept out.She walked back home as wind toussled her hair.."why am I going back?" she had thought as
walked closer and closer to her home, It was still confusing her as she entered
her house and listend for the noises of her father."Not home.." she thought...that was an hour ago.
Kagome listened to the sound of swayng trees as she stared lovingly at the beauty of her earth. "So beautifull..
she thought, "I never realized how pretty outside is....."why did I say that?I dont know...
anymore...Kagome's thought lately were strange ones, about the smallest thing to the most
questioned ones ever asked.'I stare at my reflection and I see sadness"Kagome said outloud
why do you see sadness?" a voice said from behind scaring Kagome as she turned to see
Inuyasha walking up to her."You..would'nt want to know." Kagome sighed turning back around
"But I want to know..."Inuyasha argued back as he sat down next to her. "You'll find out soon...."
"Why cant you just tell me?" Inuyasha asked "Because..Wouldnt you like to see it instead?"
Kagome whispered into the wind "See what?" Inuyasha questioned, "You'll see, you'll see...."
Kagome said with unfocused eyes "you"ll see."
"I'm worried about you Kagome..." Inuyasha said as he turned towards her "Ha! I worry you!" Kagome
yelled smugly "You'd be the first!" "My life is nothing but songs and hate..." "Why hate?" Inuyasha
asked lovingly and concerned "You'll see...the love left along time ago." Inuyasha stared sideways at Kagome
with a look of concearn, Kagome stirred feelings in him that no other girl had, He was slowly admitting something to
himself....about her."Kagome!! Inuyasha!" Sango yelled running up to them with Miroku,Shippou and Kouga hot at her heels.
Kagome turnned her head boredly towards them as they ran up to them. "Hi! Didya hear?" "Hear what?" Inuyasha questioned
"Hah! So much you know dog-breath! Schools been canceled cause of the storm coming, Its gonna be bad, were gonna hafta stay indoors for atleast three days!"Koga said smugly.
Inuyasha stared blankley "Three days?Woah thats a long time WHA WAIT!
WHO YOU CALLING DOG-BREATH WOLF MUTT?!?! as Sango pushed the fueding friends aways she sat down next to Kagome
along with Shippou and Miroku. "So Kagome....you can stay at my house if you want! That way you can have companie throughout those boring three days...You..and me...alone...." Miroku droned on as his hand moved towards her butt."I don't think I could and EEK!" Sango screamed "You pervert! Leave Kagome alone!" as she slapped the back of his head."WHAT! DID YOU DO WHAT I THINK YOU DID HOUSHI?!!!???!! Koga and Inuyasha screamed lunging for Miroku .Miroku let out a girly scream and started to run with Kouga and Inuyasha setting after him. "Kagome?" Shippou asked nicely "yes shippou?" Kagome questioned, he was so cute."Can you be my mom for a couple of days?" He jutted his bottem lip out and gave her puppy dog eyes "Awww!" Sango and Kagome squeeled "Of coarse I will shippou, but why?" "I dunno, I just wanted to see how it would be for having you as my mom." "Okay shippou."Kagome happily agreed.
"Inuyasha smells!" Shippou screamed "WHAT! YOU LITTLE WEASLE GET OVER HERE!" Inuyasha screamed forgetting Miroku and heading for Shippou "Waaaa! Okasan!" Shippou cried jumping into Kagomes lap "What are you doing! Get off of her! dont touch her!" Inuyasha and Koga screamed going for Shippou "Waaaaaa!' Shippou screamed and hooked his arms around Kagomes neck "save me!" he yelled "Stop right there! You don't touch him! " Kagome screamed stopping Inuyasha in his tracks as she put her arms around His head loveingly and hugging his head to her chest(more like her boobs) as a mother would do.Sessho-maru walked up and sat down next to Sango and Miroku to watch the amusing reality tv. "Hey! Why are you protecting that pervert!?" Inuyasha and Koga screamed to Kagome "Shippou is not a pervert!" Kagome yelled as she squished his head closer to her boobs.Koga and Inuyasha watched with firery hate as Shippou smilled into kagome's boobs and stared at them with a look that said "Haha!Imonherboobsandshesprotectingmeandtheresnothingyoucandoaboutit!" =( w )=
Sessho-maru laughed at what his eyes showed him , two angry jelouse people waiting to kill a little pervert who had his head shoved into a beautifull girls breast who was currently protecting him.Shippou stuck his toung out at Inuyasha and Koga and accedentally licked Kagomes boob."KYAAAAAA!" Kagome screamed and threw shippou to Inuyasha and Koga who (now even more mad and jelouse) eagerly attaked shippou.Kagome just sat breathing heavilly at all the comotion going on and Sango tried to sooth her by changing the subject "Kagome! I never got to tell you because you fell asleep at lunch but the Art teacher said that theres a contest for a poem and a picture that goes to it. Want to try it out?" "I guess...I have written some poetry...." "Great! Now all we have to do is finish practicing for the battle of the bands!" Sango exclaimed eagerly. "Wheres rin today?" Kagome asked almost forgeting someone wasent there. "Oh...She had to do ...something?...Lets ask her when we see her -k-?" Kagome sighed heavily " -k-"
"Hey...Look over there.." Sango laughed pointing towards the boys. "Hmm?" Kagome questioned and turned only to bust out laughing, Inuyasha and Koga were chasing Shippou who jumped onto Sessho-maru for help and accidentally spilled his out of nowhere soda on his brand new shirt form Hot Topic , conclution three boys stumbling over each other triyng to catch one smaller boy who screamed like a girl ( while a pervert just sat and watched). suddenly thunder roared out of the grey sky and The rain started to pour heavilly onto the seven startled teens. "INTO THE HOUSE!" Sessho-maru yelled as they piled into Kagomes house. "Looks like were traped" miroku suggested pervertedly and got six bonks on his head. They all gathered in the living room where they stood soaking wet "I'll get some towls for you all and I dont have any guy cloths so You can either wear your towl and wait for your cloths to dry or sit cold and shivering." Kagome talked smoothly "choose" "Dry!" five boys screamed as they shiverd violently. "Wait here...
Kagome dissapeared up the stairs and came back with seven big,fluffy,right out of the dryer white towls. Everyone grabed them and the boys went upstaires to the bathroom to take off their cloths as Kagome and Sango headed up to her room to change into some warm fuzzy pajamas. As Kagome pulled on her soundgarden logo'd nightgown the phone rang and one thought came to mind "dad.."
Uhh..excuse me Sango I gotta take this call" she uneasilly yelled as she ran to the phone "hello?" she asked nervously walking into the undisterbed room of her little brother, somwhere she only went to get comfort, "Kagome you little bitch, why diddnt you tell me there was a storm coming?!" Her father screached into her ear " I diddnt know I swear!" she pleaded "Yeah right whore! Just Like you didd'nt know your mother was going to leave you behind! Now Im Stuck at this damn work for a couple of days and Its all your fault!"
Kagome was stunned at what he first said leave you behind..... "Kagome this is all your fault you fucking little skank! Now I know why your mother left you behind! You were always a fucking problem child! SHE HATED YOU! SOUTA HATED YOU, I HATE YOU!"
Kagome shook her head furiously as tears rolled down her cheeks, he kept on talking " YOU ALWAYS WERE A SHAME TO THE FAMILLY! WHY ELES DID THEY LEAVE YOU BEHIND!? SO YOU COULD LIVE PEACEFULLY WITH ME?! HELL NO! SHE KNEW HOW IT WOULD BE HELL FOR YOU, SHE KNEW THAT AND SHE DIDDNT GIVE A SHIT! SHE DIDDNT GIVE A FUCKING SHIT!" "ohhh noo ohhhhh nooooo..." Kagome whispered as the warm water kept rollng furiously down her face "OH YES BUT SHE DID! SHE HATED YOU KAGOME DONT YOU UNDERSTAND? SHE HAD TIME TO GET YOU OUT OF HERE BUT WHERE ARE YOU KAGOME?! WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU!? THATS RIGHT! HERE WITH ME! AND YOUR GONNA FUCKING BE HERE WITH ME!" "why....why do I have to stay?You hate me so I should go then....." kagome cried with little hope. "WHY IN THE FUCKING HELL WOULD I DO A THING LIKE THAT?! I NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE MY ANGER OUT ON! TO TAKE MY HATE OUT ON! YOUR PERFECT FOR THAT! JUST FUCKING PERFECT AND YOU KNOW THAT!" the line went dead and the lights went out. "why me...god why me?" Kagome sobbed as she fell to her knees and threw her head up to let out her roar of sorrow and pain.
An earth shadering scream echoed throughout the house and everyone ran to the source.Standing at a foreign door they tried to open the locked room of unkown. Inside Kagome was cradleing her head in a fetal position."maa..mama...god.help..mommy..I want....my mommy..."Kagome cried lowly aware of the people behind the door. Her wails lowered into a shudder of sniffles but the pain was still emerged into her soul."KAGOME!?WHAT HAPPENED?!" they yelled throught the solid wood."kagome....whats wrong?" Inuyasha asked in a loveing voice through the door.That soft protective voice she loved so...but they couldnt find out."She was inable of coherent speech without breaking into a rage of sniffles so she just said real fast before they started up again "Ijustthoughtisawaratbutitwasjustaragdontworry!" "Eww!A rat? I would have freaked too." Sango commented to the boys.when her sniffles settled she said "Hey you guys just go on down stairs and I'll meet you there." she waited to open the door untill she heard feet scurry down the steps to open the door. She put her ear to the door to make sure then opened it."Hey." Inuyasha whispered freaking her outta her skin. She looked up to him and his golden eyes full of love and warmth..(some thing she hadnt felt in years) and he stared at her scared desperat eyes.He took her hand and walked her into her room and sat her on her bed. "Kagome..."Inuyasha started then stopped.He grabbed her arm and enveloped her into his embrace of love.He stoked her back and started up again "Kagome...for some reason your changing...in a way that I feel i'll lose you. Something bothers you dearly and I need to know." Kagome was silent with shock of his embrace but also of the fact he knew something. "why do you care for me? why do you want to know whats wrong?" Kagome asked low with question. "because...kagome..Ive found that...scince i met you..i realised...I love you." Kagomes eyes widened as he kept talking "and I want you to be happy" she gave out a cry and attached her arms around his neck as she whispered into his sholder."I love you too."
Miroku, Shippou, Koga, Sesso-maru, and Sango were sitting on the couch while Sango just blushed at all the guys in towls around her. She had a strange feeling that Inuyasha and Kagome werent coming down for a while so she put in the most boring but interesting movie she could find and sliped it in the VCR . she turned off the lights and gave everyone a blanket and pillow. everyone found a comfortable place to lay and they watched the boring flick and soon fell asleep.
Inuyasha lifted her chin lightly and softly placed there first kiss upon her lips. Kagome tilted her head and returned the kiss completing there action of love. The kiss ended but it wouldnt be the last . Inuyasha stood up and walked over to turn on the radio
, the air was cool and the night had fallen, it created a romantic atmosphere as it was but he decided to add one more thing and turned on the black light.His hair glowed beautifully as He walked over to Kagome and sat down next to her "Before we continue are you sure you dont have any boxers or something? Cause this towl is falling off of me." Kagome looked down and squeeked because it turned out that it really was falling off of him. "I have some guy boxers I use as shorts to sleep in, you can use those." She got up quickly trying to cool her face down and went over to her dresser to get them.She handed Inuyasha a pair of silky silver boxers and to her embarassed but admittingly happy surprize he dropped his towl right in front of her and but the boxers on. She gasped and covered her eyes with her hands but peeked through her fingers."Why'd ya do that?" she asked, her face like as red as a rose."Well I already saw you so I thought we should get even." "Kagome....do you want to talk about it?" Inuyasha asked returning to there first subject. "No" came the automatic reply "I told you before that you would see...do you want to see?" Inuyasha hesitated but thne replied slowly "yes." "Im gonna start off small then go big." Kagome said strangely "what does that mean?" Inuyasha asked "It means that I'll show you the small things first...then when your done looking at those I'll show you the biggest thing." "O..kay?" Inuyasha replied still not sure what she was getting at. She got up and took pappers out of a drawer then handed them to him. Kagome watched his face as he looked over the papers. The radio tuned up and the song created a deppresing aura around the room.
" I wish you loved me and cared for me well
but all you do is make my life a living hell.
I guess thats what happens in a loveless familly
where your hurt by your father and his bride to be"
Inuyasha looked over drawings that were sad and full of pain. One was of a girl dead on the ground, her wrists slit but a smile on her face. The next picture was an angle reaching despretlly for a little girl who looked suspisiously like kagome, The little girl was running in the night forest with tears blinding her eyes, unaware that there was a cliff ahead.
chorus
"I hope you love me soon
or I'll die inside from the pain
Just this once or it wont go away"
end chorus
"I ve been a bad girl from what I can see
I think thats the reason why you hit me
If I change you still wont care
you'll still give me pain to bear"
chorus
Another drawing was of a ghost gracefully floating up from her body, her face of pure joy and happiness. one picture that shocked him was one that was drawn to look like a familly portrait, there was a girl,a boy, a mother and a father. The stange thing about it was that the mother and son were sitting next to each other and smilling broadly, as if not a care in the world. But the father and daughter were sitting away from them, the girl was looking at the mother and son with sadness and longing and the father just looked like he was pissed off to be there.
"Come with me across the land
we'll smooth our worries over the grain sand
Please dont hurt this beautifull sight
then mayabe you'll really know how its like."
chorus
"As we live on our days of young
you'll hear this song I sung
Be reasonable for once, stop and look
just see how much of my happiness you took."
Inuyasha put the pictures down and stared at kagome intently, "Wha...I...i dont understand fully" . Kagome said nothing but then slowly piped up "My..my mom left me when I was younger...she took my brother with her...and left me here.." Inuyasha watched as her eyes slowly watered. "I was..left to live..with my father...and..."
Yes, I can get pissy at times ne?