Crash and Burn
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A/N: I updated! Mwahahaha..ok anyways (lol) this is gunna be a kinda song chappie! One of the BEST songs, Crash and Burn by Savage Garden. It's just..the BEST! I heard it on those store music things..you no, you're walking through a store and they play songs, which sumtimes gets interrupted by the speaker person..but yeah. I took a pen and wrote over my hand so I wouldn't forget the song and so yeah! Oh, and it may not be all..magic. There's gunna be a guitar and singing..sounds dumb, huh? IT SWEAR IT ISN'T! PLZ DON'T LEAVE!! *silence* hello? lol
Anyways, PLZ READ N REVIEW!
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Since the days events were so..how do you say it..weird, James decided to hit the hay early. Kayz still didn't know where Remus was, and neither did anyone else.
"Maybe we should go look for him?" Kayz said, but as soon as she said that, the portrait opened, and Remus came, slowly, in.
"Quick search," MoMo said, and Lily and Sirius nodded.
"Hey Remus," Kayz said as Remus sat on the couch next to her. "Where were you today? I had to be Peter's partner!"
"Hey!" Peter said from the step of the fireplace, but they ignored him.
"I felt sick," Remus muttered, looking at the ground.
"Oh.." Kayz said. "You feel better now?" Remus shrugged.
"I think I'm going to go to bed early tonight," he said, and got up to go to the boy's dorm. "I'll talk to you later, Kayz."
"That was weird," Sirius said as Remus closed the door to the dorm. "He never acts like that."
"Do you think he's mad at me?" Kayz asked, worried. "I don't think I did anything, but you never know.."
"I doubt he's mad at you," Lily said.
"Yeah, you never yelled at him before, right?" MoMo said, trying to make light of things.
"Well, if you don't count earlier this year, with that girl Claire. I yelled at him AND slapped him," Kayz said, looking back at things. "But that was a while ago, and I said sorry..I think. Well, I'm going to get to bed. Maybe tomorrow he'll be more like himself. Night, guys."
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NEXT DAY
Remus and Kayz were sitting in the common room, along with James, Lily, MoMo, Sirius, and Peter. After a few minutes silence, James spoke up.
"Who wants to play some Quidditch?" he asked, and practically everyone quickly dropped their books, even Lily, and got up to get ready to play. Remus, however, didn't move.
"Remus, you want to play?" Kayz asked.
"Um..no, I need to..uh..go to the library," he said, avoiding Kayz's eyes, and got up to leave. "Sorry about that, guys. I really need to study for the N.E.W.T's." He quickly left out of the portrait.
"There's something wrong, and I know it! He MUST be mad at me.." Kayz said. "I'm just going to rest, guys, I'll play Quidditch sometime later." She headed up to the girl's dorm and quietly shut the door.
"Something's wrong with Remus," Lily said.
"We better go see," MoMo said, and they both left to find him.
"So I guess that cancels out on Quidditch, huh?" Sirius said, and James looked at him with a raised eyebrow, and sighed.
***
"Well, he's not in the library," MoMo said.
"Where else could he possible be?" Lily said, and thought. "I got it! Kayz told me that they always went up on the top of the castle to calm down." Lily and MoMo headed to the stairs that lead to the roof. There, looking out into the huge lake, was Remus. He turned around when Lily closed the door.
"Hey, Remus," she said.
"Hey.." he replied, looking back out to the lake.
"Is there anything wrong?" MoMo asked.
"Nope," Remus said. There was a few minutes silence. . "Why do you ask?"
"Well, for one, you haven't been around for a while," MoMo said.
"Yeah, and two, Kayz thinks you're mad at her or something," Lily said. "And you weren't in the library like you said, so..yeah."
"There's been a lot of thing on my mind lately." Remus said, then he paused for a second. "Kayz thinks I'm mad at her?" Lily and MoMo nodded. "I'm not, though."
"I'd go tell her you weren't, then," Lily said, and Remus nodded. 'I'll do more then that,' he thought as Lily and MoMo left. Soon after they did, he left as well so that he could get started with his idea. He got into the Gryffindor Common Room, ran up to his dorm, grabbed a very old accustic guitar (A/N: Isn't that SOO non-muggle ish? Lol), some paper and he started to write down whatever came to his mind. . .
*~*
Kayz was sitting in the common room by the fire doing the rest of her homework. It was hard to concentrate, but she needed to try. Though, out of no where, there was a sound of a guitar playing from the dorm area..Kayz turned around. She saw Remus standing there playing a guitar (A/N I NO, sooo unlikely but it works w/ the story lol). He then started to sing.
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one-way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
He finished with a a few nice notes on the guitar. Throughout the whole song, Kayz was smiling.
"Oh, Remus! That was soooo beautiful!" she said, with tears in her eyes. She got up and walked over to him to give him a hug.
"Kayz, I'm sorry I was a bit distanct with you, I've had a load on my mind," he whispered to her. "I love you."
"I love you too! This was so beautiful, Remus! Thanks," Kayz said, kissing him on the cheek. They both headed to the couch to rest a bit by the nice warm fire.
"Remus, I just remembered..what was that paper you were reading before?" she asked. "It seems like something big."
"Oh..that.." Remus said, sighing. "Well, it's from my brother. . . "
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A/N: CLIFFIE!! Lol..mwahahaha..ok, I know, lil weird, I promise the next will be better! PLEASE REVIEW! THANKS
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A/N: I updated! Mwahahaha..ok anyways (lol) this is gunna be a kinda song chappie! One of the BEST songs, Crash and Burn by Savage Garden. It's just..the BEST! I heard it on those store music things..you no, you're walking through a store and they play songs, which sumtimes gets interrupted by the speaker person..but yeah. I took a pen and wrote over my hand so I wouldn't forget the song and so yeah! Oh, and it may not be all..magic. There's gunna be a guitar and singing..sounds dumb, huh? IT SWEAR IT ISN'T! PLZ DON'T LEAVE!! *silence* hello? lol
Anyways, PLZ READ N REVIEW!
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Since the days events were so..how do you say it..weird, James decided to hit the hay early. Kayz still didn't know where Remus was, and neither did anyone else.
"Maybe we should go look for him?" Kayz said, but as soon as she said that, the portrait opened, and Remus came, slowly, in.
"Quick search," MoMo said, and Lily and Sirius nodded.
"Hey Remus," Kayz said as Remus sat on the couch next to her. "Where were you today? I had to be Peter's partner!"
"Hey!" Peter said from the step of the fireplace, but they ignored him.
"I felt sick," Remus muttered, looking at the ground.
"Oh.." Kayz said. "You feel better now?" Remus shrugged.
"I think I'm going to go to bed early tonight," he said, and got up to go to the boy's dorm. "I'll talk to you later, Kayz."
"That was weird," Sirius said as Remus closed the door to the dorm. "He never acts like that."
"Do you think he's mad at me?" Kayz asked, worried. "I don't think I did anything, but you never know.."
"I doubt he's mad at you," Lily said.
"Yeah, you never yelled at him before, right?" MoMo said, trying to make light of things.
"Well, if you don't count earlier this year, with that girl Claire. I yelled at him AND slapped him," Kayz said, looking back at things. "But that was a while ago, and I said sorry..I think. Well, I'm going to get to bed. Maybe tomorrow he'll be more like himself. Night, guys."
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NEXT DAY
Remus and Kayz were sitting in the common room, along with James, Lily, MoMo, Sirius, and Peter. After a few minutes silence, James spoke up.
"Who wants to play some Quidditch?" he asked, and practically everyone quickly dropped their books, even Lily, and got up to get ready to play. Remus, however, didn't move.
"Remus, you want to play?" Kayz asked.
"Um..no, I need to..uh..go to the library," he said, avoiding Kayz's eyes, and got up to leave. "Sorry about that, guys. I really need to study for the N.E.W.T's." He quickly left out of the portrait.
"There's something wrong, and I know it! He MUST be mad at me.." Kayz said. "I'm just going to rest, guys, I'll play Quidditch sometime later." She headed up to the girl's dorm and quietly shut the door.
"Something's wrong with Remus," Lily said.
"We better go see," MoMo said, and they both left to find him.
"So I guess that cancels out on Quidditch, huh?" Sirius said, and James looked at him with a raised eyebrow, and sighed.
***
"Well, he's not in the library," MoMo said.
"Where else could he possible be?" Lily said, and thought. "I got it! Kayz told me that they always went up on the top of the castle to calm down." Lily and MoMo headed to the stairs that lead to the roof. There, looking out into the huge lake, was Remus. He turned around when Lily closed the door.
"Hey, Remus," she said.
"Hey.." he replied, looking back out to the lake.
"Is there anything wrong?" MoMo asked.
"Nope," Remus said. There was a few minutes silence. . "Why do you ask?"
"Well, for one, you haven't been around for a while," MoMo said.
"Yeah, and two, Kayz thinks you're mad at her or something," Lily said. "And you weren't in the library like you said, so..yeah."
"There's been a lot of thing on my mind lately." Remus said, then he paused for a second. "Kayz thinks I'm mad at her?" Lily and MoMo nodded. "I'm not, though."
"I'd go tell her you weren't, then," Lily said, and Remus nodded. 'I'll do more then that,' he thought as Lily and MoMo left. Soon after they did, he left as well so that he could get started with his idea. He got into the Gryffindor Common Room, ran up to his dorm, grabbed a very old accustic guitar (A/N: Isn't that SOO non-muggle ish? Lol), some paper and he started to write down whatever came to his mind. . .
*~*
Kayz was sitting in the common room by the fire doing the rest of her homework. It was hard to concentrate, but she needed to try. Though, out of no where, there was a sound of a guitar playing from the dorm area..Kayz turned around. She saw Remus standing there playing a guitar (A/N I NO, sooo unlikely but it works w/ the story lol). He then started to sing.
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one-way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again
When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone
He finished with a a few nice notes on the guitar. Throughout the whole song, Kayz was smiling.
"Oh, Remus! That was soooo beautiful!" she said, with tears in her eyes. She got up and walked over to him to give him a hug.
"Kayz, I'm sorry I was a bit distanct with you, I've had a load on my mind," he whispered to her. "I love you."
"I love you too! This was so beautiful, Remus! Thanks," Kayz said, kissing him on the cheek. They both headed to the couch to rest a bit by the nice warm fire.
"Remus, I just remembered..what was that paper you were reading before?" she asked. "It seems like something big."
"Oh..that.." Remus said, sighing. "Well, it's from my brother. . . "
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A/N: CLIFFIE!! Lol..mwahahaha..ok, I know, lil weird, I promise the next will be better! PLEASE REVIEW! THANKS