June 9 2004 Dear Diary, I had a dream last night. My dream was my answer. The only way he won't leave is if I sleep with him. I know he really want that. I think he is just too afraid to say it. I sleep with him if that is what it takes. I think it might help because he doesn't have to move back unless he wants too. Today, right now actually, I am going to tell Sean that. Not that I am sleeping with him to make him stay but that I want to sleep with him.

LATER- I talked to Sean. He said only if I want to. I know it isn't a big step for him because I think he slept with Elly last summer. Got to go eat. TTYL BYE BYE