Moonlight Betayl

Ch. 5 The Beginning of a Change of Heart

Previously:

"First off that is hardly clothing, she obviously a slut, and you can't see her face because she wears too muck make-up"

"You right Sango you wear more clothing and your twice as beautiful, you would never do such a horrible thing and you look good with your make-up".

After Miroku pushed up against Sango but right before their lips touched there was a loud... scream.

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Kagome screamed as SesshouMaru pushed her behind him. Sango and Miroku appeared on the sidelines. The full demon Inuyasha stepped closer. SesshouMaru put a hand on Tojikan

"No! SesshouMaru please don't hurt him! Please!"

Kagome begged him.

"Feh. Where's Tetsusaiga It should stop this from happening?"

"I could you the subjugation spell?"

"Care to show me?"

"Sit Boy!"

Just then Inuyasha kissed the dirt. Ahh yes good old friend dirt. So nice to see you again. When he looked he could hear his heart just... shatter. He saw Kagome a SesshouMaru's side desperately trying to hide behind him. But he kept firmly at her side. He wouldn't let her hide behind him.

"Kagome... Why are you betraying?"

"But... you're ... betraying me?"

"I would never!"

She couldn't take this. Was she blind? She saw him betray her and when he said he would never she just... wanted to believe it. Was she just plain stupid?!

"Kagome. You shouldn't take this anymore. Just tell him so he can stop hurting you."

"How would you know?!'

"He's been helping me, ... protecting"

Kagome whispered. She just wanted him to go away and take her pain with him every time she saw him. The pain would come rushing back. It just hurt. It was too much. Too much!! She felt tears coming when SesshouMaru gave her a squeeze on her shoulder letting her now she would never let her go.

-Flashback-

The lord SesshouMaru held her tight and told her

"I will not let him hurt you, Kagome".

She looked up at him and wiped away tears and asked

"Promise?"
That answer to that question would decide if she would let herself live. The way he answered would break her or build her. The way he looked at her when he answered would decide if she would fear him or care for him. Her chocolate brown eyes were about to burst into tears if he didn't answer. He looked deep within himself and found the answer to that question. The perfect answer. Maybe this demon lord could allow someone to enter his heart. Maybe this girl could rid him of ice prison he had trapped himself in since his mother had passed away.

"Yes. Yes, Kagome. I will never let Inuyasha hurt you. Never again will you be alone. As long as I live you will never even think of taking your own life. I promise to protect you, Kagome forever."
He slipped a pendent around her neck and held her tightly as she slipped into a dreamless sleep.

-End of Flashback-

She took a deep breath. And tries to relax. 'Inuyasha just tried to kill you because he saw you holding His half-brothers hand. That's all'. She looked at Inuyasha they begged her to say he had misjudged what he saw. They wanted her to forgive him and say she loved him. But, did she? She loved someone else. Why would she lie to him? Her heart didn't love him. She loved someone else. Would he accept her love? Or would it be like with Inuyasha again? She looked in SesshouMaru's eyes. They had nothing but kindness in them. They told her to say the truth. Chose what she wanted. Not what everyone else wanted. What her heart said was the right choice. This was her choice her destiny no one could decide this for her.

"Inuyasha how can forgive you. I don't know if I love you. No I don't know. You keep making me hurt. What's worse you won't stop! I just wanted to die. Leave all the pain behind me," her gaze wandered to the stars and the moon "To be free. Not have to wonder if you're with Kikiyo. Not worry if you're keeping your promise... to me... to Kikiyo. You said you chose me. You told Kikiyo the same. I don't know if I can trust you"

"Kagome..."

"Kagome?"

He bent down and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulders. Kagome tried to stop the tears from coming but it was impossible. Instead she just slowly began to lose consciousness. SesshouMaru picked her up bridal style. Inuyasha growled dangerously. Basically saying put her down or I'll rip you to shreds. SesshouMaru pretended he didn't hear or maybe he didn't either way he didn't show it. He turned to the direction of the hut.

-Kagome's Dream or Nightmare-

There stood Kagome Higuarashi, in the middle of a field. On one side she could see the past. On the other she could see what could be. The future promised good times but there would be some bad. The past only could bring sadness and regret. In the moonlight she could see it. His Moonlight Betrayl. The Betrayal that would nor could ever end. In the Sun she could see silver. It promised her freedom. But, she couldn't move. Every time she did the ground would shake. Finally she made a run for the future. All of a sudden the ground was opening up. . Soon there was no ground. Then something grabbed. Before she new it she was being kissed. This kiss was full of passion. It was perfect. Then it ended. As her mysterious savior pulled back she saw his eyes. Beautiful gold amber eyes. She knew them. She could see beautiful silver hair. Then everything went black.

-End of Kagome's Dream or Nightmare-

"Hentai!!" Sango shouted as she grabbed her Hirakotsu. Miroku took a few steps back laughing nervously. SesshouMaru turned his gaze to Kagome. "Why did you save, Kagome?" Inuyasha questioned with the most serous gaze in his eyes as Sango and Miroku ran out. "It intrigued me. You chose a corpse over Kagome. You lied to them both. Kagome only wishes for your happiness no matter the cost. Kikiyo wishes you to die with her. When she was alive she didn't except you fully. Kagome never once questioned who you are. She never showed any disloyalty. Ever," SesshouMaru took another look at her before finishing his sentence "... you don't disserve her". Inuyasha looked shocked at his older brother.
He was showing interest in Kagome? No his Kagome. SesshouMaru would not take her away. She wouldn't leave...would she? He lied to her and broke promises. Why wouldn't she go? His brother had kept his promises. He had been kind to her. He never once even dared to hurt her. No just give her peace. Help her find her way. At what cost? No there was no cost. Did he...did he...no it was impossible. Or was it. He was in love with her. Was Kagome in love with him? If she was... was it for love or revenge? That was the one question that would haunt him forever... he needed answers. Now.

Kagome's eyes slowly opened to find her self-staring to the same exact eyes as before. Whoever this was... this is her love. This is the person who took care of her. This man loved he would never betray her. Her eyes would not look to see who it was. The just stayed locked even if they blinked they could not tear away.

"Kagome!"

Finally she looked to see Inuyasha. She loved ...

"Kagome!! You're finally awake!"

Sango ran in and gave Kagome the hug of her life.

"Sango...can't breath...need air...air."

Kagome managed to choke out as a blushing Sango pulled away next came a squealing Shippou. Inuyasha smiled and began to ask her if she was ok? She said she was. That was when Miroku understood what had begun. It had finally come to it. He maybe an idiot at times. But, he knew a few things about demons and... about certain mating rituals. This would be a fight. A fight of love. Neither would back down. This was a fight of love. They were both in love. This fight might mean that one will die. Or one would be hurt. Either emotionally or physically injured. This was the beginning of a fight of love.

Kagome looked down. She knew what she wanted...but the problem was it mutual? Would he return her love? She couldn't take that pain. The pain of knowing your love didn't love you. That they saw you as a copy, nothing more. Not an original. SesshouMaru didn't see her as a copy.

I'm so sorry for not updating everything has been so hectic. I have barely anytime to write but I am trying really hard to get everything out of the way. So please bare with me. Please review! This will let me now that you want me too continue thank you all my reviewers! I will try to update the second I get the chance!