Hey, I'm actually updating!  I've had a lot of time to think about this chapter, since I've been away on vacation.  Tres fun.  So, I've decided for a little change, to make this chapter a song fic!  Yay!  So I'm going to be using the song "Broken" by Seether feat. Amy Lee!  .  So, here it is.  Oh, and you know I only own Hana and her parents…and charas not in the show.

     Kurama sat uneasily on his couch watching music videos.  He was waiting for Hana's parents to come over to drive him to the hospital.  He wasn't paying attention to the TV, or anything for that matter.  But then he heard one song that captured his attention.  He stared at the TV, captivated.  He was shocked to see that the girl in the video looked like Hana.  He waited until the title and artist of the song appeared on the screen. 

     " 'Broken'…by Seether…featuring Amy Lee…" he murmured to himself.  He heard a knock on his front door.  It was Hana's parents.  He grabbed his jacket and walked out the door.  Putting his hands in his pockets he felt something in one of his pockets.  He pulled out a crumpled piece of paper; he smoothed out the paper and stared down at an image of Hana.  She was singing, just a few hours before her attempted suicide.  As he opened the car door, the song he had just heard played in his head.

I wanted you to know
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph;
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

     Kurama stared out of the window of Mr. Himawari's car.  It was an awkward silence.  He watched all the children playing outside and young couples taking walks.  They all looked so happy.  But, Kurama wondered, were they all just alone and pretending to be happy?  Was that how Hana felt?  He wondered what she was thinking at that moment.  What she was thinking when she was with him.  What she was thinking before she emptied all those bottles of pills.

Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore

Kurama took Hana's hand.  She was asleep but his touch caused her to stir.  He looked around the hospital room.  There were few cards, only a few from his friends.  He could hear the heart monitor and oxygen machine Hana was hooked up to.  Kurama pulled a chair over to the hospital bed.  He stroked Hana's hair.

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn,
and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Hana opened her eyes and looked over at Kurama.  He was looking out the window of her hospital room.  She reached for Kurama's hand.

"Shuuichi…"Hana said.  Kurama looked over.  He placed his hands on her face.

"Hana, I was so worried about you," he said.  Hana bit her lip.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," Hana said.

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

Hana reached over to Kurama and pulled him close to her.  She let out a sob and then closed her eyes.

"I can't do this.  I'm not strong enough," Hana sobbed.  Kurama stoked her hair.

"You are strong enough.  Be strong for the ones who care about you," he said.  He held Hana until she fell asleep.  He could tell she was heavily medicated.  He slowly laid her on the bed and put the chair back to its original spot.  He silently shut the door, but not before he saw Hana hugging herself.  He frowned.  He didn't like that.

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough

You've gone away
You don't feel me here, anymore

"Are you ready to go home now Shuuichi?" Mrs. Himawari asked.  Kurama nodded.

"I know it's hard to see her like that.  Sadly, we've gotten used to that.  But…it was a shock to see that she would…do that again.  She went through two years of therapy in a mental institution, then we moved here, you know a fresh start.  But now this happened," Mr. Himawari said.

"Don't send her away.  It would be lonely without her," Kurama said.  He suddenly felt like a little child.

"Maybe just therapy this time," Mrs. Himawari suggested.

"But with our jobs, we would never have time to take her.  She's have to stay in an institution," Mr. Himawari said as they reached the car.

"I could take her.  I have a bike, and soon I'll have my license.  You could arrange it so her therapy would be after school and I could take her, I wouldn't mind," Kurama suggested.  He wanted to help Hana in the most desperate way.

"We'll talk to your mother about it," Mrs. Himawari said.  Kurama could tell she liked the idea.  According to his mother, Mrs. Himawari wanted Hana to have a relationship with him in the worst way.

On the car ride home Kurama muttered to himself the last line of the song.

"You've gone away.  You don't feel me here…anymore."

Well, wasn't that a sigh of relief!  Hana's not dead and she's getting help.  I bet you all thought I was gonna kill her.  But no, I'm not that mean.  Hey, tell me how you like the little change of a song fic instead of a regular chapter.  Later kiddos!