Chapter4#
Kyle awoke to Donna knocking on the door.
Kyle realised he had fallen asleep on the couch after talking to Lily.
"Donna why are you knocking??"Kyle asked opening the door.
"I forgot my key"Donna replied while trying to balance her gifts and daughter in her arms.
"oh"
"are you ok?"
"Yeah"
"Is is Lily"
"Yeah"
"She.."
"She hates me"
"Kyle if she hated you she never would have slept with you in the first place"
"OK so she hates me now"
"Kyle trust me it is impossible to hate you"
"tell Lily that"
*~*~*~*~*HOTEL SOMEWHERE IN HARTFORD*~*~**~*~*
Lily was walking into her hotel room drinking coffe and reaidng her paper.
When Lily was flipping pages a page fell out.
The page read.
*** Woman comits suicide after accidental pregnancy 32 year old Kelly goodson slit her wirsts after her boyfriend got her pregnant and they broke up she was five weeks along****
Lily looked at the paper in thought wouldthe same thing work for her??
Would it all go away if she did the same as Kelly??
Lily went inside and glanced at the kitchen counter where a knife lay Lily went over and picked up the knife she placed it lightly on her wirst.
*~*~*~**KYLE'S HOUSE~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~
Kyle had finished reading the same paper Lily had.
"Kyle what's wrong?"Donna asked.
"Look"Kyle said handing her the paper.
"So?"
"she was Lily's age"
"You think Lily's going to kill herself?"
"Maybe"
"Kyle Lily has her head on better then that"
"yeah"
"If you're so worried go check on her"
"good idea"
*~*~*~**~HOTEL ROOM*~*~*~**~*~
Kyle knocked on the door.
Lily opened the door.
"Kyle!"
"Lily oh thank goodness you're alive"
"Of course I'm alive"
"I thought you might...you know hurt yourself"
"Believe me I'm not that depressed over you"
"So you didn't think about it??"
"I did but I couldn't do it now are you happy??"
"No I ...I just..."
"SPIT IT OUT WHILE I'M YOUNG!"
"I just want you back"
"you never had me Kyle"
"So that whole thing in the elavator was just a one night stand"
"That thing in the elavator was pitty......You know that"
"So you have no feelings for me at all"
"I did once"
"Oh I guess I'll just leave then"
"see yah"Lily said shutting her door and locking it.
'Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me don't want your hand this time I'll save myself maybe I'll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under drowning in you I've got to break through I'm going under burning and stirring the truth and the lies so I don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under drowning in you I'm falling for ever I've got to break through so go on and scream scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under'
Going UnderBYEvanescence
Kyle awoke to Donna knocking on the door.
Kyle realised he had fallen asleep on the couch after talking to Lily.
"Donna why are you knocking??"Kyle asked opening the door.
"I forgot my key"Donna replied while trying to balance her gifts and daughter in her arms.
"oh"
"are you ok?"
"Yeah"
"Is is Lily"
"Yeah"
"She.."
"She hates me"
"Kyle if she hated you she never would have slept with you in the first place"
"OK so she hates me now"
"Kyle trust me it is impossible to hate you"
"tell Lily that"
*~*~*~*~*HOTEL SOMEWHERE IN HARTFORD*~*~**~*~*
Lily was walking into her hotel room drinking coffe and reaidng her paper.
When Lily was flipping pages a page fell out.
The page read.
*** Woman comits suicide after accidental pregnancy 32 year old Kelly goodson slit her wirsts after her boyfriend got her pregnant and they broke up she was five weeks along****
Lily looked at the paper in thought wouldthe same thing work for her??
Would it all go away if she did the same as Kelly??
Lily went inside and glanced at the kitchen counter where a knife lay Lily went over and picked up the knife she placed it lightly on her wirst.
*~*~*~**KYLE'S HOUSE~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~
Kyle had finished reading the same paper Lily had.
"Kyle what's wrong?"Donna asked.
"Look"Kyle said handing her the paper.
"So?"
"she was Lily's age"
"You think Lily's going to kill herself?"
"Maybe"
"Kyle Lily has her head on better then that"
"yeah"
"If you're so worried go check on her"
"good idea"
*~*~*~**~HOTEL ROOM*~*~*~**~*~
Kyle knocked on the door.
Lily opened the door.
"Kyle!"
"Lily oh thank goodness you're alive"
"Of course I'm alive"
"I thought you might...you know hurt yourself"
"Believe me I'm not that depressed over you"
"So you didn't think about it??"
"I did but I couldn't do it now are you happy??"
"No I ...I just..."
"SPIT IT OUT WHILE I'M YOUNG!"
"I just want you back"
"you never had me Kyle"
"So that whole thing in the elavator was just a one night stand"
"That thing in the elavator was pitty......You know that"
"So you have no feelings for me at all"
"I did once"
"Oh I guess I'll just leave then"
"see yah"Lily said shutting her door and locking it.
'Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me don't want your hand this time I'll save myself maybe I'll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under drowning in you I've got to break through I'm going under burning and stirring the truth and the lies so I don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under drowning in you I'm falling for ever I've got to break through so go on and scream scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under'
Going UnderBYEvanescence