Robin's diary II

I have so much to write about I hardly know where to start. Everything has changed in such a short time. Beast Boy is my boyfriend! I can hardly believe it. I've liked him for a while, but didn't think he'd ever like me. It all started after I last wrote in my journal. Beast Boy seemed so alone, and I know he needed me, so I decided to go to his room for some 'private training' in kissing. I was really nervous for some reason and my stomach was all jittery. It was about midnight when I decided to go to his room. This was training, it was official Titans business, so I left my uniform on. When I got to his room, I almost didn't knock. I thought he might be asleep. Then I heard music coming through the door. It was that band he likes, The Pillows. So I knocked. Beast Boy answered the door wearing white boxer briefs and a tank top. I had never seen him in shorts or short sleeves before. He always wears long sleeves when he's not in his room, even his pajamas are all long sleeved. He looked really hot in what he was wearing, and I totally lost my nerve. I think he asked if there was trouble. I don't really remember what I answered. My head was spinning. I do remember sitting on his bed and feeling really weird and nervous. I must have been staring at him (he looked so hot!) because he said "Yes, I know I'm ugly. That's why I stay covered up when I'm around everyone". "No you're not" I shouted. I tried to say something about training and wanting to kiss him at the same time, but I think I just ran a bunch of words together. I could tell from his expression that Beast Boy didn't catch what I was saying. He sat next to me on the bed and asked me what was the matter. Then, before I could stop myself, I grabbed him and kissed him. My heart was beating like mad, but after the kiss Beast Boy just looked at me with a shocked expression. "oh my god, what have I done?" I thought. I mumbled an apology, and got up to leave. But Beast Boy stopped me. He said "Dude, that was my first kiss", then he jumped on me and started kissing me! We kissed for a while, rolling around on his bed. I taught him about tongue kissing, just like I wanted! Then I was on top of him. I could feel that we were both hard. We were rubbing together, and I was thrusting my hips. Beast Boy moaned. It felt so good! But I thought we were going too fast, so I said that we should stop for now. We decided to get together again as soon as we could. Wow! I still can't believe it. Me and Beast Boy! He is so hot!